The Substitute
By Victor
Chapter One
It was the smell of
coffee and cigarette smoke that woke Jimmy up from his sleep. It was the same
smell he woke up to every morning, living with his Aunt Ellen. Her morning
routine was to sit at the kitchen table, drink coffee and smoke a few
cigarettes while she put on her makeup after reading the paper.
But Ellen wasn't
supposed to be there, Jimmy thought to himself. She was going away to Barbados
with her rich fiancé, Carl, and wasn't due back for another week. Jimmy was
going to be alone until then. His parents had died two years ago in a car
wreck, and he went to live with his mom's older sister. Ellen Spiller was 39
and divorced, and a history teacher at Adlai Stevenson High School in Dallas,
where Jimmy had transferred after the wreck.
He really
liked living with his aunt, she was a lot of fun, and could relate to younger
people quite well. She was a very popular teacher at Stevenson High, especially
with the boys. They all thought she was very attractive (or "hot" as
they were fond of saying), and told Jimmy often what they'd like to do with
her, given the chance. Jimmy himself had a stray sexual thought now and then,
but he calmed himself down, and reminded himself whom he was fantasizing about.
He was going through puberty, and having a sexy older woman around wasn't easy.
Jimmy
didn't mind being alone for a couple of days. His best friend Darien was going
to stay over with him at Ellen's while she was gone. Darien was always great to
hang out with. He was the same age as Jimmy's sixteen and also a sophomore at
Stevenson. He wasn't from Texas, but originally from some affluent part of
Southern California. He had a little money tied up in a trust fund from his
late mother, and his dad let him dip into it from time to time to blow money on
foolish things for him and Jimmy. Darien and his dad moved to Dallas after his
mother died about three years ago. He was deeply interested in acting and the
theater, and planned on studying drama in college once they graduated.
Jeff, Darien's
father, was away for the week on business in Denver. He traveled a lot, and
Darien was left alone often. So Darien would stay over with Jimmy at Ellen's
simple two-story house, even though he lived in a much nicer home. Jimmy was
thoroughly convinced the reason that Darien stayed over at their house, in
spite of their friendship, was that he was in love with Ellen. More than once,
he caught Darien subtly staring at Ellen out of the corner of his eye, watching
and studying her. If Ellen had noticed, she never said anything. Darien was one
of her best and brightest students, and had been staying after school for the
past couple of months with her, studying for the Academic Decathlon or
something Ellen was the sponsor for.
Jimmy was glad
Darien was staying over for the week. He hadn't seen a whole lot of him lately,
except on the weekends or when Darien would spent the night. Even then, he
would never stay up very late and usually go to bed well before Jimmy. Darien
would always get up early the next morning before the others and have a pot of
coffee ready for Ellen and chat with her while she put on her make-up at the
kitchen table. By the time Jimmy got up, Ellen would be dressed and ready, and
Darien would be getting out the shower.
Since Ellen was
gone, the two boys had stayed up the night before drinking most of Ellen's wine
and watching movies. Jimmy had drunk most of it, while Darien just sipped a
glass and paced himself. Neither of the two boys was very big, smaller than
most of their male classmates, and Jimmy passed out rather quickly. Darien just
put his friend to bed, and went to sleep in Ellen's room.
Jimmy was feeling
the effects of the night before as he stumbled downstairs to the kitchen, going
to get a glass of water. He could definitely smell Ellen's coffee and
cigarettes, it wasn't his imagination. Why? She wasn't supposed to be here, she
should be in Barbados!
"What the
hell’s going on?" he mumbled to himself sleepily.
As he walked into
the kitchen, he could not believe his eyes. There, at the kitchen table, acting
just like Ellen would if she were there, was Darien. He sat there wearing her
favorite outfit, a cream colored silk blouse and a long black skirt that went
to just above his ankles. Being small for a teenager, the feminine clothes fit
him quite well, and looked just as good on Darien as they did on Ellen. His
legs were crossed at the knees in a feminine manner, and Jimmy noticed that he
also had on her favorite boots, a pair of expensive over-the-calf black leather
ones with slim three-inch heels. He wore a matching wide black belt around his
slim waist. Ellen's black leather purse and matching cigarette pouch sat on the
table in front of him. Jimmy saw the smoke from a freshly lit cigarette, one of
Ellen’s Benson & Hedges Menthol 100s, wafting up from the ashtray. Her
coffee cup sat rested on the table in front of Darien, and Jimmy could see
steam rising up from it.
Darien was
studiously working on his right hand, doing something. When Jimmy stepped
closer, he noticed his friend was applying fake fingernails! Darien had already
put a set of long nails on his entire left hand and was finishing up with his
right, meticulously applying the thumbnail. They weren't painted yet, but Jimmy
could already see the resemblance to Ellen's nails. In fact, with those nails
his hands really looked small, delicate and feminine, and very much like
Ellen's. He even wore a copy of Ellen's diamond engagement ring. Darien
finished with the last nail, then sat back to admire his work with a look of
satisfaction. As Jimmy could now clearly see his chest, he noticed that Darien
had somehow padded Ellen's blouse to give himself the illusion of breasts in
her size, 36C.
Darien hadn't seen
Jimmy yet, and reached over to gently ash the cigarette into the ashtray, then
took a deep, leisurely drag. His jaw dropped and his cheeks sunk in, slowly
pulling in the smoke in the manner of an woman who’d been smoking for years. He
pulled the cigarette away from his lips and held it up near his head, ladylike,
and smiled pleasurably. He held the smoke in for a few moments before exhaling
a thick plume of white-gray smoke. Jimmy was stunned. This was exactly the way
Ellen smoked a cigarette! What the hell was Darien doing? Why was he imitating
Ellen?
Darien still didn't
see Jimmy, far too engrossed in his elaborate dress-up session. Jimmy was about
to say something when he spied a long blonde wig next to several make-up
bottles and implements spread out over the table. He inched forward, curious.
The wig sat on a white Styrofoam faceless head. It was a honey blonde color,
and lightly permed, just past shoulder length. A style identical to Ellen's.
Her lighted make-up mirror also sat on the table. This was how she spent every
morning, sitting at the kitchen table, carefully putting on her make-up,
smoking cigarettes and drinking coffee. And apparently Darien was duplicating
her every move.
He took one last
deep drag from the cigarette, exhaled, then crushed it out in the ashtray. He
then scooted a black shoebox-sized container toward him. He reached in, and
carefully pulled something out that made Jimmy's heart freeze.
It was Ellen's face. The
eyes were missing, but Jimmy could not believe how realistic it looked. It had
to be a mask, it couldn't be Ellen's real face, he thought to himself. From
where he stood, Jimmy could see her beautiful lifeless features, minus the
eyes, perfectly recreated. Her entire face, her slim nose, full lips, pencil
thin eyebrows, delicate cheeks, and the front of her neck. If he'd have been
closer, he'd have seen even more details, from her small smoker's wrinkles
around her mouth and eyes, to the tiny almost indistinguishable mole by her
left temple. Darien looked the mask in the face.
"Hello, Ellen.
Are you ready for me to become you?" he asked, a bizarre joy in his tone.
"Yes, Darien,
I think you'll make a wonderful Ellen Spiller. Now I can really be in two
places at once," he replied to himself in Ellen's voice. His California
accent (or lack of) was gone, replaced by her feminine Houston drawl.
Jimmy couldn't take
it anymore. His best friend was transforming himself into the sexiest adult
woman at Stevenson High.
"Darien, what
the hell are you doing?" he demanded, stepping forward.
Darien jumped
slightly, and put the mask down on the table gently. He looked up angrily at
Jimmy.
"Don't do
that! You nearly made me rip my mask!" he shot back, his voice wavering
somewhere between a teenage boy and a grown woman. "This latex isn't as
sturdy as it seems."
Darien looked over
the table, cluttered with Ellen's things, and the feminine way that was he was
dressed. He smiled awkwardly for a moment, then gestured for Jimmy to sit down
next to him. He picked up a nylon wig cap, and pulled it onto his head, tightly
covering his scalp. He tucked any stray boyish hairs under it, and studied his
face in the mirror very carefully.
"I bet you
want to know what's going on," he said, not taking his eyes from his
reflection, "I wanted my disguise to be complete before you woke up. But
oh, well. You can watch me finish."
"You want to
tell me what the hell you're doing in my aunt's clothes?" Jimmy demanded.
Darien looked over
him for a moment and smiled. When he spoke it was in a perfect imitation of
Ellen's voice and accent.
"You see,
honey, I'm going to become your aunt for the next week," he drawled. Jimmy
could only look at him with his mouth open, unable to speak.
Darien picked up a
small brown bottle with a thick liquid in it. He shook it up then unscrewed the
cap. Attached to the cap was a small brush. He began to wipe the brush gently
over his face, applying a very thin coat of adhesive over his face and neck. It
smelled faintly of alcohol but not too strongly. When he finished, he waved his
hand over his face, fanning the fumes away.
"You're
what?" Jimmy uttered finally after it began to sink in.
Darien didn't
answer, immersed in studying his own face in the lighted mirror. He reached for
a small towel nearby and wiped away the excess liquid on his hands. Smiling, he
handed Jimmy a letter then gently picked up the mask. He looked intently into
the mirror before gingerly pressing the mask onto his face, slowly working his
way up from the neck.
"What the hell
is this?" Jimmy asked. Darien didn't answer, focusing on attaching the
false neck of the mask to his throat. As he slowly, studiously adhered the mask
onto the different parts of his face, unspeaking, Jimmy opened the letter and
read:
Jimmy Lee,
I'm sure you’re
wondering what’s going on. We’re visiting Carl’s parents in Barbados for the
week. Believe it or not, Carl has arranged for everything so Darien can pretend
to be me for the next seven days. The school won't let me off, so I had to do
what I could to find a "substitute", ha ha! I know it doesn't make
any sense, but as strange it seems, there really is no other way. It’s very
important for us to meet Carl's parents in Barbados this week. And the only way
for me to do this is to literally be in two places at once.
Confused?
I'm sure you are, honey, but don't be. I’ve worked hard to train Darien on how
to be me for the past two months, and he is simply amazing! He can act and look
just like me! It's like having a twin sister! How a 16-year-old boy can so
skillfully impersonate a 39-year-old woman is beyond me! He even went on a date
with Carl last weekend, and Carl had no idea! Carl still doesn’t know!
Darien
will be teaching my classes for me, and taking my place where I usually appear,
so please help him when you can. Watch out for any mistakes he might make. But
I'm not worried, I think he will be just perfect!
I’ll be
back Monday. Don't get used to having a substitute auntie!
Love,
Your Real Aunt Ellen
Jimmy
had to carefully read the letter twice more before it began to sink in.
"What’s
this crap?" Jimmy finally asked, looking up. By this time, Darien had
finished with the mask. Ellen's mature face – without makeup – looked back at
him in the mirror. Jimmy was right. The mask had copied every curve and subtle
wrinkle of her face, and transferred them onto Darien's. Where there was once
an average-looking sixteen-year-old boy's face, there was now that of an
attractive, sexy older woman in her late thirties. Only the black nylon wig cap
on top of his head was any indication that the woman before Jimmy was not Ellen
Spiller, or not a woman at all.
Darien picked up
the leather pouch and pulled out another cigarette. He brought the cigarette to
his lips, cupped his hand around the end and lit it, taking in a long drag.
Smoke escaped from his mouth as he spoke in Ellen's voice.
"God, this is
so much fun," he began, setting the cigarette in the ashtray before
picking up Ellen's eye shadow and beginning to work on his eyes. "I have
wanted to be Ellen ever since I met her the first time I came over here. Since
then, I've been studying her, learning her gestures, the way she talks,
everything about her. And now my dream comes true. For the next seven days, I
am her!"
Jimmy’s brow
furrowed in confusion. "I don't understand,” he said, “Don't you like being
yourself?"
"Let’s see. Be
a dorky teenage boy or be a beautiful adult woman. I think that choice is
simple. I’ll gladly be Ellen Spiller for a while. You should see the notebook I
have on her. Nearly Two years’ worth of notes."
"So is this
why you became her best student?"
"Kind of. But
it’s also why we became such good friends. This may sound a little mean, like I
was using you, but believe me, I wasn't. You really are my best friend, and I’m
so glad we are friends. But also by coming home with you, I now know what Ellen
is like away from school. I mean, here I know what kind of coffee she drinks,
what type of cigarettes she smokes, what TV shows she watches. What she wears
when she's not teaching class. All the everyday stuff you can't learn from a
normal teacher-student relationship."
Darien finished
with the first shade of eye shadow on both lids, then picked up a darker shade
and began working a little higher up on his eyes. Jimmy thought his friend must
have had a lot of practice in impersonating Ellen, because he had her actions
down pat. The way she put on her make-up, when she would stop for a drink of
coffee or a drag from the cigarette. He could imitate her pace perfectly. It
was so weird.
Darien finished
with the eye shadow and paused for another puff on the cigarette. He then began
outlining his eyes with Ellen's black eyeliner, his eyes beginning to look
exactly like hers as she put on her make-up in the morning. He finished with
the eyeliner then picked up the mascara and began coating his lashes a thick
black.
When Darien
finished with both eyes, he stopped, took a long, slow drag off the cigarette,
exhaled, then smiled as he looked over his artwork. He lifted up his hands to
cover the lower part of his face, showing only his eyes. Jimmy knew then why
the mask didn't have any eyeholes. Darien had made his eyes into a duplicate of
Ellen's using her cosmetics. Jimmy couldn't even tell where the lines of the
mask were. He knew Darien didn't have the same eye color as Ellen, but he was
sure Darien he had a pair of colored contact lenses handy to turn his brown
eyes the same shade as her lovely sea green ones.
Then Darien lowered
his hands and turned to Jimmy. Ellen's face smiled broadly at him. Darien was
apparently enjoying this immensely. He stood up effortlessly in Ellen's
three-inch heeled boots. He finished his cup of coffee and took a final drag of
the cigarette before crushing it out in the ashtray.
"You
know," he said, reverting back to his own voice, "If Ellen wants to
stay in Bermuda forever, I'd gladly keep dressing up and pretend to be her.
This is really fun. I feel like a grown woman! I wasn't sure if I could do it,
but the lady I see in the mirror sure looks and acts like Ellen Spiller. Do you
think she'd want a twin sister when she gets back? Or maybe I could move to
another state and get a job teaching as Ellen. Get a nice car, a nice house,
maybe a boyfriend..."
He laughed,
shifting back to Ellen's voice, and picked up the coffee mug before turning to walk
to the counter to get another cup. The boot heels clicked on the linoleum as he
strode with an older woman's grace to the kitchen counter and poured himself
some more coffee. He looked at Jimmy and offered the coffeepot.
"Do you want
some, sweetie?" came Ellen's voice.
"No, I don't
want any, Darien," Jimmy replied tersely, "And make up your
mind. Either use her voice or your own."
"All right,
fine," he replied in the familiar female tone, "From now on, it's
Ellen's voice. After all, I have her face and clothes."
Darien walked back
over, sat down and continued with his makeup. Although he didn't want to admit
it, Jimmy found himself becoming fascinated with Darien's transformation. He
sat and watched his now beautiful friend as Darien gently smeared beige
foundation over the skin-like latex mask of Ellen's face. The precision of the
actions prompted Jimmy's next comment.
"You've been
practicing this for more than two months. You're too good at this," he
said.
Darien shrugged.
"Maybe. I’ve been subtly studying Ellen for about two years now. A lot of
times when my dad left town I'd stay at home and put on my mom's old clothes,
and walk around the house pretending to be Ellen. And all those times I spent
the night over here were to spy on her without her realizing it."
"So when you'd
stay over..."
"Were so I
could watch her get ready, and make mental notes so I could copy her
later."
"She thought
you had a crush on her. Boy, was she far off of the mark."
Darien laughed
Ellen's gentle laugh, and continued with his make-up. Slowly, as he expertly
applied the cosmetics, the features of the sexy older woman he wore were
becoming even more attractive, just as Ellen's did every morning. Jimmy never
noticed it with his aunt before, but watching an adult woman make herself up
was truly mystifying. And that this ‘woman’ wasn't Ellen –or even an adult,
much less a female – was even more amazing to him.
Darien finished
with his foundation, lit another cigarette and began with his blush. He
carefully brushed a peach color onto his cheeks that accentuated them as he
took a deep puff from the cigarette. The mask contoured perfectly to his
movements. It performed just like Ellen's real face when he talked, drank,
smoked, as he put make-up over it. There were no flaws in it anywhere. It was a
perfect reconstruction of Ellen's face.
"Darien, where
did you get this mask?" Jimmy asked, totally curious.
"Well,
sweetie," Darien replied as Ellen, "My cousin Joe works for one of
the big movie production companies in Hollywood, and I sent him some pictures.
When my dad and I went out to visit a couple of months ago, he made a life cast
of my face – without Dad knowing of course – and he designed the mask over it
using the photos."
Darien stopped and
picked up Ellen's lip pencil. Then he paused, put the pencil down and picked up
the cigarette again. A look of deep thought crossed Darien's – Ellen’s, or the
mask that is – face. He took a slow drag, and then exhaled a huge cloud of
smoke up to the ceiling of the kitchen. He watched the cloud billow out in
several directions, dissipating.
"What are you
doing, El – I mean, Darien?" Jimmy asked, getting anxious to watch the
transformation to continue. He was getting a considerable erection.
Darien smiled
broadly, the small wrinkles around Ellen's eyes slightly deepening. Jimmy
expected to see the mask bunch up, but it worked with Darien's facial actions,
and returned to its natural state. He realized there was one flaw in the
otherwise perfect disguise.
"You look
great, completely unbelievable. I mean, totally believable as my aunt. But your
teeth..." Jimmy said hesitantly.
"No problem,
sweetie," Darien/Ellen replied, and picked up something. A set of false
teeth, slightly off-white from too much coffee and cigarettes and perfectly
straight, just like Ellen's. He fit them into his mouth and smiled at Jimmy. He
didn't have his wig on, his lips weren't painted yet, but it was Ellen. This
was no longer Darien.
"But now what
about your voice," Jimmy said.
Darien casually
reached over, flicked the ash into the ashtray, took another slow, deep drag,
smiled, then exhaled the smoke. He reached over and snubbed out the cigarette.
"Now, Jimmy
Lee, you is about to start soon. Are you going to get ready?" Ellen's
voice asked him. Darien had no trouble with it. The false teeth worked
perfectly.
As Jimmy walked up
the stairs to his bedroom, he glanced back to see Darien clicking open the
cigarette case once again. Darien had it down. Ellen continually smoked while
she put on her make-up and while driving to school, making up for the time she
couldn't while she taught class.
Upstairs, Jimmy
stopped before getting into the shower, his curiosity getting the better of
him. He snuck back down to spy on Darien/Ellen. As he watched Darien’s
continuing transformation, he reached into his boxer shorts and began silently
masturbating while watching his friend masterfully work at painting the lips of
the mask. First a darker lip liner, slowly, carefully drawn around the edge of
the lips. A pause for a couple of drags and exhales, a sip of coffee, then a
lighter shade of rose lipstick. Jimmy thought it was so sexy, the way Darien
worked the lipstick slowly, deliberately around his lips. Then he would pull
the cigarette up, suck the smoke into his lungs, then pull it away to set back
down in the ashtray, a lipstick mark around the filter. Jimmy pumped harder as
his friend worked with the lipstick and cigarette. Somehow it was so erotic. He
even pretended that Ellen's lips were wrapped around his own penis, and his
beautiful aunt was pleasing him. He came all over his hand as Darien finished
the cigarette and exhaled pleasurably into the air above his head. Embarrassed,
Jimmy snuck off back to the shower. Darien smiled to himself, having seen
Jimmy’s sly actions out of the corner of his eye. He'd purposely put on a show
with the lipstick and the cigarette just to tease Jimmy. And it worked
beautifully.
When Jimmy had
dressed and returned downstairs after his shower, Ellen was waiting in the
living room watching a morning news program on TV. Darien had completed his
transformation into Ellen Spiller, and it was utterly amazing. The hair was in
place, no evidence of it being a wig. His long false nails were now the same
rose color as his lips. A lipstick-stained butt smoldered in a large crystal
ashtray on the coffee table. If it weren’t for the small tendrils of smoke
drifting up from it, it would have been indistinguishable from the other
cigarettes the real Ellen had smoked and left behind.
"Ready to go,
sweetie?" she asked Jimmy, rising to her feet and picking up her purse and
cigarette pouch. She slipped the pouch into her purse and fished out her car
keys. As they walked to the door of the house, her boot heels thumped quietly
on the carpet. Jimmy was amazed at Darien's complete transformation. Could he
really pull this off?
End of Part One
since 11/26/04