Music of Change #2:
The Bonus
By Valerie Hope
"I swear to God, if I hear one more industry buzzword, I’m going to climb
the clock tower with a high-powered rifle," Gary said between his teeth,
trying to look interested and busy as he doodled on his legal pad. The
meeting had been going strong for an hour and a half easily, and showed no
signs of deteriorating before rush hour had started in earnest. Sales
meetings were always like this – no one liked the sounds of their own voices
more than salesmen. They’d been yakking non-stop, and Gary – as assistant
to the VP of Sales for North America, David Watson, was obliged to keep
notes and transcripts of the whole damn ordeal.
Vic Landers, his friend and co-worker, nodded almost imperceptibly. The
hired help wasn’t usually allowed to express itself in these meetings. He
was running the video-conference for the affinity partners on the East
Coast, a job technical enough to keep from being as mind-numbing as the one
Gary had. Vic and Gary were old friends from high school, burned out by 21
and working together as corporate lackeys for Synerprise, a huge B2B web
portal. They’d each opted for two years at community college instead of the
four-year plan that their parents had urged them to, spending a two-year
vacation barely passing their classes and staying buzzed on beer and weed in
their two-man party central apartment. But when the time came to graduate,
and the bills started to come in, they both found themselves personae non
gratae in the corporate sector. At least they’d found places in a somewhat
respectable firm, even if they were only secretaries and office
errand-runners. It was that or they would be pumping gas somewhere. Gary
tried hard to count his blessings, but the simple fact was that his job was
shit.
And they received no end of shit from their buddies about their occupations,
and the joke never seemed to get old. Remarks about taking ‘dick’-tation
for the boss and gifts of nail files and tampons were never-ending.
Finally, like a blessing from God on High, the meeting drew to a close. It
devolved into a lot of chit-chat between the sales reps as Gary and Vic
tried to get the place cleaned up and get back to their desks to watch the
clock for an hour to fill out the time card.
"Feel like a beer?" Vic asked him as they carried the projection equipment
back to storage.
Gary only grunted. They usually wound up drowning their miseries at Jorge’
s, a little cantina just down the street from their apartment. Why should
this Tuesday evening be any different from any of their other Tuesday
evenings?
* * *
"Pleased to meet you, Ms. Hawthorne," David Watson said, gesturing to a
chair while flashing her his best "hard-sell" smile. Conscious of the
sexual-harassment awareness in the workplace, he kept back some of the
choicer things he wanted to say to the absolutely incredible redhead who
took a luxurious leather chair across his desk. Her little pinstriped linen
skirt rode up just high enough to offer him a teasing glimpse of the lacy
tops of her black stockings and her magnificent breasts nearly spilled from
the top of the cream-colored satin blouse she wore under her pinstriped
blazer.
She greeted his smile coolly, but with a hint of sexual hunger. It nearly
drove David crazy. "Thanks for seeing me on such short notice."
"No problem," he said. "Can I get you something?"
She shook her head, sending shimmering ripples through the long, straight,
lustrous red hair which hung over her shoulders. "My employer, Corporate
Rewards, has received notice that you were looking for something nice for
your assistants to reward their hard work through the last year."
"They’re a great couple of guys," Watson said. "Real troopers. The rest of
the sales team wanted to pitch in and see what we could do for them to say
‘thanks.’"
"That’s really generous. We have several very nice packages to offer, each
one guaranteed to show a change in the employee’s health, mindset and
attitude."
"Guaranteed?" Watson asked.
"With a full refund," Jenna Hawthorne said.
"I’m interested," he told her.
She opened her slim attaché case and withdrew a package of promotional
materials.
* * *
Gary stumbled into work feeling awful that morning – one beer at Jorge’s had
turned into two, then four, then he’d lost count as he threw darts with Vic,
bitching ceaselessly about their jobs and cursing their former stupidity in
not attending college. Neither of them was unintelligent or unambitious.
They felt trapped by their situation, and remained by and large miserable,
regretting their youthful decisions which had led them to where they were
now.
Gary had just started to dig into his morning ritual – going through sales
reports and figures, culling the long list of numbers and regions down to
only the areas that David Watson really needed to have brought to his
attention. It was his real skill, everyone said – to concentrate on one
task to the exclusion of everything else for long, long hours at a clip and
not let his attention wander.
Unless, of course, Vic interrupted him, like he did this morning.
"Hey," he said, brandishing an envelope. "Did you get one of these?"
Gary looked around at his desk. He’d been so absorbed in his morning
reports that he’d not even noticed the blue envelope tucked underneath his
telephone. "Yeah, I did," he said with some small surprise. "What is it?"
Vic snorted. "A bonus," he said derisively.
"Money?" Gary asked.
"Not fucking hardly," Vic said. "The Old Man bought us a day at this glitzy
corporate retreat downtown."
Gary shrugged. "A day off isn’t bad. That’s kinda nice of David to do
that."
"What I wanted was some cash," Vic said. "But I guess you’re right. It’s
scheduled for Friday, so at least we get to miss the quarterly executive
staff meeting."
Gary looked at the card inside the envelope. Report Friday at 9 a.m. and at
9 p.m. they’d be free to go – still time to go out afterwards and do a
little weekend partying. Someplace called Corporate Rewards – Gary had
never heard of it. He hoped there was a pool. It had been too cold of late
to use the pool at their apartment complex, and he missed swimming… it was
his only real exercise anymore, since he’d lost interest in running and
weights. It was no use trying to keep up with Vic anyway – the man had one
of those freak metabolisms. He could eat nothing but red meat and cheese
and grease, wash it down with dark beer, and never gain an ounce. Just once
Gary would like to see his friend with a beer gut, so he could see how the
other half lived.
"Do we need to pack for this?" Gary asked.
"Nah," Vic said. "Everything’s supposed to be included."
* * *
Friday morning was clear and cold, and it was a real treat just to be able
to sleep in until 9 a.m. for a change. They wouldn’t even have to mess with
downtown traffic – the retreat was sending a limousine to take them. All
they had to have was their envelopes and some form of identification. Gary
did think to stuff his swim trunks inside the pocket of his jacket, just in
case they did have a pool. Sure, they’d probably have swimsuits there, but
Gary wasn’t hot on the idea of wearing someone else’s swimwear.
The limo driver was a big, beefy fellow, wearing mirrored shades and
communicating only in grunts and nods. Shrugging, Vic and Gary climbed in
the black stretch-job and eased down on the luxurious leather seats. Gary
helped himself to a cup of steaming coffee provided and settled back for the
ride.
Neither of them saw the delivery truck pull up outside their apartment right
behind them and the team get out and walk into their apartment.
* * *
David Watson was leaning against the side of his doorway, looking out on the
empty seats where his assistants, Gary and Vic, usually sat. He sipped his
coffee, wondering if the guys were having fun or whether the corporate
retreat was just a big waste of time. Sure, it was unusual to have two male
secretaries – but David Watson was both cognizant of sexual harassment (he’d
barely escaped charges two years ago for telling a dirty joke to a friend of
his where one of the female employees overheard it) and also a firm believer
in running a tight ship. Both Gary and Vic would have been long since
promoted in the company if only they’d had college degrees or some kind of
decent work experience. He hoped they were having a good time at the
retreat… all the brochures had shown it as a really unique experience.
He walked back into his office and sat down at his computer. The email
Inbox showed several new messages, one sent to all the employees in the
building from the CEO himself, marked "Important." David didn’t question –
attached was an audio file which he played without hesitation.
Organic-sounding music filled his office. Haunting one moment and then calm
and soothing, dissonant in one heartbeat and resolved in the next. David’s
mouth fell open and his eyes glazed over just a little bit.
A warm, deep voice rose out of the music, but it was impossible to know
whether the voice was not a part of the music or simply a deeper part. "Let
’s talk for a moment about two Synerprise employees," the voice said.
"Victor Landers and Gary Owens."
* * *
Vic and Gary were dropped off in a huge wood-and-marble appointed lobby,
greeted by a very attractive receptionist behind a granite counter. She
smiled broadly at them, her nose wrinkling a little as she unconsciously
primped her curly blonde hair. "Hi, you two must be Victor and Gary.
Welcome to Corporate Rewards," she said. "I’m Heather. If you need
anything at all, you just give me a shout, okay?"
I know something I need from you, Gary thought fondly, trying to tear his
gaze away from the huge breasts which rode high as a teenager’s on the
blonde’s chest. But I can’t say it out loud.
"Thanks," Vic grunted, obviously thinking the same thing about Heather as he
was.
"Do you have your invitations?" she asked brightly.
They passed over the blue invitations they’d found on their desks on
Wednesday morning. She looked them over, running them through a little
card-reader and then asking for I.D. After checking their bona fides, she
smiled brightly and motioned them to a room behind the lobby.
"There’s food and drinks on the side table," she said. "The first thing is
to get you two relaxed, so it’s the steam baths and massages first. If you
wouldn’t mind getting undressed, there are robes and slippers in the closets
behind you. And if you’d like to pass me your valuables, then I’ll make
sure they’re put into the safe for the duration of your stay."
Vic and Gary weren’t sure why they so readily trusted the gorgeous blonde
woman – something about the place was so soothing, from the plush carpets to
the soft lighting to the organic-sounding, lush music that played gently in
the background in the room. They passed her over their keys, wallets,
watches, rings and other jewelry without blinking, and each retreated behind
a screen to remove their clothes and cover themselves with robes and slip
their feet into sandals.
Heather led them down a short hallway and into an open, airy atrium. A
waterfall burbled happily nearby and lush, sweet-smelling plants covered the
walls and floor in several elegant, terraced planters. Two
comfortable-looking chairs sat facing the water and two large, well-muscled
masseurs waited nearby, towels over their thick arms.
"These are Lance and Danny," Heather said. "They’ll be taking care of you."
"Hi," Gary said dreamily.
They smiled and answered them in a flurry of hands and gestures.
"Sorry, I forgot to tell you," Heather said. "They’re both deaf. You can
communicate just fine, though – they both read lips very well."
"Why both deaf?" Vic asked.
"No reason, they just happened to be two of the best, so we hired them,"
Heather explained, her wide blue eyes seeming to be hiding something, but
Vic and Gary couldn’t care less. They took their seats readily, slipping
out of their robes without any hesitation. Lance and Danny started in on
their shoulders and necks without any further hesitation.
Seeing them suitably distracted, Heather slipped out back into the anteroom.
A very swarthy, Mediterranean-looking man waited casually inside, sitting on
a table.
Heather fished in a humidor and came out with a long, slender cigar which
she touched alight from a gas-light in a wall sconce. Blowing the cloud of
sweet-smelling blue smoke over the man’s head, she handed him the zippered
bags containing Gary’s and Vic’s valuables.
"Ready for processing, Arturo," she told the man.
He took the bags with a grin. "Two more worthy candidates, bellezza mia?"
"That depends on how you define worthy, Arturo," she replied.
"How do you mean?" he asked.
"They’re both uneducated and totally without real ambition," Heather said
sadly. "Aspirations towards something more and absolutely no skills or real
desire to do anything about it except complain."
"You just described half the country, darling," he said acerbically.
"They’re miserable," Heather continued, taking a sensuous pull from the
slender, feminine cigar. "Near suicidal at points, and never a second goes
by that they’re not consumed by regret for the bad choices they made as
young men. We can’t change their lot in life, Arturo. We can’t give them a
college education or even a new job. But we can help them to overcome their
misery with their lot in life. We can help them be perfectly happy being
right where they are."
Arturo nodded. "I see," he said. "I’ll process the IDs immediately. Will
five o’clock be all right?"
Heather smiled. "Impeccable service as always, Arturo. See Michelle at the
door and she’ll make sure you’re paid."
* * *
Gary floated in a place that wasn’t quite dreaming yet wasn’t awake, either.
Pain, disappointment, worry – it all seemed so very far away from him now.
It was then that the music, which cocooned him in cottony softness, took on
a deep, resonant voice and began to speak to him with a respect and equality
he’d only dreamed about.
"Are you happy, Gary?" it asked.
"No," he answered honestly.
"Why not?"
"Because I could have been so much more."
"You can’t turn back the clock, Gary. You can’t go back in time."
"I know. That’s what’s bothering me."
"You have a life, my friend. You have a place in the world. Have you
thought about trying to make what you can out of it?"
"Sure, I’ve thought about it," he said. "Every damn day I think about it."
"What would it take to make you happy with your life?"
"I dunno. Lots of things. More money. Having some real fun every now and
again. Not always going about the same damn things day in and day out. A
relationship might help. Something to break up the monotony."
"Is it really so monotonous?"
"It’s the same things. The same work, the same workers. Jorge’s bar and
weekends on the couch in front of the television. It’s so boring and
predictable."
"Whose fault is that, Gary?"
Gary sighed heavily. "Mine."
"You’ve been thinking too much about it, haven’t you?"
"I can’t seem to help it."
The voice seemed focused and intent when it said, "Are you serious about
wanting to help it? Stopping the overthinking and analyzing and learning to
go with it?"
Gary was near tears. "God, yes."
"Tell me something, Gary. Who was or is the happiest person you know?"
Gary thought a moment, chewing his bottom lip. "Andrea Baumann. In high
school. She was the prom queen and on the dance line. She was so happy and
giddy all the time, everything was brand new and an adventure. Nothing ever
got her down."
"She sounds great," the voice commented.
"She was. I had the biggest crush on her."
"Were you jealous of her?"
Gary nodded. "You better believe I was. She had it all. A constant string
of boyfriends, parents who didn’t keep tabs on her like mine did, and she
was happy and laughing and surrounded by friends all the time. Vic was as
jealous of her as I was. We’d have hated her guts if we both hadn’t wanted
to fuck her so bad."
"She was pretty, then?"
Gary snickered. "I used to jerk off looking at her yearbook picture," he
said. "She was the most gorgeous girl in school."
The voice seemed intent and focused again. "Would you change places with
her if you could? To swap her life for yours, even if it meant you wouldn’t
be a man anymore?"
Gary thought for a long while. "Yes. If I could be happy like that, then I
’d gladly give it all up for her life. Except – "
"Except what?"
"I wouldn’t want to doom her to my life. I wouldn’t wish my life on
anybody, really, much less someone who was as happy and sweet and carefree
as she was. So I guess, no. I wouldn’t trade with her. I couldn’t do that
to her."
The voice positively beamed with kindness and pride. "That’s exceptional of
you, Gary. I’m very pleased to hear you say that. You’re a very special
person."
"Thanks," Gary said.
"Gary, I think I can help you," the voice said. "Victor, too. If you’ll
let me. You have to trust me, and believe in me. Do you want me to help?
It’s very important that I hear you say it. Do you want me to help you?"
Gary didn’t hesitate. "Yes."
"Good," the voice said happily. "Now, I want you to get a clear picture of
Andrea Baumann in your mind now. Picture her just like you remember her.
Tell me all about her."
* * *
"What next?" Joshua Madison asked his mentor, Dr. Karl Renfro, watching the
two men in the Atrium closely on the closed-circuit monitors. They were
smiling blissfully, eyes closed, waiting for the next input from the Music
of Change. He’d worked with Dr. Renfro for just a short time, but the man’s
genius and insight, and the good work he was doing in his late daughter’s
name, had won him over instantly. And the tender ministrations of Renfro’s
oversexed, bombshell wife hadn’t hurt either.
"I think we should begin the transition process," Dr. Renfro said, checking
a few things in his notebook and scribbling a few more notes. "Perhaps the
five rooms?"
"We haven’t used that one yet on an actual subject," Joshua said.
Renfro smiled, a crinkled and merry affair. "No better time than the
present, eh?"
Joshua returned the grin. "Indeed."
* * *
Gary snapped out of the reverie he’d known. Lance and Danny, the deaf
masseurs, had disappeared, just letting him and Vic sit there in the relaxed
rapture for a long while.
"Hey, Vic," he said.
Vic blinked his eyes once or twice, as if waking from some kind of a trance.
He looked around for a moment before stretching his arms above his head.
"Helluva massage," he said. "What now?"
"What’s in there?" Gary asked, pointing to an open door in the far wall of
the little garden paradise in the atrium.
"Wanna find out?" Vic asked.
* * *
The room was dark and had two more seats, these in front of small desks
occupied by computer keyboards. The music in here was different, somehow,
but no less soothing or natural. They took chairs in front of the keyboards
and waited.
The door slid shut with a soft hiss and the room was completely dark. Then,
in a blast of color, a video game of sorts appeared on a large screen in
front of each of them. Suddenly spoiling for the challenge, both Vic and
Gary sank themselves into the game with a chuckle of delight.
It was a difficult game. Sort of like ‘Tetris,’ but more complex. It was
in three dimensions, and they could add blocks to the array themselves to
meet the falling blocks. They had an assortment of blocks of their own,
some Vic’s and some Gary’s, and they had to use their blocks in concert to
keep the pile from rising too quickly. At first they worked well with it,
but the blocks kept falling quicker and quicker and their own arrays of
blocks became much more intricate and complex. The falling blocks could be
rotated in any of three ways – roll, pitch or yaw – as they fell, as could
the ones at their disposal. And then little pop-up overlays began to spring
up here and there, asking them trivia questions or math equations to press
the button corresponding to a color or number.
"Jesus," Gary said, trying to keep it all straight in his head.
"I can’t keep up," Vic said, sweating. "It’s too hard."
The music was always there, ever-present. It seemed to be telling them
something, beckoning them. It was so calm and unruffled, so placid and
content. And here Vic and Gary sat sweating and jumping over a game. A
fucking game.
"Here," Gary said. "Use that red one of yours."
Vic listened to the message of the music. "Why?"
Gary blinked. "Because it’ll match the hole on that one there and… dammit!"
Another pop-up, asking him what twelve times eight was.
"That’s just it, Gary. It’s a game, man. Forget about it."
Gary clung on doggedly. "But I want to win."
"Why? What do you get if you win?" Vic asked as the music crescendoed.
"What difference will it make?"
Gary looked at the game intently, listening to the music. "You’re right.
You’re absolutely right."
Seizing a wild hair, he stabbed at a button on his console. A blue block
appeared out of his array in mid-air. "Give me one of yours. I want to try
and write my name."
"Cool," Vic said, floating on the music. "Here. Look at this one. It
looks like a duck."
Gary giggled. "Or a dick and balls."
The game buzzed – they’d lost. The pile had stacked too high and they’d
failed, but somehow it didn’t matter to either of them. They just busied
themselves playing with trying to write their names with the blocks or
answering the pop-ups with humorous answers or just typing in "who cares,
don’t bother us."
They collapsed together, giggling and laughing like… like…
Like schoolgirls.
The music swelled.
* * *
Joshua rubbed his forehead. "Amazing," he breathed. "They’re acting like…"
"… like airheads. Ditzes," Dr. Renfro said. "But what else do you notice
about them, Joshua? What’s different about them than anything you’ve seen
from them today or from the week we studied them in their lives?"
Joshua knew it without thinking. "They’re smiling and laughing," he said.
"They’re happy."
"Exactly," Dr. Renfro said. "They’re not fighting their lives anymore.
They’re starting to make the best of them, to find the fun and the happiness
in the day-to-day. That’s all a bubblehead really is, Joshua. Someone who
finds childlike delight in the humdrum. It’s a path to happiness, one
usually frowned upon by those who call themselves feminists but very real
and very successful."
"You say ‘feminists’ like it’s a dirty word," Joshua commented.
"Of course it’s not," Dr. Renfro replied. "But I believe that being
feminist means first and foremost being a woman, which is something that
most feminists I know don’t know anything about. Physiology only determines
‘male’ or ‘female.’ Being a ‘man’ or a ‘woman’ is something different. It’
s determined by the path you choose to take to happiness."
"Shall we proceed them to the next room?" Joshua asked.
"By all means."
* * *
Gary and Vic walked into the next darkened room still chuckling from their
game. The next room was similar to the first, unadorned except for two
chairs and a large video screen. A tray of refreshments – including some
bottles of very expensive imported beer. Vic flopped into the comfortable
chair on the left and popped a beer, taking a generous sip and smiling in
happiness.
"The Old Man scored," he said. "This is the life."
Gary took his seat next, selecting a different brand of beer and helping
himself to a slice of really good summer sausage. Once they were both
comfortable, the door shut behind them, sealing them into the room, and the
video screen flicked to life.
Somehow the images that flashed on the screen meshed flawlessly with the
music that flowed out of hidden speakers around them. Pictures of youth,
happiness, joy and contentment bombarded their eyes. Gary couldn’t help but
think of Andrea Baumann, with her waist-length chestnut hair and her
nose-wrinkling, ‘Mary Lou Retton’ smile.
Suddenly, the focus of the video shifted. Long stretches of people working
in boring jobs, sweating for the check. People slogging through bad lives
or bad situations. Gary saw himself in so many of the pictures that his
eyes began to sting with tears.
"I don’t like this," Vic said.
"I don’t want to think about it anymore," Gary said. "I don’t want to think
about it."
Vic’s grin was a little vapid, but genuine. "So don’t," he said.
Gary blinked. "You’re right," he said suddenly, feeling himself brighten
immediately. "What are you going to do this weekend?"
Vic shrugged. "Probably the same thing you’re doing."
"Let’s do something different," Gary said. "I’m sick of doing the same old
things."
"Hey, I know! We can go to Fun World. I haven’t been there since I was
twelve."
Gary laughed. "That sounds like fun," he said. "I haven’t been on a roller
coaster in, like, forever."
"Yeah," Vic giggled. Above them, the pictures had reverted to the happy,
joyous flashes. Soon they returned to the scenes of the long, boring,
dismal stretches, but usually as soon as they did Vic and Gary turned to one
another and began chatting back and forth about what they planned to do
later that evening or on the weekend.
"Amazing," Joshua said, clicking his stopwatch.
"The Music has proved very useful in conjunction with images," Dr. Renfro
said. "And with the addition of some mild hypnotics in the food and beer,
the effects are visible in a much smaller timeframe. Where are they now?"
Joshua showed the doctor the stopwatch. "Their attention spans have been
lowered to about five minutes. It’s remarkable, doctor."
"That should be enough," Renfro said. "We don’t want to actually regress
them."
"The next room, then?"
Dr. Renfro nodded. "Yes. And we’ll see what comes out of the third room."
* * *
Gary and Vic were a little headachy after the video screen, so they were
quite relieved when a door opened across from the one they entered.
Standing a little weakly, they took a moment to steady themselves before
walking.
"How are you doing?" Vic asked his friend.
"I’m okay," Gary said. "You?"
"I feel funny," Vic said. "Not bad, just funny."
"Me, too," Gary replied. "Are you ready?"
"For what?"
"To go to the next room."
Vic giggled. "Oh," he said. "Yeah. Let’s go. If you’re ready."
"I guess I can," Gary said. "Should we, like, take some beer with us?"
Vic grabbed a couple of bottles. "Sure."
Slowly and carefully, they made their way into the next chamber. It was
dark like the two previous, but this time it was cluttered. Gary and Vic
paused in the doorway.
"What is this?" Vic asked. "What do we do in here?"
"I dunno," Gary giggled. "I bet we’ll find out if we go in."
"Hey, Gary," Vic said suddenly. "Do you remember Lisa Wensley from high
school?"
Gary nodded. She was on the kick line that danced at all the football and
basketball games, a long-legged blonde with a knockout body and the most
beautiful blue eyes Gary had ever seen. She ran a close second to Andrea
Baumann for sexual fantasy in Gary’s puberty.
"Yeah, why?"
Vic shook his head. "I dunno," he mumbled. "I can’t, like, quit thinking
about her."
Gary scratched his forehead. "I know. I can’t get Andrea Baumann out of my
head."
"Oh, my God, she was so pretty," Vic gushed, grabbing Gary’s arm with both
hands. "I totally can’t believe we’re remembering girls from high school."
Gary jumped a little. Something wasn’t right. Why was he acting like this?
Why was Vic? Why couldn’t he seem to concentrate, and why didn’t he seem to
want to?
"Are you okay?" Vic asked.
Gary blinked his eyes. "I guess so," he said. "I just felt weird for a
second."
"I know what you mean," Vic said. "Should we go in?"
Gary tried to rebel, tried to say no, but something in his heart or his mind
wouldn’t let him do it, wouldn’t let him turn back. Instead, he giggled and
took his friend’s arm, leading him through as the door swung shut behind
them.
"Oh my God, look at this place," Vic said as the lights came up and the
music swelled comfortably around them. The walls of the octagonal room were
solid closets full to bursting with clothes of all shapes and sizes, colors
and styles. There were mirrors everywhere and tables groaning under the
weight of the latest pictures and fashion magazines. Televisions recessed
into the walls played tapes of runway fashion shows.
Gary was puzzled at the feeling of delight that was swelling in his heart.
"What are we supposed to do here?" he asked.
Vic didn’t answer, he stood transfixed looking at a strange tank which
dominated the center of the octagonal room. A woman was taking shape inside
it, a beautiful woman with piercing blue eyes and a look of disapproval on
her face.
Gary looked down at himself and discovered his nudity, forgotten in the past
two rooms. Diving for a closet, he grabbed the first thing he touched – a
long pink satin blouse, and tried to cover himself. The woman in the tank
looked at him, scowled, and shook her head.
Puzzled, Gary reached for another article of clothing, a little brown suede
miniskirt. The woman’s expression lightened, became a little more cheerful.
Gary took it down from its place on the rack.
Vic had grabbed a pair of lacy beige panties from a shelf in the closet and
was sliding it up his legs. As he strained to get the scanty garment over
his generous penis, he watched the observing woman in the tank and pointed.
"Look at her," he told Gary. "She’s smiling. And…"
"And what?" Gary prompted.
"It’s turning her on."
Vic was right. The woman’s eyes had narrowed sensuously and one of her
fingers was tracing an idle circle around the nipple of her left breast.
That gesture cut right to the souls of the two men, bypassing all their
fears and hopes and thoughts that something out of the ordinary was
happening. It reached into the spaces behind their hearts and ignited a
passionate excitement in them that neither man had felt since the first
confused days of their puberty. Unable to control their desire or their
excitement, each man tore through the racks of women’s clothes, sliding them
onto their bodies as best they could in order to further delight the silent
woman who was watching over them.
Slowly, too slowly for them to recognize what was happening, each man began
to project the image of their ‘dream girl’ onto the woman. Soon they both
saw the images of their women – Andrea Baumann for Gary and Lisa Wensley for
Vic – in the place of the woman they’d originally seen, watching them both
with desire and excitement, rubbing her body sensuously at the sight of them
in their clothes.
"They’re well into Phase One," Joshua announced happily, reading
psychometrics from both men and adjusting the Music of Change to keep pace
with the adapting mentalities which the men were exhibiting.
Dr. Renfro nodded, making a few quick notes. "Excellent. These men are
very receptive to what they’re becoming. Initiate Phase Two."
Joshua typed a long sequence into his computer terminal. "I’ve never seen
Phase Two in action, Doctor. Is it as remarkable as your journals have said
it is?"
Renfro smiled a very satisfied smile. "Watch and see."
In the octagonal room, the men were shedding outfit after outfit and getting
into others as quickly as they were able. They would pause occasionally,
watching the fashion shows or leafing through the magazines to find a new
‘look’ which might excite their observer.
In the background, the music began to take on more of a substance and a
form, taking on a rhythm and a beat which was very like some of the techno
tracks they’d heard through the door of Apocalypse, the dance club which
stood across the street from Jorge’s, their favorite cantina.
Giggling and laughing with the sheer excitement and fun of it all, Vic
started to dance to the music, moving his body to the irresistible beat.
Gary, laughing out loud at the fun he was having, began to dance too. They
danced apart, they danced together, pulling their clothes off and putting on
new ones. The woman in the tank laughed as well with their joy but remained
as aroused as she was at first.
Slowly – oh, so slowly, the woman began to change. Gary saw Andrea’s
heart-shaped face slowly lengthen, her jaw became a little more defined.
Vic watched Lisa’s shoulders widen and her hips narrow out. All so slowly
that they never noticed. And it didn’t matter – it was all too much fun and
too exciting to stop now. Which made it no shock at all when they looked up
from their dressing and dancing to see that the tank didn’t contain a woman
any more. For Vic, he saw Chad Bennett, a young man from Development at
Synerprise who was generally considered by the other secretaries to be the
prime cut of beef at the company. He was gazing at him with big blue eyes,
smiling his little-boy smile and his right hand was reaching between his
muscular legs…
And it inflamed Vic like nothing ever had before.
Gary saw Brian Rutherford, a friend of his from an older job who was a real
hit with the ladies. He kept his head shaved and wore only a Van Dyke-style
goatee. He was smiling his own smile, one hand caressing his six-pack
abdomen and the other reaching down between his legs.
Gary and Vic collapsed together on one of the low tables which held the
fashion magazines, fanning themselves and trying to find a comfortable
position, since the tight clothing they were wearing was cutting them off
and binding back their roaring erections. Both of them teetered in platform
heels which were cutting red lines into their feet, which were several sizes
too large for them.
"I am so totally horny," Vic breathed.
"Oh my God," Gary said. "I am too."
"Is there, like, a bathroom or something around here?" Vic asked.
"Too bad there’s not a shower," Gary said. "I could go play in the
waterfall."
They both giggled.
Across from them, a door opened on a long, antiseptic-looking hallway.
"Should we go?" Vic asked.
Gary stood up, trying to keep balance on the spike-heeled platforms. "I
hate to leave this place behind."
"Maybe we can come back," Vic said. "Ouch! These shoes are so tight!"
"Wanna ditch ‘em?" Gary asked.
"No way," Vic giggled. "They’re too cute to not wear."
"Let’s go," Gary said, starting for the hall.
* * *
"Incredible," Joshua said. "Their speech, their inflection, their
mannerisms, even their body language is all feminine."
Dr. Renfro’s knowing smile widened. "Not nearly so incredible as what you’
re about to see, son," he said kindly. "Begin Phase Three."
* * *
The hall was long, and made that much longer by the fact that neither Vic
nor Gary could walk effectively in the skyscraper heels they’d chosen.
Their clothes were cutting deep into their skins and pinching their erect
genitals roughly, and were too tight to even take a decent step.
Gary tottered a short step when the music took on a voice once more and
spoke to him kindly, once again as an equal. "You look uncomfortable," it
said.
"I am," Gary said. "My clothes don’t fit me."
The voice seemed amused. "It seems more like you don’t fit your clothes.
Don’t you feel sexy and beautiful?"
"I do."
"Did you like teasing the man in the last room?"
Gary’s voice was nearly a purr. "God, yes."
"Has today been fun?"
Gary blinked back tears. "More fun than I’ve ever had in my life. I never
want it to end."
"It never has to, Gary. Just believe. Listen to me, and walk."
Step. Gary suddenly found that he could breathe a little easier. The
little leather miniskirt he was wearing seemed to fit much better around the
waist and hips.
Step. Vic looked down. It wasn’t quite so hard as he’d thought, walking in
these heels. If he pushed out his chest a little and stuck out his butt,
gave his walk a little strut, they were quite easy. The shoes seemed more
comfortable immediately.
Step. Gary sighed as he felt a little more space open up in the sexy little
bolero jacket he wore. It wasn’t digging into his shoulders nearly as
badly.
Step. The squeaking of the tight vinyl pants wasn’t nearly as bad on Vic
when he walked with a little sway in his hips. It seemed like maybe his
hips had widened a little bit, too, making it a little easier to walk
without rubbing the insides of his thighs together.
Step. Gary nearly swooned with relief – the high-leg panties he was wearing
were getting a little looser, not cutting into his waist and pinching his
balls.
Step. Vic felt a rush, something akin to bravado but more confident, more
self-assured. He raised his chin and felt a strange tickle behind his ears
and on the back of his neck.
Step. Gary nearly stumbled and reached out for Vic’s hand. His friend’s
hand was so soft it was unbelievable, and the little rasp of Vic’s long
fingernails against his palm was nice. Gary tried not to squeeze too hard,
so that his own long fingernails didn’t dig into his friend’s hand too hard.
Step. Vic felt a strange little bounce on his chest as he walked, but the
motion was delicious. He put even more sway in his walk, his butt tracing a
figure-eight in the air behind him, and his chest began to jiggle in the
most lovely way.
Step. Gary felt the bra he wore stop cutting into his shoulders and his
back, but there was a strange void in the cups which was slowly diminishing.
Slowly they were filled with soft, sensitive flesh which bounced sexily in
the straining cups. The support of the bra and the firm weight on the chest
made Gary thrust his shoulders back and strut proudly.
Step. Vic blinked his eyes and felt a tickle on his cheeks. Half-closing
his eyes, he regarded the hallway through a lush dark fan of eyelashes.
Step. Gary’s little heart pendant settled into the sweet cleft on his chest
which peeked from the top of the plunging neckline of his little pink
rib-knit sweater. A lovely draft embraced his flat belly in a cool embrace
under the midriff-baring hem.
Step. The little ribbon choker around Vic’s neck eased nicely, not cutting
into the flesh. If he didn’t know better, it was almost as if his neck had
lengthened and his Adam’s apple disappeared… but that was ridiculous.
Step. The four-inch strip of bare skin above the hem of Gary’s skirt
flinched from the strange soft tickle in the small of his back.
Step. Vic licked dry lips which seemed a bit fuller or thicker somehow.
Step. Gary stopped swinging his arms nearly as much as he had before – it
seemed unsuited to the walk he was using. They stayed low, near his waist
and it made the pouty little strut he was using that much more natural.