College Girl
By Heather O’Malley
Chapter 4
Some how I made it
through lunch without screaming. Nadia had whispered something to Gwen, who
passed it to Meredith who smiled and nodded. I knew something was up and almost
bothered to worry about it, but I had gone beyond caring. They were winning and
now I was going along for the ride.
When we finished
lunch Gwen and Meredith hustled me upstairs. “We need to do some shopping to
get you what you need. We have a list.”
I grabbed my gold
card along with my purse and the three of us headed out to the mall. What
followed could be best described as a typhoon. Meredith and Gwen outfitted me
with skirts, dresses, slacks, leggings, blouses, t-shirts, shoes, exercise
clothes, a bikini and a swimsuit, makeup, make up brushes, perfume, panties,
bras, other lingerie, feminine sheets, posters, jewelry, a few stuffed animals,
romance novels, magazines, other books on things like fashion and makeup, a
journal, and many other things. Everything a girl would need to explode full born
into the world.
I had some say in
things, but it was mostly the two of them picking things for me. Despite the
chaos, or because of it, the shopping was fun. I enjoyed trying on the various
outfits and seeing how I looked. Meredith’s work was amazing to behold. And all
along the way they corrected me on my voice and how I moved.
When we returned
to the House after having dinner and we all worked on putting all my new stuff
away. Soon my dresser drawers were filled with panties of all colors, bras’
pantyhose and the like. My closet was filled with skirts, blouses, dresses and
the few slacks I had gotten. Shoes of various types filled the bottom of the
closet. I had posters of men and art and the like. I could handle the unicorns,
and faeries but I had been outvoted when I had complained about it. Now my side
of the room looked like any other girls.
My throat was sore
at this point and my voice sounded tire as I had been trying to speak in the
voice all day. Anne said that was natural as I was teaching new vocal muscles.
I gargled with some salt water to soothe my voice. It helped a lot.
We settled down
and watched a couple of films for me to use as references. Ass long as I stayed
relaxed it was easier for me to accept all these changes. However, thinking about
it got me all confused. I was male. I had male equipment. I did not dress in
ruffles, lace and silk. I was not meant to have French manicured nails, pierced
ears or smell of perfume. I rank a little more of my wine cooler and tried to
let that train of thought go.
I put myself into
this position. I had agreed to the conditions of this game and I could leave
anytime I wanted to. And besides, the idea of following this up and seeing if I
could pull it off was intriguing. And this game was raising a number of new
feelings within me. I guessed that I should follow up on this, what could it
hurt?
After the films I
cleaned up, moisturized my skin with lotion and got dressed in my nightgown.
The feeling of the material felt wonderful. Again the night passed easily and I
spent most of it in thought. I drifted off to sleep under my new feminine
sheets holding my new teddy bear for comfort some time after midnight.
I woke early as I
heard Gwen moving about the room. I got up, stretched and grabbed my shower
stuff. I got busy getting ready for another new day as Caitlin. Gwen helped me
do my makeup, helping me where I could not quite get it. She, of course, jumped
on me first thing about my voice and movements. I got dressed in a nice cotton
jumper I had bought the day before, slipped on my flats and she and I headed
down for breakfast.
Meredith was
waiting for the two of us, along with Anne. “Well Caitlin, today will be
similar to yesterday. But after lunch we’ll do something fun. We were thinking
of going sunbathing and we wanted to take you along. Sound good?”
“Sure. Sounds
fun.” Sunbathing? I have seen some women doing it but how fun could lying there
be?
“Great. Well,
let’s get started.”
Again I spent the
day walking, sitting and then carrying things. It was fairly maddening. What
had I done to myself? Finally it moved to Anne’s lessons with my voice. I found
it easier to stay in the range today as I had spent the day before trying to
talk the way they wanted me to for the most part. We worked on shaping my vowels.
Anne seemed pleased at my progress.
Just before lunch
Meredith plopped down on the couch next to me. “Got some more fun for you,
Caitlin. We got some magazines for you to read and study from. We will be
testing you to make sure you are serious about this, so enjoy.”
She didn’t seem to
have anything in her hands so I was wondering what was up. “Where are the
magazines?”
“In my room. Vogue,
Mademoiselle, Cosmo and the like. We’ll bring some out with us. We’ll bake and
read.”
“Alright.” We went
off and ate. The amount of food I was getting was less than I was used to, but
I figured I was supposed to be eating less. Gwen and I went up and we changed
into our bikinis. I looked at Gwen as we changed and was thrilled when I saw
her neatly trimmed furry triangle. I tucked myself up and under and pulled up
my bottoms. We grabbed our towels and headed to the back lawn of the house.
When we got there
we rubbed lotion onto each other and then laid out on our towels. I read from
the copy of Cosmo I had been given while I was lying on my stomach. It wasn’t
the most comfortable position but I could deal with it. The articles in the
magazine had a very different slant and vocabulary choice then any of the
magazines I usually read. The topics were different as well. I guess that goes
without saying but still. Different makeup techniques, fashion tips, articles
on how the female body worked, etc... Interesting, but different. I was not
sure what I would be tested on so I resolved to study it all. If it weren’t for
that stupid test I never would have picked up the stupid magazine.
Gwen put down her
magazine and looked over at me. “Hey there Caitlin. Time to roll over. You
wouldn’t want to burn your skin now would you?”
I sighed and
flipped over. I just lay there basking, my eyes closed. The warmth of the sun
felt good on my hairless body. The warmth seeped into my bones and I just
relaxed into the moment. The bikini felt really odd. I had only worn swim
shorts before so I felt practically naked in them. The small bit of fabric felt
different and I wondered how these different tan lines would look on my body.
That would be a sight i was sure to see in the near future.
After we tanned
for a total of thirty minutes we went inside and headed up to the room to
change. Meredith followed Gwen and I into the room. She walked over to the desk
and picked up my diary which she had bought. “See this? This will be one of the
most important items in helping you pull this off. In it you need to put your
feelings, apprehensions, hopes, and dreams, all of that sort of thing. Women
tend to be emotional. We always have some sort of emotional response to
something and we are usually familiar enough with our emotions to state that
feeling. Men, on the other hand, are not really connected to their emotions.
This is a cultural thing and is what causes them to really have a lot of
trouble expressing what they are feeling. This diary can be your emotional
playground. It is yours and private. You can say anything you want in it. It
will help Caitlin, I am sure of it.”
I smiled and went
to my closet to choose an outfit to change into. “Thank you Meredith. I
appreciate that. I wouldn’t have thought of that on my own. So what are we
going to do now?”
“Well, your walk
has improved and your voice is more consistent. Those will improve over time
with use. We were just going to take the next couple of days to continue on
with the same sort of things. Your mornings will be given over to classes and
after lunch we will get some sun and relax. Remember it is our summer break.”
“True. Are we
going to be watching any movies?” I had enjoyed those we had already watched
and I loved spending my summers watching films.
“I think that can
be arranged. Come on and get dressed. We got lots more to do.”
I dressed casually
in a soft cotton skirt and blouse and we watched soaps. The stories jumped all
over the place, but since I was sure to be tested on this I tried to pay
attention to the complex weaves of relationships. I was also given a stack of
magazines and romance novels from the girls of the house. I was told I would be
responsible for the information in them. I sighed and was ready to read those
as well. This whole plan had completely screwed up and I felt honor bound to
follow through on my end of the deal. I sighed and got to work. This was going
to be how I spent my summer vacation.
restarted since 8/22/05