Author’s Note: Sorry for taking so long to get back
to this, especially since the original version of it has been in existence for
quite some time (originally posted to the now defunct Maskfiction.com and after
that to the deceased Maskfiction group at Yahoo). But if you've been reading my
other story, "A Mother's Love" (co-written with amazingly talented SlimV),
you'll know I've had other things on my plate. That and an almost junkie-like
addiction to "World of Warcraft". :-)
Anyway, I would like to give a huge
shout out of thanks to everyone who has posted to the message board here about
the story and/or written e-mails of encouragement. I appreciate you guys not
letting me forget about Darien/"Ellen". Thanks guys! Without further
delay, here’s the next part...
Chapter Five
It was the morning of Darien's third day as Ellen,
yet somehow he couldn't drag himself out of her bed. Despite his excitement at
living another day as a gorgeous, sophisticated adult woman, he remained in the
warm revelry of her satin bedsheets and the decadent softness of her favorite
green silk teddy. It felt so luxurious, so inviting, he wanted to stay in bed
for the rest of the morning. He reached under the sheets to run his hands over
the smooth material of Ellen's - at that moment his - lingerie.
"Oh, my," Darien said dreamily in Ellen's
voice, "This feels wonderful!"
He slowly ran his hands up and down his undisguised
body, teasing himself gently. He wondered just how often the real Ellen had
done the same while lying there. He imagined himself in the bed, posing as
Ellen with Jimmy lying next to him. He reached into the silk panties he'd worn
to sleep that night. Mindful of the long false nails still adorning his small,
feminine-looking hands, he began fondling his morning erection.
Darien stroked himself slowly at first, setting up
a fantasy life in his mind. A perfect world in which he could impersonate Ellen
everyday. He and Jimmy could move to another town far away, and set up new
identities, maybe even as mother and son. Yes, yes! It really could work, he
thought as he caressed himself more forcefully. With a supply of replacement
masks and wigs, he could live indefinitely as Ellen, or as her doppelganger
somewhere else under an entirely different name. With the proper false
credentials, he could get a job as a teacher or maybe even a real estate agent,
an occupation that would go quite well with "Ellen's" charisma. He
happily envisioned himself in this wonderful new life as a stylish, successful
realtor, fooling all his clients with his perfect disguise. Charming and
desirable to men, sweet and sisterly to women. Oh, yes! He thought as he
stroked himself faster, elaborating on his fantasy...
He could earn money for them to live on and Jimmy
could pose as his son, making his "mother" so proud of his scholastic
and athletic achievements. Darien could picture it, bragging over Jimmy at
parent-teacher conferences or at social gatherings in the neighborhood. By day,
it would be a wonderful ruse. But at night, away from the eyes of their new
friends and neighbors, they could spend the night together as lovers. He
imagined himself coyly seducing Jimmy while dressed in a sexy silk negligee,
much like the one he currently wore. He would suggestively dance for Jimmy in
the bedroom, swaying to slow music, beckoning to him. Teasing him, giving him
"her" most alluring gazes. Then slowly, hungrily crawling into bed to
please him all night long in the same way the real Ellen did for Carl. This
thought, this nearly attainable dream, drove Darien completely wild. He rose up
in the bed, furiously pumping himself into a frenzy. He threw his head back and
screamed out in Ellen's voice.
"Oh yes! Yes! Harder baby, harder! Fuck me,
please!"
Unable to hold it any longer, Darien exploded,
shooting warm adolescent semen onto Ellen's satin sheets. Spent and short of
breath, he lay back in the bed, enjoying the afterglow of the most unbelievable
orgasm of his young life.
As his breathing returned to normal, a wave of
regret overtook him. He silently cursed himself for having done that in Ellen's
bed, even if it had felt so amazing. He wondered if Jimmy had heard him cry out
from his bedroom upstairs. He hadn't meant to be so loud, but the vivid fantasy
of living with Jimmy and being his "pseudo-wife" was just too much.
He looked at the mess on the bed in a mixture of embarrassment and mildly
impressed awe. He'd never come that much before, although his history of
orgasms was admittedly brief. He still needed to clean it up, however. He slid
out of the panties and gently wiped himself clean with them, then wiped what he
could from the sheets. He made a mental note to be sure to wash everything that
night, and make sure all was in place before Ellen returned. Sighing
contentedly, he reached over to the nightstand, picked one of Ellen's menthol
cigarettes from the pack, and lit one.
As he lay there smoking, trying to imitate his
image of Ellen in a similar blissful situation, he worried about whether or not
Jimmy would be upset over his prank from the night before. Maybe it wasn't the
best idea, disguising himself as Gina, considering Jimmy's crush on her.
Pretending to be Ellen had its purpose, it allowed the real Ellen to be
literally in two places at once. Jimmy understood that and had seemingly come
to terms with it. But the Gina masquerade was entirely Darien's own invention,
something done out of fun, with no malice intended. He'd only done it to get
closer to Jimmy, but at what cost? Jimmy had said that he wasn't angry, but
would he remain that way? Would he truly understand?
Darien crushed the cigarette in the bedside
ashtray, knowing he didn't have the time to dwell on his concerns. It was the
one drawback to his impersonation, having to get ready so much earlier every
morning. While the real Ellen needed about an hour to get ready for a regular
school day, Darien needed at least two, to ensure his foundation garments, mask
and wig were all properly in place before he could even begin to start where
Ellen normally would.
He reluctantly pulled himself from the bed, kicking
aside the soiled bedsheets. He walked to Ellen's full-length mirror and looked
at himself. It was a comical sight that greeted him, the teenaged boy with
tousled brown hair wearing a grown woman's nightgown. Even though he adored
being Ellen during the day, while he slept Darien put away the latex mask, wig and
pads of his alter ego, leaving only himself, flat-chested and narrow-hipped, in
Ellen's night clothes.
He smirked at his reflection, the boyish yet
feminine image. He stepped closer to the mirror, examining his own appearance
closely. He ran his fingers over his face, tracing his features, noting the
differences in his own face and Ellen's. The places around his mouth and eyes
where he would soon have her slight wrinkles. His eyebrows, which would soon
become her thin, feminine arches. His cheekbones, about to become slightly
higher and more pronounced. His lips, about to be replaced by a fuller, more
luscious pair. His complexion, slightly blemished by a few minor spots of
teenage acne, to become Ellen's lovely, flawless skin.
He walked confidently to the bathroom counter and
gazed at the latex replica of Ellen's face lying in its foam-lined container.
He ran a finger over the exquisitely detailed mask. It was such a rush for him
to put it on and lose himself in the freedom of another identity. He wondered
with a small measure of sadness if he'd be able to put it all away when the
real Ellen returned. Not that he would ever harm her and try to permanently
take her place, especially after she showed him all he needed to know about
being her.
Well, maybe a few trips in disguise to someplace
around town where she isn't known might not hurt, he thought with a small.
mischievous smile.
He gingerly lifted the mask from its case and
stared at it with a sense of pride. While wearing it and his wig, he was her
exact double, without question. But that was merely a visual deception, even
Jimmy could wear the same things and still look like her. It was Darien's
ability to perfectly mimic her voice, movements and habits that made it all
"real". He may have borrowed her face, hair and clothes, but
underneath it all he was the one who gave "her" life.
He thought of how men reacted to him in both of his
disguises, men like Coach Timmerman, or boys like Tony Kincer and Jimmy. They
were easily charmed, and saw him as a real woman, even coming onto him as if he
were. It was the ultimate validation of his disguise, and it gave him a small
sense of empowerment. He smiled at the thought of what he had planned for his
upcoming "date" with the coach. And for what he hoped might happen
soon with Jimmy...
Darien turned to the Gina mask lying in its own
container nearby. He gently laid the Ellen mask down on the counter next to it,
comparing the two. It had truly been fun being Gina, but somehow living as
Ellen somehow felt more comfortable. He slid the lid down on the box holding
the false Gina face.
"Sorry honey," he said in mock remorse,
still using Ellen's voice, "But I have to get to work."
He looked at the closed box with a sly smile.
"I might still have one more use for you, though," he added.
Almost two hours later, after a shower and another
delightful transformation, Darien stood once again in front of Ellen's bedroom
mirror. The reflection that greeted him this time, however, was vastly
different. The teenage boy with the sleepy eyes and short, matted brown hair
had been replaced by a remarkably attractive, well-dressed blonde woman in her
late thirties. She wore a cream-colored turtleneck sweater and an ankle-length
red wool wraparound skirt, both of which showed off her false curves very well.
A pair of knee-high black leather high-heeled boots completed the outfit, along
with a few simple yet exquisite items of gold jewelry at her ears, neck, and
wrists. Darien had always liked the way Ellen looked in the boots, so he
decided to wear them once again. What the hell, he thought, it's not like a
room full of high school kids was going to notice.
Well, I hope one of them notices, he thought with a
sly grin.
He turned before the mirror, smiling and striking
sexy poses. He flipped the blonde hair of the wig playfully one shoulder and
laughed in Ellen's most flirtatious tone.
Yes, he was ready for another day as an adult
woman.
Darien had avoided Jimmy that morning, feeling a
bit awkward after the success/failure of his Gina impersonation. He had
meticulously put on his makeup in Ellen's bathroom instead of the kitchen
table, foregoing Ellen's usual ritual. He knew he couldn't avoid Jimmy the
entire morning, however, they'd have to ride to school together. He'd just have
to face whatever Jimmy felt - good or bad - when it was time.
He went to the kitchen, and found a pot of coffee
brewing. A lightly buttered, toasted English muffin rested on a small plate at
her usual place at the table. A note lay next to it:
"Aunt El,
I figured you had a long night last night, so I
made breakfast for you. Hope you enjoy!
Love ya,
-J-
P. S. Tell 'Gina' thanks for the tutoring. She made
learning math a lot of fun. You're still my favorite teacher, though."
"How sweet!" Darien said in surprise,
"Guess he's not mad after all."
Jimmy walked in as Darien was finishing breakfast.
He wrapped his arm around his "aunt's" slim shoulders and kissed
"her" on the cheek.
"Hey, Aunt Ellen. You look great!" he
said enthusiastically.
"Thank you," Darien replied, "That
was very thoughtful of you to make breakfast for me."
Jimmy sat down next to his aunt's impostor.
"You're welcome. But you're supposed to say 'Thank you, sweetie.'
Remember? We have to do this just right, with no mistakes. You said so
yourself."
Darien smiled and patted Jimmy's hand
affectionately, imitating a gesture he'd seen Ellen perform.
"You're right. Thank you, 'sweetie'. You
always know how to make your auntie feel so much better."
Jimmy smiled awkwardly, and then opened his mouth
as if to speak, but paused.
"What's wrong?" 'Ellen' asked.
Jimmy paused for a moment, considering his words.
"Who," he began slowly, "Who do you
like being dressed up as more... Ellen or Gina?"
Darien was caught by surprise, not expecting that
question. He had been waiting for the eventual question about his sexuality, but
maybe Jimmy wasn't ready to ask it just yet. Darien wasn't quite sure how to
reply. Stalling for a moment, he pulled a Benson & Hedges menthol 100 from
Ellen's leather cigarette case. He tried unsuccessfully to light it, having
trouble with the disposable lighter.
"Damn childproof tabs," Darien muttered
in Ellen's voice, the unlit cigarette dancing on his painted latex lips. He
tossed the plastic lighter onto the table in frustration.
Jimmy chuckled to himself, having witnessed similar
behavior from the real Ellen on occasion. He found it humorous that Darien had
picked up on that personality trait, even if he hadn't meant to.
He reached over without a word and picked up the
lighter, adjusted the childproof tab on it, then flicked its little flame to
life with a slight smirk. Darien was taken aback for a moment, then leaned
forward and allowed Jimmy to light the cigarette for him. He arched his false
eyebrows in surprise. Jimmy wouldn't have done this for the real Ellen, it was
too intimate a gesture.
"Thanks ...sweetie," Darien said in
Ellen's voice, settling back into his chair.
"Don't mention it, ... Ellen," Jimmy
replied cautiously.
Darien couldn't help but notice how he'd addressed
him. As simply 'Ellen'. It brought a gentle smile to his false face, another
validation of his masquerade and one step closer to his goal with Jimmy. He
took a slow drag on the cigarette, thinking over his answer.
He still wasn't entirely sure just why he'd chosen
to pose as Gina. It really wasn't a prank, it was a genuine test of his
abilities, to see if he could pass as a woman other than Ellen. A woman Jimmy
also found sexy and desirable. Remembering the gentle kiss from the night
before, he knew he'd been somewhat successful. But he'd erred while in his Gina
disguise, stayed too long helping Jimmy study, and had gotten caught by a
simple phone call. He had no further plans for "Gina", though. For
the next few days, he'd be Ellen and only Ellen. That disguise was nearly
perfect, and he loved being her. In fact, he loved it so much that's why he
couldn't seduce Jimmy as Gina. It had to be Ellen when it finally happened.
Perhaps his being Gina was a way to get closer to Jimmy, to open the door to
entice him as Ellen.
"I don't know," Darien finally replied,
"They're both such interesting women, and both very attractive."
"That doesn't answer my question," Jimmy
pursued with a hint of amusement.
"Do you think this is funny?" Darien
asked in disbelief, momentarily switching back to his own voice. Jimmy burst
out laughing.
"Yeah, I really do. For the past couple of
days, you've been so cool and sophisticated, acting just like Ellen. You've
been watching me squirm, praying you didn't blow it. It's sort of fun watching
you squirm for a little bit, especially since you look so much like her."
Darien smiled.
"Ok, fair enough. Ellen's my favorite. She's
beautiful and smart and yes, sophisticated."
"And Gina isn't?"
"Yes, she is, but Ellen just feels more...
natural. Like I don't have to act as much. It just comes easier."
Jimmy nodded, slightly perplexed but content with
the answer. Darien took another drag on the cigarette and exhaled.
"Don't you think, sweetie?"
Jimmy looked at 'her', and had to admit maybe
Darien had a point.
Later that morning, they pulled into the school
parking lot and into Ellen's parking space. Darien stopped for a moment to
check his face - wig, mask and makeup - in the rearview mirror before exiting
the car. Jimmy watched his friend with a renewed sense of wonder. Darien could
willingly transform himself into near perfect copies of either of the two most
attractive adult women they knew. For the past few days he'd been stunned by
Darien's ability to so convincingly impersonate Ellen. But after last night, he
was completely floored by Darien's talents.
"Listen, about last night..." Jimmy
began.
Darien stopped reapplying his lipstick, and looked
at Jimmy expectantly.
"Yes?" he asked curiously.
Just as Jimmy was about to ask, there was a mild
thump on the car roof of the car. They both looked up to see Tony Kincer
grinning at them through the driver's side window.
"Hey, watch the car, dickhead!" Jimmy
yelled.
"James Lee, what did I tell you about swearing
in my presence?" Darien warned in his sternest Ellen voice.
Tony continued to grin foolishly, as though in on
some massive inside joke. "What's up, guys?" he asked merrily.
"Hello, Mr. Kincer," Darien said evenly,
the icy look on his face showing his disapproval. He opened his door, swung his
legs out, and gracefully exited the car. He slipped his purse over his shoulder
and walked toward the school. Tony whistled as he watched Darien's sexy
imitation sway in Ellen's boots.
"God damn, hot stuff!" he called out,
"Shake it, momma!".
Darien whirled around, a furious look on the mask.
"Mr. Kincer!" he warned, "I am your
teacher and I will not be disrespected in that manner! Do I make myself clear,
young man?"
"Y-yes ma'am," Tony replied, nervously
retreating, unsure if perhaps he'd just insulted the real Ellen, "I- I'm
very sorry, Miss Spiller."
Darien's scowl lessened, seeing how frightened he'd
made his friend. He walked up to Tony with a more gentle expression.
"Don't let that happen again, ok, Tony?"
he said in his own voice, making sure no one could overhear, "You have to
treat me just like you would the real Ellen. It's really important. If we get
caught, we're all in big trouble. Especially Ellen. The real one."
"Yeah, ok. I'm sorry," Tony replied
lowly, "But you're just so damn hot!"
"Thanks, dear," 'Ellen' said, "Now
you boys get to class. I have to stop by the teacher's lounge."
Inside the lounge, Darien found Gina waiting to
speak to 'her'. She had a look of deep concern on her face, a look bordering on
anger. She pulled Ellen aside and spoke in a low yet forceful tone that no one
else could overhear.
"Good Lord girl," she whispered,
"Have you completely gone insane? You're going on a date with Timmerman?
What about Carl?"
Darien smiled reassuringly as he fixed a cup of coffee.
Cream and sugar, just the way Ellen drank it. He gestured for Gina to sit
across from him at the table.
"It's okay, Geen. I know exactly what I'm
doing. After tomorrow night, that idiot won't be bothering either one of us
again."
Almost on cue, the door to the lounge swung open,
and in walked Coach Timmerman. With a leer that made Darien's stomach turn, he
sat next to 'Ellen'. Darien found it hard the disgusted look off his false face
and to also maintain Ellen's pleasant disposition.
"So, hot stuff, you ready for Friday
night?" the coach said lecherously, moving in closer to smell Darien's
perfume.
Gina looked away and rolled her eyes. Darien forced
a deceptive smile onto the mask. Surely this pig doesn't think that line is
getting him anywhere, he thought.
"Of course, dear," he replied, "I
have a very lovely dress already picked out. Eight o'clock, right?"
"I'll see you there, gorgeous. I can't
wait!"
Timmerman left the room, rubbing his hands in
gleeful anticipation. Darien tried hard to conceal the sneer he felt forming
beneath the latex face. Gina turned to 'Ellen' with a mixed look of horror and
disgust.
"Ugh, that man is a pig! He makes my skin
crawl just being in the same room with him."
"Mine too," Darien replied, lighting a
cigarette.
"So what are you up to?"
"Oh, just a little bit of payback for all his
crude behavior. And for one of my students he's been a little too hard on
lately."
Gina looked at 'her' quizzically, wondering just
who she was referring to.
"I didn't know you could be that devious. Just
be careful, okay?" she said, "And don't do anything to blow it with
Carl, either."
"Oh never. I love him more than anything. You
know that."
Gina nodded, satisfied with Darien's fabricated
answer, and returned to her lesson plan. Darien studied her quietly out of the
corner of his eye. He made mental notes to himself, seeing the little flaws in
his performance from the night before. Jimmy may have missed a few things, but
his Gina performance did need some work - if he ever decided to try it again.
His reverie was broken as Gina looked up at him in
concern.
"Hey, is Jimmy feeling all right? He seemed
kind of distracted the last couple of days in class. And when I called last
night, he sounded very strange."
Darien smiled, although he did feel a pang of guilt
for putting Jimmy through all this.
"Oh no, he's fine. I think he's just been
studying too hard lately. I found him asleep on the couch last night with his
math book on his lap. You're not pushing the kids too hard, are you?"
"Of course not," Gina said, "I'm not
Doris Tompkins. I actually like my students."
Darien had to control his urge to burst out
laughing, mindful of any sudden facial gestures that might loosen the mask.
Mrs. Tompkins, his controlling, less than compassionate English teacher, had
been the butt of many a student's joke. He was glad to hear the some of
teachers weren't too fond of her either. Gina, amused at the site of Ellen
trying to maintain her usually ladylike composure, helped herself to one of
Ellen's cigarettes.
"Hey, I thought you quit," Darien
protested, remembering a comment he'd overheard once while Gina was visiting
Ellen at home.
"Don't tell Robert," Gina replied meekly
as she lit up and exhaled, "It's been a really stressful week. Besides,
last week you said you were quitting yourself."
Darien sat back, took and drag on his cigarette.
"Well, honey, I've been under some stress of my own lately. And last week
I was an entirely different person," he said with a sly smile.
Gina gave a small, polite laugh, wondering exactly
what her friend meant by that.
END PART FIVE
End of Part Five
since 5/08/06