Family Ties That Bind

By Lorraine B.

© 2003 All Rights Reserved

 

Chapter one:

My brother Michael and myself had just walked into our home from school. We were shocked to see my father and his sister, our Aunt Lucille coming from where our mother's room was located near the back of the house. We didn't even see their cars near the house when we came home.

Mom and dad have been separated for many months and I know he was still very much in love with her and all of us. He was always around for Mike's sports events and even was proud of the academic achievements that I excelled in High School.

Aunt Lucille and Dad both lived several hours away from us but made the trips as often as they could to be with mother and all of us. Dad, we were told was a plant manager with a company that produced plastic moldings and Lucy owned a string of upscale mall Boutiques.

Michael the oldest at seventeen was in his senior year at High School. Myself, I was fifteen in my sophomore year. Our two younger brothers Brian and Steven were still in grade school being ten years old and eight years old respectively.

My name is Angelique and let me tell you for a boy it is a hell of a name to go through life with. Dad always said when Mom saw me after I was born I looked like an Angelic Archangel so the name stuck. Thanks Mom! 

By the expression on their faces we could see that there was a problem. They both had long drawn out faces as the came from her room. We both saw that they tried to keep up beat in greeting us.

"Hi kids, Out of school already?" Aunt Lucy said trying to smile.

"What's wrong? Is Mom okay?" Michael asked concerned.

"We took your mother to her Doctor's appointment this morning. I think we had better sit down and talk." Dad said as he was leading us into the family room.

"Dad, I really need the bathroom and something to drink." I said.

"That's sounds like a winner, then we can talk before your brothers come home." Dad said.

Mike and I ran to our bathroom we shared. He beat me to our bathroom so I had to use mom's bathroom. I could care less, which I used as long as I relieved myself and quickly.

I ran the few more steps opening mom's room to be assaulted by the smell of her perfume. I saw her bed was made and the very feminine room was in perfect order as I crossed the rug to open the door of her bath.

Once again I was assaulted by the smells of her. The Lilac, Rose, Gardenia and Vanilla scents made me think of her. I felt tears form as I sat to relieved myself.

What had happened? I did see she was losing weight with many occasions borrowing clothes from me so she had something to wear, as mom's clothes were she said were too large on her, so were mine, but at least they were tolerable. I knew she was always buying new clothes or getting new clothes from Aunt Lucy. Mom and I used to joke about her stealing my clothes and I said I should start to raid her closets and dressers. All she did was smile her radiant smile at me. I was only kidding, as she knew I did not have that predisposition to wear her clothes, as I was all boy or so I thought I was.

I finally finished and ran from those rooms as my tears overtook me. I was worried that she was to be all right or would be all right.

As I came from the room, I saw Mike come from our room I said, "Take Dad and Aunt Lucille into the Family Room and I'll get the drinks. Try to get some information from them."

"Sure Angie, I was going to ask you to do that. Do you want some help?"

"Naw, besides you'll make a mess that I'll have to clean up."

"Wait a minute I always help clean up."

"Yeah and I have to re-clean it, thanks but no thanks."

He had that look he wanted to hit me on the upper part of my body but for some reason decided not too. Instead he hauled off and hit my butt, which cracked loudly in the almost silent house.

"Damn your ass is solid! What the hell have you been doing to it?"

"Just exercise and vitamins." I said in mock pain as I ran from him to the kitchen.

Entering the kitchen I placed one of Mom's bib aprons around me tying a very large bow in the back covering my shorts. I made fresh coffee and prepared a serving tray with fresh cookies and a coffee cake I had baked yesterday as a treat for all of us. I added two coffee mugs, two beverage glasses along with cream, sugar, desert plates, forks, a serving knife and napkins.

The coffee was ready as I added the pot to the tray. I stood taking two steps back to admire what I had done. I was quite pleased, as I knew mother would have been. This was something she had never taught me but seem to come to me naturally just as many of the domestic chores I did around the house. Did it bother me to do those chores, not in the least, as I knew Mom needed all the help she could get. Besides I was the neat freak and my brothers just weren't.

One final thing I did was to open the cabinet above the sink and to remove the vitamin bottle. I had forgotten to take my vitamins this morning and I wanted to be constant as everyone was starting to see the results of the tablets I had been taking for over a year. I had not entered puberty yet as I didn't really care if I was small for my age or my hair was long or my ears were pierced.

I was respected not for my physical prowess at school, which I didn't have, but for my intelligence. I was a mentor for several students and had seen the results of the tutoring that I gave them. This alone made me feel all warm and fuzzy inside, this was gratification enough for me.

After taking the tablets I picked up the tray and carried it to the family room. As I entered my Dad and Aunt's eyes widened as I crossed the room and laid the tray down on a coffee table. I felt their eyes staring at me, which made me uncomfortable.

"Sorry it took so long……"

"It wasn't long and you didn't need to make a fuss for us, sweetie, we however do appreciate it. Why didn't you ask me to help you?"

"It wasn't any bother Aunt Lucy. Besides I wanted to do it as we all needed a snack." I said as I cut the coffee cake and placed slices on two plates.

I handed the coffee and cake to my aunt and dad as they both continually stared at me. Okay so maybe it did look like I was wearing a dress as the apron covered my shorts. So what's the big deal? It's an apron and I wanted to keep my shorts and my sweatshirt clean. Dad took a bite of the coffee cake and smiled, as did our aunt.

"It's just like your mother makes. How in the world did she do this being so sick?"

"Mom didn't make it, I did and the cookies too. I made them last night after I helped Karolyn with her studying." I said proudly.

"Damn someday you'll make a good wife." Dad said laughing jokingly.

I could tell by the tone of his voice that he was surprised as was Aunt Lucy by the look on her face. I sat down on the edge of a love seat after I had given Michael his refreshments. I noticed he was staring at me also as I sat and crossed my legs as my Mom would do, very high.

While all enjoyed our refreshments Dad and Aunt Lucy had said that Mom was going to be in the hospital for several days, as they had to run the usual gamut of medical tests on her. The preliminary diagnosis was Cervical Cancer but the prognosis was good as they thought it was caught in time for treatment. The treatment was going to be the rough part with the Chemotherapy

The news of Mom having Cancer hit us both very hard. It hit me harder as I released a flood of tears. Mom was always the one there for us all; she was the one we could always speak to about anything without any fear of reprisals. She was the calming factor in our house when disagreements among siblings happened.

"Sweetie, we did the same thing you're doing now. Right now, your mother, Helen needs all of our support to help her." Aunt Lucy said as she came to me and held me in her arms as Mom so often did.

"We'll do anything we can to help Mom, Auntie." Mike said.

"We know Mike but we have to think also about all of you. I want to be here for your Mom and for all of you but…… " Dad said.

"Dad, your job comes first right now. We know you want to provide for us. We know Aunt Lucy, you have a responsibility to your stores and employees." Mike said.

"Your Aunt, mother and I have discussed the situation. Mom will be home in a few days but she'll need all the help and rest you can give her.

Your Aunt has offered to take Brian and Steven with her. The problem I see is she is very busy and travels a good deal. New schools and friends are always a terror."

"Dad I'm almost eighteen and I know between Angie and myself we can manage." Mike said with me agreeing.

"We thought you would say that but I feel that I'm shirking my familial responsibilities." Dad said.

"Dad we know that the plant might go on strike and you have to plan for it along with the new owners. Mom will be taken care of as well as our little brothers."

"Look, Damnit all of you come first! I love all of you so much……"

"Dad it's now our turn to help out the family. We love you too and Aunt Lucy." Mike said, as I remained quiet, as I knew he had Dad's full attention.

"Are you sure the both of you can handle everything?"

"Sure Dad but the medical stuff, I guess we can learn what has to be done with Mom." Mike said.

"Damn it Bradley, these kids have more sense then you're giving them. Angie dear, do you have a driver's license?"

"I have a Permit, because of Mike and Mom I can handle the Jeep."

"Bradley, there's one answer." Lucy said.

"Okay Lucille now please relax. Angie I drew this up after I called Monique Beame our attorney. It gives you your Mothers and my permission to get a Hardship Drivers License from the state to assist your mother. I already called the insurance agent and added you to the insurances"

"We bought another car and it will be delivered later, another Jeep. That Jeep will be for the family and Mike's use and your Mom's Jeep will be for Angie's use only. Your Mom made us swear to that, so there is to be no deviation. I guess you can now junk that thing out in the driveway." Lucy said as she tapped me on the arm lightly and smiled at Mike.

"Mike, Angie, twice a week a nurse will come by to check on your Mom's medical needs. Make sure that the house and everything is immaculate or we might have a problem with child services. School attendance is a must as the schools have all been notified about your Mom.

If there are any problems I want you to call Monique Beame, as she will now enforce a Power of Attorney we both gave her months ago. Angie, tomorrow Monique will be here to take you to get your License while Mike gets your brothers at school as he normally does."

 

"You both have all of our telephone numbers and we both want to be called everyday. One of us will be here each weekend to help if we can. There will be no parties either!" Aunt Lucy said as she and Dad stood up to get ready to leave.

"We will, we'll go see Mom tomorrow, tonight we have to tell Brian and Steven. There won't be any parties at any time." I said as I looked at Mike giving him the evil eye that Mom could do and give so easily.

Mike and I walked them both to their car, as Aunt Lucy was the one that drove. They both climbed into a new Toyota SUV, which was a reason we didn't see her old car near the house.

 

We waved to them as they pulled away from the curb. When we no longer saw the vehicle we went back inside the house. We both went to the family room to clean up the refreshment tray and dirty dishes.

Chapter Two:

We both spoke as we cleaned up. It seemed funny that we had managed to persuade Dad and Aunt Lucy to go along with our wishes but who were we to question what decisions they made.

Mike carried the tray into the kitchen as he felt that since I carried it out it was the least he could do to help. As he sat the tray down on the counter the doorbell rang.

"Mike, please go and answer that so I can clean up in here. Are you cooking dinner tonight or I?" I said as he pointed directly to me.

As I prepared the dirty dishes for the dishwasher I began to think of the menu for us. When he returned with an early thirtyish, very beautiful long auburn-haired lady in a dark blue businesswoman's skirt suit and three-inch black patent leather pumps. She was stunning to say the least yet for some reason I admired her taste and style of the clothes she wore.

"Well since both of you are here and I missed your Aunt and Father I guess you can both just call me Monique." She said.

Mike was all smiles as she offered her hand to him saying, "So you're Mike and this very pretty young lady doing the chores of the kitchen must be Angelique?"

Mike broke a gut laughing as hard as he was laughing while Monique stared at him angrily saying, "I know most brothers can be cruel to their sisters as my family was but you are the worst I have ever seen."

"Ah Angie, Ms. Beame, is my brother."

We both noticed the shocked look on the attorney's face as she slowly sat down at the kitchen table. I poured her a mug of coffee placing the crème, sugar, napkin and teaspoon in front of her as she regained her composure.

"I'm terribly sorry if I offended you………Angie. I assumed that you were female because of your name and how you looked as I walked into the kitchen." Monique said as she prepared her coffee to drink.

"Please tell me how I looked?" I said like a true bitch.

"Well the way that apron is being worn it show very feminine curves and breasts of a young girl. It also appears you are wearing a dress, sneaks with no socks.

I see no hair anywhere on the body, which I might add, includes facial or leg hair. No Adam's apple, a body to die for. I see very long luxuriant thick dark auburn hair and two piercings in each ear, perfect facial characteristics very pouty lips, a perky nose, and very small hands. Boiled down to it my visual perceptions say girl, very young, beautiful girl. You voice and body are a teenage males wet dream, my dear."

"So that's the reason no girls want to date me, except of course the lesbians." I said as I turned away from her and giggled.

"I'm truly sorry Angie…”

"There's nothing to be sorry for. I seem to do that to many people." I said as turned around and I offered my dainty hand in a peace offering.

"What confused the hell out of them?" Monique said giggling again after taking my offered hand.

"Oh yeah and much, much more." Mike said.

"Angie gets the blood pumping of every male that calls here with his voice. Men in stores follow his butt as he walks through the stores.

Jeez, you know I wouldn't mind having a sister." Mike finished saying as I threw a dishtowel at him.

"Okay you two sit down while Aunt Monique lays the law down." She said as she giggled again.

She gave us both a set of charge cards that Dad and Mom had authorized for us. We each received a cell phone and were warned about the use and the amount of minutes we each had along with the responsibilities that came with the phone.

I was also given a checking account with an ATM card to allow us to get money if it was needed or to pay for any of the household expenses. Both of us were warned that all accounts would be monitored and audited every two weeks with all receipts. Mike seemed pleased that I had the added responsibility and not him.

I gazed at the clock and saw it was time to get Brian and Steven from school and told Michael. He was gone before I could say another word.

I poured another mug of coffee for Monique as I started to prepare dinner saying, "Would you like to stay for dinner with us. My brother's do have table manners when we have guests."

Monique giggled saying, "Sure, if you don't mind and if there is enough. Besides I think I want to get to know all of you better. Could I help, if you don't mind?"

"We have more than enough and sure, I gladly accept the help."

Monique mostly watched after the initial preparation of the pot roast, onions, potatoes and carrots were made. We made an additional veggie and salad.

"Angie, have you ever been dressed as a girl?"

It took me a while to scan my memories before saying, "I think twice; once as an angel I wore a long robe for a Nativity play and then in eight grade as Juliet because none of the girls could remember the lines to the play."  

"I don't think the Angel robe counts, but Juliet as in Romeo and Juliet sure does. How was the play?"

"Besides for catching hell from everyone?"

"Why would anyone give you hell?"

"Well the girls were pissed because I took the prime part from them and kissed the hunkiest boy in the class. The boys just gave me grief for playing the part of a girl and wearing a dress. I think they never realized that Shakespearian plays all had males playing all the parts."

"Oh so you knew about that? You kissed a boy, huh?"

"Sure the teachers told that to the class. It was just an acting part and the hunkiest boy was my friend David Bloom. He lives down the street from us. He never let's me forget he was my first kiss by anyone not related to me." I said as I giggled.

Just as Monique was about to say something the doorbell rang. We both walked to the door as I opened it to an older man standing at the door.

"Hi Ladies, here's the keys and paperwork for your Jeep. Could one of you kind and beautiful ladies sign that you received these please."

Monique came forward nudging me to keep quiet and signed for the keys and paperwork giving the man his clipboard back and smiled as he left.

We walked from the house to look at the new jeep. It was the same year as Mom's a 2002 and fully loaded as her was too. I got into the car drivers seat and started to look around for something.

"What are you looking for?" Monique asked.

"The power dildo and ass scratcher." I said with a straight face and then giggling making her giggle too.

"Aren't we a bit young to know what a dildo is?"

"Okay so I read about them after I heard a few kids talking about them. I wondered what they were for that's all."

"Wondered about what?" Karolyn said as she came to the new Jeep.

"Angie was telling me about dildos. Hi I'm Monique Beame the family attorney and you're whom?"

"Karolyn McPherson, long time friend and classmate of this androgynous person that should have been my best girlfriend."

"Karo are you out of your mind? I don't and never did look like a female." I said.

"Karo?" Monique asked.

"Yeah like in the syrup that's sickly sweet and from corn. She's always using that sickly sweet voice of hers to the boys giving them that corny crap." I said as I stuck out my tongue, as I got out of the Jeep.

It was then that Karo took her hand through my apron and T-shirt to my chest nipple and twisted it. The pain I felt was beyond descriptive words with her saying, "OhMyGod it felt like mine do! Oh Angie, I'm so sorry."

"I think we had better get inside before someone hears us." Monique said.

Inside the house Monique, Karolyn and I went back into the kitchen. I bent at the knees and checked the pot roast; again I felt eyes staring at me as I basted the roast. As I stood Karolyn reached for me and hugged me to her saying, "I'm so sorry Angie. I didn't mean to hurt you."

"I know but it did hurt, you just don't know your own strength. Anyway tomorrow Monique is taking me to get my drivers license so I can help Mom."

  

"Wow that's great! Could I go too if you don't mind. How is your Mom? Your Aunt Lucy called my Mom and told her to keep an eye on you four."

"Sure it'll be okay if it's okay with Angie."

"Sure she can come with us. We'll call Mom later tonight. Watch us? Why?"

"Parties, girls and boys, I guess. We spoke to her before she sounded really tired."

"Sorry but we gave our word; Mike and I won't go back on it. I guess because all of the tests she has to take."

It was then that I heard the Jeep and my little brothers running to the house. I heard the door open and said, "Okay quiet and do not run in the house. You both know the rules.

Bending at the knees my brothers both ran to me and gave a hug and a kiss saying, "Hi Sis, we missed you. How's momma? Did Daddy leave a gift for us? Did Aunt Lucy?"

Sis? What's this Sis stuff? I raised my eyes at Monique and Karolyn seeing the grins on their faces.

"And out of the mouths of babes…” Karolyn said the partial quote smiling.

"I haven't seen any gifts. Who told you to call me Sis?" I asked my brothers.

"Did we say something wrong? Mike told us to say that. Are you our sister now?" Steven the youngest asked.

"No you didn't say anything wrong, I'll take care of Mike later and you two can call me anything you want. I love the both of you." I said as I hugged them both and kissed their foreheads after removing their baseball caps from their heads.

  

"Thanks Angie, we forgot." Brian said.

"Okay go to your room, take your caps, coats and books up there. Then come back for some milk and cookies, okay? I love you both." I said.

"We love you too Sis. We'll be right back." Brian said as they both walked to their rooms.

"Sis Huh?" Karolyn said smiling.

"Karo, I don't care what I'm called as long as those two are healthy and happy; as a matter of fact I've been called and told a great deal more descriptively by many that know and don't know me."

Chapter Three:

I asked Karolyn to give Brian and Steven their milk and cookies, as I wanted to call Mom. Monique jumped at the chance to help too. I left the kitchen and went to Mom's Bedroom.

Once again I smelled her smells and missed her so very much as I sat onto her bed after closing the door. For a moment I sat silently and collected my thoughts of what everyone had said.

Standing I went to Mom's mirror and looked at myself as I looked I saw the person I always saw with no difference that I could tell. It was just I, wearing a full bib apron and sneakers. I guess the apron did look like a dress but it was still me in the mirror. It was then I recalled the mistake the deliveryman made calling me a lady with Monique. Maybe if I got rid of the earrings and all the hair? For some reason I doubted that those changes would change my appearance. Oh well I've lived with it all my life so I'll survive this too.

Going back to the bed I found the number to the hospital and dialed it. I asked for Mom's room and was put through to her, saying hello first and asking how she was.

"Hi darling and how's all my babies doing?"

"Fine Mom but I'm stuck in the kitchen again."

"Well we do have to make our men well fed, healthy and happy. If Mike cooked you'd all be malnourished, unhealthy and grouchy." Mom said with a giggle.

I told Mom about the meeting with Dad and Aunt Lucy. Along with Monique and included what Karolyn did and how bad it hurt.

"I know that Dad and Aunt Lucy will be around for us. Monique is a dear and I'm glad you like her. Tonight use my bath and soak in my bubble bath. No arguments either, it isn't just for girls. Use my bed tonight and relax since there's no school tomorrow after the bath, in the bottom drawer of my dresser you'll find a green satin pair of pajamas and a matching robe use them."

I agreed half-heartedly about the bath but the pajamas, is where I drew the line.

"I'll be okay Mom, so will all of us. We'll be there tomorrow to see you. Please get some rest, we love you."

She wanted to talk to Mike, Brian and Steven before she rang off.

Placing the receiver onto the bed stand I went to the Kitchen and found Mike enjoying a cookie with Brian and Steven as Monique and Karolyn watched in amazement as he stuffed his face.

"Mike, Mom wants to speak to you. Use the phone in her bedroom." I said as he stood up and kissed me on the cheek with him saying, "Thanks Sis, damn you make the best cookies."

I was at a loss for words to come from my mouth as Mike ran from the kitchen. My mouth was open but no words flowed as everyone in the kitchen smiled.

"Not one word from anyone if you want me to finish cooking. If you open your yaps I make Mike finish dinner for you.

Brian and Steve, when you are finished I want the homework done and I will be checking it all." I threatened.

"May we be excused Sis so we can do our homework?" Brian asked.

"Okay but everything dirty goes into the dishwasher and the table wiped down. When Mike is through Mom wants to talk to the both of you too." I said as I smiled at them.

"We always do that Sis." Brian said as he took the dirty glasses along with the plates to the sink to rinse them and placing them into the dishwasher.

Again I was taken by surprise once again as I stood at the stove with both Brian and Steve hugging my waist. Bending at the knees I returned their hugs, that's when they both kissed a cheek and said, "Thanks Sis for the snack, we love you."

I was blushing furiously as they both ran to their rooms with Karolyn saying, "Damn you have patience. You treat them firmly but with love too."

"You saw that too, it as if Angie was a mother to those kids." Monique said.

"Angie has always been that way for as long as I've known Angie. Angie is like that as she tutors everyone. It's all done with kindness, patience and a willingness to teach us dummies.

"That's not true Karo, you're not a dummy, just a bit hard headed."

"Yeah like someone else I know and love Sis." Mike said as he came into the kitchen as he hugged me before sitting down.

As we sat and talked Brian and Steve went back to do their homework, Karolyn went home to have her dinner while we had ours. The atmosphere was laid back as we enjoyed our meal and Aunt Monique.

After dinner we all cleaned the table and kitchen. I then went and checked over Brian and Steve's homework and was duly impressed. Monique had decided to leave saying she would be here at 9am and I was to be ready to go get my license. We all got a hug and a kiss from her as she left.

Brian and Steve were allowed to watch television and stay up a bit later than normal, as there was no school the next day. I went to Mom's bathroom and disrobed, since Mike said he would keep track of the time and get the two youngest boys to bed at 9pm and no later.

Taking a hot shower first I washed my hair and conditioned it with her shampoo and conditioner. After the shower I started the water to fill the tub. As the hot waters filled the tub I added the bubble bath and climbed into the tub. Getting into the tub I knocked some of the fragrant oils into it by accident. Oh well at least I'll smell good.

As I relaxed, I let my mind go blank yet there was a nagging; pressing thought that I had forgotten to do something today. I wasn't about to worry about it now as my aches and pains seemed to subside. I smiled contentedly as I soaked until the water became cold.

Leaving the tub after I had drained the water and dried off is when Mike knocked and entered the bathroom. Walking in as the door opened I was stark assed naked. His eyes almost popped out of his head as he took in all of my body and ran from the bathroom. What the hell was that all about?

I was finishing blow drying my hair just as Mrs. McPherson and Karolyn came into the bath with me grabbing a towel and saying, "Privacy please, C'mon, I just took a bath like Mom said for me to do."

"See Mom, I told you." Karolyn said to her mother.

"Angie, dear please turn toward me, don't be shy. Karolyn go get your father over here now and have him bring his bag." Mrs. McPherson said kindly.

Karolyn's dad was our family doctor we all went to. He has taken care of us since we were all in diapers and before that even. He was kind and considerate to everyone.

 

"Why? What wrong?"

"Dear when was your last physical with Henry?" She said as she walked with me into the bedroom.

"I'm due for one now but I've been putting it off." I said as I retrieved the pajamas and robe Mom had said for me to wear as Mrs. McPherson went to find a pair of slippers for me.

In seconds I had the pajamas and robe on along with some very feminine looking satin slippers that I was forcibly told to put on. Just as I finished tying the robe closed Doctor Henry McPherson came into the room.

"So Judy, what's the medical emergency?" He asked his wife.

"Angie Honey, please remove the robe and your top for Henry."

I did as I was told but very slowly. I heard a distinctive intake of air as I finally removed the top. I watched as he placed latex exam gloves on his hands that he took from the bag he carried in with him.

I was told to lie onto Mom's bed after he had me remove the bottoms too. There is nothing like being poked, fondled and prodded as you lay butt naked on your mother's bed. Damn, no foreplay or a kiss! I did however get the K/Y when he stuck his finger into a very sensitive place.

While he finished doing his exam, several tubes of blood were also drawn and the inside of my mouth swabbed. He then placed everything into his bag and took his wife into the bathroom to talk after telling me to get dressed.

After several minutes he came out saying, "Angie are you feeling okay?"

"Sure just my chest seems enlarged and the nipples swollen. I was going to tell you when I saw you. I read some information on gynecomastia, that's all I thought it was. The book said it sometimes happens during puberty."

When did they start to grow?

"About six months ago maybe longer, I always wore big shirts so… but my hips seem so large."

 

"I understand, any erections or discharges? Urination problems?"

"No, none, and no testicles either, wait a minute some discharge came from the nipples one night. I've always had to sit to pee; you know that. I guess I'm just a late bloomer."    

"Any mood swings or depression?"

"Not that I recall but I seem to cry at the slightest thing."

"Are you taking any medications you're not supposed to?"

"Never!"

"Sorry we need to know that's why I ask questions."

"Before I say anything I want a few more test to be made and for you to see me after I see Doctor Singer at the hospital. You're going to see your mother tomorrow I assume?"

"Sure we already made plans in the afternoon."

"Good, I'll talk to her and come to your mother's room while you're there. Okay dear, you'll be all right. I do however want you to rest tonight." Doctor McPherson said to me just as if he was speaking to Karo.

"I have to be awake early to go get my license to help Mom so I intend to do just that."

"No other pain? Are you sure? Judy or Karolyn can stay if you wish." Doctor McPherson said.

"I'm fine. I just have to get Brian and Steve into bed and then myself."

"Judy, have Karolyn get a set of clothes and stay with Angie for tonight and she better bring what we discussed also." Doctor McPherson said as he was leaving the bedroom not paying attention to what I said.

Once again I was forced to place those ultra feminine slippers onto my feet. They were comfortable once I walked a bit in them. Thank goodness Mom had a slightly larger foot than mine.

Mrs. McPherson told Karolyn to go get her stuff that she was staying with us. While she was gone I got the boys ready for bed. Once they were in their beds I tucked them in and kissed them both goodnight. Brian was the last to be tucked in saying, "Sis, do you know you look like momma?"

"No I don't."

"Sure you do and you're as pretty as she is. I love you. Are you really our sister now?"

I leaned over Brian as I felt a tear roll down my cheek and kissed him on his forehead. What the hell was that all about? How can I be their sister? I gave him a kiss and a smile then walking to the light switch to bring the darkness into the room.

I went down to the kitchen and poured a glass of tea and then went to the family room where Mike sat in a state of shock.

"Are you okay Sis?" Mike said as I sat folding my legs underneath me.

If you call me Sis one more time I swear I'll smack you so hard you'll see stars."

"Sis…Angie, have you ever seen a women's body?"

"Sure, Mom and Aunt Lucy were never prudish toward us."

"Have you looked at your body?"

"Sure."

"Notice any similarities?"

Other than a slight case of gynecomastia or male breast enlargement, none."

"You must be blind then. I saw it all and you look like Mom and Aunt Lucy, smaller on top but getting there. You have Mom's hips and butt."

"You're nuts!" I said loudly.

"Sorry Angie but Mike is right. I told Mom what I felt after I gave you that titty twister." Karolyn said walking into the family room and sitting down next to me sitting as I did.

"Jeez, you two even sit alike so does Mom come to think of it."

"So sue me! Mike, I think I goofed today."

"Why do you say that?"

"While I was in the bath I had the nagging feeling I forgot to do something."

"This was one heck of a day. Don't worry about it right now. We can do it tomorrow.

I was going to ask you if you would mind doing what you've always done around the house?

I'll take care of the maintenance and the cars. But the rest of it I dunno."

"Oh you mean the housework? I don't mind if I get some help."

"We'll help with that but you know I just can't cook like you do."

"You do cook great Angie." Karolyn said agreeing with Mike.

"Naw, I don't mind but only if everyone helps to clean up."

"Deal, at least we won't starve to death."

"Or poisoned." I added as Karolyn and I giggled.

I had to admit that Mike was a great brother. Very seldom did we ever argue. I didn't say we didn't disagree every now and then, we did. Now we had to all be together to help Mom in every way we could.

Chapter Four:

I was close to nodding off when I decided to go to bed. I kissed Mike just as I always did each night leaving the family room and heading toward Mom's room. It was then that I felt someone behind me. As I turned Karolyn was only a few steps in back of me.

"Where do you think you're going Karo?"

"With you, Dad and Mom said to stick with you like glue."

"Oh no, you can sleep in my room."

"Sorry but I don't feel like getting attack by a wayward jockstrap or anything else."

 

"Now that's a load of crap! First I've never owned a jockstrap and secondly my room has and will always be cleaner then yours will ever be."

"Okay everything you say is true but do you want me to call my Mommy or Daddy and tell them what you said?"

"Damn you are a pushy broad!"

"I love you too girlfriend now move that sweet ass of yours into that room and into that bed."

  

Walking to Mom's bedroom I stopped at Brian and Steve's room to check on them. I re-covered them and kiss them both again walking once again to Mom's room my destination.

Entering Mom's room I kicked off her slippers near the bed and took off the robe laying it on her vanity chair. Meanwhile Karolyn went to the bathroom and prepared for bed.

I was just brushing my hair out when Karolyn came from the bathroom saying, "Want some help?" I looked at her wearing just a pink shorty nightgown, satin-wedged mules and holding a robe.

"Sure Karo." I said as she placed her robe on mine as I handed her my brush. This was normal for me to brush out my hair each night. My thoughts were all over the place tonight as Karo brushed out my hair.

"Damn your hair is thick and so full. I am so jealous."

"I think it was that shampoo and conditioner I used. What Shampoo? All I saw was a wash-in body perm solution and rinse. It's that new stuff that's being advertised."

"Oh crap, now what do I do?"

"Nothing, maybe it will wash out at your next shampooing." Karo said as she was placing my hair into braids.

"What are you doing?"

"French braiding your hair, why?"

"I just put my hair into a ponytail or a bun."

"A bun? Where did you learn to do a bun?"

"I have a few books on long hair styling in my room. I played with them all, once I found out how really long my hair was."

"Well it's at the small of your back and it is simply beautiful, all done."

"Thanks." I said as I rose from the chair and hugged my best friend, which she gladly returned and then sprayed me with Mom's perfume.

"Are you sure you want to be in the same bed with me? I'm still a boy you know. But a good smelling boy." I said as smiling as we walked to the bed.

"Sweetie if you're a boy then I'm Lucretia Borgia and I'm going to kill my next mate." Karolyn said softly as we got into Mom's bed.

"Mate? If you got something from a boy it'd be either the Clap or Herpes." I said laughing.

"Oh you're cruel, so very, very cruel." Karolyn said as we covered ourselves giggling.

"I know, I've been taking lessons from you all our lives."

"Damn that's two zingers! Now close those beautiful green eyes of yours and go to sleep." Karolyn said, as there was a soft knock on the door with Mike coming into the room.

"I locked up the house. I wanted to check in on you two, I heard voices, as I was getting ready for bed. I checked on Steve and Brian and they're both fast asleep."

"Good, they'll sleep all night I hope. I want you three to sleep as long as you like. I'll get breakfast ready before I leave along with a list of chores." I said softly as I yawned.

"But…”

"No buts about it, if we keep up the chores the work will be done sooner with more time for ourselves."

"Okay, I see your point, Goodnight girls." Mike said as he kissed us both on the foreheads.

"Damnit Michael! I am not a girl!"

"Then you've been wearing a very good costume for fifteen almost sixteen years. Oh Karolyn, I finished what we were doing before."

"Thanks Mike and thanks for the invitation. Now get to bed, please."

"Jeez I have a beautiful, single woman in the house and can't do a damn thing to seduce her into my bed." Mike said as he smiled leaving as we giggled.

"Karo, what invitation?"

"Mike asked me out to the movies, Saturday."

"It's about time! That moron brother of mine has been longing for you for years; now you notice him."

"I know, but I wanted him to ask. I saw David this evening."

"Oh…So?”

"He asked what was going on and about the new Jeep. I told him everything I could. He said he'll see you tomorrow."

"Everything! Karo you didn't?"

"Oh, not about that or my dad making a house call. Please don't play that game, I do know what to say and not to say to people."

"Okay." I said as I rolled onto my side smiling as I faced Karolyn.

"You do know that David has a crush on you?" Karolyn said as she drew me to her in a hug.

"Damnit, I can't, I’m…”

"Sweetie, have you looked in a mirror lately? You're not and as the Raven said; Nevermore, Nevermore."

"Not funny Karo, not funny at all." I said as she kissed me as I seen her do all of her own family. I returned the kiss and closed my eyes and was asleep in minutes entwined in Karolyn's arms and next to her body.

The one thought I did have was if I were truly a boy I would have had those sexual stirrings that all boys have seeing a very pretty member of the opposite sex. I lacked those stirrings; they just weren't there.

Karolyn was and is my best friend along with David and of course, Mike. Mom however was something special to me as were Aunt Lucy and Dad. I just wanted to help our family all I could.

I was awakened by a small hand and voice several hours later saying, "Momma I had a nightmare; can I sleep with you?"

"Sweetheart I'm not Momma but sure you can."

"Sorry Sis, you look just like momma and smell like her too." Steven said as he got into the bed and snuggled next to me. I took my brother into my arms and hugged him to my breasts. I saw the smile on his face as he shut his eyes and went back to sleep along with me also.

At my normal waking time of 5am my eyes sprung open. Normally at this time I was dressed and out the door for my morning bike ride; today I decided to shower, make breakfast and get dressed. I wasn't going to even think of the driver’s license or the test that was forthcoming.

Slowly I untangled myself from the arms of Steven and Karolyn as to not awaken them. I was finally free and ran to the bathroom feeling the pressure on bladder.

Dropping the bottoms of the pajamas I sat and relieved myself and cleaned up. Standing and pulling up the bottoms I tried to remember if I had ever stood to pee, I had no recollections of those memories. So what, that to me wasn't that important of a memory.

Going to the bedroom I quickly donned the robe and placed Mom's slippers on my feet. While I walked to the kitchen I noticed how much easier it was to walk today in her two inch wedged heeled satin slippers. Was I really turning into a girl? Did I really like to wear these clothes? It was a matter of my mind saying no to the first question and a possible yes to the second question.

I took out the orange juice from the fridge and placed it onto the table. I retrieved enough glasses and placed those near the pitcher, taking one glass and pouring out a measure for myself.

Going to the cabinet above the sink I took out the vitamins and took two from the jar and placed them into my mouth. The jar was placed back on the shelf and I closed the cabinet. Walking back to the table I swallowed the juice to wash down the pills. That wasn't too bad of a breakfast, I thought and smiled.

 

Then I began to prepare the breakfast meats, bacon and sausage after I put an apron on. I didn't want any grease to harm the material of the robe and pajamas I wore. Mom would kill me if I did. I prepared the pancake batter as the meat cooked. Waiting for the meat to finish cooking I looked down at my feet in the slippers. My feet looked exactly like my mother's feet without the toenail polish. In some respects I was repulsed and in another way I was thrilled.

If I had to be or looked like a girl, I wanted to look like my mother. Even after having the four of us, she was sweetly petite and very beautiful. She always took such extra special care in her appearance it was a matter of pride and I think she enjoyed all the approving looks of all men that saw her.

"Morning Sis, where's Steven?" Mike asked as he yawned.

"We had a visitor last night. He had a nightmare and thought I was Mom in her bed."

"Well sorry, but out of all of us you really do look like her." Mike said as he poured orange juice for the both of us at the kitchen table he sat at.

"Angie, as the old saying goes; shit or get off the pot. You've been confusing people for years whether you're a boy or a girl. You've caught flak from the kids in school for years. What's so bad about being a girl?"

"On that note dear loving brother, what's so bad about being a boy?" I countered as my anger increased.

"Angie, you've never been normal and now after I saw you I was scared. That's why I called Mrs. McPherson here last night."

"Yeah I owe you for that one. That was rude and embarrassing what I had to endure."

"Look I don't give a damn if it did embarrass you, I'm worried about you. What I saw wasn't normal for a boy although it is normal for a girl. We all love you and just want the best for you.

Angie, if Mom should get worse we'll all need your help even more. I got accepted to State for next year. Brian and Steve need the nurturing I just don't know how to do. It just seems it's natural to you. You act like Mom does when she wants something done or for us to do something."

"I don't know if that's a good or a bad thing. You got accepted to State, that's wonderful Mike. But that's only ten miles from here, does Mom know?"

"I told her when I received the letter last week. We were going to tell you this week and ask for your help with the boys." Mike said looking sorrowful.

"Ohhhhh Mike, you know I'll help." I said as I jumped up, wrapped my arms around him and kissed him.

"Ah Angie, I thought you're a boy? Look at what we're doing and I'm not gay and neither are you." Mike said smiling.

"My, My, my, emotional aren't we? It must be all those girl hormones doing that to you. Arms wrapped around my man, kissing him and a leg bent at the knee up in the air, what would David think?" Karolyn said heading straight for the coffee.

"Piss off Karo! Mike is going to State next year."

"I know, mother told me after your mom told her. Please put your dainty foot down on the ground before you fall down."

"Mike was I the last to find out?"

"Sorry but yes."

"Fine, breakfast is in the oven and I'm going into the shower, alone, to think." I said as I walked from the kitchen angry and my bedroom to get clothes for the day.

Chapter Five:

I went to my dresser to get a pair of jeans and a t-shirt. I couldn't find any clothes nor any socks either. That's what I forgot to do, the laundry. I berated myself silently for being so forgetful in doing the chores I normally took pride in doing. I checked all the drawers making sure I didn't put anything away wrong. Shit, shit, shit!

"Are you okay?" Karolyn said in the doorway as I crumpled onto my bed.

"I forgot to do the laundry and…” I said as I began to cry.

Karolyn came in and sat beside me saying as she touched me gently, "Angie, I'd loan you mine but they would be too big for you, besides I brought a skirt and blouse for today…”

"Thanks but no thanks, a skirt and blouse? Oh no not those, please don't." I said blubbering.

"Look, go take a shower and we'll find something for you to wear. Use the Shampoo and Conditioner on the sink and I'll help you get dressed when you finish your shower." Karolyn said as she took my hands into hers and dragged me into Mom's Bathroom. 

In seconds the door was closed and Karolyn was helping to undress me saying, "Not a girl huh? Angie have you taken a good look at yourself in the mirror?"

I watched as she undressed herself sitting on the commode as the tears rolled down my cheeks. What I saw was her entire heavenly nude female body. Karolyn has the type of body that would make men fall to their knees and worship her as a goddess; while girls would cry to have her body and hold theirs in shame.

"Come here silly." Karolyn said smiling holding out her hand to me.

Extending my hand to hers she grabbed and pulled me to the mirror. I blinked hard and fast as I looked into the mirror. I saw two young, beautiful women gazing at us while we gazed at them. One reflection was Karolyn while the other was…me.

Both women had the pear shaped bodies that made men drool and act stupid for. Both women had fairly large, rounded, firm breasts and large rose colored nipples and aureoles for nursing babies. The women had fairly large hips and rounded butts. The only difference was one had a vagina and the other girl had something that could only be called a clitoris and no vagina.

"See I told you so. You've never really looked at yourself or compared your body to another girl's body." Karolyn said softly taking my hand into her hand again leading me to the shower and into it.

She set the temperature of the water and unbraided both of our hair. Reaching over she brought the two bottles of shampoo and conditioner into the shower.

Taking her time, Karolyn washed my entire body, as she did I was told how sensuous the woman's body was and showed what it felt like. I was totally enchanted as to the senses and feelings I felt. I felt an electrical charge inside of my body that seemed to grow in intensity as she placed her lips onto my nipples, sucking and licking them both. Those feelings I felt were beyond any description. I had never had an orgasm as a male nor an erection but this was heaven to me as I dreamed it was David doing these things to me.

My climax was the most euphoric feeling or feelings I have ever had racking my body and weakening my knees in wave after wave of sensual pleasure.

"You're not a girl, huh? You sure as hell had me fooled by that little display." Karolyn said after she kissed me like a sister.

I was speechless as I came down from the ultimate sexual high until I found my voice saying, "I guess I've been a jerk?"

"No, I think it was fear of the unknown. This morning your sweet body is in my hands my dear Angelique Lucille Mariah Parrish. Don't look at me like that; I know your full name because mother told me never to tease you about them and I always loved the sound of them.

Did you know your first name was also your great grandmothers, followed by your Aunt Lucy and your other great grandmother? The Ultrasound at the hospital even showed you as a girl. Everyone thought you were going to be a girl even my dad until nature made the cruelest of mistakes on you." Karolyn said as she shampooed my long hair and conditioned it.

"But I thought…You have no idea what I've gone though all my life?"

"Oh yes I have; remember I was always with you with David, so was all your family and brothers and all the neighbors.

Do you remember when David was suspended in Grade School? He punched out a kid for saying he wanted to screw you in the Butt and make you a girl. David went crazy and so did his mom and dad as she defended you both in the principal's office.

Sweetie in case you haven't realized it yet I have always been your best girlfriend and always will be."

I hugged and kissed Karolyn not as a lover but as a sister that morning. She was and always will be a very close and special friend. I guess I owe everyone for their kindness.

"C'mon let's get you dressed." Karolyn said as shut off the shower and still held my hand.

Leaving the shower I dried and wrapped my body myself in towels as I had seen my mother do thousands of times. Using Mom's heavily scented powder I powdered myself.

I was led out into Mom's bedroom noticing that Steven was gone and the bed was already made. On the bed there was a pile of clothes.

"Karo please, I need to be comfortable for this morning and nothing ultra feminine."

"Quiet! You will do as I say, please and no whining." Karolyn said as she handed me an emerald green-laced bra, panty and garter belt set. In minutes I had the garments on and adjusted the right way.

"Are you sure you've never done this before?"

"Okay so I watched my mother getting dressed. Never in my wildest dreams did I ever imagine I would be dressing in her clothes doing as she has always done as far back as I can remember."

"Damn you sure fill those B cups out in that bra. Wow the boys will go crazy looking at your cleavage, I'm jealous." Karolyn said as she painted my toenails a deep dark red.

When the polish dried I was given seamed light green silk stockings next, which sent a chill up my spine as I put them on. In no time I had them gartered and adjusted correctly. I stared down at my feet and saw my Mom's toes in her stockings.

"Only watched her huh?"

"I only watched, C'mon Karo you know I don't lie to friends or family."

Next was a pair of jean cut, lined, black leather pants that seemed to mould to the contours of my body. I remember Mom had just bought these pants and to my recollection had never worn them. I just hope she wouldn't mind me wearing them.

"Are you ready for these, your first high heels." Karolyn said handing me a pair of three inch, emerald green, patent leather open toed pumps with a strap that caressed me at the ankle.

I had them on and stood. I took several steps without having any difficulty in walking. Karolyn looked at me funny saying, "Never wore heels either? Now I am jealous, it took me three weeks to get used to heels and you, it too three minutes. Damn now I know the boys will go crazy while you shake your butt walking." Karolyn said as she pointed for me to sit at Mom's vanity.

"Will you please stop that!" I said as I sat.

Next was hair and makeup as she had me manicure my nails and to use the same polish that was on my toes. It seemed that Karolyn worked on my hair and face forever. I was finished with my hands long before she had finished.

She refused to let me look at myself until I had a on an emerald green low cut v-necked sweater and black leather vest. She handed me a set of emerald and diamond pendant earrings and diamond studs that she helped me put into my holes. A diamond and emerald pendant on a fine gold chain that matched the earrings was next along with one of her watches and four diamond and emerald gold setting rings.

"Damn girl, David's tongue will be hanging out when he see you. He'll be drooling for sure." Karolyn said as she sprayed perfume in all the right places women wore it.

When I finally saw myself I almost passed out. I saw the younger version of my mother with my long hair styled and curled. Her face was my face as I saw her pursed lips come together sexily. I had her eyes that sparkled in the light with her long lush eyelashes. I saw the smaller version of Mom's breast cleavage as I looked at myself. My flared hips and rounded butt; I was her duplicate in every way. I had her delicate ears, neck, hands and fingers that were adorned by her jewelry. I saw her body in the clothes I wore of hers. I smelled her flowery scent that I now wore and smiled at her in the mirror.

"Here's your purse and coat now let me get dressed. Damn you are gorgeous!" Karolyn said as she escorted me from the room.

In the doorway I froze saying, " Oh no let me stay please. Mike and the boys are down there, please Karo."

"Absolutely not! Now get down there." Karolyn said as she smacked my butt.

As the old saying goes I hiked up my skirts and walked to the kitchen.

"Momma!" Steven said as he and Brian ran to me when he saw me. I heard a plate hit the floor and shatter.

I bent at the knees and hugged them to my breast saying, "No sweeties, I'm not mommy it's just me Angie. Now go play or watch TV for me, okay." I said as Brian and Steven kissed me again and ran to the family room

"Jeez are you sure you're Angelique?" Mike said as he cleaned up the broken plate

"Yeah I guess I am Angelique Lucille Mariah Parrish. We owe mom a plate huh?" I said as I giggled laying my leather pant coat and emerald green purse down on a chair.

"Sis I used to have to protect your butt before but now…Wow! I'll have to get a sword to keep all the guys away from you."

"I take it I have your approval to be your sister?"

"If you weren't my blood I claim you as my girlfriend. Sis Mom will be overjoyed and so will the neighbors and the rest of the family. You are one HOT MOMMA!" Mike said as he started to dance across the floor with me in his arms.

"Having fun? Could I have the next dance with Mike please Angelique Lucille Mariah Parrish? Damn she can even dance in those heels!"  Karolyn said laughing.

"Wait until David see you?" Mike said just as the doorbell rang.

Karolyn went to answer the door and returned saying, "I guess he'll see now."

There, standing in the doorway stood David with his mouth open and a dumb look on his face and a smile.

"Well David, how do you like the new and improved Angie?" Karolyn asked.

"Someone has finally answered my prayers." David said barely audibly and smiling.

"David, sit-down please before you fall down. Why are you here so early?" I said with him complying.

"Oh yeah, my computer blew up and I was wondering if you'd take a look at it later." David said.

"Sure sweetie, after I get my drivers license." I said in my sweetest most seductive voice I modeled after my mother's voice and style. 

"Mom will shit seeing you like that. She always said you'd look like your mom and believe me you do. Ah …… drivers License? When did you get older then me?"

We then explained how I was getting the license, the conditions about it and who was going with us. At first David seemed disappointed and then he smiled saying, "Well maybe they'll allow you to drive us to all the dances."

"Don't hold your breath or drop your drawers Dave." Mike said laughing.

"Okay but a guy can dream can't he? I dreamt of this day for years and it happened."

"I see your point but be good and keep it inside your pants and the zipper up." Mike said laughing harder.

"Sorry, the door was open so I came in." Monique said as her eyes went very wide as she recognized me in all my feminine finery.

"Well Sonofabitch, I guess I'm going to finally meet Ms. Angelique Lucille Mariah Parrish. I thought I'd have to die first to ever see this day. Stand up Girl and let Aunt Monique see her niece."

I stood and walked toward Monique saying, "Is this suitable attire for my license?"

"Darling those men will give it to you as soon as you walk through those doors at the DMV. Michael, you'd better call the Fire Department and have them have several ambulances ready to treat those men from all the Heart Attacks there'll be."

"Yeah when they see the three of you walking in, you three are a pervert's dream. What's this the day for leather, you three look like Biker Chicks. Where are the “Hogs” parked and your biker boyfriends?" Mike said laughing giving a mug of coffee to Monique.

"Pervert's dream huh, okay, I can see that. However Tick, Gray Beard and Moose are at the clubhouse waiting for you, sweetie. I said we send you right over." Monique said with a smile and Mike blushed heavily.

"Michael dear brother of mine, make sure the laundry gets done today. I'll help as soon as I get home. Also have the boys dust the house down.

Would you like Gyros or Pizza for tonight? I have all the fixings and I'll make the yogurt style cucumber sauce for you, darling brother of mine. I start as soon as we get home from seeing Mom."

"Damn Sis you even have Mom's sweet talking ways down pat. We'll do the laundry and have course Gyros. Why are you being so nice to me?"

"I can answer that one, she loves you and wants to be on your good side." Monique said smiling.

"Sorry Aunt Monique but you know what makes the grass grow green?"

"Oh no not that one, I hear your Dad hear somewhere, Bullshit is the correct answer."

"Damn she's gorgeous, has a high intellect yet she's still an attorney." Mike said smiling

"Watch that nephew of mine or you might just disappear in the deepest darkest bowels of the court system." Monique said smiling.

"Okay Auntie you win, I concede."

"I always win, now ladies let get this over with shall we. Angelique you are driving us there so get the keys." Monique said looking at Karolyn and I.

 

"Oh shit is your life insurance paid off yet?" Mike said.

"Michael, how dare you say that? You were the one that taught me how to drive." I said.

"Sorry Sis, good luck, we love you." Mike said as he came and kissed me.

"That's better. I love you all too."

"And so do I." Monique said.

"Shit now I know we're in trouble. Monique, are you sure we aren't blood related to you? I mean…” Mike said.

I noticed a very long hesitation on Monique's part. I saw her screw her face up like mom did when she was caught with her panties down. She did act like Mom and all of us. She even resembled us in so many ways. What the hell is all the secrecy for? Was this my imagination running wild?

"Drop it Mike! Brian, Steven I want a kiss from you two before we leave." I said loudly.

I heard the pitter-patter of tiny, little elephant feet running down the hall. I was about to chastise them but I let it slide, after all what are older brothers and sisters for.

I bent at the knees and said, "Both of you better be good for Mike or you will both answer to me. I gave Mike your chores and they will be done and I will check that they are done. When I get home we are going to go see Mom and you will be dressed nicely and act as gentlemen, that also goes for you too Michael. Are my words being understood?"

"Aw gee Sis…” Brian said as I gave him Mom's look to do what he was told to do or else.

"Yes ma'am." Brian said as he kissed me and I kissed Steven letting them both go as I stood up.

"I love all you guys, now please be good. David please keep Michael out of trouble."

"Sure and do I get a kiss too?" David asked.

I walked to him a kissed him also but on the lips like a girlfriend would. Damn did the electricity flow! I felt that power surge! I was ready to kiss him again until someone pulled my arm saying, "Down girl, down. Get on your coat and let's go. Damn I created a monster!" It was Karolyn saying those words as she pulled my arm.

I pulled on my coat and slung my purse over my shoulder as I placed my hands into the leather gloves that were in the pockets of the coat. I took Mom's keys off the key pegboard and walked toward the waiting Jeep.

Chapter Six:

After we all climbed into Mom's Jeep we were on the road in minutes. I drove slowly down all the side streets and followed all the traffic laws. Not one pedestrian was anywhere in sight it was as if they all knew I was driving and to stay off the streets.

"You're doing fine Angie. Now, how do you like being a lady?" Monique asked

"Thanks, but that's a loaded question with many multiple parts. Ask me that again in about ten years or when I get married to David and have children to raise." I said smiling a radiant smile.

"Damn you do have it all planned out, since when?" Karolyn asked.

"I had dreams about him all last night. It wasn't the first time either. I think it was when I had to play Juliet, that I had the first dreams about him, possibly earlier, I dunno."

"That was years ago, I know he was your first love and the first kiss."

"I guess. Aunt Monique, I'm worried about when I turn in my permit for the real thing. It still says male on it."

"Looking like you do and your full name, I think that they will all think someone screwed up and correct it. Sweetie, you have thirty minutes to get to your appointment there. Will you make it?"

"I hope they'll correct it and we're right around the corner from the DMV."

In minutes we were parked at the DMV. We all checked our makeup and hair, adding lipstick. We all made the short walk to the building and entered.

Monique had us wait and be seated as she went to the desk and around the corner with a clerk. In minutes she came out and motioned for us to come to her. We entered an office and we stood in front of a desk with a grandfatherly man smiling from behind it.

"Hi girls, I'm Trevor Akins, I guess, the boss of this facility.

Angelique, I'm going to be your examiner today. I heard you did very well driving here. That's good it makes my job easier. So if you're ready let get this over with."

Going out the door after Mr. Akins, Monique winked at me and I smiled. I felt the eyes of what seemed to be every male in that building watching my butt as I walked. I felt, oh, I don't know how I felt as we walked and got to Mom's Jeep.

After I opened the doors we both got into the Jeep and I started it as we fastened our seat belts. I did every maneuver I was told to do by Mr. Akins. Eventually we made it back to the DMV and I parked the Jeep, with us getting out as he did his paperwork.

"That was certainly refreshing young lady you did everything almost perfect. You passed and if you take this inside to the desk they will give you your new Drivers License but make sure you turn in the old permit. Take care of your mother and brothers. I hope they are all very proud of you, congratulations."

I was so happy I hugged and kissed Mr. Akins putting a smile on his face as I happily skipped down the sidewalk and into the building where Monique and Karolyn waited for me. I was a bit confused as to why I had hugged and kissed this man but I did and I have to live with it. When the both saw me and the smile I had on my face; we did a group hug and jumped up and down together.

I finally broke away after we all were warned to keep the noise down. I went to the new license issue desk handing the man my old permit and the slip of paper that said I passed.

"Is all the information on the screen correct? Oh no, wait a minute, that old coot that typed this in needs glasses. Okay, please, look at the screen young lady."

I watched as the “male” wording became “female” yet all the rest stayed the same. I had my picture taken and had my new license in twenty minutes and on the road in a total of twenty-one minutes.

"Well Dolly, one more thing and that's school tomorrow. You start at 6:45am right?"

Dolly? Whoa hold up there a minute. No one, except family from mom's side on the East Coast ever called me Dolly. I hardly know any of them yet Monique knows everything about us. Maybe, just maybe Mom and Dad told her everything but I highly doubt it.

"Ah yeah, but Brian and Steven are taken to Mrs. Smyth's house at 6:30am then we, Mike and I normally walk to school together."

"Okay tomorrow I'll be at your house at 5:00am for coffee and breakfast. Then Brian and Steve and you get to drive to school to re-register. I'll follow in my car then go to my office."

"I forgot now I have to get up earlier."

"Angie wear a skirt or a dress that shows your assets tomorrow." Karolyn said.

"Why?"

"To show they're real and not falsies."

"But David can verify they're real too." I said.

"You didn't?"

"No I didn't but I can lie."

"Jeez, not even a girl for a full twenty fours hours and she know all the tricks." Monique said.

"Hey I've had good teachers, Mom, Aunt Lucille, Karo, her mom and now you."

"Oh your mother is definitely one of the best." Monique said under her breath just as I pulled into our driveway.

I stopped and parked the Jeep where it was always parked and turned off the engine. Gently I stepped down onto the sideboard instead of the jump I did earlier.

"That's better, now you are behaving like a young lady should. You have to be dainty and take it slow and small." Karolyn said smiling.

"She's right, Angelique, don't be mad at her, we're all trying to help you adjust."

"I know but……"

"It's hard after doing things differently for almost sixteen years."

I agreed with them as I walked through the door of our home. I was greeted first by Brian and Steve.

"Hi Sis, did you pass?" Brian asked

"Why?"

"So maybe we can go places with our sister." Brian said.

"Oh, like maybe, to the ice cream shop?" I said as I smiled at them both.

"Oh Sis, how did you know?"

"Oh just because."

"Yeah just because she's a girl and girls know everything." Mike said as he came from the laundry room with a dried and folded load of clothes smiling at me.

"Oh Mikey Honey." I said as I waved my new license at him.

"Mikey? Honey? What's that all about? You passed! Damn Girl that's great!" he yelled as he placed the laundry down and picked me up into his arms. I hung onto his neck as he spun around with me. He finally stopped and placed me down as the room still spun.

"Thank you Mike for helping me. You were my best and favorite teacher." I said as I tried to kiss him but missed his cheek due to my dizziness. I tried once again and finally hit my mark making everyone laugh hysterically.

I helped Mike put the load of clothes away while everyone one else went to the kitchen. As we entered Steven's room I said nonchalantly," Mike honey, I think Monique is blood to us."

"Damn you aren't just another pretty face, you caught that too."

"Yeah and more, remember when Grandma Mildred from Massachusetts came for a visit she was always calling me what? And guess who did the same thing in the Jeep?"

"Dolly, you mean Monique?"

"Yep, she looks somewhat like us and Mom right down to her facial expressions."

"Damn you're right Sis! But what the hell is going on?" Mike said just as the telephone rang. I ran to Mom's room and answered it as. Damn these heels!

"How's my little dolly?" The voice said on the other end.

"Grandma Mildred. My, what a surprise to hear from you."

"Please meet me at the Airport with Monique in one hour when we land. Ask Michael to take your little friend, Brian and Steve in the other vehicle."

"But Grandma we're doing housework, can't Aunt…”

"It can wait dear. I love you."

"Okay in one hour. We love you too." I said as I hung up the phone.

I told Mike what Grandma Mildred said, he wasn't please at all saying, "She ignores all of us for years and then an appearance, why" Monique too? I smell trouble."

"Go tell Karolyn to come here and help me change. You tell Monique what happened. After we leave Karolyn will help you with Brian and Steve. Make damn sure they are presentable at all costs. If they give you any crap tell them I said so. As a matter of fact I'll tell them after I get ready."

"Damn slow down, every time you speak you sound more and more like mom." Mike said as he ran calling for Karolyn.

I had my shoes and slacks off as Karolyn came running into the bedroom saying, "I'm here I know just what to get you."

Typhoon Karolyn went into action getting an emerald green half-slip and a leather skirt.

"Are you nuts or trying to get me killed? Grandma doesn't know about this change only the people in this house and a few others know. Grandma will have a stroke if she sees me like this. I haven't seen her since I was Brian's age." I said.

"So pretend you're your mother. Okay, okay but you can't hide forever." Karo said facetiously then seriously.

"I agree with you Karo, let me talk sense to Angie, please. Go help Mike Brian is giving him a very hard time."

"Give me the slip." I said as I was handed it and stepped into it pulling it up to my waist and grabbing the skirt going from the Mom's bedroom to Brian's bedroom.

I listened first and heard Brian say, "I won't wear that suit. I don't care what you say."

Opening the door I said, "Oh yes you will wear that suit or I'll get you a dress to wear to see grandma."

"Please Sis……"

I sat onto Brian's bed and crossed my legs laying my skirt onto my lap and held Brian saying softly and motherly, "Brian sweetie, you haven't seen Grandma since you were five and Steve has never seen her. I was ten but I remember her being very nice. Her and Grandpa always remember your birthdays and Christmas. Please do this for me." 

"Sure Sis but it'll cost you." Brian said smiling.

"Did I just hear you trying to extort something from me?" I said as I gave him one of Mom's looks.

"Yep, it'll cost an ice cream and a hug from my sister." Brian said not backing down.

My look softened as I held my arms open for Brian. He came smiling to me as I pulled him closer to me. I felt a tear in my eyes as I held him to me.

"Okay now get dressed and we'll get that ice cream later."

"Thanks Sis for the hug but I sure wish mom was here too."

"Me too sweetheart, me too." I said as I released him and went back to mom's bedroom holding back the tears.

"You okay?" Monique asked.

"Not really, I'm having one nasty time with all the lies and deceit."

"I'm not following you."

"Me dressing like this, with grandma coming. You lying to us."

"What lie?"

"You look like all of me and Mom. You even have her expressions. You called me a name only grandma and grandpa use."

"Shit! Get your skirt on and shoes while I warm up the Jeep. Don't forget your purse and coat. I'll explain as we drive to the airport." Monique said as she ran to the front door and Karolyn coming into the bedroom.

"What's with her?" Karo asked.

"We're running late. Find a belt for me a very wide one that fit these loops." I said as I straightened my skirt, tucked my sweater into the skirt, buttoning and zipped it.

Karolyn found a wide matching green colored wide belt that I placed into the belt loops sewn into the skirt and fastened it. I got my shoes on and fastened the buckles and ran to the mirror.

I looked presentable, as the skirt hem was only two inches above my knees. My makeup was great as was my hair. I kissed Karolyn and ran to the door getting my purse and putting on my coat and gloves.

Running out the door to the Jeep, I climbed into the passenger seat with Monique saying, "You just gave the neighbors a thrill. Next time sit and turn your body on the seat with a skirt on."

"Can the crap, why?"

"Okay Beame is my married name my maiden name is Dorn and yes your grandmother is my mother and your mother is my sister and you have two adopted girl cousins that I love dearly. Your uncle is my law partner and his name is Mark we specialize in corporate and international law. Several years ago we bought out the law practice we own and have been very busy making it work.

We used to work through our law practice for your Grandfather but she just interfered too much in our lives, so we quit many years ago. Just like your mom and dad, we ran away from them.

Bradley and Helen, your Dad and Mom almost divorced due to Grandma now she'll try to start trouble through you and Michael.

It was your Dad and Aunt Lucy that also helped us get a fresh start but when Helen got sick we decided to tell your Grandma.

I know it hurt that we deceived you all and I've been trying for several months to make ourselves known to you all but……"

"I know Auntie, shit happens." I said just as we arrived at the private terminal at the airport.

We quickly found a place to park and went inside the terminal to the reception desk.

"Has a Corporate AASI Strato Cruiser 1250 Jet asked for landing clearance yet?" Monique asked the receptionist.

"Why yes they are on a final approach. Are you Ms. Monique Beame and Ms. Angelique Lucille Mariah Parrish?"

"I'm Monique and this is my niece Angelique, why?"

"The pilot asked for you to bring the car to the plane once it lands. I'll get you an escort at the gate."

We went back to the Jeep and drove to the gate where a yellow truck with a yellow revolving light awaited with a very large sign in the bed of the truck that said Follow Me. We flashed the headlights and followed the truck until it stopped.

Chapter Seven:

I heard the whine of turbine engines and saw the strangest looking private jet I every saw. It had canards near the nose on both the port and starboard sides. The main wings were swept back and the tip of the wings bent upward at a ninety-degree angle. I guess that once you've seen it, it grew on you like a wart. It had emerald green strips that widened and decreased from nose to the tip of the tail. On the door was a logo in gold and silver of a multifaceted emerald and two diamonds. This was the trademark of Gem Industries.

Once the plane was stopped on the tarmac the door opened with the stairway coming down to the ground as the maintenance people scurried around the plane. The pilot or copilot came down first as a man in his early fifties then came out the hatchway and then a lady wrapped in furs, jewels and heels.

"C'mon let's go get grandma and grandpa." Monique said.

"I'll wait here."

"Nope, you will come or else." Monique said with Mom's look of a threat and a promise.

Not wanting her wraith to descend upon me like Mom could do I agreed. We both were out of the Jeep and walked the short distance to the man.

"Hi Daddy, hi Mother." This is Bradley and Helen's daughter Angelique if you recall since you haven't seen her or the other kids in over five years." Monique said sarcastically as she smiled, walked and kissed them both. 

I saw them both do a double take when they saw me and then smiled with grandpa saying, "My Lord she is pretty."

"She's adorable, how are your children dear?"

"Fine mother, we'd better leave as the other children are at the hospital." Monique said diplomatically.

I was volunteered to drive as Monique sat in front and my grandparents in the back seat. I paid no attention to the conversation as I concentrated on my driving. After ten minutes on the road in our Jeep refrigerator we arrived at the hospital. I felt a coldness I had never felt. I felt piercing stares as I drove nonplussed if I had done something wrong. Parking was no problem as I found a spot near the front doors. As I placed the Jeep into park I looked over a Monique and was rewarded with a smile and a wink.

We all got out from the Jeep at the same time with Grandma saying, " That outfit is lovely and it suit you my dear."

"Thank you Grandma but I borrowed it from Mom."

"She's lost that much weight?"

"Yes mother, she has and she can't get excited either." Monique said.

We all hurried inside the hospital directly to the elevators. I remembered the room number just as the elevator doors opened and pushed the button to her floor after getting into the car.

In no time the doors open to allow us to leave the car. I saw a sign pointing on the wall that listed her room and followed it with everyone following me. The sound of my heels striking the floor echoed as we traversed those marble hallways that led us to her room.

I found the room and opened the door for everyone to enter, following them into the room to see Aunt Lucy, Dad, Grandma Muriel and Michael at Mom's side. No one seemed happy except Mom and Dad especially when they saw me enter.

Michael I saw went to the door and placed his back against it not allowing anyone in or out of the room. I went to my Dad and gave him a kiss which he returned saying in my ear, "Damn you are beautiful, I love you dear daughter."

Mom held her arms open to me after dad was through with me. I ran into her outstretched arms saying, "Please get well mom we need you."

"Soon Sweetheart, I love my outfit on you and heels yet? Bend over toward me." I did as she asked as she peeked around the sweater I was wearing softly saying, "We need to get you new bras, huh?"

"I guess so mom, I'm so sorry, I didn't intend for this to happen but Karo……"

Darling I know, we told her to do it and I already spoke to her father." Mom said sweetly and quietly.

"How are you feeling Helen?" Grandma Mildred asked.

"What the hell do you care, Mildred?" Aunt Lucy said angrily.

"Now see here young lady………"

"Mildred you throw people away after you destroy them. You've done it to your employees and even to your own children. You've tried to destroy marriages and the hearts of their children. You are a destroyer of lives!" My dad said.

"How many times have you seen these children and their parents? I'll tell you once in five years. Sure you send presents but what about your love for them? I call that a cold hearted bitch!" Grandma Muriel said.

"I have a corporation…"

"Mother you have shit to run, dad runs it if he isn't chasing some young whore in the office or pouring himself into a bottle to hide from you." Monique said.

"I've seen dysfunctional people and families before but you have no heart." Aunt Lucy said.

"I don't have to stand here and………"

"Mildred shut the hell up and listen to these people. So far they are all correct even your Daughters are speaking against you."

"I only have one daughter in this room and one son, so go to hell Martin." Mildred said

"Ah the bigotry returns. Sure I was your son and now your daughter. Mother I am married to a wonderful loving and caring man and have two lovely daughters that you refuse to see; any of them. Father at least has met them all. You have tried to destroy us and that I will not allow.

One further thing mother, I have the same body equipment as you do. I have and give one thing you never will have or give and that's love.

Contrary to popular opinion, attorneys do love and have hearts. My niece and your granddaughter will get from all of us the love and support she will need in her life; not the hateful, vengeful words that come from your mouth. I lived that life so I know what you can do; Angie will never hear those words. Helen and Bradley were my support until you destroyed him and her, no more mother, no more.

Do you realize or care that when you die and are buried there will be only one person that will attend and he will piss on your grave." Monique said with an evil smile on her face.

"Well I never………"

What? Who? What the hell! Aunt Monique was a boy? Wow she is just like mom when she's pissed. I'd better make a note about that I thought.

"Mildred cut the theatrics! I have heard every single word everyone has said, they are all correct. I should have dumped you years ago but didn't have the heart to do it. I built the corporation and you ran it into the ground with your hate, mismanagement and thievery.

Monique do you have those papers I wanted drawn up?"

"Yes daddy."

"May I have them?"

Monique extracted a large manila envelope from her purse and handed it over to her father.

"Since I am the majority stockholder, president and CEO, I had Monique and her husband draw these papers up transferring control of the corporation to Bradley and Monique since they also own thirty percent of the stock and will also get my fifty-one percent. In other words I have just retired." Grandpa said as he signed the papers transferring the company over.

"You can't do that! I own…”

"Nothing Mildred, not damn thing. Now shut up and I just did, now you better read this." He said as he handed another legal document to grandma.

"Why these are divorc…"

"Why yes they are divorce papers. You've made my life a living hell for over forty years. You will see that the settlement is more than equitable. If you should decide to fight for more well let's just say I have certain photos of you and a golf pro in a compromising position last year in Hawaii and photos dating back for over thirty years proving your infidelity.

You have twenty-four hours after you land in Newark to vacate all properties but the one in the divorce papers. You'll get served as soon as you land. One thing further all the locks and combinations to all the homes and safes have been changed and the Staff Security have been told. All banking and Stock accounts no longer have you on them and we found all your secret accounts and the second set of financial books that the Feds have. I think you might be going for a very long vacation behind bars for theft and many other charges. Good bye Mildred."

Damn was my ex grandmother pissed as she stormed from the hospital room. I saw the look of relief come to everyone's faces as she went from the room.

"Michael, please get Karo and the boys and bring then here." Daddy said with mom agreeing.

In a flash Mike was gone to get Brian, Steve and Karolyn from wherever they were at.

"Marty you are welcome to stay with me for as long as you need to. It took almost twenty years but damn you turned out to be a fine man with scruples and morals." Muriel said.

"Hey Marty I have a position open for a good man to help me run the shops." Aunt Lucy said.

"I thank you, Lucille but didn't you just sell out to Brad and Monique?"

"Why yes she did Daddy. She is now the President and a new VP at Gems to run our new division of upscale boutiques." Mom said smiling.

What, another surprise? Lucille sold out her stores to Dad and Aunt Monique; Gems Industries is now theirs.

"Now Monique, Brad and Helen would you mind if I spent some time with my grandchildren? I would assume I am now considered a man of leisure."

"Daddy we'd love it and so would the children. You can use Angie's room for the time being since she took over my, I meant to say Brads and my room."

"Were will you two be once you return home if that is Angie's room now?"

Well we have more that enough land to build onto the house but the Helen said that the Meyer house and land are for sale………"

"Monique, get that house for Brad and Helen and get them an architect to enlarge their present one. It is just a small payment for my freedom and past parental errors.

Lucy, Monique, Helen and Muriel, I don't know what to say except thank you for opening my eyes and…”

"Marty, it was your daughters and my children that did all the work. The final straw was Mildred trying to take Monique's children from her last year. She spread evil, vicious lies about a wife and mother and her professional competency. She took those same lies and applied them to both your son in laws. She was a disgrace to all women, wives and mothers.

I just don't understand why you stayed with her as long as you did, considering you had proof of her infidelity." 

"We had to have proof she didn't have any evidence to back up daddy's extramarital trysts, Mom. I'm sorry it's just you have been more of a mother to me and our family then that she-witch that just left. For five years we had more investigators working than Pinkerton's Detectives has in all their offices in the world." Monique said.

"No apologies dear, besides you are part of our family. I just thank Helen for bringing you to see Lucille and me" Muriel said as she crossed her legs and smiled.

I heard Karolyn's voice just as they entered the room. Brian and Steve ran straight to mom and dad. I just happen to see that big brother Mike had his arm around Karolyn's waist.

"Sorry it took so long but the boys had to finish their ice cream." Karolyn said smiling as she stood at my brother's side.

"Ice cream? Shit there goes dinner." I said as Mom smiled.

"I need to take a walk; Angie would you care to join me so Grandpa Marty can acquaint himself with his grandsons." Mom said

"Sure mom." I said as Mike and I helped her while daddy smiled.

Chapter Eight:

Slowly we walked out to the corridor as I held Mom's free arm. I saw that she was getting her color back and slowly her strength.

"I am so proud of you for stepping into my shoes literally and figuratively. You took over the house, chores and the care of your brothers." Mom said stopping and kissing me.

"Mom, all we want is for you to come home well. I was so confused and afraid coming here dressed like this and then Grandma along with everything else."

"I know but this was the push you needed to make a decision." Mom said taking my hand in her and entwining our fingers together as we walked.

"Wait a minute please, are you saying that this was planned and everyone was in on what happened." I said stopping.

"Everything but for me getting sick. Let's back up to when I was having you. We all thought you were going to be a girl, that's what all the tests said. I gave you your names and daddy agreed.

When Doctor McPherson delivered you, our world shook when he told us. I had him run every test and see many doctors that tried to find out what happened. One test was a chromosomal test they found a chromosomal aberration or anomaly. What that is, is any change in the normal structure or number of chromosomes; often results in physical or mental abnormalities. We found out that you were an XX and not an XY or even a XYX. For some unknown reason you had no reproductive capabilities.

As you grew we all saw you tended to be more feminine than many of the girls your own age. Your genetic predisposition was always to be a woman so was Monique's. Yes she has the same problem or did have. Look at her she has overcome every obstacle placed in front of her to become the woman wife, mother, sister, and of course the aunt she is today. It was because of my prodding that we found out about her problems.

Daddy never pushed you to do the man things that Mike did nor did I push you to do the woman things. We decided to allow you to be you to become your own person. I saw your pain when all the girls wore their pretty things. I saw your joy when Karolyn dressed you up in her clothes. It broke my heart to see you being taunted in school by some of the children.

When you played Juliet it was I that prodded the teachers to give you the part along with many of the parents of those girls and many of our neighbors that are our friends.

It's all true that my mother almost destroyed your father and me along with our family. Daddy worked for her but it was her greed and lack of accepting responsibility for corporate problems that got Daddy fired. It took a year for him to find another job because she black balled him in the financial world as an Investment Broker. Daddy worked two jobs and I used my inheritance trust fund monies from great grandma Mariah with Monique and her husband Mark's help we put a plan into force to take control from her and to bring our father out of his destruct mode."

We walked into the large sunroom with me making mom sit down so we could continue her revelations. We sat down on a comfortable couch as we both crossed our legs together and sitting on just one cheek of our butts almost sitting on our hips. We saw each other and giggled with Mom saying, "you're like a clone of me and I love it dear.

Anyway, your Uncle Mark and Aunt Lucille wanted to destroy both of your grandparents until we had found the second set of financial books showing grandma was stealing from the corporation and had plans to destroy Grandpa. We finally made grandpa see what was happening before his eyes.

It took us a long time to put the plan into effect and the results were beyond all our expectations.

Monique had talked Uncle Mark into moving out here near us after they had had enough and they too were black balled. Grandma had ruined their reputations on the eastern seaboard by making complaints and allegations to the Bar Associations and other agencies they belonged to; the associations later found out that what she was indeed the one at fault and no one else was involved.

Angelique Lucille Mariah Parrish don't you dare give me that look!"

"Mom, they were all here for months, then we have an attorney and she wants to be called Aunt Monique. Mom, I am not entirely stupid and neither is Michael. When we saw her we saw you and when she saw me, she saw you, we share the same mannerisms. Then she calls me a name only grandma used. I never lied to you, well almost never and yet this was the biggest lie ever perpetrated. I had to drag some information with threats from her in your Jeep on the way to the airport.

I mean…”

"Yeah I see what you mean, you're tired of all the lies of protection, right?"

"Yes mom, I am!"

"Did you know you met Aunt Monique two years ago and then a year ago? Did you know she and Uncle Mark have tried for all of us to get together? "

"No, that's not important what's important is that we were all lied to and spied on." I said.

"You’re hurt, aren't you? You feel as if we didn't trust you?"

"Yes mom and that just isn't like you or Daddy to do that to us."

"Okay young lady no lies remember, now how did you feel in the shower this morning with Karo or when David kissed you? How about when Steve called you mommy by mistake?

"Damnit! You know about that too!"

"Watch it, you are threading on thin ice with that language. Well answer my questions."

"Mom what I did with Karo; does that mean I'm a lesbian?"

"Is Karo? First let me ask if you liked David's kiss and the way he holds you?"

"Ah………"

"Don't be embarrassed Angie."

"Of course not she has a date with Mike and Yes Mom I loved it and his attention too. For the first time that I can recall I felt normal just like when I played Juliet."

"Good for her, damn it's about time! Normal, sweetheart that kiss was normal for a boy and a girl. You never said that before to me about Juliet.

Did you enjoy all the sensations that Karo administered and the sensations as you got dressed in my clothes?"

"It was different, I guess I like them. But the kids at school… There's going to be crap flying."

"I've never nor has any of the family has given you any crap about your feelings. Now answer my questions. "

"No but kids have before; even at church, I know because of all the crap I've gone through at school and everywhere.

As for this morning, that was the closest thing that I ever had to sex. I mean it felt so pleasurable and intense."

"I see; is that why you bury yourself in your books and have no social life at school? Is that why you never want to go to church? Pleasurable? Intense? I sincerely hope so."

"Yes and I do have a social life."

"Sure Karo, David and those you tutor?"

"Mom, girls don't want to go out on dates with boys that can pass for a girl or girls that can pass for boys. Even when I had shorter hair I was still mistaken for a girl so I just let it grow. I got my ears pierced when boys all wore earrings to show they were part of the in crowd. My clothes were always baggy to hide my body and give the illusion I was bigger than I am."

"Darling from what I see sitting next to me is all girl. When you played Juliet I hoped and prayed that you'd see that she was you. Your classmates and teachers sure did!

Everyday after that I hoped I'd catch you or you'd ask me to get you a dress. I missed my Juliet terribly."

"Mom I was afraid that everyone would laugh at the boy in a dress."

"Darling that's just it you aren't a boy and never was and neither is Monique. Dear, we are family; Mike and the boys would always support you in any decision you made."

"I found that out then, I mean he freaked seeing me naked."

"I heard, with you and Karo having your first sleep over. How did you like that?"

"It was fine until Steven woke me up."

"Do you remember being his age? You had many nights in bed with Daddy and I as a matter of fact you all did. As a mother or daddy we act as a security blanket for our kids."

"Like I did for Steven last night."

"Yes and like you've always done, even for Michael. I've seen you help any child as any female would. Why in the world do you think Mrs. Marshall loves you taking care of her six hellions? You get them to do more with you then anyone has ever seen. They respect you as a mother figure and not an authoritarian figure. Before you took care of them she had over twenty girls that couldn't handle them and you walk in and they fell in love with you. It has been two years since you did the impossible. Mrs. Bloom and Mrs. McPherson and I had a bet that you'd last five minutes there and run the first time you went there. Mrs. Bloom said no and so did Mrs. McPherson, Okay so I lost!"

"Gee Mom, thanks for the vote of confidence." I said as I giggled.

"You're most welcome darling." Mom said sweet and innocently.

"Mom, did you tell Karo to dress me like this and earlier today?"

"Well yes and no but Daddy had a say in everything we did do."

"Did you know Monique almost died on us when we were teenagers?" Mom said changing the subject.

"No but…”

"Her body was shutting down during her puberty; she had very little testosterone and estrogen because her body wasn't making it like mine was.

Boy's bodies make testosterone through their testes and girls make estrogens through their ovaries. She didn't have either so her levels were way off chemically. Those glands give the orders to make what is needed but if you don't have those glands, well.

You're body was doing the same thing but Doctor McPherson caught it in time and adjusted your levels the right way."

"Those vitamins aren't vitamins are they?"

"Well no, they aren't. You are going to be hell on your children young lady."

"Children, I'm not even going steady. So those are the reason that Mike panicked when he saw me naked and why Doctor McPherson was angry for me not coming into his office. "

"Don't feel too bad he got me too and so did Doctor Singer."

"Mom do you ever regret being born female?"

"None not at all, just look at my children and my husband. I have three handsome wonderful boys and an intelligent, loving, gorgeous daughter. I have a husband that takes care of all of us, fulfills me sexually and he loves all of you and me very much. Life couldn't be better."

"Mom, are you going to be well for us?"

"You bet! You and all of them make me want to be a survivor. But I will need help from you. All I want is for you to promise to always be as have always been and never change.

By the way Dear, I just love you jewelry."

"Ah…Mom…Karo and I just sort of borrowed it. It will all go back where I found it."

"Darling I was only kidding. You use anything you want or need. I never wear that jewelry as I have other stuff. Your Great Grandmother gave all the jewelry you have on to me. Her one condition of giving it up was that I gave it all to my daughter when she turned sixteen. Hey you have a birthday coming and guess what, you'll be sixteen and I guess you are my daughter. I imagine you do qualify to have it all, with all my love too." Mom said pulling me toward her getting a kiss as my tears flowed with hers.

"Helen, why are you and our daughter crying?" Daddy said with Mike behind him.

"I just gave our daughter her Birthday gift early from Great Grandma."

"Jeez and for that you're crying?" Mike said.

"Michael Andrew Parrish!" Mom said giving Mike the look of possible death.

"Helen, he'll learn as all men learn after they're castrated by their wives." Daddy said smiling.

"Bradley Allen Parrish, how dare………"

"I love you dear." Daddy said as he bent and kissed mom very passionately.

"Hey you two there are children present and a bed in the Mom's room." I said.

The next thing I knew I was being attack and tickled by them both. I was giggling and laughing so hard I almost let my bladder go. I broke away and ran as fast as my dainty feet in my high heels could carry me to find a powder room. Thankfully it was close and I didn't need to wait or housekeeping swearing at me for the puddle I gave them.

Going back to the sunroom Mike was seated next to Mom and Daddy was on the other side of her. When they saw me Daddy moved over to allow me to sit between Mom and him. As I sat I adjusted my skirt and crossed my legs just as I had seen Mom do so many times.

"She's your clone alright Helen, I was told how you handle your brothers. You've impressed us all but more so Grandpa, Grandma and your aunts.

Now I want to give you all some good news. After our take over is finished with the moldings plant I'm home for good. Grandpa has already started to move the headquarters of the corporation out here and………."

"You mean by the industrial park?" Mike asked.

"What industrial park? That's our new headquarters but the plants will remain where they are. You are not to say a word to anyone yet as to what it is."

That meant a boon to the community for everything from home construction to secretarial jobs.

"Angie, Mike, until Mom comes home…”

"We will daddy just as we promised to you and Aunt Lucy before. Daddy please don't worry."

"Sweetheart, what's this about a power ass scratcher?"

"Oh Crap Aunt Monique squealed."

"Yep and Grandpa and Grandma loved it. There is one more thing about Grandpa. He's going to close and sell most of the estates with Aunt Monique and Uncle Mark acting as his agents. He is asking to stay with us for a bit of time."

"So? That's just a bit more to cook and everything else." I said.

"Why doesn't it surprise me our daughter just said that?" Daddy said.

"Because I would have said the same thing dear. Angie sweetie, tomorrow after school I want you and Karo to go to Maxine's and get her and your hair done. Take the Jeep to School and go right to her shop." Mom said as she winked and played with my hair.

"Sure Mom, and I do need clothes for school and everything else. I can't keep wearing your clothes."

"She agreed to get her hair done? Why not? She has to steal your clothes all the time." Daddy said laughing.

"I think it's for David, Dear, and I did not steal her clothes; I borrowed them. Anyway Aunt Lucille is putting together your wardrobe." Mom said.

"She loved the way you looked and was proud of your fashion sense." Mom said.

"What sense Sis?" Mike said laughing.

"Things haven't changed Helen," Daddy said.

"Not in the least dear, not in the least and I hope and pray they never do. I miss you all so much, I can't wait to get home."

"Yeah but then you'll really have to rest and I get to help you just as you've always helped us." I said as my eyes teared.

"C'mon I want you guys to walk me back to the room, I'm getting tired." Mom said as she wiped a tear from her eyes.

Chapter Nine:

We walked her back to her room joking and laughing all the way. The best thing to happen was when Daddy gave Mom the one thing he did best, a goose! Damn she could jump! I couldn't help but giggled.

"Just wait young lady when David does that to you." Mom said sternly. My thoughts were, Gee I can't wait!

She then grabbed my hand as we both giggled together while Daddy and Mike just stared stupidly at the two of us with Daddy saying, "I guess there will have to be some new rules around the house for our daughter?"

"Bradley darling we have to show trust as we've always shown." Mom said as she kissed daddy to the delight of the nursing staff at the desk.

"But………" Daddy tried to say as Mom kissed him more passionately, this time to the sound of cheers, giggles and clapping of the medical staff.

"Damn do I have to get a bucket of water for the both of you to cool you down." Doctor McPherson said and laughed as he came from the nurse's station.

"Damn it, Mac we only…”

"I know you're only acting like teenagers. Now Helen, get back in that bed. Jeez even Karo and Judy have more sense!"

"Now that is uncalled for Mac." Mom said smiling.

"Listen hot pants move those cheeks into that bed. And you Brad should know what sea nymphs, do they sing their song to entice and drain you." Doctor McPherson said laughing.

"Damn Mac that sounds like fun." Daddy said smiling as we enter Mom's room.

"Jeez, what is all this, are we having a party. Hi everyone, Karo what are you…”

"I was dragged forcibly by Mike, Daddy." Karo said smiling as she kissed her Dad.

"I very much doubt that my dear daughter. May the Lord help and protect the male population if you're like your mother."

"Nope Daddy, I'm worse."

"Mac I think it's time for that Chastity Belt." Aunt Lucy said giggling.

"Knowing Karo she'll have it off in seconds, maybe an Iron Maiden might work." Muriel said giggling.

"Possibly, I'll have to think about that one. How did it go Marty?"

I was confused as Doctor McPherson called Grandpa by his name and he knew Grandma too.

"Slick as crap through a goose. Mildred will have a rude awakening once the Feds meet the plane." Marty said laughing.

"I spoke to Yoshe Takira at our East Coast office he'll be there when she's booked with a writ to confiscate everything she's carrying and wearing as part of the corporate and estate property. All Daddy wanted was the jewelry contents, of her wallet and the fur but somehow there was a miscommunication and well, you know how that goes.

I told him to leave her one thousand dollars in cash, her Identification, makeup and nothing else since the judge already signed the decree.

He was going to bring a potato sack and flip-flops and I said no. I told him to let the Feds dress her if she can make bail which I doubt."

"Aunt Monique, remind me, never to get you angry." I said giggling.

"Oh she's a terror and so is your Mom. Giles my Major Domo will attest to that and so will Barbara his wife."

Doctor McPherson went into professional mode and made Mom lie down on the bed as he checked her once again. After he did a preliminary check he said, "You know it looks to me like some of the swelling has subsided. Not all the test results are in yet. We had to send some of the samples to the university hospital lab, I wanted to be sure and get another set of the test results and another opinion from a colleague."

"Mac I want the best for Helen. I want her home and well." Daddy said.

"I need to be home for the children Mac. Angie is my pressing problem at the moment." Mom said.

"Nope, you're my pressing problem. It appears that Angelique will take very good care of everyone and Karo seems to have everything under control but her hormones." Doctor McPherson said as he saw Mike's arm around Karo's waist.

"Now since we are all here, what about Angie?" Monique asked.

"She's fine, the blood work said she was within normal hormone levels, Her body development is continuing as it should. She seems to have adjusted to her gender as we all have guessed she would. However, I stress that Angelique must remain on her medication for the rest of her life or we will have one real bitchy woman on our hands."

"So what's new about that? I was married to the Queen Bitch remember?

When Monique had her problems I was going crazy with the PMS and everything else. Because of the revelations of Grandma Mariah I then decided we had a medical problem that hadn't been seen in the family line for generations." Grandpa said.

"Those diaries helped a great deal Marty. I made copies of them and have a few medical colleagues going over them along with everything that Monique and Helen has been able to tell us. Angie, your grandfather and aunt saved your life I can safely say.

Your aunt by stealing your mother and Helen's Birth Control pills wanting to be a woman so badly she saved her own life."

"So that's why I was always getting those damn pills. You scamp, you were Pinching them all the time." Grandpa said as he hugged Monique smiling.

"I'm sorry Daddy but I knew I wasn’t…”

"I know dear, I just wished I had been more receptive to your needs when I was forever finding you in Helen's clothes. Please forgive the old man?"

"Sure Daddy but mother will never be forgiven for what she did to all of us. My children still have nightmares because of her actions."

"We all do dear, we all do." Grandpa said as he kissed Monique and took her and Mom's hands into his.   

"I think that you should all leave and give Helen a chance to rest. She has more tests tomorrow and all of you have work and school."

"Ah Mom do we have to go?" Brian asked as Brian and Steven climbed up on her bed to snuggle to her breast.

As I watched Mom, Aunt Monique and Aunt Lucille motioned Mike and Karo over to them.  Aunt Lucille gave them a set of her keys saying something and they went running off down the halls. This was not a very good sign at all.

"Boys, I want you to be good for your sister and brother. You will do what they ask you to do or you will both answer to me." Mom said, as she gave one of her famous facial expressions of; or else suffer at my hand as it hits your butt.

"If the boys give you any trouble Angie you are to call me at the plant." Daddy said.

"Or you can call your Grandma or Aunts." Grandma said.

"Or tell me." Grandpa added.

"Why does Sis get all the help?" Steve asked.

"Because she's a girl, stupid." Brian said.

"No it's because I know what all of you are capable of reeking havoc on the town. You will listen to her and obey her every word just as I said them. I want you to promise me you'll be good."

"Okay Mom if…” Brian said as Mom cut him off.

"No ice cream!" Mom said forcefully.

"Okay Mom we promise." Brian said laughing as my brothers kissed her.

"You kids go down and wait for Grandpa and me at the Jeeps. I have a few more things to discuss with your Grandparents, mom, dad and aunt."

"Sure Aunt Monique, c'mon Steve and Brian maybe I can find you an ice cream on the way home." I said after I kissed mom and dad.

"Sweetheart remember my room and everything in it is yours to use. Wear a nice dress or skirt to school and knock their socks off." Mom said smiling.

"Oh she will, Auntie Monique will be at the house at 5am."

"So will Grandma and Aunt Lucille."

"Uh oh, I smell a gang up on poor little ole me." I said smiling.

"You have no idea my dear granddaughter, you have no idea." Grandma said circuitously.

"I'm dead meat huh?" I said.

"Not at all, we just want you to look beyond stunning for your debut." Mom said.

"Like I said dead meat."

"Not when we're through with you! Get up that old confidence girl, you're going to make all those guys get erections and play with themselves all day." Aunt Lucille said smiling.

"Lucille! Babies!" Grandma yelled out.

"Well? Mother as if you've never said things like that before, besides Steve and Brian has heard it all and I found their stash of dirty books. Which are now gone, I might add."

I saw my brothers blush and groan loudly with Steve saying, "It was Brian's idea."

"Snitcher!"

"Okay boys I think all the women understand you being curious but that isn't the right reading material for you. Many of those women are beautiful sure, however to look at them as a sexual object just isn't right.

Women want men to love and respect them and to share their bodies together when they fall in love and get married. Men should want the same things." Daddy said to the boys as everyone agreed.

"Does that mean I have to get rid of my collection of French Post cards, Helen."

"You mean the ones with the Eiffel Tower and the Parisian scenes? Naw we'll let you keep those Daddy." Monique said with a wink and giggling.

"Oh thank the Lord they're worth a fortune." 

"Post Cards, what Post Cards? Wow, Mom I've never seen real post cards" Steve said.

"When you're older; we'll have a nice long talk about those Post Cards." Mom said trying to deflect the subject and smiling her smile to drop the subject matter.

"Oh, Okay Mom." I said as everyone laughed in the room except for Steve, Brian and I. There are times that you have to know Mom is in control and this was one of those times.

The boys and I gave everyone a kiss and a hug and walked from the room. We weren't happy to leave but we had no choice in that matter. Besides we wanted Mom well and at home. As a matter of fact I wanted our family back together again.

"Sis can we get that ice cream, you promised?"

"Sure for desert after dinner and don't you dare say what you're thinking Brian." I said stopping and giving him Mom's look of death if you open your mouth.

"Ah…Okay Sis."

"Before I forget you both will put the money you received from everyone into your piggy banks. I'll make your lunches for tomorrow and give you money for milk."

"How did you? Sis, do you have ESP or something?"

"No, I have BSKE,"

"What's that I never heard of it."

"Big Sisters Know Everything." I said as I bent down and hugged them both as I smiled as we waited for the elevator car.

"Don't ever change Angie, we do love you." Brian whispered into my ear as I held them to me.

"Now that's what I like to see a young mother taking care of her children, showing them love." A woman's voice said behind me that sounded familiar.

"Yes dear." A man's voice said agreeing with her.

As I stood up I turned and turned my body to see Mr. and Mrs. Jenkins teacher from my high school. I saw the look of recognition in their eyes as they both scrutinized me carefully. They both had the reputations for being scholastically tough but fair when they taught. Both were in their mid forties in age and have eight children. He was very handsome and she was very svelte that made women nervous. They were also the first Black teachers to have tenure in the school system. She was an assistant principal now and he was a guidance counselor.

"Angie, is that really you dear?"

"I guess so Mrs. Jenkins."

"Please stand up straight, that's better dear. My how you look so different dressed up compared to the clothes you normally wear."

"But Mrs. Jenkins……"

"We know all about that clerical error don't we Sam?"

"Angie dear, are these you brothers? We heard about your Mother, How is she?"

"Yes these young men are my brothers, Brian and Steven. Mom does seem better."

 

Mrs. Jenkins bent down at her knees and offered her hand to them both smiling. After they both shook her hand she stood up saying, "They both have manners just as you and Michael do. Your parents should be so proud of you."

"I imagine they are but a sister is always proud of her brothers." I said just as the elevator doors opened.

We all got onto the elevator and returned to the ground floor. Just as the doors opened Mrs. Jenkins said, "Sam please watch Brian and Steve a moment so we girls can talk a minute."

I told the boys to stay with Mr. Jenkins and to behave themselves as we walked several feet away from the men.

"Angelique my dear it was a pleasant surprise to see you so nicely dressed in a manner that befits you. This is how I would like to see you dressed all the time at school, except for the high heels of course. Damn they hurt after a while."

"Excuse me, but are you really Thelma Jenkins my assistant principal at the High School?" I said making us both giggle.

"Child, of course I am, Doctor Mac had a special meeting with all of us at the school several weeks ago and said things would be different. My curiosity was really yanked by the cord, I wasn't supposed to know about your medical condition but I found your old grade school and medical records and read it all."

"Mrs. J. I was forced and cajoled partially but I just couldn't hide anymore; that's just not me. My brothers had a hand in this matter too but when Mom and Dad saw me they seemed to breath a sigh of relief. I saw Mom start to feel better with more energy then we saw in months.

My knees knock with every step I take because of the fear I have that someone will say something derogatory or from being physically accosted.

 

I have to see the principal in the morning and I'm frightened at what the other kids might say and do."

"Sweetheart all I can say is just be Angie; be yourself. Just one look at you and those teenage hormones in those boys will stir and their pants will tent. I'll even bet there will be lines waiting to use the boy's washrooms." Mrs. Jenkins said smiling and giggled as she hugged me to her.

"I've heard that before, but the kids…” I said almost crying.

"Oh no you don't! Michael wouldn't allow it and we won't certainly stand for it. You get dressed in your prettiest most feminine clothes in the morning. After you see the principal come see me and we'll go over your classes together and even change them if we have to and dear welcome to womanhood." Mrs. Jenkins said as she kissed my cheek.

"Okay." I said as we walked back to the boys and Mr. Jenkins.

"Is all well Thelma?" Mr. Jenkins asked.

"Sure, Angie will always be fine. Now we have to get back to our little demons, if we still have a house." Mrs. J. said smiling.

"Angelique dear, you are simply smashing, but do listen to Thelma. We're both pulling for you." Mr. Jenkins said as he kissed my cheek and gave me a hug before they left us.

As we walked I held Steve and Brian's hands. I saw that every woman we saw smiled at the boys. I was ever so happy and proud as we walked through the lobby doors as two young men held them open for us and even said hello to me. I was entranced as I glided down the stairs to where I parked the Jeep.

Chapter Ten:

Karo was waiting by Mom's Jeep with no sign of Mike around the area. I saw that the Jeep was loaded to the ceiling to the front seats with several very large boxes. Karo saw my astonishment by saying, "Don't even ask, I might even have to ride on the roof home, either that or ask my dad for a ride home."

"Jeez with all this stuff there's no room for us. How am I supposed to drive?"

"It's all in the mirrors girl, all in the mirrors."

I thanked her for her observations and comment and told her about Mr. And Mrs. Jenkins. She didn't seem to be surprised in the least.

"You guys have been planning this, haven't you?" I asked.

"No not I, but I heard bits and pieces of many conversations and so has Mike. We, Oh shit Angie would you mind if we dated?"

"What you and Mike? Well………I don't know……….hell no! Just treat him gently, he can be a shit but…”

"Oh don't I know about that. I just can't believe he likes me for me and not wants in my bra and panties."

"Karo! Little ears are present."

"Naw Mike's not like that Karo and he likes you too, a lot. After how Deirdre treated and dumped him I'm surprised he wants anything to do with any girl." Brian said smiling.

"And how would you know, Brian the spy?" Karo asked.

"I heard him talking to David, So did Stevie."

"Okay Brian for a full gallon of ice cream from Karolyn your other sister; spill it, all of it." Karo said.

The story unfolded to us as we listened closely to what Brian was saying to us for that gallon of ice, flavoring, salt, sugar and cream.

Deirdre and Mike were dating for several months they were an item in the school with him being a Senior and she a Junior. She was a cheerleader with the great body but very short on brains and talent.

It was became common knowledge she was always cheating on Mike dropping her panties for everyone but him. She made a fool out of my brother and was forever branded a whore in my eyes.

I had confronted her one-day after school with the information I had. She fervently denied the allegations and that was that. Sometimes you have to take people on their word. It was later I had heard through David that after the confrontation she called me every derogatory name I could possibly be called to the members of the Cheerleading Squad. I was angry but there really wasn't much I could do or say. She took Mike to the cleaners physically, mentally and financially.

"Thanks Brian you earned that gallon." Karolyn said as I saw her get that schem