Murder by Blackmail
By Lorraine B.
© 2002
Walking through the
doors of the Blue Parrot nightclub, I shivered happy to be out of the sleet and
the rain. Gazing about the immense size of the club, I saw it was filled to
capacity remembering there were several conventions in the city. There were
many in attendance that I have known for years along with singles, couples, prostis',
pimps, and Wise Guys. This club was what was referred to as a female impostor's
club, now I think they're called Gay clubs.
Spotting an open
stool at the end of the bar, I quickly moved to it before it was taken.
Removing my wet trench coat, placing it on the back of the stool, I sat down wiggling
my round firm ass onto the stool. Mike the bartender brought me a scotch and soda
without me ordering it. No, I wasn't a regular but Mike always remembered
people he liked and the good tippers. Okay, so I was both.
"Thanks Mike, I
sure can use it. It's really nasty tonight." I said as I reached into my
purse and paid him.
"It sure is and
it isn't even winter yet. Sweetheart, watch your ass tonight. Cherry is really
pissed about you taking that guy from her last week. She said he was her trick
for the night." He said barely audible above the very loud music.
"He came to me
and we hit it off here, he was also married and I threw his ass out to go home
to his wife. Besides I'm free and I don't have any social diseases not like her
whoring ass. Tell her, her wheelchair is double-parked outside.
Cherry is too old,
fat and manly lookiig to be in the Drag Shows. The bitch has to use a road
grader and paint sprayers to apply her industrial strength warpaint. I heard
she has to use the handicapped stall so she can get the Walker
in. Oh sorry, it's a wheelbarrow or was it a forklift. I also heard that she
can't use light support hose anymore and has to use surgical stockings to keep
her varicose veins in."
"Oh no, I'm not
getting into any bitch wars. Confidentially it’s a forklift." He said with
a smile.
"So when are we
going out Mike?"
"When you have
the surgery, sweetheart."
That was always his
line. You see I'm a Transsexual that has not gone through full transitioning
yet. I want to, but I have to help out my widowed mother and mentally
handicapped sister.
Sure the family
knows what and who I am but employers are a different story and I am their soul
support since dad died. In addition, yes he did know about me after I was
caught leaving the house en femme one-day.
He was angry but he
said to be careful and not do my dressing at home, as the neighbors wouldn't
understand. And now, they all think I'm gay as I haven't married and don't have
a girlfriend in sight. I do dress at home but not to go out, again the
neighbors. I dress androgynously at work hoping that no one would notice I had
female cut clothing on. I long for the infrequent weekends to rent a room and
be the real me, Terri. Yes, there are times I have lusty sex; there are times I
forget what sex is. I have never had the true love of a man. Am I cynical? Not
in the least.
I slowly sipped my
drink and enjoyed the show, Not the one on the stage but the audience. I
thought that the gutters were all empty and flowed into this joynt. I was
amazed how much Prosti trash was evident in here; all of them gay, straight and
TG. Even those in the show were hooking! I saw one queen give a Blowjob as the
show was on; she gave a whole new meaning to the word show.
Oh well, I know you
have to live and survive, jobs are tough for us but there has to be a better
way. Many of these people are strung out from drugs, many for the thrill of
having sex and rolling their johns, and many to pay for their surgery to start
a new life as the sex they should have been born as.
Families and friends
throw these people onto the street. Society shuns them all as a whole. The
medical and insurance communities are the worst taking advantage of these
souls. Doctors and pharmaceutical companies overcharge them for the drugs used
to change their bodies and their surgeries. Psychiatrists and psychologists say
talk we'll listen for a heavy price and not listen; sure you'll get your letter
after you pay our price. Insurance companies dictate to those that they insure,
they will not support abhorrent behavior as they say TSs are in their
boardrooms, nor will we support those that hire these creatures.
I count my
blessings; I have a job, friends and my health. I have a roof over my head and
food to eat. Mom was always sick but I have my insurance to help cover her. My
sister Abigail was Abigail; she'll never be the same after that beating and
rape she received from one of her students, Yeah she was a teacher in a very
rough school. She was just out of college and gullible. She was hired as a
Special Ed. Teacher. Her principal said she wore suggestive clothing and that
was why she was raped, Bullshit! The kid was a JD gangbanger with a rap sheet a
mile long. She lost her mind to the shock, I lost my sister and the JD was left
on the streets because he was a juvi and underprivileged. Shit!
My further
philosophical thinking made me realize that life truly sucked. I saw in my mind
why the TG community had so many murders and suicides. Everyone preyed on these
people. From the gays to the straights, even their own brother and sister TG's.
Yeah, life is the pits!
I was about to start
my third drink of the evening when my pager went off scaring the hell out of
me. I even splashed my drink onto the guy next to me trying to pick me up for
the night.
I had forgotten I
had the pager this weekend. I was on call as my profession was not as a
Call Girl but a Special Investigator for the Major Crimes Unit of the CountyState's Attorneys office.
"Oh Shit!"
I said as saw the number to the office flashed at me in urgency.
I pulled out my cell
phone from my purse and called the office.
"Hi Gail, you
paged. What's up?"
"Glad you
called back so soon. The PD and ME called in a Stiff in Olde Towne. It was just
like another last week they had, near this one, they said. They think it might
be a Serial. The Captain said to give it to you anyway. He was proud of the way
you profiled that last one and beat the Feds on it."
"All I used was
Common Sense that the PD and Feds overlooked or ignored the facts on the
case."
"Yeah but the
bosses hate those arrogant assholes."
"Gail………Um……. it
will take me some time to get there."
"By the way, Where
are you? I know it's a bar I can hear the noise."
"The
Parrot."
"Oh Shit kid,
and dressed too, I assume too."
Gail and I were as
close as sisters were, after she had seen some photos of me sent by some
jealous bitchy asshole to the boss. The boss had a fit and the case was turned
over to Internal Affairs for investigation. I was exonerated as I explained I
was a TS. I was on hormones, dressed as a female in my own privacy. I planned
to have the surgery, dressed androgynously at work and in court, and not
sexually active but I was condemned for having members of the real Mob as real
family. They thought I was a plant for the mob to gain information on
future inquiries, investigations and prosecutions. Fuck I A!
"Ah……….Yeah."
I said.
"I told you to
keep a bag with androgynous clothing and shoes in your trunk."
"Oh Shit, I
forgot I had it in there. Yeah, but the makeup?"
"Any
waterproof?
"I think so, I dunno."
"Oh crap! Use
cold crème and grab a roll of shit paper. If they say they saw any residue,
we'll both lie like hell for you. Times awastin' Hon. You only have thirty
minutes to get there now."
"Great, you
mean you already punched the clock?"
"Yep, so get
your sweet little padded ass, hips and tits movin' girl."
"Everything is courtesy of the hormones, I
love you too, and I want Barry's number too for payback. Bye." I said as I
cut the call.
Once a call comes in
to us, we have thirty minutes to be on the crime scene. The duty officer pages
the investigators, once they call into the office; the card is punched again.
Those thirty minutes can go by real fast getting to a crime scene. The card is
again punched when we arrive at the CS.
I quickly chugged my
drink as I put my trench coat on. I ran out the door as fast as my high heels
could carry my little ass.
I was at my car,
opened my trunk and removed my bag. Quickly I took my black women's denim jeans
out of the bag and had them on under my skirt and slip. I removed the trench
coat and took off the skirt, slip and jacket of the suit I had on but left the
blouse on. I pulled on an overly large black ski sweater, took off my heels and
put on a women's pair of white bobbi socks and hiking boots.
Grabbing the other
bag in the trunk, I removed my utility belt that had my holstered pistol, cuffs
and latex gloves. I put the bet and gear around my small waist and covered it
all with the sweater.
Back to the first
bag I used the cold crème and tried to remove all the makeup. My nails had polish
on so I used driving gloves to cover my hands. Brushing out my hair, I used a
rubber band to hold my hair into a ponytail, although I could do nothing with
my bangs to hide them. I was pissed that it took me so long to get ready to go
out and I didn't even get laid. I was amazed that someone hadn't tried to
propositioned or picked up me up as I stripped on that busy, well-lit street.
I retrieved my
Wallet, ID and badge from my purse. I threw it into the bag along with the
clothes I wore and shoes.
Again, in the other
bag I pulled out the jacket that said States Attorney Investigator and put it
on. At least I knew it had inside pockets in the jacket for the ID's and
wallet.
The bags went back
into the trunk, closed the trunk and I was on my way. The Kojak light was on
the roof twirling giving off its eerie red light and the siren was screaming it
song of urgency. The car was traveling on the slick surfaces of the streets
avoiding the traffic and potholes. I had made the crime scene in less than
thirty minutes. Jeez, I'm good! At least my ass would still be mine and not my
bosses.
I called Gail and
told her I was on the scene.
"Good time in, darlin',
check yourself out first and your partner is right behind you."
I waited until as
another car pulled next to mine; it was my partner Timmy. The lovable old shit
would soon be pulling the plug. He already bought a house down in the Keys of
Florida. After twenty-five years of this crap handling the dregs of society, he
deserved it. There was a knock on the car window.
"Okay gorgeous,
let's go. Damn youse smell good, drop doz fancy lace drawers and I'll screw ya
here. Jeez, at least I won't have to smell da stiff with youse near me."
He said smiling and with a wink.
After over twenty
years of Robbery, Homicide and Sex Crimes in the city, yeah, he knew about me.
I loved this man as my partner and closest friend. He trained me over ten years
ago and saw the differences in my body as it changed. He saw the clothes I
wore, never saying anything derogatory. The way I walked and spoke. He was
never rude or prejudiced. He was always my protector. One other thing was I
never lied as so many of the investigators did in court, reports or to the
boss.
"Damn Timmy, If
I fucked you, you'd have a damn heart attack and die before you retired.
Perfume…….Damn, that bad. Huh?"
"Listen kid if
I fucked youse you'd know youse were fucked by a real man. If I hadda heart
attack and died I haves a smile and so would youse along withs a very sore ass
from my big dick.
Jeez, you smell like
doz French whores! Hell kid, don’t bend over or youse'll find out why dey call
them assholes up der Dicks. Besides, them assholes are always screwin' demselves.
I think dey play a lot of drop da soap withs dem captains."
This was normal
banter for the both of us. Another reason we were so good as a team was, Timmy
could figure out all the angles to a crime. I could write the reports perfectly
and remembered the slightest detail to any crime scene that was also described
in the report.
Because of those
reports our rates of conviction for the ASA's was over ninety-eight percent.
The boss was always pleased at those rates, especially for re-election.
Getting out of the
car I saw how run down the area really was. Many of the three flats were turned
into six flats by the greedy slumlords that owned the buildings. Garbage
littered the streets. At one time, this was the home of the Hippie Culture but
now it was the home for immigrants, legal and illegal.
We were waved to the
entrance of the building by a uniformed cop that knew us and told to go to the
second floor. All Timmy did was moan as we went up the small stairway that led
to an open doorway. Jeez, It smelled like a toilet!
We stood at the door
and saw that the apartment was crowded. There appeared to have been a massive
struggle or someone was looking for something. My thoughts were a search for
something.
"Hey, Timmy's
here with his girlfriend." One of the Dicks said.
"Gawd damn, it
smells like my wife is here, She takes a fuckin' bath in da shit." Another
Dick said.
"Yeah Freddy,
so does my girlfriend and she sucks my dick. Hey, Timmy, she suck yours dick
too?"
"Morse, youse ain't
gotta dick or a fuckin' brain. Remember I youse ta work wi' youse. Hey Carpman,
Yourse wife wears the crap ta keep youse away, kinda like garlic. Hey Mroz, youse
call my partner as Terri with an I ors a Y, nuthin' else, fuckhead."
"Hey Timmy fuck
youse and dat little faggot in da ass ors are youse fukin' it." Mroz said.
Timmy went nuts! He
grabbed that cop and just hit him once in the chin. The younger cop fell to the
floor unconscious. Not one of the other cops helped the one on the floor.
There is an
unwritten rule that a cop follows: Anything is fair to be made fun of except
your partner. Partners protect each other; their ties together are greater than
any blood family members are. They know each other's deepest and darkest
secrets.
"Where's da
stiff? Who called it in? Get dat asshole off da floor and out of my sight. Tell
da fucker I have a drop gun ready for his ass and a cement truck ready
to bury em."
"Sorry Timmy,
Sorry Terri, In da bedroom, a neighbor heard da scuffle, we’ll get em out and
tell em." Carpman said apologetically.
"C'mon kid. And
youse guys tell em I'll cap his ass if I ever sees em. Anywheres in da citys
ors out!"
Timmy was pissed as
he went into the bedroom. I just remained quiet and followed. I heard his
intake of breath as we entered.
Someone did a number
in his or her search of this apartment. There were holes in the walls and in
the closet. The ceiling was partially torn down. Clothes were strewed
everywhere. The clothes were expensive but not designer label.
A very pretty girl's
body dressed only in her panties and bra was hog tied onto the bed. A red
curtain tie back tassel was around her neck. The worst was a bullet hole in the
middle of her pretty forehead.
"Hi Doc, whats ya
got."
"Hi Timmy, Hi
Terri, a stiff with rigors setting in."
"No shit, She's
not bad looking, real looker. Whatta shameful waste."
"First of all
she is a he, like, no offense Terri, like your partner there."
"Holy shit!
Terri if youse looked that good I'd marry youse in a second. I'd still fuck ya nows
anyways."
"First you have
to get it up, Timmy." I said
"Anyway, first
she was beaten severely breaking several of her ribs, the right tibia and left
fibula are broken, so are the wrists and fingers, she was also choked with the
tie back and finally shot. We have an entry, powder wounds and no exit, small
caliber weapon at short range.
Here's her ID, which
we found in her purse, along with ten grand in cash. " The ME said.
"Ten Grand? Dats
a hell of a lotta cabbage. Photos done yet? Dusted? Valerie Elaine Swoboda, age
twenty-one, female and this address. Okay a Pollock, Real driver's license but da
age, I don't think so.
"I agree, age
is more like nineteen. Sure that's a great deal of money. Photos are done and
the place is clean." The ME said.
"Sexual
relations?"
"Don't know
yet, possibly, I won't know until after the Post. I know you want five sets of
prints, all ten by ten. You also want my report now."
"Hey doc, where
youse at da other murder near here last week?"
"No, you want
the package on that one too?"
"Yeah, Female,
last week Wednesday, a few blocks from here."
"Sure I'll find
it and send it to you. Terri when will you come out all the way?"
"Doc, I still
live at home and the family has medical problems. I need the money for them.
Jeez, the bigots I have for neighbors would bomb or burn the house down."
"I understand,
but you've confused many people and probably yourself."
"Nah, I'm as
sane as you are but this damn job……….that's another story."
The matter was
dropped quickly as the morgue attendants arrived to take the body to the
morgue. We watched as they gently loosened her bindings, straightening the body
out. She was then lifted into a body bag and onto a gurney with the zipper
closed on the bag. The two attendants lifted the gurney and left, after
strapping the body down.
"Okay doc, lets
seal da apartment ands da crime scene. Da hasp ands lock are ready."
Silently we left the
CS after the locks were shut at both the front and back doors; the ME placed
the seals on the doorjamb and the door. The seal stated it was a felony to
break them and gain entry. What a laugh I thought. Most ppople such as family
and friends of the deceased obey the seals but the ghouls and the landlord,
never.
The next stop was
the neighbor Eve Martinez that lived next door to the deceased. Timmy wanted me
to do the interview. He said that women feel more comfortable speaking to
women. Tommy said I didn't look like a guy at all. More acceptance from the old
goat!
Mrs. Martinez, she
was an older lady of about sixty years old, kindly, short, and stout. We
identified ourselves and were led into her living room. The apartment was clean
and well kept. The furniture was old but clean. She was very religious by all
the religious paraphernalia in the living room from statues to paintings. Gawd,
I felt like I was in church!
"Mrs. Martinez,
did you know Valerie?"
"Sure, she
sometimes would go to the store for me. We would visit sometimes. She was a
good girl but sometimes dressed too sexy."
"Sexy?"
"Yeah, tight
and short skirts or pants, low cut blouses showing her boobs. The type of
clothes teenagers wear."
"Did he bring
home many visitors?"
"Not normally
just her boyfriend, Cruiser."
"Was this
Cruiser there tonight?"
"No, I didn't
know anyone was there until I heard the scream. That's when I called the
coppers. "
"Did you hear a
gunshot?"
"No, She was
killed by a gun?"
"We think so.
Did she ever carry much money?"
"Oh no, that
girl worked at the restaurant sometimes for twelve or fourteen hours a day. She
went to school at the community college and helped Cruiser at the restaurant he
owns."
"Which
one?"
"Cruiser's
Drive in."
"Thank you Mrs.
Martinez, we'll be in touch."
We left the
apartment not speaking. We both were collecting our thoughts. We have a dead TG
that was a possible teenager, tortured and shot to death, a ransacked
apartment, and ten grand in cash that wasn't taken.
Now there was a
boyfriend that owned a restaurant she worked in, she was kindly to her
neighbor, sometimes dressed to sexily, and went to school. Nothing was adding
up!
"You too,
sweetheart?"
I noticed he had
dropped the accent. He said it was to disarm or to become one of the masses, I
had to admit it worked pretty well. Other cops thought that he was one of them
and the street people spoke to him as they would another person and not a cop.
Sometimes he forgets to shut it off.
"Timmy, maybe
the boyfriend has some answers?"
"Possibly, we
should go pay him a call?"
"Let go, you
drive toots."
"Toots?" I
said as I smacked his arm with him drawing back.
We both piled into
the car with me driving arriving at the restaurant. It wasn't a Michelin Five
Star but homey as the drive-ins of the fifties and sixties. The neon lights
shined cutting the darkness. I parked the car at the curb and we walked inside
the restaurant.
We took a booth in
the back, asking the waitress to get Cruiser, and ordered coffee.
In minutes a man,
well built in his mid twenties arrived. I noticed that all the waitresses and
the male help wore clothing styles of the fifties era. I saw Timmy smile in
approval.
"Cruiser?"
I asked as the man sat down.
"We're with the
States Attorney's office. Sorry but we are investigating the death of one of
your employees."
We saw his blood
drain from his face.
"Who?"
"It was Valerie
Swoboda, she was murdered several hours ago."
I saw the man cry
openly with no shame. I saw the anguish in his eyes. They say that the eyes are
the gateway to the soul. I had to believe that now.
I saw that there was
a love for Valerie as he spoke of her gentleness and beauty. The good times
they both had and the bad. I sensed that this an had nothing to do with this
crime.
"Cruiser,
what's your real name for the record."
"Xavier Francis
Wodlarski, age twenty-five, born in this town."
"Okay, we'll
stick with Cruiser."
"Mam, I told
her not to get involved."
I ignored the mam
bit but Timmy didn't by smiling and placing a hand on my thigh and lightly
stroking it. Damn him! I had to concentrate on what I was saying.
"Involved
how?"
"Several years
ago I met Val while she was living and working the streets. I took her in not
as a predator but a friend. Our friendship grew, as did my business. We fell in
love. You do know she was a very special woman? We were going to be married
after her surgery."
I nodded yes to him
and said, "So am I."
"Sorry but I
didn’t mean to pry. Are you her boyfriend?" Cruiser asked of Timmy.
"Naw, just her
partner, at times I feel we're married. She's a great girl, might be a good
wife too. Might be good in bed too!"
Wait a minute, girl
not kid, wife, playing the thigh tap-dance, good in bed, punching out Mroz
protecting me. Oh, oh!
"Timothy
Aloysius O'Shea we need to talk later."
He knew I was angry
when I used his full given name, I had his full attention. That damn black
Irish asshole!
"I've had a
strange feeling all day that something was wrong. Val knows a girl from the
streets that comes here sometimes, Angel Velasquez.
We saw her a few
weeks ago and said they would all be very rich."
"Who's
they?"
"Cleo, Angel, Babs
and Cari. I had to go to the kitchen then. When I came out a package was handed
to Val. Babs said there were now six copies. Some attorney had the sixth
copy."
"Do you know
the name?"
"Harmon or
Harrelson, something like that. Downtown office I think. I don't remember. They
said the guy is really sleazy.
When can I get her
remains? Her family threw her out. I need to do what's right for her. Gawd, I
loved her!" Cruiser said as he began to cry again.
I called the
waitress over and told her softly that Val was dead and to take care of
Cruiser. I was assured she would. I left our cards with them both telling them
to stay in touch with us.
This was the hardest
part of this job telling those that loved the deceased that they were dead. I
had done this so many times over the years it still drains me emotionally.
We went back to my
car silently. I hadn't realized that Timmy was holding my hand in his. When I
realized it I smiled and thought it felt good. What the hell was wrong with me?
This is my partner!
As I drove, we
agreed to meet at the office, downtown to file a preliminary report and then go
home. Monday we could follow up on the leads we had. The attorney was the key.
I followed Timmy
through the streets to be at our offices within fifteen minutes. He waited for
me to get whatever notes I had accumulated. He held my arm as we went in, to
the stares of those in the dispatcher office. Gail was the only one that winked
and mouthed it was about time.
We walked down the
hall to the office we shared not being exposed to anyone. I sat at my desk and
he his while I drafted the report.
I fiiished the
report leaving out the assault of Mroz by Timmy. As he read the report, I went
to get coffee for us.
"Timmy took my
advice, Huh?" Gail said.
"What are you
babbling about now?"
"Timmy loves
you, kid."
"What?"
"Are you deaf,
he loves you. He told me months ago. I told him to go for it. I told him to
treat you as any woman wanted to be treated, with respect and dignity."
"Gail are you
nuts! In the field? At work? Do you want me canned? Us both canned?"
"Hey, you're no
deep dark secret, Honey. Every attorney, judge, politician and cop knows about
you. Some of them would love to get into your sweet little pants. Sorry, but
Timmy is really special and nothing would surprise him about you."
"But Gail the
Fraternization policy?"
"Act stupid as
we all do. Even the bosses avert their eyes when they see you and what you've
become."
"What's
that?"
"A woman!"
"Wait Gail, I'm
not complete yet."
"There's only
one detail left."
"Yeah and I
can't afford it. You know why too."
"Be a good girl
and humor me."
"Okay Sis, now
get off my ass."
We hugged and I
retrieved the coffee for Timmy and me. I placed the coffee on his desk and sat
at mine.
"Damn, you
would make a good wife. Thanks for the coffee dear. I’ll give you a kiss
later."
I blushed as he said
that. I knew when he was serious and when he was kidding. He was serious!
"Great report,
you got it all. Now take me home."
"Home?"
"Yeah or
wherever you're going. We'll discuss it on the way, dear. From now on we're
together." Timmy said forcefully.
We turned in the
report to Gail and left the building hand in hand to the smiles and applauding
of the night shift. Somehow, I felt that all would be okay for us as we went to
the car and got in after he took a very large bag from his car.
I was in a happy
frame of mind, pulling into the lot of the motel I had a room at. Timmy and I
spoke all the way there about us. Our conversation was again in generalities it
seemed that the black Irishman was avoiding the subject as usual. We took our
bags from the car and entered the room. There was only one king sized bed,
which seemed to please him. I wasn't tired and turned on the television while
Timmy changed.
The twenty-four hour
local cable news station did not report anything about Valerie. I was somewhat
saddened by that. However, I was also happy that there was no mention due to
her status as a TG. The Press does have a tendency to not give the total facts
or blow things out of proportion.
I heard Timmy open
the bathroom door and came out wearing his Pj's and a robe. There was about a
ten-year difference between us. I had to admit he was nicely built and cute.
He came to me
wrapping his arms around my body and kissed me tenderly. I melted as one into
him. Gently I pushed him away, as I wanted to clean up and to change.
I removed my sweater
and blouse, which exposed my bra that contained my very full breasts. I also
exposed the utility belt that I had not had a chance to remove yet.
"You're still
carrying that Huh?"
What Timmy met was
the service revolver I had. When I had placed first in the firearms training
class he was so proud of me. He was my training officer when I was hired and
assigned, He presented me with two Colt Troopers MK III's, three fifty seven
magnum caliber pistols, one in a two point five inch barrel and this one with a
four inch barrel.
Timmy also gave me a
two, twenty-two-caliber magnum, double-barreled derringers. This weapon went by
various names such as, a gamblers gun, ace in the hole, vest gun, ladies'
garter gun or belly gun. Timmy called it a Drop Gun that some cops had and hid.
It was for those times you couldn't or wouldn't use your service weapon. All
identifying marks had been removed from it and the body was taped. Pull the
tape and no prints. I was one of those that hardly ever carried one, as I had
no use for it, yet.
"Sure do, it
was a gift from my boyfriend."
"Yep and he
sure is proud of you."
I removed the
utility belt, placed it into my bag, and got my sleepwear out. I felt Timmy's
eyes watching my every move, which I didn't mind. I took off the shoes, socks
and then my slacks; I heard a virtually silent intake of breath as I stood in
my panties, bra and thigh highs.
"Damn, I
never………..Well………..Jeez, you're built!"
I smiled seductively
at Timmy. I saw he was interested by the tent of the covers of the bed he had
over him. If the pole I saw was any indication of what was under there I would
be singing some very high notes indeed.
I quickly walked
into the bathroom and did what I needed to do. I reapplied the briefest of
makeup and put on the very sheer black peignoir, slippers and braided my hair.
I rechecked myself and went back into the bedroom area.
Timmy was watching
an action movie until he saw me. The television went off and a radio went on,
that softly played classical music.
He quickly raised
the covers for me allowing me to get in the bed. I sat kicking off the slippers
and allowed him to gently bring me to him.
"Damn your
beautiful. You know, I love you?" Timmy said as held me to him.
"Why haven't
you said or done anything before now?" I asked.
"I guess I was
just as bigoted as those assholes tonight. I had heard of these things but I
had have never seen the transformation so up close and personal."
"Okay that will
do for now. When you're ready to tell me everything, you will."
"You do know me
too well. Damn, did we get married and I forgot?"
"I'll let you
know in the morning big boy." I said as I took him into my hand and he
kissed me amorously.
The following
morning I awoke for the need to use the bathroom. The room was slightly chilly
I noticed as I put on my robe and slippers.
In the bathroom, I
turned on the light and noticed I looked terrible. Gawd, I hate mornings! We
had a very long and passionate night for our first time together. It was also
that I felt love for the very first time. The sex we had was not animalistic
but with a softness and caring nature, Timmy did show me that love.
I decided to clean
up and took a shower. I came back into the room with just towels wrapped around
my hair and body. Timmy was still asleep as I went to my purse and took out my
cigarettes and lighter.
Going to the chair I
sat down and lit one up, crossing my legs high. Sure, I was a smoker but not as
heavy a one as I used to be. I needed to think about last night and the murder.
Too many things
happen at once. A TG murdered rather sadistically, ten grand untouched, the
apartment ransacked, Timmy and I making love.
"I thought you
quit? Timmy asked.
"I did until
that last serial we had, that nerved me up. It was either smoking or crawl into
the bottle. Besides you were going to quit your cigars and haven't, also I like
the smell on you. Moreover, you're a grouch without them." I said smiling
as I extinguished the cigarette into the ashtray and uncrossed my legs.
I went to him on the
bed and kissed him, tenderly, as a wife would do to wake their husband to face
another day or to win an argument.
"Okay
sweetheart you win."
"C'mon and get
out of bed. I'm hungry and I want breakfast."
"I have
something you can eat and it has vitamin E in it."
"You pig! I
said eat it not drink or swallow it. I have no intentions of working for my
meal. Besides didn't you get enough sex last night?"
"Not by a longshot,
wait until we get back later."
"Later, what
later?"
"We still have
to interview the parents and make the notification of death."
"Okay, I
forgot. Go take your shower and I'll get ready."
"Ah………Sweetheart………"
"Don't give me
any of that shit. Spit it out!"
Don't get pissed at
me, please hear me out. While you and Gail were talking, I called the Big Boss
and Boss. I told them how the interviews went and how the people reacted to you
and how you were dressed.
Their orders are for
you to come out of the closet. They guaranteed there would be no repercussions.
They said we are both to be in office at 11 am after you get a new ID and
picture. He said to make sure you wore a skirt suit or business suit."
I was taken aback at
this disclosure. I was mad sure nevertheless in a way at peace that I didn't
have to hide my true nature or myself anymore. No more binding my breasts or
trying to act as a male. I will follow the their orders gladly. I cried the
tears of joy. This was my fondest hope and dream. I was to be accepted as my
true sex, female.
"Okay." I
said as I kissed him and dried my tears.
"Are you
okay?"
I nodded as he
pulled me to him closer to him. I felt wonderful to be accepted at last. No
more hiding!
"Sure, but
there is going to be a shocked mother and very shocked neighbors on Monday.
That telephone will be ringing off the hook and the wires burning."
"Tough, we're
staying here all weekend, I took care of it last night. Monday we're going to
see your mother."
"Hold it, I
want you to wait in the car, I have to talk to her first. I have to prepare her
first, and then I'll call you into the house. She's an old woman, one shock at
a time for her."
"Deal. Now get
ready sexy. I want my partner to wear her prettiest suit. Oh, one other thing,
there's a few presents for you on the top of the dresser, from me to you."
I went to the
dresser anxiously, A gift from Timmy. Timmy doesn't give or buy anyone gifts.
He must have placed them into the car wile Gail and I were speaking to each
other. He has keys to my car and I have keys for his car.
I opened a very
large bag to find a several large gift-wrapped boxes with a card stuck to one.
I open the card and read it:
My Darling
Terri
Use this
always to keep my ass covered.
I love you
Timmy
I sat next to him as
I gently removed the paper and ribbon until getting to the box of one of the
presents. Inside the box was a very large woman's shoulder bag that could also
hold a legal tablet amongst other items we women do tend to carry.
I opened up the main
compartments and saw a holster for a two point five-inch barreled pistol,
ammunition and handcuff case. I was about to kiss him and thank him.
"Open the
center compartment."
I did so and felt
two boxes inside, one small and one very large. I was afraid to pull them out
and my hands started to shake.
"Here let me do
it. Damn women!"
Timmy reached into
the purse and brought out the boxes. One was a ring box and the other was a
large box made from what appeared to be wood.
He opened the ring
box and took out a ring saying, "This ring has been in my family for
generations. It was my mothers and now I want you to have it. I want you to be
with me forever. Will you marry me? I mean when you're ready of course."
I was at a loss for
words. I was about to say no and tell him he was nuts. Why I said yes was
beyond my comprehension. I felt as if my deceased father had told me to do it.
I felt his presence very heavily in that room, damn, I swear I smelled his
aftershave too.
I cried as Timmy
placed the ring onto my finger. He bent over and kissed me tenderly.
I stared at the ring
on my left-hand ring finger. It was beautiful, having a very large pear shaped
cut diamond surrounded by diamonds, emeralds and rubies. I knew that the ring
was worth thousands of dollars.
"Timmy, I
can't………….."
"What, you're
turning me down?"