Majorette 1
Day One
Chapter 1: Marshal High School
Glen Camdon walked the halls of Marshal High, toward his
fourth period class. His books were held in his left arm, resting on his hip,
in a rather feminine fashion. His steps were small but hurried. His dark hair
was wavy, and matted from the perspiration of the quick walk all the way across
campus. His hazel eyes watched several school football players with dread as
they approached. He resigned himself to the inevitable torment.
”Hey Glen. Got a date for the dance coming up? We hear
you're quite a dancer,” one said. His name was Levi Adams. He was a big lineman
for the football team.
”Yeah Glen. Oh, wait… you do ballet, right? You plan to wear
a jacket or dress?” joined another. That one was Keith Patterson. Another
football player. They all had a good laugh at that one.
The third finally knocked the books from Glen's hands, and
pushed him against the row of lockers. This third one, Mike Mazzy, was a
wrestler. He went all state. He was built like a brick wall.
”So, Glen, what's the scoop? You a fag, or what? You know… I
don't much like fags.”
As he threatened, Glen simply looked into his eyes, showing
no emotion. Glen had learned from years of this kind of treatment that the best
way to defuse it was to let these guys puff their chests, and they'd eventually
get tired, seeing they got no reaction, and go find a more interesting game.
Out of the corner of his eye, Glen saw Laura Sanders
approaching. His gaze shifted, and alerted the three antagonists to someone's
approach.
”What do you jerk-offs think you're doing?” she said.
”Laura… hey… we're just, you know, talking to your
girlfriend… I mean boyfriend here,” Keith said.
”Well, back off!” she demanded.
Keith and Levi slowly moved away. Mike leaned against a
locker next to Glen calmly, smiling innocently. Glen began gathering his books,
with Laura's help. Mike watched the process.
”Catch you later Glen,” Mike said as Glen and Laura marched
off to their class.
”Jesus, Glen. Why do you let those guys treat you like that?
You ought to stand up for yourself,” Laura chastised.
”Right, and get mauled by three of the toughest kids in
school,” he said.
”So you just plan to take that crap for another year and a
half?”
”Pretty much… yeah. The school's not going to do anything to
three award-winning athletes, and you know it. The only reason you have any
control over them is you're popular yourself. Gymnastics, cheerleader, god…
you're everything…”
Glen cut off his sentence. Laura looked at him intently.
”Anyway… thanks,” he finally said.
Laura stepped in and gave Glen a hug. She felt comfortable
with him. He was probably the only boy she could hug that didn't get an
erection. They had been best of friends for years, but sometimes Glen's passive
nature frustrated Laura.
The two stepped across the threshold of the class room just
as the bell rang. Professor Mueler looked at them with his usual eye, following
the two as they went to their seats. They were intensely aware that they were
holding up the professor's class. He let them know it with his glare.
The professor retrieved a stack of readout sheets from his
desk, and began handing them out individually to each student. Not a test, but
a genome reading. His class in life science had allowed each of the honors
students to test for the Conrad Sequence a full year earlier than other
students would be tested.
”Before we go over the results, would anyone like to refresh
the class's memory on what the point of this genome search was?” the professor
asked.
Beth Mitchell raised her hand first.
”It's to detect the presence of the Conrad Sequence, and
whether that sequence is dominant or recessive,” she said, giving a textbook
reply.
”And the presence of the Conrad Sequence indicates what?”
This time Andrew Paine was first.
”It tells us whether we have the potential for superpowers,”
he said, full of excitement.
”Super… powers…” Professor Meuler said with a bit of
disdain. ”In this class, Mr. Paine, we refer to them as "Beneficial
Mutations", but yes. Due to academic excellence, you fine youth are
allowed to know a full year before your legal age of maturity what every other
student will be waiting to know. This test will show you whether or not you
have paranormal abilities, or the potential for them.”
The professor paced across the front of the room as he
spoke. The students fidgeted as he drew out the suspense. The test forms had a
cover sheet, and anyone braving a peak would take a severe tongue lashing from
the professor. Finally he relented.
”You are now free to read the results.”
The class erupted with the simultaneous sound of 17 sheets
of paper turning in unison. Sixteen of the students in the class held their
breath. Steven Andrews alone showed no particular anxiety. His beneficial mutation
had manifested at puberty. He was given the nickname 'Sparkshower'. He was a
low grade projector, one of three activated paranormals in the school.
Glen turned his page, and prayed. Every person in the world
had a desire for some particular power. Glen was no different. His eyes scanned
the text. He finally exhaled, deflated. Nothing.
Laura flipped her page and looked. Glen saw a reaction on
her face.
”Oh my…” she whispered.
She forced herself to take two deep breaths, and read it
again, more slowly.
”Oh my god,” she said aloud.
”Is there something of interest in your reading, Ms.
Sanders?” the professor asked.
With a wavering voice, Laura stood up and announced ”I have
a recessive trait, with external activation potential.”
She was nearly squeaking with excitement. The class
applauded. She received several hugs from other female students, and from Glen.
The class went on after everyone settled down. One other student, Thomas
McGuire, had a recessive trait, with no activation potential, which meant
unless he was artificially activated, nothing would ever come of it.
The class eventually came to an end, and they filed out when
the bell rang. Professor Meuler watched as they filed out.
”Glen, could you stay for a moment?” he asked, as Glen passed.
”Sure professor… what's up?” Glen asked, still somewhat
melancholy from the news that he had no mutation.
”Glen… did you read your analysis thoroughly?” the professor
asked.
”Well… mostly. I kind of got off track when Laura read
hers,” he admitted.
”I guess I should just be up front with you, Glen. Your
results indicate you have a faulty gene, which will likely cause some hormone
problems. Were you aware of this?”
The professor looked concerned.
”No, sir,” Glen said. He was feeling very down now.
”Your parents are going to be contacted this afternoon, and
we'll be able to discuss with them and your family physician the best course of
action,” the professor stated calmly.
”What is the likely treatment for this condition?”
Glen held onto a thin glimmer of hope…
”Most likely gene therapy, and possibly testosterone
boosters,” the professor said.
Glen felt his heart sink. They were going to pump him full
of boy juice. He would get hairy, and smelly, and his… muscles… would grow.
Glen wandered out of the classroom nearly in shock. He
hadn't realized until this moment how much he'd waited, and held his breath,
hoping that the Conrad Sequence would grant him an escape. He wanted nothing
more than… just once, to feel at home in his body.
The next two hours rolled past, and Glen sank into a deep
depression. Seventh period, an announcement came over the P.A., requesting him
to report to the head offices.
With lead feet, he dragged himself to the offices. His
stomach rolled in sick lurches, and he felt like a wild animal, trapped. He
wanted out so desperately. Finally, he arrived at the head office, where Mr. Chadwick,
one of the vice-principals, was waiting.
”Glen, would you please step into my office?” he said
pleasantly.
Glen could see his parents already seated inside. He sat in
the large, comfortable leather chair between his parents, facing Mr. Chadwick's
desk.
Mr. Chadwick closed the door and sat in his own chair,
facing the three.
”Mr. and Mrs. Camdon… As you remember some time back, you
signed a release form for Glen to have DNA testing performed. His scholar's
class in life science was searching for Conrad Sequences…”
At this, Glen's father brightened a bit, looking intensely
interested, almost proud. Mr. Chadwick noted the reaction.
”He did not test positive for the trait. However, there was
an anomaly in the test… the presence of a gene causing weak testosterone
reception.”
”That figures,” Mr Camdon said, deflated.
Glen tried to shrink into himself. He knew he wasn't what
his father had expected him to be. Glen's father had been a promising athlete,
running track in college. Glen had performed mediocre in virtually every
athletic endeavor he'd attempted, except ballet, and Tai Chi. His body just
seemed to have a fluid grace to it. Glen couldn't even say he was great at
ballet. He lacked the leg mass and upper body strength to perform required
lifts of his partners.
”You are now in the position of making some decisions about
Glen's biology. He could have a simple gene therapy treatment to augment the
faulty gene, as well as hormone therapy. You might also consider psychological
gender testing. If the…”
”I think we can make the decisions on our own, thanks,”
Glen's dad intoned.
There was a note of finality to the statement.
”Alright… well, here's a copy of the genome reading. I hope
it wasn't too inconvenient for you to come down here for this meeting, and I
look forward to seeing you both again,” Mr. Chadwick said, smiling pleasantly.
Glen's mom looked at him with worried eyes, but said
nothing.
After Glen's parents were escorted out, Mr. Chadwick
returned and again sat down.
He watched Glen closely, and finally said ”Is there
something you'd like to talk about, Glen? If you don't feel comfortable
speaking to me, you could maybe talk to your guidance counselor…”
He saw Glen was staring off, out the window, his eyes on the
verge of tears.
Glen looked at him, wanting to express his feelings. Mr Chadwick
was a nice guy, but Glen couldn't bring himself to open up. He hadn't even told
Laura how he felt, for fear of rejection. How much more awkward would it be
telling someone in charge of his school?
Finally, through a breaking voice he managed to speak
softly.
”No Sir… thanks. I would just like to get back to class.”
”Alright then, but remember we're here to support you, Glen.
If you feel a need to talk, I hope you feel comfortable talking to us.
Everything you say will be held in strictest confidentiality,” Mr. Chadwick
said.
Glen thought he must have been trained as a social worker.
Maybe for other kids that would have been enough, but Glen felt that his
differences were a bit beyond the scope of what Mr. Chadwick was prepared for.
Then again… the folks here also had to deal with…
Leaving the office, he was passed by Gerald Johnson, another
of the activated paranormals in the school. Gerald didn't bother opening the
door to enter the office. He simply became transparent, and passed through the
door as if it weren't there. Gerald held a slip of blue paper in his hand. He was
in trouble again, apparently.
The final bell rang as Glen walked toward his class. The
regular school day was over. He turned and walked to the stairwell, now
swelling with the current of kids anxious for freedom. He worked his way to the
next floor up, and to his locker. He stood for a moment, focussing on clearing
his thoughts. He turned his emotions off again. It was something at which he'd
become a master. He was a good looking, intelligent young man. But his world
was wrong at a fundamental level, and the future had suddenly turned quite
bleak.
He gathered his gym bag, stuffed it with the necessary
books, and walked out of the main building toward the sports complex. He saw
Laura with several other girls. He knew she was headed to gymnastics practice.
She caught a glimpse of him, and waved. The other girls saw him, and waved as
well, yelling and signaling for him to catch up.
Just then, Glen heard the familiar chirp of his cell phone.
He retrieved the little folding phone, and checked the number. It was from
home. He signaled the girls to go on, and opened the phone, expecting the
worst.
”Hello?” he spoke.
”Honey? Your father and I managed to squeeze you into a four
PM appointment with Dr. Roberts. Can you make that?” his mother asked.
Glen looked at his watch. He had almost an hour, and the
doctor's office was maybe 20 minutes away. He wanted to make something up and
say he couldn't, but he had no good excuse.
”Yeah mom…” he finally admitted.
”Great! See you when you get home, hun!” she said and hung
up.
Glen stopped in his tracks. Control. Don't think… just do.
Don't panic. First, he knew he'd have to go talk to Ms. Lynn, his Tai Chi
instructor. He was supposed to be there at her class in ten minutes.
He set a quick pace, and got to the open aerobics room in no
time. Ms. Lynn was shuffling through various tranquil-sounding CDs.
”Ms. Lynn? Sorry to bother you, but I'm going to have to
skip class today. My parents just called to tell me I have a doctor's
appointment," Glen blurted out.
Ms. Lynn turned to look at him, and nodded.
”Glen… You've been doing very well with this, and I don't
think missing one session will make you fall behind. Are you still planning on
coming back Tuesday for Aikido?” she asked.
She taught several forms of martial arts, as well as yoga,
Tai Chi, and various other forms of meditative practices. Glen had moved
smoothly from Tai Chi to Aikido months ago. He hadn't told anyone. He didn't
want people at school having more reason to challenge him to a fight, or to start
something. Glen felt certain that earlier today, he could have given those
three a reasonable run for their money, but ultimately would have lost, and for
no good reason.
”Yes, ma'am… Thanks,” he said. He always felt better around
her. She radiated positive energy. Glen loved that about her.
Chapter 2: Changes
Finally, Glen walked to his little Civic, and drove to the
doctor's office. After a brief exam, Dr. Roberts began filling out a sheet of
paper, placing 'X's over various spots on some kind of form. A page requested
his assistance in another exam room, and he excused himself. Glen glanced over
at the form the Doctor had finished filling out. It was a sheet indicating
modifications in genome. Glen picked the sheet up, reading the changes to be
made. His heart then skipped a beat. The sheet had been torn from a pad of
these standard forms, and a second blank form lay beneath. Don't think… just
do. He tore the sheets apart, and checked several boxes. He'd just filled out
very similar screening sheets in class. Where was the gender section? Soon, he
realized the sheet was male specific. DAMN!!
Still, all hope wasn't lost. He marked all the places
required for insertion of the Conrad Sequence, and noted dominant trait with
immediate spontaneous activation. A crap shoot was better than a certain strong
masculine change. He frantically scratched the desired modification, and
finally set the new sheet in place of the old. He held the old sheet, looking
at it for a second, and as the shadow of Dr. Roberts fell on the frosted glass
of the office window, he folded it and stuck it in his pocket.
Glen knew what he'd done was a huge risk. The Conrad
Sequence was uncontrollable. Glen knew whatever modification happened, it would
be biomorphic. That much he could control. But whether than meant shape
shifting, sprouting bat wings, or growing gills, he had no control over. He
might end up becoming a huge hulking burly guy after all, but at this point, he
would rather take a chance at something good, than be definitely stuck with
something bad.
The doctor didn't even take a second glance at the paper.
Debates still raged over the ethics of intentionally inserting the Conrad
Sequence into someone not born with it, but laws, as usual, lagged a bit
behind. Glen feared that if this little trick were caught, it might affect Dr.
Robert's career. For a moment, he hesitated, as the doctor began feeding the
completed form into a sequencing machine. In moments, it would insert the
requested changes into a virus, which would rewrite Glen's entire genetic
makeup.
Beyond that… everyone was screened for the Conrad Sequence
these days. It was controlled by the ATF, like guns. The government couldn't
have people running around with paranormal abilities, and not be able to track
them. Glen's negative results had been registered when he was tested. The
paperwork would arrive in days, with his registration. He was sure there would
be legal consequences if he were ever determined to have a mutation later on.
The paper quickly fed through the reader, and the computer
blinked various lights as it processed the information. Glen's mouth went dry.
Dr. Roberts droned on about what to expect over the next few days, and said the
usually things… get plenty of rest, and lots of clear fluids. The virus would
behave somewhat like any other virus, making for a few days of unpleasant
symptoms. What would Glen do if one of those unpleasant symptoms was having his
legs fuse into a giant snake tail?
”Beneficial mutation, my ass!” Glen thought.
Not all so-called beneficial mutations were actually
beneficial, and some were downright life-wrecking.
Finally, he closed his eyes again, and cleared his thoughts.
Don't think… just do. Ms. Lynn was fond of that phrase. How very Zen of her!
Glen resigned to put himself in the hands of fate, and further vowed to accept
the consequences. His sense of being trapped in a prison of flesh couldn't get
any worse.
The sequencing computer completed it's blinking, and now the
serum was being produced. The viral agents were genetically programmed, and the
liquid… mostly saline, was slowly dripped into a small vacuum vial. Doctor
Roberts inspected the results, loaded the vial into an air injector, and
swabbed Glen's shoulder. The 'pfft' sound was brief, as was the minor sting
of the injection. So, it was done.
Dr. Roberts wrote some prescriptions to be filled if Glen
experienced muscle cramps, or other problems from the rapid increase in
testosterone. Glen ran through what the doctor expected to happen in the next
few days. The increase would deepen Glen's voice, broaden his shoulders,
increase his muscle mass over time, and … well, there was the whole issue of
libido.
Glen had never thought about how horrible all the aspects of
masculinity felt. He had been fortunate, in his own mind, in that his build had
remained slight, his skin fair, and his body hair nearly non-existent. His
hands were fine, compared to other males his age. His brow had never grown
heavy, like other boys. His sexual organs were … well… not impressive. His
voice was high and effeminate. The only thing even remotely masculine about him
was his height. He'd reached five feet, nine inches. Not that girls were never
that tall. It was just somewhat rare.
He pondered all this while returning to his little car in
open parking next to his doctor's building. He would probably have six to eight
hours before the effects of the shot were noticeable. He headed back to his
school to catch up with Laura. She would be finishing her gymnastics practice
soon, and she'd need a ride home.
In the main gym, Glen found a spot on the bleachers,
spreading out several books and looking over his weekend assignments. A shadow
fell over his books shortly after he began to read. His eyes lifted to meet
those of a young man from his sixth period class, Brandon Shay.
Brandon was… well, gorgeous. He was on the swim team. He was
the editor for the school newspaper. He was in Men's Chorus. Glen could feel
his heart flutter. He'd never had the guts to make a move on anyone before, but
if he had to choose someone, it would have been Brandon. Like Glen, Brandon was
obviously not a standard model of masculinity. Everyone assumed Brandon was
gay, but then everyone assumed Glen was gay too, everyone except Glen. He saw
himself in a different light. He knew he was… Well, aside from the obvious
physical evidence, he knew he was a young woman.
”Hi Brandon,” Glen said, trying not to glow with excitement.
”Hey Glen. I just saw you here and wanted to see if
everything was okay. You looked pretty down today in class.”
”Yeah. Our life science class did gene testing and the
results came back today. I had a… faulty gene, and had to go to the doctor for
a shot.”
At this, Glen pulled up the sleeve on his polo shirt,
showing the red bump from the injection.
”Ouch. I hope it was nothing serious,” Brandon said, gently
rubbing the bump.
”Oh, God… He's touching me!” Glen thought.
He couldn't do anything but let a coy smile slip through.
”No, it was nothing big.” Glen suddenly had something click
in his head. ”Apparently, it was why I'm not all that… you know, manly,” he
admitted, hoping Brandon would feel some connection to the statement.
”I don't know, you always seemed like you were manly enough
for me…” Brandon suddenly flushed… ”TO me…” he corrected, almost whispering, but
the slip was obvious to both young men.
”Look, Glen.” Brandon looked so nervous to Glen. It was so
cute. ”Would you like to go out with me…?” Brandon clamped his eyes shut,
blushing almost painfully. ”You know… for some pizza or something.”
”Yeah… that would be great,” Glen said, feeling so excited
he was about to burst.
”How about tomorrow night?” Brandon asked.
”Sure, I'd… Oh, crap. I'm probably going to be sick from the
shot tomorrow. God, I really want to do this… Are you busy tonight?” Glen
asked.
”Well, I'm just going to the game to help with concessions.
I'd be free after that, by about ten,” Brandon said, still quite flush.
”Sure… that would be great,” Glen said.
He was a junior, it was about time he went on a date. Was it
a date? It seemed pretty clear that Brandon wanted it to be more than a study
session or something.
Glen saw Laura was approaching. She had the slyest look on
her face, seeing Brandon standing there.
”Hey boys!” she said as she walked up.
”Hi, Laura. You know Brandon don't you?” Glen asked.
”Yeah, we've had a few classes together. So… what are YOU
TWO talking about?” She said in a knowing tone.
”Well, I think Glen and I are going out for pizza after I
close concessions this evening. Wanna come along?” Brandon offered.
”No, but thanks. I have a date after the game… and I
wouldn't want to intrude,” Laura said, smiling ear to ear.
”Ok… well… I guess I'll see you at the game this evening,
Glen?” Brandon asked.
”Sure.”
Glen felt like he sounded lame, but could hardly think
through the strange nervousness.
Glen gathered his books and packed them in his gym bag, then
slung it on his shoulder.
Both Glen and Laura watched as Brandon walked off. Glen
imagined there was a newfound spring in Brandon's stride.
”He's a hotty,” Laura said.
”I… guess. I wouldn't know,” Glen lied.
”Oh, he SO has it for you, Glen. Stop acting like you're
oblivious!” Laura teased, tickling Glen in the ribs as she said it.
Glen looked into her eyes. She had never once in the time
they were friends made any statement about his sexuality. She'd never teased
him about never having dates, and never asked if he was gay. Glen thought
perhaps that she simply accepted, and it would never have to be said.
Glen didn't know exactly what he wanted from life, or
whether his feminine side could express itself in his male form. All he knew is
that he did find Brandon just irresistible.
”Laura?” Glen began as they walked toward his car.
”Yeah, Glen?”
Laura knew whatever it was it was serious.
”I want to tell you something,” he looked intently in her
eyes.
Don't think… just do.
”What is it?” Laura said looking very concerned.
”I know when you look at me, you probably see a gay guy… but
that's not how I feel. Since I was a little kid, I've always known I was…” Glen
looked almost miserable with the burden of trying to speak the words. ”I've
always felt like I should have been a girl.” He said.
He waited for the big moment, when Laura would blow up, and
tell him he was a pervert. Or the Hallmark greeting card moment where they
would hug and cry…
”I know,” she said.
”What?” Glen asked, stunned.
”I know you're a girl, Glen,” she said in a perfectly
matter-of-fact tone.
”How?” Glen asked, as he unlocked his driver's side door.
”Oh, come on… I make you over every now and then. When we
hug, you don't get all hot for me. You're the only 'guy' I know that will walk
into Victoria's Secret with me and not turn bright red.” Laura stated.
”Maybe… Maybe I'm just a really femmy boy,” Glen tried to
argue.
”Well, if you are, it comes across to me like you're a girl.
It's how I think of you. I know there's the cliché saying of a girl thinking of
a boy as 'just a friend', or 'like a brother'. I always thought of you as my
sister.”
”Really?” Glen asked… somehow feeling very proud to have the
female word used in describing him.
”Yeah, Really. If you wanted… if you had a female name, and
would prefer me call you that, it wouldn't bother me,” Laura said seriously,
looking at him across the roof of the little car.
Glen blinked, stunned. In all the years he'd considered
himself female in his mind, he'd never given that persona a proper female name.
”Not that I am pushing you or anything…” Laura added.
Glen sat in the car and unlocked the passenger side door.
Laura pitched her book bag in the back seat and sat down.
Glen had the keys in the ignition, but sat staring forward.
”Laura, I'm really confused about the Brandon situation.
Okay, I think he's hot. But, I think he's attracted to me because he sees a femmy
boy, not a girl,” Glen said, still looking ahead.
”So? Do you want to kiss him?” Laura asked bluntly.
Glen's heart raced at the thought. He'd only kissed Laura on
the lips before, and there was never anything sexual about it, strictly
friendship.
”Yes…” he admitted, somewhat embarrassed by his own
feelings.
”Well… you're never going to find out if it works out
between the two of you unless you try, right?” Laura continued her grilling.
”Why… Ms. Sanders, you have exceptional clarity of thought
for a cheerleader!” Glen said in his best person-in-authority voice.
”Why… Ms. Camdon, you are exceptionally pretty when getting
wet over Brandon!” Laura returned in kind.
Glen burst out laughing, rolling the sentence over in his
mind. 'Pretty' and 'Getting wet' were as far from masculine as he could
imagine, but somehow felt very right.
A vision of a clean table of green felt streaked by passing
red dice flashed in his head. He realized the dice were still in motion. His beneficial
mutation was going to spontaneously activate shortly, and just today, he seemed
to discover his own sexuality. It had been a day of risks.
He started the little car, and began his brief trip to
Laura's house. She lived in a nice middle-class section of town, not more than
a mile from his house. He didn't speak for a few minutes, letting himself go on
autopilot. His mind conjured visions of his body becoming that of a beautiful
young woman.
He kept running over the thought of his potential beneficial
mutation. Then it occurred to him, Laura had just today learned she was likely
to activate at some point as well.
”So… what do you think your mutation will be when it finally
comes?” Glen asked.
”I don't know. It's recessive, and likely neural from the
tests. Maybe I'll have telekinesis or something. That would be cool.”
Laura seemed only mildly enthused.
”You don't sound nearly as happy as I thought you'd be.
Neural enhancements are great. There are no obvious signs, and as a recessive,
it's not likely that the government will push you into some security position.”
Glen said.
”Yeah. I don't know. I guess I always dreamed of being able
to fly, you know?” Laura said.
”I do know how you feel. I mean, we all have dreams of
powers we wish we had, but like the lottery, very few of us ever see those
dreams come true.” Glen stated. They sat silent for a moment, then Laura spoke.
”Glen… what were you wishing for when you flipped that sheet
today?” She asked.
”You want to know the truth?” Glen asked.
”Yes. The 100% honest truth. I told you what my wish was,”
Laura said.
”I wanted to be biomorphic. I hoped I'd be a shape shifter.
I don't know if you could ever understand the...”
Glen sighed in frustration. There was no good way to explain
the feelings he had to someone never feeling so out of place in their own body.
”It's like being the kind of person who should drive a small
sportscar, but being in a big 4 by 4 truck with the doors welded shut,
eternally trapping you in. Being a shape shifter, I could make my body into
what felt comfortable to me, for once.”
”Would you give yourself big tits?” Laura joked.
”I'd probably be a petite build Caucasian, 5'2", auburn
hair, green eyes, light freckles, B-cup, about 115 pounds,” Glen said without
effort.
”That's pretty specific… I guess you HAVE been thinking
about this for a while.”
Laura held his hand for a moment, feeling some of Glen's
life-long pain. Glen smiled through just a hint of a tear.
”Yeah,” came his harsh whisper through a voice nearly cracking.
Glen finally pulled up at Laura's house. She grabbed her bag
from the back seat, and stepped out of the car.
”Well, I'll see you at the game this evening. Call me if
you're feeling down before then, okay?” She said leaning into the open
passenger side.
”Okay. Don't worry. I've lived with this seventeen years.
I'm sure I'll make it till you see me at the game. Besides, I have Brandon to
look forward to,” Glen said.
”Okay. See you tonight,” She said, closing the door and
walking up the steps to her home.
Chapter 3: Activation
Glen drove off from her house, with his mind in a fog. He
felt like ten thousand things were fighting to get his attention at once. He'd
just come out to Laura, opening the most vulnerable part of himself. He could
never undo that. He noticed a slight dizziness. He had a sudden flash of heat
wash over him. Suddenly he thought of the virus coursing through him. It
shouldn't be acting this quickly, he thought. No, a virus effecting his
testosterone regulating hormones shouldn't act this quickly. He had no idea how
that might differ from one installing the Conrad Sequence into his DNA.
He turned a corner, only blocks from his house. In a flash,
there was a young girl in front of his car on a bicycle. Glen acted on reflex,
jamming the breaks, and cutting the car hard to the right, into someone's lawn.
In his peripheral vision, he saw the girl swerve into the other lane, and could
see the oncoming car approaching. That driver also screeched their breaks, but
there was a disturbing metallic crunch, followed by screams.
Glen was not thinking. He'd killed his engine, and was out
of his car, heading toward the accident as fast as he could move. Time seemed
to be moving too slow. He ran around the front of the car, seeing the small bicycled
mangled under the passenger side. Glen dropped on his belly, trying to find the
little girl. She was pinned under the car, and looked like a mass of cuts and
blood. The exhaust system of the car was lying across the girl's left arm, and
Glen could smell a sick scent of burning flesh. Moving utterly on reflex, he
ran around to the back of the car, and grabbed the back bumper. He heaved up,
and the plastic molding of the car tore away. Glen pitched this aside and
grabbed the raw metal underneath, lifting again. He lifted the bumper to chest
level, and took five sidesteps to his left, feeling the car pivot on it's front
tires. He could see the little girl to his right now, no longer pinned under
the car. However, the exhaust system had been torn free and still lay on top of
the still form. Glen dropped the car. Again without conscious thought, he
grabbed the smoking metal of the exhaust system and tossed it off the little
girl.
He fell to his knees beside her. She looked very bad. Glen
feared moving her at all. He reached down to feel her pulse, but noticed blood
tricking from his outstretched hand. He turned it palm-up to see the problem.
It was a mass of shredded flesh, seared in places, giving rise to large white
blisters even as he watched.
His adrenaline rush began to die with this sight, and a
flood of pain washed over him. He was vaguely aware that several people were
coming near. One was the driver of the car he'd just…
He wasn't thinking clearly. His body was beginning to hurt
all over. His head spun, and his vision grayed around the edges. He felt
nauseated, and suddenly tears were welling in his eyes. His hands felt like
they were on fire. His shoulders were screaming like his arms had been torn out
of socket. He wanted so desperately to help the little girl he'd seen, but his
body was failing him. He heard broken fragments of conversation around him, and
the sound of far-off sirens.
A horrific, repulsive odor snapped him back into reality. He
coughed, and pulled away from the scent of smelling salts. An EMT knelt beside
him with a medical kit, examining his hands. Glen glanced around and finally
spotted the little girl on a stretcher, just being loaded into an ambulance.
There was a car, turned nearly sideways in the road, with its bumper and
muffler torn off. His car was on the other side of the road.
Glen looked at his hands. The technician said he had some
minor cuts, and had bandaged them. Glen moved his fingers. The joints ached, as
did his forearm muscles. He followed directions from the EMT, in a rather
dreamlike fashion. A police officer drove him home, in his own car, followed by
the officer's partner in a cruiser.
Every part of Glen's body hurt. He managed his way into the
house, dropped his gym bag near the front door, and wandered to the couch,
where he fell face down on it, and did not move for two hours.
In a fevered dream, his mind replayed the accident. His body
twitched as the scene played out. His mind was hazed with fever, as the virus
ran through him, warring with his immune system. In a massive micro war, the
virus was rewriting the fundamental blueprints of its host. Glen shivered,
sweat, convulsed, and finally awoke in a terrible need of food.
He looked around. He was at home. His hands were bandaged,
and his body felt very weird. Opening and closing his hands felt slightly
foreign. His biomechanics seemed different, slightly shifted center of gravity,
different resistance to movement. And his senses registered hypersensitive. It
seemed painfully bright and loud even in near silence. Glen touched his
forehead, and noticed he was drenched in sweat.
He altered course from his unconscious destination of the
kitchen to the main bathroom upstairs. He pulled off his shirt as he climbed
the stairs, noticing blood, dirt, rips, and burn marks. At the top of the
stairs, he dropped his pants, kicked off his tennis shoes, and staggered into
the bathroom in just his underwear and socks. He reached down with great
effort, pulling off the socks, and dropping his underwear around his ankles.
He turned on the water in the shower, and while he let it
heat up, he unwrapped his hands. Under the bandages, there was only undamaged
flesh, with areas of slight pinkness. He stepped into the shower, under the
bright white light of the bathroom. His eyes hurt. It was like watching water
under a strobe light. He was not seeing the water streams, but the individual
droplets fall. The sound of the water hitting the tub was not a constant
white-noise, but separated into each individual droplet splashing, breaking
into smaller droplets, and splashing down again.
Glen began with his hair, shampooing it, rinsing,
conditioning, and rinsing again. The scent was much clearer than it had ever
been. He then began soaping, first washing his face, and then rinsing it. It
was when he started with his shoulders and arms that he noticed the first
changes. His arms were thinner. Perhaps only fractionally so, but he could see
it clearly. He could feel very clearly defined musculature under the thin layer
of fat. His bone structure looked about the same to him. He felt very relaxed
as the warmth of the water seeped into him. He washed the rest of his body,
taking note of the change.
Stepping out of the shower, he stood naked, staring at
himself in the full length mirror on the bathroom door. He looked so thin! His
effeminate features were somewhat enhanced with the weight loss. He stepped on
the scale and was shocked to see it read 120 pounds. He weighed 155 when he got
up this morning. He thought the virus might have burned a lot of energy in its
rewrite. He wrapped a towel around himself and walked quietly to his room. He
slipped into a clean pair of briefs, and a set of shorts. Then he pulled on a
torn up t-shirt and gathered his dirty clothes, thinking of putting them in the
hamper. He could hear the garage door opening. He tossed his pants, socks and
underwear into the hamper, still holding the shredded polo shirt he'd worn to
class today.
The alarm clock in his room said it was 7:38 PM. He wanted
to hold out for dinner until he could go out with Brandon, but he was
absolutely famished. Glen could hear his dad's keys rattling in the garage. He
could also hear faint conversation.
”Well, he had better not be,” Glen's dad said.
”Glen's not like that. I'm sure it's nothing, dear,” His
mother said.
Then Glen heard three clicks as lock tumblers slid against a
key, and the lock was turned. Glen concentrated harder. He seemed to almost be
able to hear the softest impression of their heartbeats. Not quite a sound, but
just below. Maybe it was just his imagination. Maybe it was just fever.
”Glen?” his mother shouted.
The sound was like an air horn in his ears.
”Yeah, mom. I'm coming.”
Glen trotted down the steps, and into the kitchen.
”What's up?” Glen asked looking somewhat concerned.
”Glen, hun… we received a call from the police saying that
you had been in some kind of accident, and that they'd brought you home. Are
you all right?”
Glen's mother looked at him full of concern. She glanced at
the shirt he still absently held in his hands.
”Yeah mom, I'm fine. I wasn't in the accident myself. This
little girl rode out in front of me, but I avoided her. She got hit by another
car, and I just… you know. I was just there helping get her out from under the
car.” Glen said, carefully selecting his words.
”They seemed to think you may have been injured, son,” His
dad said.
Glen noted with some pride that his dad actually sounded
more concerned than angry.
”I think I might have cut up my hands some while moving the
car… parts, but …” Glen looked at his unmarred hands. ”I guess I might be in
the Francis Window,” he added.
”The what?” His mother asked.
”Well, for a short time after someone is subjected to a DNA
altering virus, the human body exhibits some regenerative properties. There are
cases of people regrowing eyes, fingers… there was one guy who had a kidney
removed from cancer, who then grew a new one, and then had another kidney
removed from cancer. Probably the first human ever to live normally after
losing two kidneys without a replacement.” Glen said.
Glen presented one hand for examination, and showed the
shredded shirt in the other.
”Sorry about the shirt, mom,” Glen said, but his mother
stepped in and hugged him.
She pulled back, looking a bit concerned, then pulled his
shirt tight around his waist.
”Honey, let me get you something to eat,” She said.
Glen smiled most sincerely.
”Thanks, mom,” He said.
”Dr. Roberts suggested we let you rest tomorrow and Sunday,
so you just take it easy okay?” Glen's Dad said.
”Um… Dad… I'm supposed to meet some friends at the football
game tonight. We were maybe going out after the game for pizza, if it's okay. I
mean, Dr. Roberts said it should be at least eight hours before I feel the
effects of the shot. So, I thought I'd have my fun tonight, and take it easy through
the rest of the weekend,” Glen stated, searching his father's eyes, hoping he'd
go for the plan.
Glen wanted nothing more than just one evening with Brandon.
At the mere thought, he felt a slight stirring in him.
Glen's dad was pondering the matter, and his mother was busy
making Glen a sandwich. He stood, awaiting the verdict. Finally Mr. Camdon's
expression softened.
”Okay. How about a midnight curfew?” His dad yielded.
”Oh, dad… thanks.”
Glen beamed a smile, and sat that the island in the kitchen
to eat his sandwich.
Chapter 4: Games People Play
By 8:30, Glen was in his car headed back to the high school
to meet Brandon. It was long past dark, and he was driving cautiously through
his neighborhood. Somewhere in the back of his mind, he imagined a young girl
coming out of nowhere and riding her little pink bicycle out in front of him.
As he drove, he wondered how the little girl was doing. She'd looked very bad.
The thoughts were replaced as Glen approached Marshal High.
The lights on the football field cast a glow into the sky, illuminating the
whole area.
The parking lot was reasonably crowded, and Glen ended up
parking by the main building and walking across to the Athletics area. As
usual, he had his gym bag slung on one shoulder. He planned on getting some
studying done until Brandon was ready. The field didn't seem like the best
place to concentrate, so he decided to see if he could get into the gym. Maybe
he could sit in the aerobics room. It should be quiet enough there. Glen opened
the door into the breezeway, and passed through into the main foyer. Only the
lights leading down the hall to the equipment room were on. Glen turned down
the other hall, into a darkness only interrupted by emergency exit signs. The
door to the aerobics room was locked. Glen breathed a sigh and turned around.
In the darkness, his vision adjusted to new levels of
acuity. While he could see much better than he could in the past, it was
somewhat more grainy, with occasional misreading creating something like static
in his vision. Overall, vastly superior to how he normally saw in such poor
light.
He moved silently on the soft soles of his tennis shoes. As
he again approached to foyer, a young man stormed past trophy cases and burst
through the doors of the foyer, into the breezeway, and out the building,
muttering something to himself. Glen didn't recognize the young man.
”What of fucking queer.” was about all Glen could hear.
Impressive, considering the young man had only whispered it.
Glen stood there pondering. Somewhere in the building, there was echoing of
movement. Glen concentrated, wondering if he could pinpoint the location. It
appeared to be thumps on pads, like the one's in the gym, perhaps. He moved
toward the main gym, along the lit hallway. To his left were the multiple doors
leading into the gym; to his right, the equipment room.
Another thump, more clear this time, and definitely from the
gym.
Glen opened the door, and looked in. The gym was dark. He
stepped in and let his eyes adjust. In the darkness, at the far end of the gym
was Mike Mazzy. He was leaning against the stack of wrestling mats against the
wall.
”Who's there? Is that you Eric?” Mike said.
He turned and walked toward the door Glen had just come in
from. Mike's pace increased.
”Who IS it? You better say something or I will put you in a
world of hurt,” Mike continued, sounding nearly enraged.
Glen reflexively stepped back out the door and turned to
move down the hall. Then he thought better of it, knowing he wouldn't get away
in time, and stepped instead into the equipment room.