Warning: Smoking is a presented in a positive light in this sweet and sentimental tale of a teenage boy and his feminine side. The author is a very bad man who smokes himself. He doesn't care in the slightest if you're offended by the nonsense he writes. As a matter of fact, he coughs in your general direction and doesn't even cover his mouth with his hand. With that being said, please enjoy the story. As always, comments are greatly appreciated.

The Double Date

By: slimv
Edited by: Patricia

Part 3

Linda welcomed her two daughters home after their date. She sat them down at the kitchen table as she had more than a passing interest in their experiences, especially Kaila's.

She put an ashtray on the table and poured them both a cup of coffee. Julia needed no encouragement to spill her story. She had a wonderful time with Brad. He was the perfect gentleman. She told her story as if they had indeed gone on a double date. She didn't talk about Kaila but placed her at the scene.

Kaila was more hesitant. Her appearance showed signs of wear and tear. Her lipstick was smeared. Her wig was a mess and there was a telltale dried stain on her dress that looked like semen.

Kaila joined her mother and sister in lighting a cigarette. Linda took note that her youngest daughter wasn't smoking for show. Her inhales were deep and purposeful.

"Do you want to talk about it," asked Linda?

"I wouldn't know where to start," said Kaila. "I feel as if my whole life changed tonight. I don't know who I am any more."

"Did you have a good time on your date?"

"Was I supposed to? Did you think I would? What does it matter whether or not I had good time? I thought you dressed me up like this to punish me for smoking, even though I wasn't even smoking. Julia lied about that so you'd make me go out with her and Brad."

"I know she lied sweetheart."

Tears began to form in the corners of Kyle's eyes. He was on the verge of bawling. "Then why did you do this to me Mom?"

Linda got up from her chair and went to comfort her child. She took off his wig and rubbed his neck, as she tried to help him makes sense of what she had done and why she had done it.

She told him about always knowing he was different, even when he was younger. She told him about the years he didn't even remember, when he was driven to play with his sister's toys instead of the boy toys his father had tried to push on him. She told him how it pained her, as his mother; to watch her child tormented and confused by sexuality he didn't understand. His father had made it worse by pressuring him to be what he could not be.

Kyle wasn't surprised to hear of his father's disappointment. But he had been clueless to his mother's insight. She told him he was special, which is something all parents tell their children when they need to hear it, regardless of whether it's true or just a cloaked attempt to boost self-esteem.

His mother had noticed his lack of interest in girls. But she had also noticed his fascination with them. She knew Kyle better than he knew him self. She understood his hidden desires and she had seen how his father had inhibited his true nature.

"I don't want to be gay," he told her.

"No one is saying you are."

Julia, who had been blinded by her own selfish motivations, began to understand the situation that was unfolding before her. She was selfish by nature and rarely cared about what she had to do or whom she had to step over to get her way. She had always seen her brother as a lovable wimp. He was weird but she had never thought of him as being gay.

As Julia listened, Kyle told his mother what had happened between him and Tom. He told her about Julia and Brad leaving him alone with Tom. But he added that it wasn't his sister's idea. He had wanted to go his separate way with Tom.

He tried his best to explain the way he felt when he kissed Tom. He also talked about having oral sex and that he was the one who initiated it.

"Did you like it," asked his mother?

"I did. I loved it."

"Did Tom cum in your mouth," asked Julia?

Kyle nodded at his sister. "I even swallowed it," he said shamefully.

Linda gasped and clutched her heart. Kyle's reaction to her experiment had gone better than she had intended. "Oh Darling! That's so wonderful. Mommy is so proud of you! Don't worry about the stain on your dress. It will come out in the dry cleaning."

"There's more Mom. Tom knows I'm a boy. My wig fell off after I gave him a blowjob. I thought he'd kill me but he didn't. We talked about it. He's confused too. But he likes me. He said so. He even wants to milk me."

Julia exhaled a lungful of smoke. "What? I don't get it. You're a boy not a cow. What's this about him wanting to milk you."

Linda sighed and shook her head as she explained milking to her oldest daughter.

"Oh," said Julia. "I get it. So Tom's gay too."

"No Honey. You don't get it. Please go to bed and let me talk to Kyle alone."

Julia took off in a huff, but Kyle could see she wasn't really mad at either of them. He called out to her as she walked up the stairs. He told her that he had had a good time on their double date and thanked her for introducing him to Tom.

"Speaking of Tom," said his mother. "You have strong feelings for him, don't you?"

"I do mom. I want to be his girl. Isn't that weird? I've never wanted to be any guy's girl until now, but Tom's different."

"I'll say he is," giggled Linda. "He's a six foot four hunk of muscle and he's gorgeous to boot. Is he as big as he looks... you know down there," she asked as she pointed to her own crotch.

Kaila inhaled deeply from her cigarette as she remembered her introduction to Tom's penis. "It was huge mom. I could only fit half of it in my mouth."

"Oh Dear! How did you get him to cum in your mouth if he was so big."

"Easy, I used my mouth and my hands. But it really wasn't easy. My jaws are so sore and so is the back of my mouth where he kept hitting me with it."

"Oh Honey, I'm so proud of you. I knew in my heart that this is what you wanted, but I was so afraid you'd fight it. You really like this boy don't you? I can see it in your eyes."

"He treated me like a queen Mom. I felt so safe when I was with him, like nothing could ever hurt me as long as I was with him. He made me feel so feminine and beautiful. I know how stupid that sounds but that's how I felt."

"It doesn't sound stupid at all. How did it make you feel when he lit your cigarettes? He did light your cigarettes, didn't he?"

"All the time," said Kaila. That's another thing. He won't like me if I quit smoking, will he? And I can't keep smoking because I don't want Dad to find out about it and I really don't want him to know I dressed up like a girl. But if I don't dress like a girl then Tom won't like me. I know he won't! What am I going to do Mom?"

"Take it easy Honey. Don't get upset. Lets just take it one thing at a time. First of all, you've only been smoking for a couple of days. So it's not like your hopelessly addicted like Julia and I. You could quit if you wanted to. It might be a little difficult but you could do it. I'm saying this to give you a way out. Your date with Tom was my idea. It was just an experiment. If you hadn't liked it then I would say give up the cigarettes and dresses and go back to being Kyle."

"Dad isn't going to let me smoke mom. I know that."

"He won't allow a son of his to smoke but a daughter is another story. You've seen the way your father fawns over Julia. He's always lighting her cigarettes and telling her how wonderful and beautiful she is."

"He wants me to play sports Mom. He's always saying athletes don't smoke and smokers aren't athletes."

"That's right Honey. He does say that. That's why he'll give up trying to make a man out of you if he sees you as a girl that smokes. I wasn't born yesterday Honey. I knew what I was doing when I gave you your first pack of cigarettes. I've seen how miserable you've been and I just knew this was your way out."

"You have to think of Tom as well. You like this boy. You said it your self. He loves to see you smoke and he most certainly won't have any thing to do with you as a boy."

"Mom, am I gay?"

"Most certainly not dear. You're a sissy boy! And some day, you'll be a woman if you want, but for now you're a sissy boy and Tom knows this. That's why he offered to milk you. Though I am surprised a guy like him would know any thing about milking boys."

"He has a friend at school that's in a gay chapter or something like that."

"Well that explains it," said Linda as she put out her cigarette and lit another. "You do know that if you agree to be milked, you'll have to give up masturbating. You do know that, right?"

"What are you talking about?"

"Real sissy boys don't masturbate. They let men milk them. Since Tom is away at school and you won't get to see him through the week, you'll need a fill-in. Perhaps we can get your father to milk you."

"What. You want Dad to jack me off?"

"Please darling. Don't use that term. It's so un-lady like, but yes. I don't see any other alternative unless you want the entire world to know you're a sissy boy and I think Tom would prefer to keep the relationship on a need to know basis."

"OK, so how do I get dad to let me do this?"

"You're saying you want to go through with this? You want to be a sissy boy?"

"No Mom I don't. I don't want to be a sissy boy. I want to be a real woman but if I can't then yes, I'll do whatever I have to do to keep Tom."

"Very well then. How would you like to do something about that flat chest of yours?"

"What? Implants?"

"Of course. We'll get them tomorrow if you like. I don't see how your father will fight this if he comes home and finds you've changed into a big breasted chain-smoker."

*****

Kaila lay on her bed. She was sore from the surgery, but one thing was for certain. She was in love with her new breasts! Not to big, not to small, she thought as she ran her fingers across them. They were 36 EE, the same size as Julia's. If his mother hadn't been along, Kaila might have been tempted to go larger. But what the heck, they were wonderful and she loved them and hoped Tom would love them as well. For that matter, she wondered what her father would think when he saw them.

She rolled over and picked up the pack of Virginia Slims her mother had left for her on the nightstand. This will blow Daddy's mind, she thought as she clicked the lighter and brought the cigarette to life.

*****

She washed the pills down with a gulp of orange juice. She had no idea how or why the pills worked, but she could visualize them dissolving and distributing the hormones throughout her body. The doctor told her what to expect. The facial hair that had never really come in never would. He hips would get rounder. That would be nice. It would also mean adios to her testicles, as they would eventually shrink up inside her. Would she miss them? She didn't know. But she considered them as being in the way of the life she wanted for her and Tom.

She was impatient by nature and a firm believer in immediate gratification. She almost cried when the doctor told her it would be a year before she could have the operation that would turn her into the woman Tom needed her to be. She hoped he could wait that long. She hoped he could be satisfied with his sissy-boy until she could be a real woman for him.

Tom was going places. The NFL was just around the corner and he was expected to be a first round draft choice when he entered. She giggled at the thought. A couple of days ago he was worried about why he couldn't get a date with a girl and now he was contemplating life as the wife of a professional football player. Life is funny, she thought.

*****

Kyle's boy clothes were gone. She had packed them herself and didn't shed a tear when the Potter's truck showed up to take them away. It's amazing how fast you can fill a closet with a credit card.

Shopping as a girl was certainly much more fun than shopping as a boy. Not only were there so many pretty things to look at and try on but there was also the camaraderie of doing it with her mother and sister. He had grown up his whole life knowing them but he had never really known them until he became one of them- a woman.

Kaila had come to love the mall as much as her mother and sister did. As a boy she had never understood the thrill of running her hands across the racks of clothes or the pain of finding the perfect blouse that would go with a skirt she had at home, only to discover the store had sold out of her size.

As a boy, he had enjoyed going to the mall to look at the pretty girls as they glided across the marble floors talking and chatting to each other as they smoked and flirted with the boy's who caught their attention. Kyle had never been one of those boys. He had been invisible to them. But he wasn't invisible any more.

He had always known that women were in charge of the mating process. A boy could jump around and beat his chest as hard as he wanted but it was the girl who had the power to encourage or discourage him. And that power belonged to her now.

*****

Linda was enjoying having another daughter to relate too. She took great pride in Kaila's happiness and was determined to make up for her miserable life as a boy. School as it had once been was not an option any more. Linda had found a charm school that catered exclusively to the needs of sissy-boys like Kaila. Besides continuing her education in the basics, she would learn the finer arts of being a woman.

Having a little sister was a dream come true for Julia. She had loved her brother but having him as a sister was so much better. It was an added plus that she and Kaila were the same size. It was like having a bigger closet with that much more clothes.

*****

It had been a week since he had seen Kaila. The drive from Athens to her home in Atlanta took about an hour and a half- plenty of time to think about the situation. But what was there to think of? In his heart he knew he loved her. They had talked on the phone at least three times a day since that life changing date.

He smiled as he thought of how excited she sounded on the phone when she told him about getting the breast implants. She described them down to the dark crimson nipples. She had gotten them for him.

His cock stirred between his thighs as he remembered their adventure in the back seat. He looked forward to experiencing her mouth again. But this visit was for her. He was to milk Kaila for the first time today.

He was both scared and excited. He had never touched a penis other than his own, nor had he ever wanted to until now. But Kaila wasn't just a boy and he reminded himself of this as he drove.

He had had many long talks with his gay friend about his feelings for Kaila. If she turns you on, if you love her, then there's nothing wrong with you. That's what his friend had told him.

Kaila did turn him on. And he did have feelings for her. His feelings for her were original and he had never experienced anything similar. He remembered the feminine way she had held her cigarette and the taste of her smoky kisses. His fingers dug into the steering wheel as his penis raged on. He wondered if she would smoke while he milked her or if she would wait until afterwards to have a cigarette.

*****

Jim Russo retrieved his suitcase at the baggage claim and walked out of the airport to hail a taxi. His trip had gone well so he was cutting it short. Wouldn't his family be surprised to see him home early? He liked surprising them.

His smile turned to a scowl as he thought of his son. What that boy needed was a strong dose of military school. Perhaps a crew cut and a little discipline would put his son on the path to manhood. He had been looking at schools for sometime now and had decided an academy in Colorado was best suited to serve his son's needs. He'd tell Linda about it tonight and show her the pamphlets. She'd pitch a fit when he told her. He expected that because she'd done it every time he brought up the subject. But he had made up his mind and there was no changing it. In a sadistic way he looked forward to seeing Kyle's expression when he told him the news.

*****

Linda and Julia hovered over Kaila as they put the finishing touches on her make-up.

"I just love the way that baby doll looks on you," said Julia. "You look so good in pink! Tom is going to die when he sees you."

Kaila thanked her sister for the compliment as she rubbed her hand across the pink silky fabric covering her breasts.

"It shows just the perfect amount of cleavage," said Linda as she stood back and lit a cigarette. "Go ahead and model it for us!"

Kaila blushed as she stood to her feet. She was barefoot. No need for shoes where she was heading. She lifted her arms and spun around. The hem of her baby doll stopped at the waistband of her matching panties.

"Your adorable," shrieked Julia!

"Light a cigarette," said her mother. "I want to see the full affect."

Kaila picked up the pack of Virginia Slims and withdrew one using the ends of her new acrylic nails, which had been painted red. She took her time as she balanced the long white cigarette between her fingers before placing it between her colleginized lips. She lifted her eyes toward her mother as she clicked the lighter and moved the flame to her cigarette, just the way she had been taught. She hallowed her cheeks and removed the cigarette from her full lips. She smiled at the red stain that encompassed the white filter as she inhaled the rich smoke deep into her lungs. She followed it with a smooth but purposeful exhale as she filled the room with the smoke from her body. God, she felt sexy!

Julia squealed in delight as she watched the show being put on by her younger sister. "You look great," she said!

Linda gushed with pride as Kaila sauntered across the floor waving her cigarette and moving her blossoming hips to and fro.

The three of them shrieked in unison when the doorbell rang.

"Julia, you come with me while I let Tom in. Kaila, you wait here," said Linda. "Ok Julia, I want you to say hello or whatever, but make it quick and then get out of here. Tell him you have to visit a friend or something. Kaila, I want you to wait about two minutes and then come out. Walk in just like you were doing in here. It will drive Tom crazy!"

(To Be Continued)

since 9/27/04