A Whateley Academy Tale
New Friends, New Problems
By Joe Gunnarson
Wednesday,
November 29th
Caitlin
woke up, groaning. The dreams had to stop. It was bad enough that she only
seemed to be able to get an hour of sleep at a time, but the dreams stretched
off into eternity. Always the same, always images of forge and fire, and
always those maddening tattoos. She shook her head to clear the images from
the last one. She really shouldn't complain, after all the new dreams were
better than dreams of screaming terror and gunfire. She got up and picked
through her limited wardrobe, grumbling.
She
picked out a black T-shirt and blue jeans, all inlaid with those damned wards.
Getting dressed wasn't as much of a pain in the ass as it could have been. The
bra was easy. She'd removed enough of them from enough women in the past that
it was almost intuitive how the damned things worked. It still felt weird to
have one on, but she was also acutely aware of the reactions she'd get if her
nipples were poking through her shirt. She got dressed and put the ballcap on,
grabbed her knife and pendant and wandered outside.
Whateley
was dead quiet at three in the morning, per usual. The only light and sound
besides the stars was the crackling hiss of the energies that tore across the
surface of her body. It still hurt like hell, but she was becoming adept at
tuning it out. When she was still male she'd had an insane level of pain
tolerance, and all of it was purely psychological. She had no innate
resistance to pain, just a remarkably easy time tuning it out as background
static. There were occasional flashes of searing agony, but thankfully those
were rare.
She
began her routine walkabout of the campus, looking satisfied at the complete
lack of activity. Even with the change she loved being out when it was dark,
the cold night air was thick with the promise of snow, something she actually
liked when it didn't come in the typical Alaskan overabundance. Watching roofs
collapse under the weight of metric tons of hard-packed snowflakes was not
fun. She felt a bit of the cold, but it didn't feel bad at all. Given her
attire she should be freezing. She moved into an easy jog, just enjoying the
morning, picking her path randomly through the school.
She
heard the two men jogging to catch up to her before she saw them, and slowed to
a stop to look at them. Two of Chief Delarose's security gumbys were moving up
to her at a quick trot. They were lightly armed and armored, and it only took
her a moment to realize that she looked like a student out after curfew and
lights out. She waited the short moments it took the two men to catch up and
nodded to each in turn.
They
went from relaxed to at ease when they realized she wasn't going to be a fussy
one. "Miss, you shouldn't be out of your cottage past curfew." The
shorter one said.
"Hey
guys, sorry. Can't sleep. Literally. Besides, I haven't been assigned a
cottage yet."
"Can
I get your name Miss..."
"Caitlin
Bardue." She smirked as the taller one shook his head in disbelief.
"Bardue?
Not related to old Gunny Bardue are you?" the tall one asked.
"Yeah.
Adopted when my dad bought it overseas. The Gunny was my godfather."
"Ah.
Well, sorry about your family, miss, but we have to take you in to see the duty
officer." He looked somewhat annoyed at having to play truant officer.
"Students aren't allowed loose after hours."
"Ok,
fine. I'll talk to him." She sighed. "Lord knows you guys put up
with enough shit without me adding to the pot. Just don't touch me, ok? The
results aren't usually pleasent and I can't stop it."
The
two men nodded and led her to the main security office, flanking her on each
side while keeping a respectful distance. She noted the security React force
around a table, playing cards, while a the command center crew was looking
bored, sipping coffee and staring at empty screens. She recognized Lieutenant
Forsyth immediately from her many dealings with him in the past. The man was,
by reputation, almost as big a card shark as she was according to some
of the security goons she'd dealt with.
"Any
problems?" Forsythe asked her escort.
"Not
a damn bit of trouble from this one, boss. Cooperated all the way and was kind
enough to warn us off of touching her. Something about a bad reaction."
The short guy said.
"Yeah,
my little lightshow is hazardous to self and others." She snarked just a
bit. She was getting tired of that ever-present, snapping, coruscating field
of pain
Forsythe
looked at her, noted her posture and expression. "Go ahead back to the
ready room guys. She's gonna be one of the cooperative ones."
The
two men wandered back to the ready room and he turned to her. "Thanks for
making this easy for everyone."
"No
problem. Gunny Bardue... Guess it's Dad now, said you guys put up with too
much bullshit already so I didn't think going for a blood pressure rise would
be that great an idea."
"Yeah,
I think we all appreciate it. So you're the new student coming in that Gunny's
sponsoring?" He saw her nod and relaxed.
"I
keep forgetting that normal people get nervous at lone wanderers at
Oh-Dark-Stupid in the morning."
"About
that. We will have to file it with the school that you were out after
hours."
"Somehow
I doubt that will be a problem." She noted his look, "And no, I
don't mean Gunny... Dad... God this is confusing... Will be trying to pull
my fat outta the fire. I only sleep an hour a day, if that. Past that and I'm
up and moving and fresh as a daisy."
"So,
in other words, you're going stir-crazy staring at four walls for hours on
end."
"Yeah,
that's about the size of it." She looked around. "I'm used to being
able to take care of myself in a pinch. Got to the point where I could wander
a military base without having to worry about anything."
"I
can understand that. But yeah, you are right, it probably won't matter much.
You weren't causing trouble, so the report's a formality. Gives us something
to do."
She
looked at the monitors and sensor panels. "Damn, and I thought the
Pentagon was tricked out."
"Been
there?" At her nod he continued. "Yeah, this place is layered. A
lot of it is top of the line hardware, plus what the students have built and
sold to the school as added precautions. There's not much that can sneak by
us, although we had a near miss with some assholes earlier this year."
"Oh
god, those Holy G.H.O.S.T. chumps? Yeah, Gunny told me about them a while
back. I heard the kids at one of the cottages rolled 'em for their lunch money
and then beat the tar out of them."
Forsyth
chuckled. "Yeah, that's about the size of it. Poe cottage. Strange
kids, but they tend to be harmless, at least they don't deliberately start
trouble. Wish they were better at avoiding it though."
"Hey,
we're kids. What's the fun of growing up if you can't cause havoc in the process?"
She
was slipping into character easily. Looks like all those tabletop and LARP
games she'd played off and on for fifteen years were paying off. They chatted
for a bit and Forsyth let her go after signing a few papers and she went back
to her morning run.
When
she finished she hadn't even broken a sweat, which was hardly surprising given
the temperature outside, and she felt a bit better, having gotten out and
really stretched her legs. She wandered about before heading over to the
ranges. The indoor range was locked and empty, so she plugged in her code to
the keypad, and went in. The lights came on and she went about setting up Lane
three. Two hours, and about three hundred rounds from her personal stash
later, she was less than pleased. She'd has to completely relearn her firing
stance with the pistol. Her body wasn't built for the same shooting style as
Erik Mahren. She cleaned the pistol, policed her brass and locked the door on
the way out.
The
school was coming awake as she headed towards the main campus area, walking
past the center area and had a sense of Deja-vu as she watched the three girls
from before practicing their Tai-Chi. All three were graceful in their own
way, but it was the slight chinese girl, Chou, who flowed the most. it was
obvious that she was the most practiced. The other two had a lot of grace, but
it was became apparent that the fiery-haired Fey was the least practiced after
a few minutes of observation. She shrugged and began wandering aimlessly,
waiting for a bit before heading over to the Crystal hall for food.
She
didn't get directly into the line, instead settling back to watch as the
students trickled in. She saw the pattern now, that she'd missed during the
frenetic hustle of the lunch and dinner times. The groups trickled over to
favored areas and ate. Mostly they divided by team, or cottage, and a few
tight groups. The GSD kids came in, ate, and left, seemingly in a hurry to get
out of sight for the most part. There were a few exceptions, of course, but
they were grouped together, as much for protection as company.
The
Alphas came in a trickle, but sat together in the best seats in the house. She
immediately recognized Aries and Hekate, as well as Don Sebastiano, Skybolt and
Cavalier. She paid less attention to the hangers-on. Those five students were
the core of the Alphas. They were markedly less animated and condescending
than they usually were, but then most of them had that 'just woke up' look to
them.
The
Grunts came in, being the loudest and most boisterous in the early morning.
Deadeye and Bunker were leading the conversation, with Mule, Slapdash, Bomber
and Breaker eating and laughing at the other two's wild stories. Caitlin liked
the six of them, as they were good kids. They all had aspirations to military
service, and while they were hardly the most powerful students on campus, they
were some of the most motivated. Bunker was usually they most responsive to
the flak other students gave the six of them, and Caitlin had seen the tiny
freshman spew streams of invective that would make a drill instructor cringe.
Of course the fact that a certain ex-marine Range instructor had taught her how
to spit said streams of cussing and verbal abuse never seemed to come up.
She
took the time to mark the differences between students, noting how many of them
seemed to divide themselves into groups. It seemed to follow no rhyme or
reason, but there were patterns that fit in high school. The pretty people
gossiping and competing for the best looks. The GSD kids who seemed like they
were off in their own world for the most part, and the kids who fit the bill of
normal talking and ramping up speed. The social circles, and what held them
together became obvious with a little bit of watching.
She
finally got into line and got her food, wandering over to Outcast Corner, and
saw Jericho there with what looked like the biggest nightmare of a lizard she
had ever seen. The Lizard...kid she was forced to remind herself... was big,
wiry and covered in yellow and black scales from head to toe. His face was a
foot and a half long snout, and he had six spines, three on either side of the
top of of his head about three inches long and angling back and out. His back
had two rows of eight inch spines that hung at an angle towards the floor, and
was sporting a long, thick tail that he had wrapped to the side of the seat.
The boy's legs were digitigraded and ended in three thick, bird-like toes.
Both the toes and fingers had some wiched looking claws. He was dressed in a
simple T-shirt with the Megadeth logo on the front and a pair of shorts.
She
shook her head when she realized she was staring and started getting annoyed.
This was not the way to prove she wasn't just another daft woman who
couldn't see past skin. She walked up to the table, and unceremoniously set
her tray down, sitting next to Lizard-boy and looking at Jericho. She nodded
to both and looked at the amused grin on Jericho's face.
"What?"
She asked, looking across the table at the white-eyed kid.
"Pay
up Razor." He chuckled as he pocketed the money that the reptilian kid
handed across. "I told you."
"Oh
great, I'm now the subject of a betting pool." She looked a bit rueful.
"Razor huh?"
The
Lizard-boy nodded, impossible to read emotions in his completely inhuman face.
"Yeah.
Caitlin, this is Razorback, one of my friends I was talking about before."
"Nice
to meet you." She looked the boy straight in the eye and nodded.
"I'd shake your hand, but hurting you by accident might make a really bad
impression."
The
reprillian face made a fast, staccato chirping noise, and his hands moved in
the air in an intricate dance that she recognized as sign language. She
suddenly wished she knew how to speak it.
"Raz
here can't talk. He's mute, except for the odd chirp and growl. That was him
laughing by the way. He says he likes you and you smell nice." Jericho
watched her reaction carefully.
Caitlin
found herself blushing lightly. "Thanks. Those spikes are pretty
nifty."
Razorback
nodded and turned away and began eating the tray piled high with various meats
in front of him.
"Razorback
don't talk much, even signing." Jericho started in. "He's more or
less fearless, so unless it's a red flag day, he walks around campus like he
owns it."
"Good.
Nice to see a GSD kid who isn't afraid to stand out in a good way." She
looked over at Razorback. He was eyeing her while he ate, eyes spaced just
enough apart to give him a wide angle of view without losing binocular vision.
She followed his angle of vision and blushed a bit more. The eye looked up and
forward as he pretended to be concentrating solely on eating.
"Hah.
Busted bro. I told you she was quicker on the draw than most of the other
girls here except for maybe Diamond."
Embarassment
forgotten Caitlin turned back to Jericho. "Diamond?"
He
nodded, a bit ruefully. "Diamondback. Another extreme GSD case, only
she's got it somewhat worse than Razor here. She's the most self-conscious
one. They got her in Whitman with some bint who is constantly on her case.
I've known her since we were able to walk. girl had it rough, me and my family
had to hide her for a month from her own folks and their pastor. Getting her
to meet new people is like pulling teeth some days."
"Why
is that?"
"Mostly
personal reasons, but she's been the one caught in a corner and burned the
most."
"I'll
keep an eye out for her." She picked at her food for a minute and dug
in. The table was silent for a few minutes as the three wolfed down their
food.
"So
what's she look like?"
"Huh?"
"Diamondback.
What's she look like?" Caitlin looked him in his white eyes.
"Trust
me, with a name like Diamondback, you'll know her if you see her."
Razorback
looked up, and signed at Jericho. "Hey we gotta go. Class in a few
minutes. See you around? What's your schedule?"
"No
schedule yet. I got powers testing here in a few minutes myself. I am not
looking forward to this."
"Can't
be all bad. We all had to go through it."
"I
feel like a damned lab rat."
"And
a pretty lab rat too. Tell you what. If we get time me or Razor here'll snag
you some food. You'll probably miss lunch and those bums usually forget that
some of us need sustenance."
"I
appreciate that."
The
two boys got up and walked off. Caitlin noted that the crowd parted like the
red sea around the two of them, as they left unhampered. Those two would bear
some watching.
* * *
Caitlin
walked towards the powers testing area. This was going to be far from the
low-key testing that she had endured with Doctor Bellows before, and she was
not looking forward to it. When she stepped in the door Dr. Polland was
waiting. She walked up to him and gave a mock-salute. "Student Ma-
Bardue reporting for Lab Rat duty, sir." She caught herself before giving
her old name.
Dr.
Polland smirked. "I see. Apparently the warnings of your personality
weren't too exaggerated."
"Well
I'd hate to see my reputation ruined by not meeting expectations."
"All
right, " he looked at his clipboard, "Caitlin, we've got a full
battery set up for you. Dr. Bellows waived the physical examination based on
hazards to medical staff."
"Uh,
yeah. This trippy lightshow isn't fun." She breathed a silent sigh of
relief, the thought of a gynecological exam gave her the willies.
"Well,
if you'll follow me this way we'll get your blood drawn. and sent in for
testing."
She
followed the doc to a room and after some wrangling, got the nurse to let her
do the blood draw herself. The nurse had been convinced when she picked up
some tissue paper and shook her hand rapidly. The discharge caused the flimsy
materiel to blacken and run in rivulets down her arm like some kind of bizarre
ink. She got her arm cleaned and went about doing everything the docs back in
the corps had taught her about I.V's and needles, cursing when the steel needle
sheared and snapped just under her skin.
It
took four tries and three needles before the nurse handed her one of the more
sturdy variety. The blood was drawn quickly, and she hopped out of the room to
follow the doc to the first area. Strength and endurance testing. Wonderful.
The
first test was easy. She was set to lift increasing weights until she couldn't
lift one, then she was given a rest for a few minutes, then set to it again.
The cramping buildup from the increasing weight was typical, but the results
were not. She easily hefted the four-hundred pound weight, and was able to
work up to just over eleven hundred pounds with effort, and 1200 pounds being
her absolute maximum. The process was impeded by weird things happening to the
weights. Changing to different alloys, cracking and falling apart,
transforming into odd shapes, and the most memorable, superheating and
melting. Her arms were covered in molten metal to her elbows before the
panicked girl and the medical staff were able to scrape the rapidly cooling
materiel off her skin.
A
few panicked moments later and she was staring at her unmarred skin
incredulously. The heat had hurt like hell, but not the maddening pain she had
expected. She looked at the many ruined weights with a sick feeling, suddenly
very thankful for the super-pagan looking clothing she was wearing.
The
endurance test held a few surprises. The doctors exposed her to rapidly
elevating levels of heat, cold, electricity, and other phenomena until she
couldn't take it. The heat and cold she endured without complaint or really
noticing, until they started getting past the temperatures that would melt
industrial grade steel, when she started hollering at them to turn the damned
thing off. Open flames didn't even bother her. The cold started becoming too
much once the room they had her sit in reached below -100 degrees Farenheit.
She had no resistance to anything kinetic, beyond an extremely toughened
musculature and bones, so she wasn't bulletproof, although knives and bladed
objects would have a much rougher time penetrating deep enough to do real
damage.
She
was amazed by the amount of raw physical strength and stamina she had. It was
like discovering muscles you never realized you had. She pushed herself for
the testing, and they found that she was extremely resistant to most natural
phenomena that could cause serious injury. Drugs worked just fine on her, but
electricity only tickled a bit, even when they amped up the generators. The
static charge she built up from that caused several computers to blow out when
she got close.
Reflex
testing was pure torture. There was a lot of "Dodgeball from hell."
She was able to duck, dive and weave extremely quickly, for a normal person,
but her reflexes were perfectly in line with what she could do before her world
went completely upside-down. Running she was able to do a six-minute mile at
an easy run, topping out around sixteen miles an hour at a dead run, still
within the normal range of a well-trained and conditioned human. Again, this
was pretty much the same as when she had been a man. The two phases of testing
didn't really hurt at all but it was frustrating as the docs ramped up the
difficulties to just beyond where she could perform effectively.
A
side effect of this was the discovery that her energy corona built up in
intensity the faster she moved to the point where at a full run she was
completely surrounded by a hissing corona of energy that burned like fire. As
she slowed down, it faded to a trickle, and when she remained perfectly
motionless for a few seconds it died down completely and did not return until
she moved again.
The
rest of the morning was more or less as expected. Besides the odd currents
that she could see, she didn't really show any aptitude for any other types of
powers. Doctor Powell was waiting for her on the way out.
"Well
we've done about all we can here. Circe wants you over in the Magic department
for the rest of your testing. We're going to tag you as an Exemplar 4 for now,
along with an Esper 2 given we're not sure what to make of those currents
you're seeing constantly, and an Energizer 2. Nothing horribly huge by
Whateley standards, but it's a good base to build on."
"Yay.
off to Oz with me. Anything else? Bellows said something was off on my
bloodwork before I changed."
"Ah,
yes, well your blood has a massive mineral content in it. We're not exactly
sure why. From all indications you're eating normally for a healthy pair of
twenty-five year old men. That doesn't explain the odd composition, or the
fact that when it solidified it formed some kind of blood colored metallic
alloy. The lab rats are still trying to pick it apart."
"Oh
goody. Well at least if I ever need to spot-weld something I can do it by
slitting my wrist."
"Actually,
you might be able to do just that."
"So
what's with the hair? Why's it all shiny?"
"So
far as we can tell your hair's normal with some metallic traits, although it's
a lot stronger than normal. You could probably use it as high-test fishing
line if you were of a mind."
"Jesus
can my life get any more weird?"
"Well,
since you're being slated to start classes this week, my best guess would be
yes."
"Gee,
thanks Doc. I feel so much better now." She walked away while Polland
chuckled, went into his office and took the cross-file for Erik Mahren and ran
it through the shredder and burned the remains, per Carson's orders.
* * *
Circe
was in her office when Caitlin wandered in, half-heartedly. The sorceress
looked up and smiled slightly.
"Hello
Erik, or is it Caitlin now?"
Caitlin
looked over at the sorceress for a moment. "Caitlin. I figure I'd best
get used to my new circumstances. Hiding from it isn't going to make it go
away."
Circe
nodded and looked at her, motioning to a seat directly across from her desk.
"I'm glad to see that you're holding together so well. I can only imagine
what you're going through, and it takes a lot of courage to face what you're
going through."
Caitlin
sat down, looking at the woman quietly. "Why do I get the feeling that
this isn't going to be the frantic testing bum rush that the docs rammed me
through?"
"It
won't be, mostly because rushing blindly with magic is a sure route to
disaster. It's also because I wanted to have a chance to get a good read on
you as well." She leaned back in her seat easily. "I know that out
at the ranges you all dismiss my department as a bunch of gibberish-spouting
finger-wigglers, and for the most part it's not far off the mark. But I'm more
concerned with you. You've gone from a healthy and fit man with a
strong will to a fairly young woman with no real identity of her own and some
massive problems. I'm fairly sure that almost anyone who didn't have a
personality like yours would have a total breakdown given the same
circumstances."
"It's
not easy. I want to just be invisible half the time. Male, female, I never
put much stock in form defining the person. Unfortunately it isn't that way
with most people, I'm still having issues with feeling completely off, and I'm
just not comfortable with how people look at me now." The young woman
took a deep breath. "I don't know. Ever since Cat died I've been a bit
off anyway. I started drinking and burying myself in work. I wasn't even able
to say goodbye." The last was hardly more than a whisper.
Circe
nodded. "I think Cat would have approved of you taking her name. She was
a strong woman, I liked her a lot, as a teacher and coworker. I'm sorry you
weren't able to be at the memorial, but there are many ways to say goodbye. I
know you'll find one."
"It's
hard. We had plans. We were going to get married next year on the solstice
back home. We..." Caitlin stopped, biting back tears that came anyway.
"I'm just not ready to let her go."
"You
saw her die, didn't you." It was more a statement than a question, and
the girl saw sympathy in the older woman's eyes. She only nodded.
"I
saw it. I saw what she did. SheThrew out everything she had for the school,
and she died. I couldn't help her. I couldn't catch her. I couldn't even be
there when she fell. She charged the attackers, she burned them, fought them,
and she died. All the while all I could do was shoot and fight. I couldn't
even find her body. I never saw her after that."
She
broke off, actually crying as the memories and feelings cracked through the
mental barriers and came out, full force. She didn't care, she just cried.
Circe
moved over and took the young woman's hand gently and crouched by her. The
wracking sobs just continued on for a good long while, punctuated by crackling
energy whenever her body shook. The tears fell like falling stars, some Ice, some
glass, some as pure light. She didn't interrupt the girl. Former man or not,
sometimes people needed to cry to get it out of their system.
After
a long time, the girl recovered, looking up at the woman kneeling beside her.
She instinctively threw herself over Circe and sobbed quietly in the woman's
arms.
"You're
a strong individual, but everyone has to let go sooner or later. I honestly
wish she could be here with you right now." Circe helped the taller girl
to her feet easily. "But for now, the time to mourn is best left behind.
You need to look forward, and begin living again."
Caitlin
nodded, wiping the tears from her eyes, and whispered out, "Thanks."
Circe
nodded and smiled. "You're lucky you can pull off the natural look. Most
of us would spend the next hour having to fix our makeup."
The
young woman laughed in spite of herself.
"Feel
better?"
"A
bit, yeah."
"Good.
Don't let anyone try to tell you that you shouldn't cry. No one is
invulnerable, even to emotion."
Caitlin
nodded and wiped her face off. She looked at Circe quizzically a bit.
"Hey, how come nothing happened to you when you touched me? Everyone else
got burned!"
"One
of the advantages of being a 'gibberish-spewing finger-wiggler.' A bit of
loose magic is easy enough for me to counter, even unconsciously."
They
had a bit of a laugh at that. Caitlin stretched a bit. She honestly did feel
better. It was like a large weight had been pulled off her shoulders.
"Boy
am I glad Gunny didn't see that."
"I
don't think Oscar would have blamed you. He loved Cat like a daughter. And
you were the pasty faced boy coming along to run off with his baby girl."
"Yeah,
that sounds about right." She composed herself. "So what say we get
this show on the road? I'm starting to like you, but I'd like to get dinner
tonight without running off-campus to the taco bell."
Circe
nodded and led her downstairs into an empty classroom, avoiding the press of
students coming and going between periods.
"So.
I really can't properly test you until we get your talents under control. Have
you looked at that ink I gave you?"
"Yeah.
I figured out what it's made from, and how to make it, but I'm missing
something. It's a part of me, a sacrifice of some kind, symbolically if I was
to make a batch of my own. It's not something you can make for someone."
Circe
nodded. "For me, I had to infuse it with magic. It's been a part of my
life for so long that it is literally a part of who I am. For you it will not
be so easy. Each person's is unique. Unfortunately I have not found a way
around the soul-binding aspects."
"Is
it possible to bind something to itself?"
"Yes,
although it is a lot harder. Magic responds not to what you want it to do, but
what you will it to do. Sometimes it takes a greater sacrifice in order to
accomplish something. After all, the energy does not come from nowhere."
Caitlin
nodded. "So all that finger wiggling and latin..."
"Some
words have power, but they aren't necessary. The words and motions are mostly
a mnemonic trigger, meant to help focus your will into action."
"Like
a running cadence."
Circe
nodded. "Yes. Very much so. Bardue may not admit it, but the military
could give some very good lessons on focus and control that many would-be mages
lack. You have a natural connection to it. Unfortunately that connection is a
little too sticky. When it tears away from you, unguided by will it simply
manifests of it's own accord. For some, these manifestations are harmless, or
merely aggravating, like the hobgoblins of one of the newer girls, Fey."
"Met
her. She seems like a good kid. Just... a bit confused at how to react
sometimes."
"You'd
be right. Unfortunately your manifestations are not nearly so benign. When
you move against the flow, the connection you have catches any stray bits and
tries to hold them, but fails, causing that corona. Quite frankly if it
weren't for your new stamina and toughness, we wouldn't be having this
conversation."
"Yeah,
I'm getting tired of looking at wards though. I appreciate the clothes, but I
think I need to puzzle this out, and quick for my own sanity, and for the
safety of the kids here at whateley."
"I
would tend to agree. I'm beginning to see why Bardue hired you, Caitlin."
"My
dashing good looks and ability to one-up him in a shouting match?"
Circe
chuckled. "That may have contributed, but it's you, why you fit so well
with the military ideal. You put others before yourself. That's the most
common comment I hear from your coworkers since I started asking. Right after
that would be 'smarmy bastard' and 'card shark.'"
"That's
what I love about my friends. They love me so much."
"Well.
Let's get to work. All the materials save one are in this room. The process
usally takes about six hours of ritual, but, if you are what I think you are,
you'll probably finish much more quickly with far less hassle."
Caitlin
nodded and began working. All told it took three hours to mix and match the
processes and the components, but in the end she had a clear jar of fluid with
a slightly murky tint. She drew her knife and drew it across the palm of her
hand, hissing, and allowed three drops, no more, no less to fall into the
mixture. The fluid darkened then began shifting, turning a deep, cobalt blue
color. She bandaged her hand and looked up.
"Safe
stopping point. This is where I need to figure out what the last part
is."
Circe
nodded. "I would never have believed it if I had not seen it myself. You
really are one of the artificers."
"What
does that mean, exactly, beyond being really strong, really tough and being
able to make weird items?"
"The
artificers are also natural magic users. Each one has a form of magic that
they take to naturally, depending on who they were before they were marked. It
has a lot to do with personality and mindset. Given your personality and
adaptability I'd guess that spells geared towards prevention of harm, and
transmutation would be your natural inclination."
"How
can you tell all that?"
Circe
smiled. "I've been at this for a very long time, dear. I've had lots of
practice."
Caitlin
considered. "You've met one of the artificers before, haven't you?"
"Met
isn't the word. What I saw wasn't a person anymore. She had become an
extension of her master's will. Nothing more."
"So
how can we be sure that even if I pull off making my own mix it won't turn me
into a zombie?"
"I
can't be sure, but it binds the servant to the master's will. Your will has
always been that of loyalty and fierce independance. I don't think any magic
you ever undertake will allow for anyone, much less yourself, to become
enslaved by it. As I said, the Will shapes the flow. What you think is more
or less irrelevant at that point."
The
girl considered and nodded. "It's a risk I gotta take. I'm not gonna
give some jackass the chance to make the choice for me."
Circe
nodded yet again. "Sometimes the courage to drive forward is all it takes
to find one's road."
Caitlin
picked up the mithril needle and scowled. "This needs a bit of a modern
touch. This pricking the needle and umpteen hours of work thing has gotta
go."
"It's
the way things have been done for thousands of years."
"Just
because something has been one way for a thousand years doesn't mean there's
not a better way."
"Just
so. Now get going. I'll expect you in my office tomorrow afternoon. I will
be your class advisor for the forseeable future."
"Cool!"
Caitlin smiled, picked up the needle and jar of blue ink and walked out the
door.
Circe
watched her leave with a slight smile.
* * *
She
made it to the Crystal Hall just as the first few students got into line for
food. She'd stashed her jar of the ink with Circe's along with the two needles
she had. She'd been careful to keep the needles separate, as one was becoming
bound to her, the other to the school's magic department head. She also didn't
want to lose them. From what little she knew, actual moonsilver was hella
expensive, and she wasn't gonna risk losing the valuable items.
She
sat down, and began eating, tossing the puzzle over in her head, quietly as she
chewed her food. A piece of herself, a symbolic sacrifice. She couldn't think
of anything, off the top of her head that actually defined who she was, or who
she had been before. She couldn't stuff Range two in a bottle and shake it
up. Not that that place really defined her.
Her
thoughts were interrupted when she saw Jericho and Razorback walking up to the
table, followed by a girl that actually made her stop cold.
This
must be Diamondback. the girl was tall, and athletic looking at first glance,
wearing a red T-shirt and black skirt that reached down about two feet, pleated
and hanging loosely. Her long, reddish, deep brown hair hung loosely down to
her waistline, her bangs obscuring her face. Her body was scaled, similar to
to Razorback, but different in a way. The undersides of her arms and her front
were flesh-colored, but deepened into rich greens and blacks along the outsides
of her body and back, forming Diamond shaped patterns. Her legs didn't exist,
and Caitlin saw a thick, powerful looking serpentine tail trailing from the
bottom of her dress to a point well about thirteen feet behind her.
The
girl was slithering like a snake along the cafeteria floor and was garnering
her fair share of horrified and disgusted looks from the crowd. The trio
reached the table as Caitlin forced the shocked look from her face, remebering
that she'd seen worse. Not by much, so far as GSD cases went, but she'd seen
worse. She'd gotten a good look at the girl's face as she sat down. Tiny
scales covered it, and went from a pale, flesh tone to the deep green of her
backside and tail. The face was long, with high cheekbones, and small chin.
Besides the scales and tail bit under any other circumstances the girl would
have been considered gorgeous.
Caitlin
waited until everyone sat before speaking, beating Jericho to the punch as the
new girl and razorback began eating from the heaping plates of meat they had in
front of them.
"Hello,
Diamondback, right?" She looked at the girl for a moment, and was
rewarded with a silent nod. "Nice to meet you. I'm Caitlin. I'd offer
to shake hands but I'm not sure it'd be safe for you."
Diamonsback
looked up skeptically and flinched as Caitlin flicked her wrist, causing a
flash of sickly green energy to erupt. "Happens whenever I move, pretty
much randomly, and people have gotten hurt touching me in the past week."
She
felt the stares on her, and Caitlin realized both boys were watching the little
interaction. She glared at them and they began eating furiously, as if their
plates had suddenly developed gold deposits.
"Look
Diamond, I know you probably don't buy it from me right now, but I'd like to be
friends. I already like these two knotheads. No strings, no promises. Just give
me a chance, alright?"
"Okay."
the serpent-girl nodded and began ripping into her tray with gusto, and Caitlin
sat quietly, eating from her food, thinking.
Caitlin
looked at Jericho, who was smirking, and Razorback, who was unreadable.
"So you two have fun today?"
"A
bit. Been going through the usual daily grind." Jericho was busy
stuffing his face, so Caitlin decided now was as good a time as any to polish
off the prodigious amount of food she had to eat. It wasn't all that much to
her, she'd eaten this much on a regular basis as Erik. It just seemed that her
appetite was bigger because of her size.
"What
happened to your hand" Caitlin looked up when she realized Diamond had
spoken.
"Session
with Circe. Had to use blood to seal something."
"I
thought blood magic was dangerous."
"You
in the classes?"
"Yeah,
I have Introduction to Magic theory, and magic lab With Earth Mother and Circe,
respectively."
"I
dunno about the blood magic bit. Circe thinks I've got a knack for some
things. She supervised the blood bit. It was kinda necessary.
"How
much can you do?"
"Nada.
I catch and pop magic, it's sticky and snaps like a rubber band on me. I can
see it, feel it, but can't do anything except cause random havoc with it."
"So
why all the wards?" Diamondback was working up at a rapid pace, talking
about something she obviously loved.
"It
keeps me from becoming a mystic firebomb. Like I said, I'm a bit dangerous to
touch. You do not want to see the kind of crazy, violent stuff that happens
when I get mad or aren't wearing the wards." Caitlin pushed the empty
tray away from her.
"I
don't think I've ever heard of that before."
Caitlin
chuckled. "Yeah, story of my life. So what about you, you another natural
mystic?"
Diamond
shook her head. "No. I'm learning it because I want to. I like learning
about magic. I'm Wiccan, despite what my folks would say."
"Hey
it takes all types, right? Hell, I just got thrown to the wolves about a week
ago. Don't even recognize myself in a mirror."
"You're
lucky. You're pretty."
"So're
you, actually, just not in the way any of the fools here are gonna look close
enough to see, and you have a really pretty voice. you sing at all?"
Caitling
considered the shocked look, and open mouth and saw that the girl wasn't
expecting to hear that. She also noticed that the girl's tongue was forked,
while she sat slack-jawwed, and she had some really nasty looking inch-long
fangs.
"You
don't have to be nice to make me feel better." Diamondback sounded
sullen.
"I
have been accused of many things. Being 'nice' was never one of them."
She shrugged. "I just call it as I see it. And I see a pretty young
woman who's a bit different and hella shy because too many jackasses decided to
burn her."
Diamondback
cocked her head. "How do you figure that?"
Caitlin
snorted. "You kidding? All the kids with GSD around here seem to walk on
eggshells around the damned pretties. Well, except for you three so far. And
the others who don't tend toward the other extreme. Like that Bloodwolf
mook."
Caitlin
pointed to herself. "This? This ain't me. Maybe in a few years I'll get
used to it, but for now I'm just trying to cope. Sounds pathetic, don't it?
I'm just not used to the attention, and I feel all wrong."
"At
least you don't look like a monster."
"Meh,
give me time. I haven't finished changing I don't think. If I do wind up
looking like a monster that's not gonna stop me from being me. And if someone
tried to tell me otherwise I'd be liable to hurt them." Caitlin looked
Diamondback in the eye, noting the reptilian slits in the ice-blue irises.
"Form doesn't define who I am. It just changes the playing field."
The
serpentine girl looked thoughtful. "Maybe. Can we talk about something
else? GSD always depresses me."
"Sure.
We can talk about how the two boys are being absolutely silent and still in the
blind hope that we won't notice that they're done eating and listening to
us."
Both
girls turned and stared at Jericho and Razorback almost in complete, slow
synchronization. Their stares were expectant and a little miffed that they
were having an audience. Jericho winced and Razorback signed something to him.
"Yeah
I hate it when women do that, too." He was slightly smirking. "A
little backup here Razor?"
The
lizardman shook his head and darted off, not wanting any part of the typical,
inexplicable, female behavior. Jericho found that he agreed, and backed out
and followed his buddy out the door.
Both
girls busted out laughing at the same time.
"Oh
my god, I've wanted to do that to them for months!" Diamondback chortled.
"Heh,
now I know how other girls do that. I'll have to remember that trick."
Caitlin grinned evilly. "So I take it those two are always in
cahoots?"
"Oh
yeah, and Jericho's the ringleader. He has this kooky band thing that the two
of them want to get together. They both play guitars."
"So
at minimum they need a drummer and a singer?"
Diamondback
smirked. "Drummer at the minimum. They keep trying to con me into
singing with their little band thing."
Caitlin
shrugged. "So why don't you?"
"I
don't think I could handle performing in front of a crowd."
"Yeah,
I hear you. So what say we hit the store and get some coffee before we head
back to our respective prison cells?"
"Uh...
sure?"
"Come
on. You need to get out and have some fun, I can tell." Caitlin smiled.
"Oh, yeah, one thing." She reached over with a pencil and pushed
Diamondback's hair away from the front of her face. "You have a pretty
face. You shouldn't hide it."
"But
what about the people who call me a monster?"
Caitlin
just grinned. "Fuck 'em. If they mouth off too bad I'll pound on them,
and I imagine that tail of yours can do a number on someone in a fight."
"You
make it sound so easy."
"It
is. Me and my friends proved it back home. Most girls catfight, I just
smash. Works a lot better, too."
"Ok."
* * *
The
two girls went out and picked up coffee at the small shop on campus. With a
little gentle encouragement Caitlin was able to keep Diamondback from
slouching, or hiding her face with her hair. A few students started to make a
comment in the snake-girl's general direction when they were fixed with
Caitlin's homicidal glare. The two of them went over to the benches near the crystal
hall, and sat down, Diamond coiling her lower body under her to avoid getting
tripper over, or stepped on.
"So
you said you were studying magic," Caitlin said, "able to throw
fireballs or anything yet?"
Diamond
looked thoughtful. "No. I'm only able to do a few minor illusions, and
some healing spells. I understand the theories, and formulae well enough, but
it's hard. It'll take years and years of study and practice before I'm
anywhere near a fraction as good as someone like Circe."
"Illusions
and healing? Not a bad starting point though." Caitlin pondered.
"Can you see the currents?"
"Currents?"
"Yeah,
I see currents under everything, and feel them too. I just can't do anything
besides having them stick and snap."
"Oh!
No, I can see resonances if I concentrate. I've known that some people are
good enough to see magic as lines or waves. I haven't gotten to the point of
much more than feeling it and seeing what kind of magic something
resaonates." Diamondback was animated as she talked, idly flicking stray
hairs out of her face.
"Resonance,
huh?" Caitlin looked at her. "Care to take a look at a couple
things? I'd like to get your opinion. I've heard a bunch of other peoples'
takes, but I'm always interested in other pieces of the puzzle."
"Sure."
Her eyes widened as Caitlin passed over the Knife. "Holy crap!"
"What?"
"This
thing almost hums. It's pulsing with energy, small amounts, but strong."
She turned it over. "Hardened, sharp, I get a resonance of...
collecting? No that can't be right."
"From
what I was told by Mrs. Chulkris, that's more or less dead on." Caitlin
picked up the knife gingerly and settled it back in it's sheath.
"That's
the weirdest Athame I have ever seen." She went on to explain how an
athame is a ritual knife used in magical ceremonies and used to harvest and cut
certain herbal items.
Caitlin
nodded. "Sounds about right. This one's a bit unique."
"I
can see that. The wards on your clothes have a resonance of suppression, your
body whenever you're flashing is chaotic. unrestrained, painful?"
Diamondback looked Caitlin in the eye. "It hurts?"
"Yeah.
Hurts quite a bit. I just usually tune it out. Sometimes it gets pretty bad
though."
"Ouch."
She looked at Caitlin's neck. "Focusing medallion?"
"Sorta.
I dunno what the hell I'm supposed to focus. Maybe I can learn something when
I start magic classes."
"You're
definitely gonna start on magic?" Diamondback looked hopeful.
"Circe
is my Advisor. I go to her to work out a class schedule tomorrow."
Diamondback
grinned "She is really something else, huh? Mrs. Chulkris is my
advisor. She was happy that someone who isn't a natural mage is willing to put
in the time to learn the hard way."
Caitlin
thought about that. "Makes sense. I've noticed that folks who work
harder toward an end tend to do better than people who start out able to play
the game."
Diamondback
nodded. "I hope so. At least I'm learning not to take these things for
granted." She looked up. "Hey I need to get back to my room. Got
studying to do, you know. I'll see you around later?"
Caitlin
rose and nodded. "Sure. I'll be around. Catch you later
Diamondback."
"Sandra."
The snake girl smiled slightly. "Call me Sandra."
"All
right Sandra. Have a good one, and don't let anyone give you any shit."
Sandra
nodded and slithered off in the direction of Whitman.
Caitlin
smiled and walked back up towards her room to work on the puzzle of the Ink she
had made.
* * *
Caitlin
entered the room to a welcome sight. Apparently someone had gone through her
apartment and cleaned it out, transferring all of her stuff to her room out in
the storage building. She grinned and moved the desk to the wall, where
someone had helpfully installed a cable connection. She pulled out all her
stuff and began arranging it around the room, thankful that the combined
strength of the wards on the walls and her clothes kept her mystic backlash in
check.
A
few hours later and the place almost looked like someone lived there, rather
than a demonic containment unit. She set up her desktop and work laptop on the
desk and booted them up, hooking up to the school internet connection. She
smirked as she saw her desktop backgroud come up. It was a picture of two of
his old buddies from back in the corps. Heckel and Jeckel, the mutant twins
from hell. They were both low-key, exemplar 1's who had the most twisted
senses of humor she had ever come across. She almost came close on a
good day.
After
she finished setting up, she went about studying the two ink containers. The
fluids inside were more or less the same except the color, a byproduct of the
maker's personality. The green one just screamed power and magic, and she
realized that was probably that resonance thing that Diamondback, Sandra, had
talked about. The other was difinitely herself, but missing something. Empty.
She
poked at the problem, going through all of her stuff, and seeing if anything
screamed ME! Uniforms, old records on paper, Cd's everything came up blank.
The electronics crap she dismissed immediately as unimportant. The rest of it,
seemed to resonate with the past, something she dearly wanted to hold onto.
She wasn't Erik Mahren, the rough and ready Marine anymore, but she definitely
didn't want to forget or lose that part of her.
Her
attention went back to the two needles that awaited use. Both of them reeked
of unused potential. Mithril implements were expensive for a reason. She
imagined sitting for painstaking hours, even days while those needles were used
to inscribe the complex designs that would be necessary. There was no
proscribed pattern, each design would be distinctively of the maker's own, an
expression of their soul.
"Screw
this. I need a tattoo gun." She muttered as the sun came up again,
having not gotten any sleep and feeling fine despite the lack. "This
stupid ritual shit needs the modern touch.
She
walked out and went over to the art department, and talked to the teachers
theree, procuring a tattoo gun from them. God I love Whateley, she
thought, we have everything here. She took the gun back and looked at
the device, comparing the needle, and smiled. She knew what to do.
* * *
Thursday,
November 30th
She
was going to be late to her appointment. Most of the students, tough or not,
knew that one did not stand in the way of someone running full-bore through the
campus while blazing with energy across their bodies. She had a clear path to
the magic department, stopping long enough for the corona to die down.
Normally she wouldn't give a hairy rat's ass about being late to anyone's
office save Gunny Bardue's, but she found herself liking Circe.
Circe
was in her office smirking as she entered. "Running a little behind,
Caitlin?"