This story brought to you by: --== Sapphire's Place ==-- http://www.sapphireplace.com Duty by Waldo A transgender story set sometime in the future when Earth belongs to a Unionization of Planets and is at war with an alien race. The Earth General in charge of the space war is a hard man who has to deal with a personal problem. His son is captured by the enemy and transformed into a woman. ---- Duty By Waldo All rights to this story are reserved by the author. The story may be posted on any BBS or Web site where the story is provided to vistors for free, such as Fictionmania or Saphire's site. This story is an adult story. If you're a prude or not an adult, don't read any further. Duty By Waldo (mellin6695@aol.com) Chapter 1 - The mission "General Kaufmann, I regret to inform you that we've had hostile contact with an unknown enemy force over Griais- 4. Our scout group of six fighter shuttle's were fired on and one of the shuttles was shot down." The tall, slender, distinguished late-middle-aged man with the ramrod straight military bearing looks up from the table-sized monitor. The monitor is currently displaying a 3-D geographic holographic projection of the quadrant of space that the General has been tasked to absorb into the Unionization of Planets current expansion scheme. His direct orders are to absorb the nearest Hyloid controlled planets at any cost. Pointing his index finger at the monitor, he activates a computer pointer which highlights a small planet in the projection. The pointer activates the computer's monotone voice to describe the pointed target. "Griais-4, a planet capable of supporting humanoid life. Inhabited by a humanoid-type life-force evaluated to currently be eight to twelve centuries behind Earth's current stage of scientific and cultural development. The planet hasn't been visited by Unionization Explorers in the last one hundred and sixty-two years. Griais-4 has been frequently used as a fuel-base by the Hyloids and is considered a hostile planet." The General's steely-gray eyes look up from the computer's 3-D holographic projection and focus on Colonel Carl McGee who just interrupted the General's private planning session. The Old Man's sarcasm is tinted with a hint of anger as he responds to his subordinate and long time friend's undesired interruption. "Thank you Colonel McGee. I'm very happy that you thought that I should know everything that is going on in our current battles. Silly me was trying to limit myself to studying the current battle with the Hyloids around Vemus." Rising to his feet and turning to face the Colonel, the now- obviously angry General continues to belittle his subordinate. The strain of being on his feet for over thirty hours straight is showing in his words and attitude. "I've got to stay focused on the big picture. I've currently got six battleships, each staffed with over three thousand men, in armed conflicts with a much greater Hyloid force and you interrupt me to tell me that we've lost one small six-man scout shuttle. That damn planet is two light years away from the main battle. Why should I care about the loss of one scout shuttle when I'm trying to keep from losing over eighteen thousand men in a major battle today?" The Colonel's voice doesn't waiver "Because sir, the scout shuttle was piloted by Lieutenant Jay Kaufmann. It's been verified that your son has been shot down." ****** The ship-to-ship image communicator displays an image of a young Unionization Major, dressed in full battle gear, standing by waiting for the General. Just by sitting down in the chair in front of the communicator, General Kaufmann activates his camera to transmit his image to the waiting Major. Without waiting for the customary military identification by the subordinate officer, the General's fast paced voice reveals his concern "Thank you Major Edwards. I recognize that it was a little unusual for me to pull a fighter-level shuttle from an active battle and send it in search of a downed scout shuttle when we've got so many other scout shuttles also shot down around Vemus. Lieutenant Kaufmann, the pilot, is my only son and I've always hoped that he would follow in my footsteps. You're my only option for rescuing my son and his team. What have you learned since you arrived at Griais-4?" There are ten seconds of awkward silence while the General's questions are transmitted across the millions of miles of space to the Major. Then the Major responds "Approximately two hundred and seventeen hours ago, Scout Vessel NBD-172, piloted by Lieutenant Kaufmann was part of a six shuttle exploration mission to evaluate the current status of Griais-4's involvement in our war. All vessels' Captains were warned that Griais-4 should be considered a hostile environment. Following standard procedures, the six scout Vessels parked in standard quadrant orbit position around the planet and began remote monitoring. Vessel NBD-172, under the command of Captain Harold Brock and piloted by Lieutenant Kaufmann, was assigned to the North Pole Quadrant. Approximately four hours after going into orbit, Captain Brock received a warning from one of the other scout Captains that the Griais-4 inhabitants were responding to their presence with Electro-shock waves. Following standard procedures, Captain Brock gave orders to Lieutenant Kaufmann to move the scout Vessel to a slightly higher orbit that should be safe from any type of waves. Before the small ship could move to a safer height, NBD-172 was hit broadside with an Electro-shock wave. As the vessel fell out of orbit, Captain Brock transmitted the full version of the events to the other scout ships. The other five scout vessels meanwhile pulled back to a much higher orbit and continued monitoring. They recorded the crash of the vessel onto the planet's surface but were unable to implement any rescue plan because the scout ship's very light armament is insufficient to mount an attack on a heavily fortified command post. Using the surgically implanted tracing chips that every soldier carries within their body, they've determined that at least three crewmembers were killed by the initial crash impact. Lieutenant Kaufmann and two of the Ensigns survived. Tracking of the tracing chips indicates that the three survivors separated and tried to hide in the surrounding areas. One of the tracing chips revealed that its soldier, Ensign Tad Malone, was seriously injured and needed medical attention. Ensign Malone died about five hours after the crash. Three hours later, the Lieutenant Kaufmann and Ensign Garod's individual tracing chips indicated that they had possibly been captured. Reason for that assumption, is that said individuals movement across the terrain suddenly increased to a rapid-moving pace that indicates some type of mechanized transportation and subsequently Ensign Garod's chip began reporting his death. Perhaps due to a battle during their capture. That was about all that the Scout Ships could tell us. Since arriving in orbit around Griais-4 about three hours ago, we've found and locked onto Lieutenant Kaufmann's tracing chip. We've certain that he's been captured and is currently been held prisoner in one of their techno-cities. I regret to inform you that our remote evaluation of the data being secretly transmitted by his personal chip indicates that he's currently in a highly drugged state. From that data, we think that they are using unknown drugs to question him and possibly break his spirit. Nothing else is known about his current status except that he appears to be the sole survivor." The Major pauses in his explanation and waits for the General's orders. There is just a hint of hesitation in the senior officer's demeanor as the General whispers in a half sobbing, half lucid voice "He's my only son. Bring him out alive and I'll make sure that you are promoted." ****** "General, we've just received an emergency broadcast from Major Edwards, using the old radio frequencies. Apparently, his ship received heavy damages during the rescue attempt and he's unable to communicate using normal methods. The coded message indicates that he landed on Griais-4, fought his way into the area where your son was being held and was able to recover him. He's currently flying through hyper-space and should be here in about sixty hours. He reports the loss of twelve Marines and another forty-three wounded. He's also reported that Lieutenant Kaufmann will need medical treatment upon arrival." A look of relief passes across the General's normally stern face. Spinning in his Command Chair to face Colonel McGee, the General orders "I need to justify expending so many men to recover just one man. Come up with some reason for the official records and document the importance of this rescue mission so that it appears that the rescue was appropriately worth the cost in other lives. Then arrange for every man under Major Edward's command to acquire a one-grade promotion; even the dead ones. Have medical personnel standing by to receive Major Edward's ship when it arrives. Naturally I expect the seriously wounded to get the main medical attention, but see what you can personally do to get my son immediately whisked to Sick Bay upon docking. I want him on his feet as quickly as possible and back to duty." ****** "General, you asked to be notified when Major Edward's vessel docked. It's attaching to the hull now and will be ready for boarding in about twenty minutes. Reason that it will take so long is that there is still a communication problem with the Major's damaged ship and he's having to dock manually. Medical personnel are waiting outside the air lock. A special team has been detailed to rush your son to Sick Bay." The General barely looks away from the large monitor that everyone else in the main Strategy/War Room is intently staring at and studying the 3-D computer generated battle simulations. The monitor is displaying scenes of a huge battle at one of the planets. Waving a hand to dismiss the Colonel, the General snaps a reply "Can't leave my post now. We've taken out their main space platform and are about to meet one of their main battleship class vessels in a one-on-one conflict that is going to be a decisive battle for that quadrant of space. When Edward's ship docks, move my son to Sick Bay and I'll come see him when this far away battle has been decided." ****** "Where's my son?" Colonel McGee steps away from a doctor who immediately busies himself by rapidly writing in the medical chart that he's holding. The slightly nervous Colonel waves a hand toward a nearby doorway while suggesting "Your son is still sleeping from the effects of the wide variety of drugs that the Griais injected into him when they captured him. The doctors have given him something that should awaken Lieutenant Kaufmann in a couple of hours. I suggest that you step into this private room where Major Edwards is waiting for you. He's got some information that you need to know before you see your son." "Yes, yes, that sounds appropriate. I need to congratulate Major Edwards personally for his success. Lead the way, Colonel." The Colonel opens the closed door to the private room while announcing "On your feet!" General Kaufmann barely recognizes the young officer who he had only seen that one previous time via the telecommunicator some ninety hours earlier. Gone is the starched uniform and crisp military appearance that the young Major displayed at that earlier meeting. His dirty uniform is ripped in several places and coated with several layers of dried blood. The General recognizes that such a large quantity of dried blood had to be mainly from where the officer came in close physical contact with many wounded men during the battle. The Major pushes to his feet but it's obvious from his painful grimace and awkward movements that he's hurting from his own untreated minor wounds. Having been in similar circumstances himself several times during his early military days, General Kaufmann tries to establish a personal bond with the young officer instead of the normal strict military aloofness. Crossing the small room in a quick stride, the General grabs the injured Major's arm as he gently guides the wounded man back into a sitting position. "You're a hell of a good man, Major Edwards. Sit your ass down before you fall flat on your face. My god, why didn't you let a medic look at you while you waited on me?" "I'll be all right as soon as I've had time to rest, Sir. With a large part of my crew injured and my ship damaged, I've been on my feet almost constantly since the battle." "Tell me about it." The Major's youthful face ages several years as he grimaces from some unseen painful wound. Tightly grasping the senior officer's clean hand with his bloody- ooze-covered hand, the young Major stares into the older man's eyes. Even before he speaks, the Major's eyes transmit various mixed signals of pain, confusion, anger, and relief. Clinching the General's hand tightly, the Major's rushed voice and steely-eyed glare remind the old warrior of a dying warrior who had something to say before he died. "Sir, it was total hell. They were waiting for us to land because they knew that we were coming for their prisoner. We had no choice once we landed but to proceed into their trap. They outnumbered us by least five to one but we refused to surrender. Unable to temporary pull back and regroup, we did what we had to do. We kicked their ass, knowing that it was a do or die situation for us. A small group of my men fought to protect the ship while another group cleared a path to their medical ward building. We charged into the medical ward where our sensors reported.." The young officer's obviously distraught body stiffens and his fingers clinch tightly around the older man's hands as he fights to tell the details of his story without becoming overly emotional. General Kaufmann ignores the other man's fingernails digging tightly into the palms of his hands as the young officer fights to tell the story of the too-deadly battle that is too fresh in the Major's memories. Having spent all of his own young life in similar circumstances on the deadly battlefield with dying soldiers, the General recognizes that the obviously stressed young Major has something to say and has to say it in his own words. "Sensors. That's how we were able to track him and to know exactly where he was at on that damn world. They knew that he had a chip implanted in him and were using his chip to lure us to him. They wanted to capture more of us. At first when we landed, they were shooting to only wound but we were killing so damn many of them, that they quickly switched to killing mode also. My second in command, Captain Dave Moody.. Damn best fighter that I ever saw. I know that he killed at least thirty of them before they got him. Damn Electro-shock exploded his heart. He was dying but he still managed to kill one more of them before..." "There now! Go ahead and cry. It's only the three of us in this room. Colonel McGee and myself have been in similar circumstances many times before. I know what it's like to lose a good man." Major Edward's neck bends as his head drops limply as if his head is supported on a spring instead of many neck bones. For several long seconds, there is total silence in the room except for several deep gasping breaths as the young officer fights to keep from crying but his tired and wounded body finally caves in. After several gasps, the Major lifts his head and stares maniacally at the General's face "It was a trap. They captured your son and injected him with their damn drugs, knowing that we were coming after him. Then they put his naked body on a pedestal and let it sleep while they waited on us to arrive and for their damn drugs to modify his body. They wanted to capture us and to do the same damn thing to us also." The General's relaxed body snaps ramrod straight as the young Major's unexpected words snap him alert. In a thousand's of a second, the General's attitude changes from commensurating with a fellow warrior to a rigid attitude of wariness. Pulling his hand from the Major's tight grasp, the General rams his hand up under the Major's throat, not caring if that hard movement could further hurt the already injured officer. Locking his hand around the shocked Major's neck to force the Major's head to stay focused on the General's face, the General's rushed words reveal his anger "What modification? What did they do to my son?" While a face can remain expressionless so that it's impossible to tell if the face is lying, the eyes can't lie. The young officer's tightly held face didn't change expression at all but his eyes reflected a glimmer of humor, a hint of success, and a recollection of all the good men that died to recover the General's son. Then the eyes dimmed as if the injured and exhausted young officer just wanted to go somewhere and die. When he began speaking, he didn't move his mouth because of the General's hand tightly clinching his neck but just stammered. "I thought that you knew what happened but you really don't know, do you? I sent it in my report just before my comm systems totally failed." Beside the General, the Colonel rapidly tries to defuse a critical situation. "We thought that the Major's confidential report was somehow scrambled during transmission. I looked at the report personally and couldn't believe it could be possible. So I didn't tell you." Letting go of Major Edward's throat so fast that the off- balance Major almost falls out of his chair, General Kaufmann leaps to his feet and moves slowly toward the Colonel as if he's going to choke him also "What didn't you tell me?" Colonel McGee discovers that he can't back up another step within the now-too-small room and stares terrified at his superior officer as if a death sentence has just been placed on him. His voice stutters as he feels his back pressed into a corner as the steely-eye senior officer keeps moving toward him in a threatening manner. "That the Griais selected your son for integration into their society. That they gave him drugs to change him and turn him into...into..into" While the General is concentrating on mentally forcing the scared senior aide into talking, Major Edwards sits up in his chair and watches the angry General moving slowly toward the obviously terrified Colonel who has no place to run. Reaching into an inner pocket, Major Edwards pulls a cigarette out of his pocket and breaks the silence of the room by flipping his cigarette lighter open. Jerking his head hard enough to almost break a bone, General Kaufmann stares at the young officer who's coolly taking the time to light a cigarette before answering his questions. The slight marijuana odor that's quickly filled the air alerts the General that the cigarette is an outlawed brand that's more dope than tobacco. As soon as the cigarette is glowing brightly, the young officer clicks his lighter shut and looks up with a bemused grin on his dirty face as if he's got a raunchy joke to share among close friends. The cigarette bobbles from the corner of his mouth as he coolly answers the question. "What the Colonel is trying to tell you is that they physically changed your son into your daughter. Lieutenant Kaufmann is now a very beautiful babe. A gorgeous babe whose lush body will never look a day older than it looks right now. Yep, you've now got a pretty daughter with a very nice female's body. General, when we get a chance to relax a little and to be a little more social, I'm going to request your permission for the opportunity to try to fuck your new pretty daughter." ---- Chapter 2 - How is this possible? "Yeah, they gave him some drugs. While we were pulling out of the lab with the now womanly body of your unconscious son, I also captured one of their technicians and questioned him on the way back here. He didn't want to talk but just before he died from some 'mild torture', he told me the total story which we've got on tape. Seems that four to five hundred years ago, the Griais-4 medical researchers discovered a way to grow genetically improved babies in a test-tube lab. Before too long, the much healthier test-tube babies were in charge of the world and tried to improve on their already perfect chromosomes and genes as they got rid of the old previous generations. They fucked up and almost destroyed their total population with their lab chemicals. Seems that the new batch of genes created an almost totally male population over one generation. They suddenly had a world without women. They could create more of the men in their lab, but they couldn't create a test-tube woman. Because of the test- tubes birthing ability, population growth wasn't the problem, but individual sexual gratification with a woman was the problem. So they started looking at alternatives. They discovered that they could modify someone and easily chemically transform them from being a genetic perfect man into a genetic perfect woman. Naturally not too many men were volunteering for the procedure so they came up with a three step process whereby they resolved their dilemmas with socially unacceptable problem males. Or prisoners of war. First they physically transform the usually unwilling subject into a perfect specimen of beautiful womanhood. Second they permanently stimulated the new woman's hormones so that the transformed new she felt like doing things with her new male friends that only an extremely horny woman would feel like doing. And third, they removed all memories of her life as a man so that she would think that she was born a natural woman and would happily accept her new role in life. Once transformed, she would look exactly the same for the rest of her life, even when she was in her nineties or older. Something in the chemicals permanently locks in the total physical characteristics to include the youthful appearance. Yeah, it's a regular Fountain of Youth, but only if you become a fucking slut for the rest of your otherwise natural life. They had started the transformation process on your son and were looking at capturing all of us to also be converted into their future love goddesses. They were planning on capturing not only my ship but transforming my one hundred and twenty-seven ass- kicking Marines into more genetically perfect mentally- submissive horny beautiful women for them to fuck. That's why they tried to only wound us at first instead of killing us as soon as we stepped off of my ship. Fucking bastards." It was the most impossible story that General Waldo Kaufmann had ever heard in his total life. But the injured and slightly dazed young officer's words were hard to disbelieve. There are times that you instinctively know that someone is lying and other times that you know that you're hearing the fucking truth. A puppet will limply collapse when the tension on the puppet's strings is eased. That's the way that the Supreme Military Commander of the Unionization of Planets looked at that moment. Instead of a rigid ramrod-straight military man whose steely glint could willingly sentence an entire division of ten thousand men to die before retreating from a battle, there was a slack-jawed Old Man who could barely stand on his own two feet. An Old Man who had also obviously just peed in his trousers upon hearing the upsetting news about his only son's transformation into a woman. He turns his head slowly as if every moment is painful and stares into the eyes of his long time trusted junior officer that he almost choked only seconds earlier. He doesn't have to say anything because Colonel McGee understands the many unspoken questions. "We couldn't believe it either. As soon as I read the radio transmission, I placed a cone on silence on everyone that had seen the message. Then I rushed to Sick Bay and assembled the best team of medical researchers that we have in the fleet. They didn't believe it either, but did a lot of research while we were waiting on Major Edward's ship to arrive with your.. son. About four to five hours ago, we found some supporting documentation that the rulers of the planet could possibly have a transformation technology. We didn't tell you then because we still didn't believe it was possible. I was there when the ship arrived and went on board the docked vessel to see for myself as soon as the airlock opened. My selected team of Sick Bay staff showed me an unconscious woman that they positively identified as Jay. The woman had Jay's surgically implanted chip in her body and she also had his fingerprints. While still on board the ship, they did a DNA test and his new DNA is very close to Jay's old DNA. The doctor explained it as being so close that we would have assumed that the new woman was Jay's sister if we hadn't known the truth." "Take me to. take me, please, I beg you. Take me to see my son." Putting an arm around the limp older man's shoulders to help support him, Colonel McGee gently guides his long- time superior officer toward a closed door at the back of the room. Just as the Colonel opens the door with one foot, he carefully drops his arm around the General's waist to provide more support as soon as the transformed child is seen. The pushed-open door reveals an unconscious woman lying on a medical bed in a large private hospital room. As soon as General Kaufmann sees her, he pulls away from Colonel McGee's grasp and rushes to the side of the bed. Somehow, he finds the strength to stand unsupported beside the bed. The unconscious woman looks like Sleeping Beauty waiting for her Prince to come awaken her with a magical kiss. Only this Sleeping Beauty is totally naked and has several medical devices attached to one of her arms. Standing beside the bed, the obviously confused and weaken military commander glances first at the visible vagina lips at the intersection of some very womanly thighs. It isn't a voyeur type look of a dirty Old Man peeping at a sleeping woman's body, but more of a scientific verification glance that a cunt, not a cock, defines the basic sexual backbone of this transformed child. His eyes quickly move up the perfect flat stomach to the perfect two round examples of woman flesh that many a Marine has spent his monthly pay just to peek at similar rounded boobs in a striptease joint. The General's mouth is gaping partially open as he stares at the rounded perfection of the natural looking breasts as they slowly rise and fall in time with the new woman's shallow breathing. He doesn't realize it until too late but his clinched hand has unclenched and is reaching toward the woman's breast as if to touch it to verify by feel that it's a real breast. His hand pauses with his finger tip only two to three inches from the nearest nipple and a drop of sweat forms on his face as he fights an intense internal struggle. One side of him wants to touch the breast to verify that it feels like a soft breast while the other side keeps reminding him that his son has rights. To touch the breast without permission is very different from what the highly discipline officer wants to do. Pulling his hand back and moving more toward the head of the bed, he stares at the unfamiliar, yet somehow very familiar face of the transformed woman. There's no trace of his son's broad chin nor the familiar flat cheeks and deep- set eyes. Instead it's a soft feminine face very reminiscence of the youth's mother. High cheekbones, narrow chin, delicate neck, long thick eyelashes and a pair of lush kissable lips have replaced the son's normal features. The woman's perfect complexion is framed by a mass of thick brown natural curls that remind General Kaufmann of many hot steamy nights spent with the youth's mother during his infrequent shore duty assignments. Never taking his eyes from the transformed youth's face, he asks, "Why is he..why is Jay still sleeping?" Colonel McGee puts his hand on his long-time friend's shoulder as if the two of them are viewing a dead body in a funeral home before he answers "Because we don't know how the chemicals works and he's been kept asleep while we do tests. We've had our sharpest people reviewing the tape that Edwards made where he questioned the now- dead Griais-4 research technician. Because we don't know which combination of chemicals was injected into Jay, we don't know the eventual full results of the transformation. We are currently looking at it like a crawly thing asleep in a cocoon. We could open it early but the bug might die. So we're waiting to see what steps out of the cocoon when Jay finishes his transformation. As you can see, he's physically now a woman. What we don't know, is how much of a woman will he be when he finally wakes up. Will the new person who eventually awakens, be a beautiful woman but with Jay's male mind, have full recall of his memories and every aspect of his life-long 'son-of-General-Kaufmann' personality? Or will the new person be a beautiful woman with Jay's memories and a slut's personality who only lives to ease the internal itches caused by her over-active feminine hormones? Or will the new person be a beautiful woman who thinks that she was born a natural woman and has no memories of ever being Lieutenant Jay Kaufmann? We don't know and we're waiting." The Old Man's eyes begin moving up and down the woman's body as if he's searching for some secret that the rest of them have somehow overlooked. After several long seconds of gazing at something that can only be described as a natural woman's body, the General's words are so low that Colonel McGee can barely hear the Old Man's comments. "I hope that his memories are totally destroyed. That way, he'll never have to know the truth nor bear the horrible shame of his transformation." This time, it's the Colonel's legs which become slack and he has to grasp the bed-rail to support himself. Staring at the firm and locked chin of his long-time friend, his rushed words reveal his confusion "My god, what are you wishing for? This is Jay that you're talking about. This is the son that you bounced on your legs and that we taught to play rocketball when he was in Junior High. This is the son that you've always planned upon eventually being promoted to General and then to becoming President later. How can you wish for that to occur to Jay?" The General's back becomes ramrod straight and he turns to face his friend. Aside from the still wet pee stain on his trousers, he's every inch of the military leader that he is under other circumstances. Holding his head high, he responds in a clear concise voice. "A woman in our society is nothing more than a second-class citizen. Ever since the repeal of most of the Constitutional Amendments about three hundred years when we discovered that we were hopelessly bogged down in moral dilemmas, our male-led society has treated women as being nothing more than bedroom play-toys for men. Women typically can't serve in leadership roles, they can't vote and are expected to do nothing more than satisfy our carnal desires and raise our children. Jay is now a woman and fits into that category because of the cunt between his legs. Thus if he awakens and has no memory of ever being male, then he'll be much better off if he thinks that he was actually born a woman. His mother and I will privately bury our memories of our dead son and will some day celebrate giving our pretty new daughter away to some lucky man. Perhaps the young Major Edwards would like to earn another promotion probability and provide my beautiful new virginal daughter with the opportunity to become a supportive military wife." "Become your son-in-law? No fucking way. Since they took away combat pay incentives, you can't pay me to become a 'close' member of your family, General. Oh, don't get me wrong. I'll fuck her because I've never met a woman that I wouldn't fuck if given half the opportunity. But I'm not looking for a wife. Now if you two old farts will forgive me, I'm feeling very dizzy from this good shit that I've been smoking and I'm going to go find that doctor that I pushed away a few minutes ago." Glaring at the dazed look on the injured young officer's face standing behind them in the open doorway, General Kaufmann recognizes that the man's bravado is a result of the mixed drugs within his cigarette which emboldens him to speak thusly. The senior officer nods his head as dismissal before he notices the confused and shocked look on Colonel McGee's face. Deliberately grasping the unconscious woman's nearest nipple between his thumb and forefinger, he continues discussing his rationale "See this nipple. It's a woman's nipple. It's attached to a woman's breast. There are two big boobs riding on Jay's chest now. And a very real looking cunt between his legs. Based upon what I've heard so far, he's going to look exactly like this until the day that he dies. I know that you may think that what I've just said is cruel, but look at it from my perspective. I'm a trained military man. I'm paid to analyze situations and to know when to cut my losses. I'm paid to send people off to die and to somehow deal with the emotional aspects of my job. So it's easy for me to see that my son is gone. In his place is a woman. A woman with tits. A woman with a cunt. A woman with lips made for sucking a man's cock. A woman with a soft body which has been chemically modified to constantly have several inner itches that need scratching by a cock. So for all practical purposes, my son is gone. As a woman, Jay can't be an officer in the military, much less ever have the opportunity to someday lead our armies. If this new person awakens and has Jay's memories, then I'll deal with having to help my new daughter learn her proper place in our society and adapt to being considered a cunt by every man in the world. Hell, I might even order Major Edwards to fuck her and get that part of her training out of the way. And if necessary, I'll drug her and drop her off at the nearest Marines barracks to let them break that virginal cherry. So you can see why I think that it's for the best that it's a total transformation, and that Jay totally loses all of his memories so that he has no memory of what he could have been if he hadn't been transformed into a woman." ****** A surgical-clad doctor sticks his head through the partially opened doorway and informs the waiting men "Sir, I think that Lieutenant Jackson is about to awaken." Rising slowly to his feet as if he's a tired Old Man seeking strength from some invisible source, General Kaufmann's backbone grows rigid as the initial tiredness is replaced by a coiled strength. By the time that the General walks through the doorway behind the doctor, his ramrod military bearing is totally back. Standing beside the bed again as he stares at the still sleeping body of his transformed son, even his untrained eye is able to recognize the signs of rapidly approaching conscious. The eyelids are twitching as the hidden eyeballs move; the fingers are jerking slightly as muscles spasm and there is a noticeable slightly rapid movement of the chest as more oxygen is sucked through the partially open lips. As he watches, one of the sleeping eyelids pulls halfway back, revealing a non-seeing eyeball that just blankly stares up at the ceiling. The General's normally stern countenance fades into a fatherly look of concern and his hand reaches for the slightly jerking fingers of his transformed son as if the motion will sooth the son's discomfort. But just as quickly as his large male hand touches the unfamiliar soft smaller woman's hand, he jerks his hand back as if he's touched something deadly. Bending slightly at the waist, he leans forward to place his face in direct sight of the open unseeing eye so that the unfocused eye has to see his face. Holding his breath, he whispers "Wake up." The woman's other eyelid slowly pulls back reveling the other unfocused eye. Not saying anything as he bites his lips, the Old Man notices that the son's "just like your father's" eyes have also changed color. The son's deadly steel-gray eyes are now a soft hazel brown color. The woman's lips began opening a little more and a salvia coated tongue wipes across the dried lips as the eyeballs begin trying to focus. After several seconds of unseeing glances, the Hazel eyes begin working in unison as they focus on the General's face. The woman's lips move slowly as the transformed youth hoarsely whispers "Dad?" Clearing his throat, the General's hesitating words reveal his inner turmoil "Everything's going to be all right. You've been hurt and you're on my Command Ship now. What is your name?" The woman's dazed look changes to one of more confusion as the brow wrinkles as if thinking is difficult. Then the womanly lips slowly respond "Jay. My name is Lieutenant Jay Kaufmann of the Unionization of Planets." Whether the General moves because a drop of nervous perspiration drops from his brow onto the woman's body or because he's found out everything that he wants to know, isn't known. Returning to a more normal posture, his voice is strong. "Everything's going to be all right. Well, I've been on my feet for almost twenty-seven hours now and my energy is very low. For seventeen of the hours, I was in a pitched battle and the rest of the time has been spent here with you. I'm going to go to my quarters and get some rest because the Hyloids are currently demanding my utmost attention. Colonel McGee's got some explanations that you'll probably want to hear. After you've had some time to recover and understand what McGee's going to tell you, we'll talk." Spinning in a military precise move as if he's on a military parade ground, the General leaves the room without looking back at his son's confused new face. ****** "What is the status of the fuel supply for the tankers?" Colonel McGee presses several places on the small monitor screen in front of him as he attempts to call up the information that the General is requesting him to discuss. General Kaufmann remains standing at the head of the large conference table surrounded by his top staff as they conduct the normal daily strategy meeting. Seeing that it's obvious that Colonel McGee hasn't reviewed the data yet or analyzed the potential impacts if inadequate fuel supplies exist, the General shows why he's a General and they're all Colonels. He puts the Colonel in his place with a mild rebut. "Colonel McGee, in the future, please be prepared to intelligently discuss your area of responsibility at future staff meetings." Looking up from his screen as if a knife was just driven through his heart, the junior officer's hurt shows in the quavering tone of his voice and pained look on his face. "I'm sorry but I've just spent the last five hours with Jay in Sick Bay and I've been on my feet almost thirty-seven hours now." Glancing around at the faces of his staff, it's easy for General Kaufmann to recognize that everyone on his staff is already familiar with the details of his son's transformations. Although Colonel McGee had placed a Cone of Silence around the assembled small medical team, the word had somehow leaked out so that everyone on the large vessel was already aware of the transformation even before his son awakened. After the General had left Colonel McGee in the Sick Bay hospital room with the awkward task of telling Lieutenant Kaufmann the known details of the transformation process, the ship was already abuzz with rumors. Just walking from the Sick Bay to his personal quarters after the meeting with his son, the General could tell by the quizzical looks on everyone's faces and their unnaturally furtive attitudes when they saw him, that everyone on board the ship knew that Griais-4 had chemical drugs that could transform healthy men into wanton pretty women. As warriors, everyone was ready to face death in battle but few Marines were ready to face the potential of a lifetime of bras, lipstick, hairspray, high heels and becoming a willing cocksucker for their enemies. Recognizing that now was probably going to be the best time to bring an unpleasant subject out into the open and to explain to his personal staff, General Kaufmann did something that he seldom did at one of his staff meetings. He sat down. Normally he stood so that he could intimidate his sitting staff and everyone was very aware that the longer that he stood, the easier he became aggravated. Using the seldom used chair gave his words a more personal meaning and also allowed him to discuss stuff that he thought might make his knees weak. "I know everyone knows about my son's..accident already. Everyone on Major Edward's vessel knew about the transformation and they spread the word as soon as they hit the nearest bar after docking. Because we've now got undeniable proof that it really happened to Jay, we are getting ready to document the details as known and inform our other vessels to stay away from that planet for the time being. So let me say it once and then let's move to discuss the military related subjects that we're paid to discuss. My son was injected with unknown chemicals on Griais-4 that transformed him into a woman. At first, we were worried that the drugs might also destroy his memory but in a short discussion with him when he awakened, he verified that his memories are intact. There is no known antidote so my son will remain a woman for the rest of his life. Just as I have to adapt to my son's new female body, so will he have to learn to adapt to his new place in our society. After my son's current weakened medical condition improves so that he's able to submit his resignation from the military, I'll ship him back home where his mother can help him adapt to a lifestyle more appropriate for his new body. I.." "Beg pardon sir, but I must inform you that your last statement is slightly incorrect. My just-completed discussion with Lieutenant Kaufmann indicates that he intends to remain on active duty and to continue to serve his government as a military officer. We've not confirmed it yet by tests but transformation into a woman shouldn't have impacted his excellent pilot skills. After a short rest, Lieutenant Kaufmann should be ready to return to full combat duty within the week and to resume his duties as pilot on a Scout Ship." The twenty-some senior military officers in the room instantly begin a jerking motion of their heads, reminiscent of a crowd at a Ping-Pong match. But instead of following a bouncing ball, they are rapidly looking back and forth at Colonel McGee's stern face and General Kaufmann's confused face. Everyone on the staff knows the signs of an impending General Kaufmann tirade, such as the throbbing blood vessel on his forehead, his pale face, and his trembling lip. Depending upon the particular event, usually they only get to see one of those signs before the General typically explodes upon his subordinate target. But at this moment, the General is displaying all three signs and the group is slightly stunned and grateful that weapons aren't permitted in the Conference Room. "Uhhhhhh, thank you Colonel. But I think that after I explain to my son that it's legally impossible for that to occur because he's now a woman, that he'll accept his fate and return to Earth." "No sir. I must apologize to you for taking time from my official duties to look after your son's welfare while you rested. After I explained the circumstances of his current situation to him and he had a little time to examine and adjust to his new womanly appearance, he voiced a clear desire to remain on active duty as a Marine Pilot. I went straight to Legal and obtained a documented paper describing his rights. Because Lieutenant Kaufmann was born a man, under Constitution Two Rights of Mankind principles, he's permitted to have the full rights of any man, to include serving on military duty. That right was granted to him upon graduation from college and he's shown meritorious service since being commissioned an officer. Review of the Constitution Two glossary indicates that anyone who becomes a woman by choice, such as a surgically modified transgendered woman, forfeits their manly rights and legally becomes a woman. However, the glossary or other Rights of Mankind don't address what to do when a man is transformed against his desires into a woman because of accidents or war. We've had Marines who've lost their penis and other physical symbols of manhood in battle, and those people remained identified as men with all due rights and responsibilities. So it is the official opinion of our Legal Department that because Lieutenant Kaufmann didn't request the transformation but received it as a direct result of performing his official military duties, that he's still entitled to the rights that he would have had if he hadn't been transformed. Although Lieutenant Jay Kaufmann now has the physical body of a woman and is unmistakably a woman with a woman's sexual body parts such as breasts and vagina, he isn't legally a woman. According to an official interpretation of the Unionization of Planets Constitution Two definitions, Lieutenant Kaufmann is still legally a man; regardless of the obvious physical appearance and different functionality of his new body. That legal definition has been explained to him by the senior Legal representative and Lieutenant Kaufmann has documented that he desires to retain his rights to be a man as well as to stay on active duty." Slowly General Kaufmann's eyes close and those sitting close to him can see his lower lip trembling as if he's fighting some intense inner struggle. After several long seconds of silence, his lip quits trembling as he opens his eyes and stares grimly at Colonel McGee. "Thank you Colonel for your unexpected update and work to resolve my son's legal status. I wasn't aware of those facts and it does impact my just voiced plan to send Jay home to be with his mother. Because of your quick work and excellent actions on behalf of my son's legal status, it appears that he'll get the opportunity to return to full duty as a Marine Space Pilot on Scout Duty as soon the doctors release him and determine him as being fit to return to duty. Now that Legal has decided his fate for the time being, it's time for us to get back to our business of fighting the Hyloids. Because you're obviously exhausted from your documentation work in my son's behalf, I'm relieving you from your official duties for the next couple of days so that you may rest and assist my son in preparing for his rapid return to duty. Please leave my meeting and request your second-in-command to immediately report to attend this meeting and to fulfill the responsibilities that you've temporary ignored during my son's emergency. I have a war to fight and I must know the status of the fuel supply for the tankers." ---- Chapter 3 - Jay or Jaye "Lieutenant Kaufmann, reporting as ordered, Sir!" General Kaufmann busies himself by pretending to be looking at the report on his desk for a second, but it's really so that he doesn't have to look at his son entering the office. Slowly closing his book, General Kaufmann rises to his feet and locks eyes with his son's new hazel brown eyes. The obviously female young officer is dressed in a male officer's standard blouse and trousers that's been modified to fit his smaller size and unmanly physique. Still standing in the standard rigid military attention position with his right arm locked in salute position, the young officer waits for the senior officer to return the salute. Normally the General returns salutes in a whipping quick movement but his hand moves slowly as if he's fighting the requirement to salute the person standing in front of him. Trained all his life that only men should be officers, the long time military careerist's arm moves slowly as if this is the most difficult thing that he's ever had to do in his life. As soon as his right hand touches his eyebrow fulfilling the obligatory military salute requirement, both of them quickly drop their hands. Lieutenant Kaufmann's hand drops to his side as he assumes the rock-hard attention position with his eyes locked straight onto the General's face. The General lets the Lieutenant stand at attention for several long seconds as he examines the person standing in front of him. Although the Lieutenant is dressed in a modified version of the same uniform that he's worn every day since his commission, there are many differences that the General is memorizing and trying to understand. When he last saw his son's new naked female body lying on the bed, he memorized the obviously different physical aspects such as the boobs, cunt and feminine facial features. Now with the fully-dressed officer standing at rigid attention, he takes the time to memorize the other features that the Old Man is going to have to learn to accept. The long shoulder-length mane of curly light brown hair is gone. It's been cut off into a short two-inch long on top and shaved on the sides into an acceptable male officer's hairstyle. The pretty young face is devoid of makeup, making the soft feminine features look harsh. The male blouse has been modified to fit the narrow shoulders and slender waist but because it wasn't tailored to femininely display the womanly fully breasts the way that a woman's blouse would be cut, that area looks obscenely filled-out. It's also obvious that the Lieutenant isn't wearing a bra under the blouse but instead the breasts have been wrapped with something to mash them tightly against the chest. So that instead of being two round modules, there's a heavy muscular look that is totally unnatural with the other body features. Letting his eyes drift down the body further, the General notices that the trousers have also been modified to fit the womanly hips. A light smile forms on the Old Man's face when he sees that his son's only concession to being a woman now, is the boots on his feet. Lieutenant Kaufmann's feet are now too small to fit into the smallest man's boots so he is forced to wear smaller boots that are made with two inch heels for the women. Staring at the boots, the General notices that his son also modified the boots so that the boots now have a half-inch heel so that he can stand flat-footed. About twenty seconds pass while the General makes his silent review of the young officer still standing rigid at attention. As he sits back down in his chair, he commands "At ease, son. Pull up a chair and let's talk about this legal bullshit that McGee's been feeding you." Still remaining rigid, the young officer moves toward the nearest chair but instead of sitting in it relaxed like a family member, the young officer sits on the edge of the chair, remaining ramrod straight and rigid. He remains silent and stares at the General waiting for the superior officer to define the discussion topics. "Jay, I called your mother and told her about your accident. She wants you to come home to Earth and to spend some time with her within the privacy of our home. Maybe after you've had time to relax a little with your mother and to think about what you're going to have to live with for the rest of your life, you'll see that you should reconsider your decision to remain on active duty." "Sir, I regret that I can't comply with the General's wishes, but I don't think that returning home to stay with my mother is in my best interest at this time. Going home into a totally feminine environment and having mom try to convince me that I'm a woman now, is something that I don't want to do. Mom called me immediately after your call to her and we had a long talk about this topic. I angrily hung up on her when she suggested that I should consider changing my name from the masculine Jay to the feminine Jaye. But after I had time to think about it and cool off, I called back and apologized for letting my temper, which I inherited from you, respond so angrily to her attempt to help me. We had a short discussion during which she explained that she understands and claims that she'll always love me. She began to get mushy and when she told me that she's always wanted a daughter, I told her that I've made up my mind then politely hung up on her. I'm prepared to resume my life and assigned military responsibilities." "Resume your life? You're expecting to go back to being the suave, debonair handsome Lieutenant Jay Kaufmann who's frequently boasted that he's never met a woman that he couldn't get into his bed in less than twenty-four hours? I don't think so. You're expecting to return to space duty where you're confined to a small scout vessel with five horny men for months at a time? Not if I can help it! How are you going to keep your peers from getting you to fall for that old drop-the-soap-in-the-shower trick and you bend over once too often to pick it up? How are you going to keep them from flipping out after months in remote space and they keep staring at your boobs? Are you going to live with a towel permanently wrapped around your chest to mash your boobs flat? What are you going to do when you snap out of a deep sleep to find someone standing over you and jacking off? Why the hell do you think that we don't send women out on combat missions but limit them to big ships like this one where we can control the problems?" "I admit that there will be problems but I'm prepared to deal with those problems. You have to give me a chance where I can try to resume my life." "Mister, I don't have to do nothing except take care of my men. Your legal papers may say that you're a man but that Shirley Temple dimpled face, large boobs and cunt strongly suggest that you're not a man." "Men can have soft facial features. One of your aides has features very similar to my new face. My breasts also aren't that large. According to the doctor, C-cup breasts are average for women." "See! You're an average woman. Now submit that resignation paper and stop this foolishness." "No Sir. I regret to go against the General's explicit desires but in this case, I must take a firm stand. Whether you agree or not, I was involved in an accident that changed only how I look and some aspects of my personal life. It didn't affect my pilot skill or other military skills. I'm prepared to return to duty as soon as I'm released by the doctors." "I see. Well, if you're going to try this charade for awhile, you're going to have to play it by my rules. Your haircut is acceptable, but your uniform isn't. The changes that you made to it are totally unacceptable. Until I'm told differently by the Legal Department, you can pretend to be a male but you're going to wear a standard woman's uniform and you're going to look your best at all times. Just as a Marine officer is expected to be appropriately groomed at all times; you'll have to conform to expected dressing standards. You can wear either women's trousers or the standard dress; however for official social functions that you must attend, you'll wear the expected woman's dress, slip and petticoat as well as be expected to dance in high heels. That also means that you will wear a bra at all times to keep those damn things from distracting everyone else but you don't have to wear lipstick or other makeup. That means that you get some new women's boots and leave the standard two-inch heels on the boots. You're a Marine and you'll find some way to adapt to the heels. When you're on duty, you'll be totally professional and accept the crude non-professional remarks that you're bound to hear from any group of horny marines that look at you at being nothing more than a cunt. Expect them to pinch you on the butt and to stare at you when you're taking a shower with them in the men's common shower room. No, that's not right. I can't do that to you or to my men. You'll use the Women's bathroom whenever a female head is available. You'll use segregated women's quarters where ever such quarters have been established. You'll report to Sick Bay and have a doctor instruct you in standard female hygiene practices and you'll follow those practices. That means that you'll not only carry a supply of tampons but you'll use them as needed. I don't allow my men to let their dirty asses smell and I sure as hell won't allow my women officer's pussies to smell either. When someone addresses you on duty, they'll address you only as Lieutenant Kaufmann. When you're off duty and relaxing with your peers, you'll accept and respond to anyone addressing you as either Jay or Jaye. I can order you to accept that slight modification to your birth name because it's not disrespectful and will help maintain morale among my troops. Some of my men might feel uncomfortable with calling you Jay. When you're off-duty, you'll do nothing to bring disrespect to the Marine Core or to my family name. What you do in the privacy of your bedroom or someone else's bedroom is your business; unless it causes trouble and becomes my business. If it becomes my business, then my legal rights to establish control over the situation become more powerful. I could reject your pilot status and have you retrained to become a Mess Sergeant where your duties for the rest of your military career would be limited to doing nothing more than simply cooking food for the troops. I could force you to follow my appearance guidelines which would include adherence to complying with standard women's makeup practices, such as wearing blush, lipstick and eye-shadow while on duty. Do you have any questions, Mister?" "Yes sir. I have a problem that the General should be aware of. Apparently the transformation process changed me so that I'll have a pre-planned youthful appearance for the rest of my life and I will always look exactly the same as I looked upon the completion of the transformation. Although I've cut my hair twice since arriving in Sick Bay, it grows back to a full shoulder length mane in less than twenty-four hours. I cut it again just before reporting to you today and I can sense that it's already grown about a quarter of an inch in that half of an hour. I expect it to be a mop in about two hours and a full mane again in twenty- four hours. Cutting my hair according to the standards and keeping it short more than three hours is going to be difficult. Much as I regret to do this, I must request an exemption to the standard haircut policy for men." "Understand. Therefore you are granted a verbal exemption to the standard haircut policy for men but instead you must comply with the standard haircut and hairstyle policies for women. That means that whenever you are on combat duty, you must tuck it up into a ponytail style that will fit into a woman's standard helmet. All other times, you will be expected to follow standard grooming procedures that military women are expected to follow. That means that every hair will be neatly brushed in a woman's acceptable style and locked in place with hairspray. Now let me end this discussion with my last word on the subject." The Old Man's hands lock together in a clinched interlocked position as the Old Man carefully think about what he is getting ready to say. Then his voice drops to barely above a whisper "I've always loved you and wanted nothing but the best for you. And also expected nothing but the best from you. After all, you were born my son. The heir to my position and family name. But I've had to rethink those goals now that you're transformed into being my daughter. I don't think that your attempt to try to continue your male life is going to work for you or for the Marine Core. I personally think that the best thing that you can do, is to fly home and let your momma teach you how to look, act and live as if you've always been a pretty woman. Accept the change and let yourself become the woman that you are now. If you continue this foolish path of being a woman with a man's mind, some horny Marine is going to get himself shot after he eventually rapes you. Even you don't shoot him, then I'll have to shoot him because of my dual role of father and commanding officer. I don't want to put my men into a situation where they're having to fight the enemy as well as the normal male desires to fuck the nearest cunt. Why do you think that we don't allow women in combat and restrict them to home bases with functions such as being in charge of Mess Halls or ordering supplies? It takes away from the mission to have someone that looks like a woman in a trench with a bunch of men waiting to be attacked by the enemy. For your own safety and the sanity of my men, accept your new life. As your mother suggested, go home and become the loving daughter named Jaye that she wants." "Sir, it's impossible for me to comply with the General's wishes. I will remain on duty as long as I have appropriate legal status as a male." Unclenching his tightly clinched hands, the Old Man rises to his feet "It's your decision. I don't agree with it and I will do everything I can within my legal rights to convince you to quickly change that decision. Just as you've researched your legal rights, so have I researched my legal personal and legal official rights. I'm officially limited to what I've already described until you voluntary give up your right to be recognized as a man. As for me personally, whenever I'm in a social situation with you or others, I'm going to refer to you only as Jaye, my stubborn-headed daughter. I will never call you Jay again. I'll do everything that I can to get you to march down a Chapel's aisle dressed in a wedding gown and becoming a bonafide housewife. As far as I'm concerned, my son Jay died back on Griais-4 about a week ago. You're dismissed, Lieutenant. Go get out of that crappy looking thing that you call a uniform and look like a proper Marine the next time that I see you. I've got a war to fight and have already wasted too much time on your foolishness and misguided attempts." ****** "Lieutenant Kaufmann, it's Colonel McGee. Please open the door." There's a click of a door lock being turned, then the door slowly swings open, revealing Jay wearing a bathrobe within the privacy of his assigned male quarters. The closely sheared standard male Marine Officer hairstyle from only a few hours earlier, has already grown to be a Beatle-looking mop of curly brown hair that's currently covering the upper half of his ears. Stepping back from the door, he puts a cigar back into his mouth as he flops down heavily on the small couch as if he's very weary and picks up the glass of whiskey that he's been sipping on since returning from his appointment with the Old Man. Under public circumstances, he would have provide appropriate military respect to the senior officer; but per their long term agreement, he treats his visitor as Uncle Carl when in private settings. "There's some clean glasses in the cupboard and the bottles on the cabinet. Help yourself, Uncle Carl. Did you hear that my bad-ass Daddy ordered me to dress like a woman and to move into the Women's quarters? Not only that, but I've got to report to Sick Bay and be trained in how to push a tampon up my cunt; just like a little girl who's lived a sheltered life. Then I've got to always carry some of the tampons around with me so that he can further humiliate me by making me display them on demand. Fucking asshole. He did almost the same thing to me when I started growing some peach fuzz on my cheeks. I carried a razor and soap with me for over three months until he was satisfied that I wasn't trying to grow a punk- ass beard. But today, he really pissed me off. I was so damn pissed at him that I wanted to leap over his desk and choke him when he pulled that old 'father-knows- best-but-a-General-knows-better' bullshit on me. Why couldn't I have been born into a family of farmers instead of being the son-of-God?" Grabbing a glass, Carl pours some whisky into his glass while trying to sooth the youth's obviously upset feelings. "Well, I can't blame him. He's the Grand Old Man with all the responsibility of maintaining discipline and order for over five million Space Marines. Even if you weren't his son, he would be doing exactly the same damn things to anyone else unlucky enough to be transformed. Look at it from his perspective. Because you're a new woman, it's his ultimate responsibility to make sure you know how to take care of your new personal hygiene problems as well as to make sure that you're safe. Right now, he's not worried about keeping you safe from attack from the Hyloids but rather, he's worried about making sure that you're safe from your fellow Marines. A young husky Marine that you were fighting beside only a few weeks ago, is now going to look at you as being Prime Number One pussy that's ready for someone to sample. You've spent a couple of years on various space vessels since graduation from college, so you know that the risk of rape goes up when women are assigned quarters in close proximity to the men's quarters. He's just trying to protect you and to give you appropriate parental and Old Man type of military guidance while you're in this confused state. You'll have to admit that you're confused about a lot of things since your transformation. Over time and under other circumstances where you're not immediately surrounded by more than twenty thousand horny Marines, you would have time to learn to adapt to your new appearance and to get over the confusion." There is just a glimmer of moisture in the corner of Jay's new Hazel eyes as if he's fighting back a tear. Using the sleeve of the bathrobe to pretend that he's scratching an itchy nose, he also uses the opportunity to remove most of the moisture from his eyes while answering. "But why does he have to do it the way that he's doing it? When I awaken in Sick Bay and saw him leaning over me, I thought that maybe I had been injured and he was there to help me with my wounds. But after he had me confirm that I had retained my memories, he abandoned me. If you hadn't been there to hold me down and to talk to me when I saw that I wasn't a man anymore, I would've torn that whole fucking Sick Bay down to the ground. I went on a rampage and was trying to rip the tits off as if they were some glued-on phonies. Thank goodness that you were there to talk to me, but it should have been HIM! He should have been the one there to help me with the initial first few hours of finding out about my transformation. Why couldn't he have stayed and helped me?" "You know him as well as I do. He's not just a normal military prick, but he's a TOTAL military prick. I was very surprised when he pulled me from my duties and gave me a couple of days to work with you. From him, that's a lot of give and I don't think that his ramrod backbone is going to give too much more. I think that you should accept what he's done so far and begin to adapt to the changes in your life. Moving into the women's quarters won't be so bad and it's a start. You'll only be there until Medical releases you to return to Scout Duty. You might even like it, after all the quarters are bigger and friendlier." A smile forms on the youth's face "Like yeah. Friendlier is a funny way of describing rooms that are typically decorated in Mauve and beige earth-tones. Give me these old battle-ship gray plain rooms any day." "Jay, I fought to get you the necessary legal status to prove that you're still a man but you have to realize that you're not really a man. My brain know that the beautiful woman sitting across from me, who is wearing nothing but a robe, is really a man. But my body doesn't know it. My body thinks that you're a woman and reacts accordingly. With you sitting there with your legs spread wide revealing a cheap-shot glance at your creamy white inner thighs, it's hard to think of you as being a man. Yes, I hate to admit it but your new appearance and just being around you, also turns me on. Yes, you're a man legally. But you sure as hell don't look like a man anymore. So you're going to have to do some adapting. In fact, you're going to have to do a hell of a lot of adapting. Temporary changing your living quarters and wearing women's clothes is just a start. The sooner that you adapt to wearing a bra, then that obstacle is out of the way and you move on to the next challenge; such as eventually having to discard a used tampon. While you're on-duty in uniform, you'll find that you're doing nothing more than playing a game. Think of your new uniform as nothing more than a costume. Remember the day that you had to give up your beloved blue jeans that you wore every day to high school and then you had to start wearing the official ROTC uniform all of the time. You grumbled for a month about your jeans then you adapted and began to take pride in your new uniform. It's going to be the same way with wearing a bra and panties." "Oh yeah? Have you ever tried on a bra? I put one on for about half an hour and I couldn't wait to get the damn itchy thing off." "You'll get used to it. Just as you'll get used to the monthly bloody messes that you'll have to learn to cope with and all the other hormonal changes. My wife is the most pleasant woman in the world except for about three days a month and then she becomes the Bitch from Hell that no one can live near." "Yeah, I know you're right but I'm still hoping for some miracle where I awaken one morning and somehow have my old male body back. I miss my cock." "That's another area that you'll have to think about and also adapt your thinking. It probably won't be long before you awaken one morning and find your hand wrapped around a hard cock again. Only the cock will belong to some horny Marine that you met in a bar." Jay's head jerks up and his chin becomes rock-rigid "No fucking way will that occur. I've thought a lot about that and already made up my mind that I'm going to be a permanent lesbian." "Don't advertise that fact. According to the Constitution Revision Glossary, admitting that you're a lesbian reduces your legal platform for claiming your male rights. It's a Catch-22 situation where two males can be homosexual, which is perfectly legal while on space duty and not give up any rights, yet two lesbians are considered women by the official definition. So you're going to have to keep your desire for someone else's pussy very secret and probably date some men just to maintain your status as a legal male." "Fuck. I'm screwed no matter what I do. Why don't I just give up and go home to momma with my cunt between my legs?" "Because you're not a quitter. You're Jay Kaufmann and you're soon going to find that you become a symbol for all women who want a chance at the opportunities that you have that they don't have. You have explicit legal rights to do what their explicit legal rights say that they can't do. If you give up, you're letting them all down. No, I suggest that you slip your boobs into a bra, get yourself a proper woman's uniform and play the game until it's time to play your game. As you move up the military ladder, you can put yourself into positions where you can start defining the rules not only for yourself but for women that don't have your transformation advantage. I know that you're not into Women's Rights because you've only seen the issues from a man's perspective so far. It's time for you to think about who you are now and who you can become. Play the game, but play it to win. I'm on your side until I'm thrown out of the game by your daddy." "Thanks, Uncle Carl. I hadn't looked at it like that. Well, thank goodness I don't have too much to move and won't be staying in the women's quarters for long. I can't wait to get back to my pilot duties." ---- Chapter 4 - The Challenge "Can I talk to you Sir?" General Kaufmann looks up from the large computer monitor built into his desk. Colonel McGee is standing in the always open doorway. Leaning back in his chair while he signals McGee to enter and shut the door, the General uses the moment to rub his eyes and relax after several hours of reviewing troop displacements over the area under his control. Then the General opens a desk drawer, removing a bottle of whiskey and two glasses. Pouring a drink into each of the glasses, the General relaxes for a moment with his long time friend and assistant as he lets down the normal rigid military barrier between the two long time friends. "I apologize for getting angry at you the other day, but you know how much pressure I've normally been under with all the battles and other stuff. The battles aren't so bad but fighting the constant military bureaucracy and trying to accomplish something without killing someone is always difficult. Having my son transformed into a cunt drove me over the edge. So I wasn't thinking correctly with I belittled you in front of your peers and exiled you for a couple of days. I immediately regretted it, but I knew that you would understand and would use the time to help Jaye. Thank you, my friend." Sitting down at the desk, Colonel McGee switches from the normal all-military attitude to an "old drinking buddy" attitude. Taking a sip of his drink, then holding the glass up to look into the remaining liquid as if the dark brown liquid revealed the future, the Colonel's voice becomes just as soft as the Old Man's voice. "Thanks for the drink and the break from duties. Frankly I was getting a little tired studying the spreadsheets prepared by my staff and trying to project potential shortages. It felt good to walk away from that mess and to spend the time with Jay. Speaking of him, I understand that Jay came to talk to you yesterday." Shaking his head and letting a sardonic smirk form on his aging face, the General looks for a moment like a man who had fought one too many battles in his life. "Yeah. He came to see me wearing a botched uniform. The big tits pushed up on his chest were about to pop some buttons off his blouse. I told Jaye that he was going to have to follow my dress code. I laid it on the line and tried to get him to give up right then and there because he knows how rough I can make it for him. But he stuck to his guns like a damn fool. Even when I told him that I would never refer to him by my son's given birth name anymore and will only refer to him as Jaye from that moment on, he stuck to his stupid plan. I wanted to call him a IT to his face and to start using feminine pronouns to describe him as a her, but Legal told me that because he is legally considered a male, that I have to use masculine pronouns when referring to IT. Legal wasn't too happy when I said that I was going to start calling IT Jaye but there wasn't much that they could do. Damn, I did it again. I have to bite my tongue every time that I talk about Jaye or I accidentally call him a IT now. If I used another name such as Mary or Betty, then I could be subjecting him to ridicule which Legal won't permit. But as a father, I'm permitted to have pet names for my kids and to raise them within accepted bounds. So in the privacy of my home, I could insist on my cute little girlish-looking kid always wearing lipstick to the dinner table but that I can't do it when Jaye is outside my quarters. Damn Lawyers. We should have shot more of them during the Constitution Re-write. We solved one problem by putting the women in their proper place but we didn't kill enough lawyers to really resolve our longtime legal problems. More Scotch?" "Yes, thank you. And I want to talk to you about your attitude. I understand that your personal relationship with your son is none of my business but as your long time friend, I don't want to see you drive your only child away because of your stubbornness. Why are you so insistent on making this transformation even more difficult for Jay? Right now, he needs your support the most that he's ever needed it. He needs you to accept him and to support him as he tries to straighten out his life; not to have you throw hurdle after hurdle at him to try to get him to quickly conform to your wishes." Slowly refilling each of the glasses, General Kaufmann waits until the glasses are full before responding. "I've been expecting you to stick your head in here and to butt into my personal life. And I've asked myself the same question many times since that hour in Sick Bay. My answer is that I no longer have a son. I now have a daughter and will treat her as a daughter. Several hundred years ago before the Constitution Revolution when women were on equal footing with men, then I might have had a different answer. But in today's more modern world, I have to look at women as being nothing but second class citizens who are only fit to provide sexual relief for their men. Look at what occurred after the Revolution. All of the free-thinking independent women were taken to the showers and came out as bimbos who are more interested in staying at home and knitting dollies than in taking away a man's job by filling so many damn government positions. A vast improvement in attitude and home life occurred as a result of their modified thinking process. Almost overnight, most of our problems were resolved and we moved on to bigger and more important tasks. Instead of men and women constantly competing for which moralistic viewpoint for the government to support, there became only one viewpoint. Might is right. Men will do what is needed and women will serve their men. In times of war, men know and will do what needs to be done; while women wanted to bullshit and to try to resolve issues at a table. Remember the old women's motto of 'No More Dead Sons'? No wonder the Hyloids were about to over run us. Our ancestors solved our problems by putting women in their correct places and established a working relationship that we have a moral right to maintain. Although we don't send women to the showers anymore to adjust their mental attitudes, we officially discourage separation of duties. Men are born to fight and to fuck. Women are born to clean house and to be fucked by a man. My wife is somewhat of an independent thinker but she keeps her thoughts hidden until we're alone in bed. Otherwise my wife accepts her role in society as my bed partner and her responsibility in life as being nothing more than my chief cook and bottle washer. When I look at Jaye, I don't see a man any more. I see a confused woman who needs her attitude adjusted to be in line with today's politically correct acceptable thinking patterns that every woman must think. I see a female officer that I'm going to have to show her what her proper place is in today's advanced military and eventually find some reason to demote her from being a pilot to being a cook before she moves to the eventual lifetime job as housewife. Until Jaye becomes a housewife, there are going to be problems with him becoming the eventual mother of my grandchildren. Now that he doesn't have a cock any more and can't provide me grandchildren that way, he'll have to use someone else's cock to get me some grandchildren. In Jaye, I see a pretty woman with a hellacious body who needs a good fucking by a strong willed young man, such as that Major Edwards. I see Jaye as being nothing but a younger and very headstrong version of my wife. A woman who needs to have some sense fucked into her. If only the DNA tests had proved that Jaye wasn't my daughter, I'd order her to my quarters tonight and rip off her cherry myself." "She does have a damn nice body. I mean, he has..Damn it, now you've got me confused as to the gender. While you've been up here playing war, I've down there talking to a scared child and being a good uncle. I'll admit that I became aroused a lot and secretly wished that I was a lot younger so that I could become romantic with Jay. But damn it, you still haven't answered my question." "Yeah, I've been hedging around and explaining how I think that Jaye should look and act. I guess that I'm pressuring him to go home now because I don't want him to eventually fail and then I would have to do my duty. I want him to resign now and move back home so that I don't have to fire him later and then kick his butt back home. I want him to get the pain over now instead of dragging it on longer. It's going to happen and I'm going to have to do my duty. I'm the Old Man in charge and I have to go by the book. Even when the book is wrong." "Then go to Jay and tell him that. He'll understand. Right now, he's hurt, vulnerable and very confused. He needs guidance and your help." Throwing his head back as he holds the half-full glass to his lips, the General kills his drink in one quick gulp. Putting the bottle and his drained glass back into the hidden spot in his drawer as if the discussion is completed, the General stares at the half-full glass of his friend before responding. "I took an oath to do my duty, regardless of the impact upon my personal life. I've always followed my oath and have always done my duty, just as I will continue to do my duty until the day that I die. I've done all I can do to help Jaye in his current situation. When he gets over his bull-headiness and starts listening to me again, I'll offer my help. Until then, the subject is closed. Finish your drink and get back to your duties of analyzing supplies." Rising to his feet, Colonel McGee picks up his glass and empties it into the trashcan as if drinking any more of his superior's whisky unexpectedly became unacceptable to him. "I thought as much and will consider the subject closed between us as soon as I walk out of your office. Well, thanks for the drink, General. Your son used to have your temper, your bull-headed stubborn streak, your ego, and your dedication to the Marines as well as look like a younger more macho version of you. Your new pretty daughter looks like a younger version of her gorgeous mom but definitely has big tits like your wife, your temper, your bull-headed stubborn streak, your ego and your screwed- up dedication to the Marines. You two are going to butt heads soon and I don't want to be around when it finally happens. I like both of you too much to want to see either of you getting hurt any more than you have so far. As soon as she learns to use her large tits, pretty face, nice ass, virginal cunt and kissable lips as a weapon, she'll come looking for you. She's going to take you on and then she's going to fuck you like you've never been fucked. Don't get me wrong because I don't mean that she's going to let you bury your grumpy old cock into her sweet young virginal body. I mean that she's going to fuck you by playing mind games until you're nothing but a shrunken horny shell of your current self. If you don't head this off now and accept her for what she is at this moment, then she's quickly going to become your deadliest enemy. Seeing as how you are putting me into a spot of either being your friend or Jaye's uncle, I guess that I have to choose whose side I'm going to be on from now on. Because I've always enjoyed being on the winning side, I'm going to be her Uncle for those battles. For the battles with the Hyloids, I'll be on your side and will see you at the staff meetings but will make sure that I'm properly prepared per your instructions, Waldo. Do you realize that's the first that I've called you that since you got promoted to General?" ****** "Show me your tampons." It is a very different looking Lieutenant Kaufmann standing in an At Ease position in front of the General's desk. This Lieutenant Kaufmann looks almost like a real female officer. He's wearing the regulation short sleeve blouse tailored to emphasize his breasts and femininity. The blouse is tucked into women's trousers which are cut to properly fit a woman's narrow waist, larger hips and slender legs. Additionally the women's trousers have the zipper opening on the side instead of the front. On his feet are new women's boots with regulation two inch high heels. Hanging from his left shoulder, is the regulation black purse that all women are issued. The appropriate woman's uniform and the already-grown-back shoulder- length mane of curly dark hair makes the young officer look like a natural woman who just hasn't had time to put her makeup on yet. Without any hesitation, Lieutenant Kaufmann opens his purse and removes a small container. He flips the container open, revealing three new tampons ready for use. Holding the tampons in his small hand, Lieutenant Kaufmann's soprano voice has a trace of sarcasm "Would the General desire that I give a demonstration of the proper way to apply said tampons into the applicable cavity of my new body? I'm certified and appropriately trained to use them now, as per your instructions." "No, I know you. If you're following my orders and carrying them, then I know that you know how to use them. Your hair looks nice. Your mother used to wear her hair in a similar style, except her hair has been dyed blonde for so long that neither of us remember her true color." "Thank you sir, I accept your comparison to my mother as a compliment to both of us. My long hair length and hairstyle isn't the way that I would wear it if given a choice but it grows back as fast as I cut it off." Pointing a finger at the purse, General Kaufmann orders "I'm glad to see that you're carrying a woman's purse even though I didn't explicitly define it as part of your normal dress code. Open it up and let's see what you're using it for." "Beg your pardon, Sir? My interpretation of the official dress code specifies that if I'm wearing the female uniform, that I must also wear the purse. Therefore, I'm following standard procedures and carrying the purse, but there's no reference as to what the contents of the purse must be; nor do I remember any regulation that specify that I must show anyone the contents of my purse." "Just as I'm expected to periodically inspect a troop billet and prow among the footlockers to make sure that each Marine has new razor blades, I'm also required to make sure that my few female troops are prepared for any situation. Let's see the inside of the purse." Lieutenant Kaufmann opens the purse and turns it upside down, revealing that it's empty and not being used for anything except to transport the tampon container tightly held in his hand. Shaking his head as if he's just proved that a naughty son can't outwit the Old Man, the General orders. "I expect all my Marines to follow good grooming standards. My short discussion with Legal this afternoon indicates that I can require you to carry appropriate grooming aids with you even if I can't make you use them. Just as I can make a boy carry a razor to shave a face that doesn't have any facial hair, I can make you carry appropriate grooming gear. For you, I'm defining grooming gear as being a comb and brush, a lipstick, and a small makeup bag filled with the standard women's accessories. If you're going to carry it, then you also need to learn how to use it appropriately. By the time that I see you next, learn how to use makeup; even though I'm currently not permitted to order you to use makeup as part of your normal grooming. I also want you to carry at least six condoms with you at all time, in the event that you find a reason to use them. Condoms are issued on a routine basis to all men, especially prior to an R&R visit." "Perhaps the General didn't fully evaluate my new female body while I was naked and unconscious. But condoms aren't needed. I will never have another erection again." Shaking his head and trying to keep from going on record with saying the wrong thing, General Kaufmann's next words cause Lieutenant Kaufmann's face to turn pale "Not needed? Bull shit. Before you know it, you'll experience many erections. The erection just won't be yours. Carry condoms and I won't have to force you to report to Sick Bay to learn how to put condoms on another man." For just a moment, the new Hazel brown eyes appear to turn steely-gray again and his lips grimly tighten as he answers "Yes sir. Condoms, lipstick, hairbrush and other grooming articles will be immediately obtained as well as instruction in how to use said items. Anything else, Sir?" "Yes. The real reason that I invited you here today, wasn't to embarrass you by having you display your female hygiene products but to invite you to a social meeting at 1900 hours tonight. The Ambassador from Tis will be here and it's a formal affair. For me, that means full dress uniform. For you, that means a formal ball gown and appropriate appearance which I will explicitly define for you. I've taken the liberty of requesting one of my aides to escort you to the Women's shop for fitting into an appropriate dress and then to wait for you while your hair is styled. My discussion with Legal today indicates that in formal receptions and parties, my wife is expected to be the hostess. But because my wife is back on earth, then as my nearest relative, I can select you to be my hostess. Because you're going to be my hostess and stand beside me in the Welcoming Line, I can order you to be dressed appropriately in a formal ballgown. Current convention is that anyone wearing a dress to a party has appropriate makeup and acts accordingly. As my hostess, you'll be expected to dance the first dance with me so the aide will spend some of the afternoon helping you hone your dancing skills in your new high heels and petticoats. As Hostess, you'll also be expected to dance with the Ambassador and other high-ranking attendees. Before you run out of here to Legal to complain, I've got a document for you from Legal that confirms their interpretation of the appropriate laws to back up everything that I've described so far. As I told you before we started this charade, it won't be easy for you. You can quit now and be on a flight home before the party starts. Or you're going to be my Hostess with the Mostess tonight." "Request permission to speak freely, Sir!" "Granted." "Fuck you, Daddy. I'll play your fucking games but you aren't going to push me around much longer. Like you, I spent some time in Legal today and discovered that I can request a transfer to another combat zone. Request immediate assignment to the front line in Alpha Quandrant under the family act provisions where a close relative can request re-assignment in a different area away from another relative." "Request accepted. But because it's a war situation, I have a little liberty in when I approve the request. I'll approve it in two years which is the maximum that I can delay any request of this nature. Now I suggest that you hurry to the beauty salon and let them do whatever with your hair. I can't order you to change your light brown hair color to blonde but as your Daddy, I can request that you change the color so that you look a little more like your mother. See you tonight, dearie." ****** ---- Cont of Chapter 4 - The Challenge ****** Holding the paper with the room number on it, Colonel McGee rapidly walks down the long corridor knowing that everyone visiting the Women's Quarters are taped in case of subsequent legal actions for improper conduct. Finding the room number, he knocks on the door. The door jerks open as if Jay was holding the door handle and waiting for the knock. The big Hazel eyes look even larger because of the thin glistening of moisture covering them. Before Colonel McGee can enter the room, Jay loudly blabs "The fucking asshole is squeezing me by the balls and trying to hurt me. He's making me dress exactly like a woman tonight so that I can be his damn Hostess at the Ambassador's Reception tonight. He want to make me look like a cunt and parade me in front of every person on the ship while they gape down my cleavage to try to look at my tits. I know that he'll invite all of my former shipmates so that I can see the looks of pity on their face then have to deal with their personal questions about what it's like to have a cunt now. I've gone on R&R with some of those men and shared whores with them and now I'm expected to stand tall with my almost exposed tits beside Daddy while showing the whole world that I've got a cunt between my legs also." Shutting the door behind him as he enters, he reverts into his favorite uncle guise and tries to defuse the situation by temporary changing the subject "Nice room. It's almost as large as my senior officer personal quarters. I like the beige colors in here. Seems warmer and more comfortable. I told you that these quarters would be much nicer than staying in the other quarters." "Damn it, haven't you listened to a word that I've been saying? He's sending some Captain over here in a little over an hour to escort me to the Women's Beauty Shop to get my hair styled decorously for a Hostess. The Captain tried to get me to go there as soon as I stepped out Dad's office but I pleaded that I had some female problems to take care of and put him off for almost two hours." "Yes, I have been listening to you, but the more important point is, have you been listening to me? He's playing hardball with you. And you're doing just what he wants you to do. You're turning into a namby-pamby silly assed little girl who's almost ready to run home to Momma. I'll bet that if you picked up your phone and called Shuttle Reservations, you'll find that you can get a seat on any of the outgoing shuttles toward Earth. I'll bet that you've already got a reservation on every one of them, placed by your Old Man. He didn't get you to kowtow to his desires when he met with you the other day and ordered you to carry tampons with you, so he called you back in today and stuck another knife in your back. Knowing him, he's researched his options through Legal and I'll bet that he's within his rights to have you dress like a woman and serve as his Hostess because of the parental connections. Well, you've got two choices. Go to Earth and submit to your mother's suggestions to become someone's housewife. Or go to the Reception and prove that really you're a Marine under all that silk and ruffles that you'll be wearing. My vote is that you go to the Reception, prove to your Daddy that you can take whatever shit he gives you and then move on as you adapt to your new lifestyle." One of the Hazel eyes looks just a little damp and the beginnings of a tear forms in the corner of the eyes. Jay's voice abruptly becomes very soft and retrospective "Yeah, I know what you mean and I have to learn to accept it. Funny world, isn't it. I was born a man. I'm legally a man. I think that I'm a man. But because I have a woman's body, I have to dress and look like a woman. I'm afraid that Daddy's winning this war and I'm going to have to soon admit that he's right and accept my ultimate fate to become a housewife back on Earth. God, just the thought of me being back on Earth and having to let a man flirt with me almost makes me puke." "Bull shit. It ain't over till it's over. Many a leader has lost the initial battles and frequently had to allow others to kick him in the balls. It's not over until you give up and I never thought that you would be a quitter." Turning and walking through the small living room, Jay's voice quakes "I'm not a quitter. But what can I do? Even if my Old Man wasn't the General, someone else would probably be enforcing the same restrictions on me. I've tried to look at my situation from his perspective as well as from a new 'adapt and live' perspective. But today when I was standing at attention in front of him and knew that he was staring at my boobs through my uniform, I wanted to give up. I wanted to cry. If he hadn't pissed me off by demanding to see some fucking tampons, I might have cried at that moment. Oh, I feel so damn confused. I've talked to the doctor and he's telling me that I've got to learn to adapt to changes in my attitude as I go through the various menstruation stages and my brain is bombarded with overdoses of female hormones. He said it was natural for a woman to sit down and cry for no reason as well as feel confused frequently. Well today, I had plenty of reasons and tonight is going to be even worse with me looking like a prissy-assed cunt and everyone treating me like a whore instead of treating me like an experienced pilot." "Worse. No, it will only be worse if you allow it to get to you. As a Marine Officer, you know that one of the first rules taught you, is that you must learn to adapt to changing situations and fight the battle under your rules when possible. If you show up at the party, happily play his little game, dance and flirt with the Ambassador as if you were a natural woman, then you would show the Old Man that he can't intimidate you and that you can adjust to whatever he throws against you; then there won't be too much more that he can throw at you without violating some legal definitions. He's playing chess with your new emotions and current state of identity confusion. He scheduled this party just to put you into a situation where you'll want to quit and be very willing to become a bimbo. He wants you to move back home where it won't embarrass the Big Fucking General to have a son that looks like you look now. You've got to admit that you look like a brick shithouse. All you have to do, is survive whatever he throws at you until you're able to get out from under his direct control. He's got to put you back into action in the near future. I suggest that if you're going to cry that you go ahead and get it out of the way, then go get your hair styled and let me escort you to the party. Show him that nothing that he does will faze you. While you stand next to Daddy tonight dressed in that ballgown and looking like a beautiful woman, use every opportunity to show him that you're having a great time but that you can't wait until you get back into action as a pilot." Spinning quickly, the woman's face is all aglow with relief as if the few words he just spoke were the most profound words ever spoken. His womanly lips are softly moving as he whispers "Adapt and conquer. Pick and choose the weapons. Learn to use non-conventional items as weapons. Don't play by the enemy's rules. You define where the battle will be fought and decide what losses you can afford to lose. Go for the quick kill. Run when necessary but lead your enemy back into a trap. Yes, you're right. Things taught to me in combat air school also apply to this situation. If I don't adapt to my new appearance and learn how to use my body as a weapon, then I'm not a Marine. If I play totally by Daddy's rules, then it's just a matter of time until I become a non- thinking bimbo who only wants to play housey with some man. If I don't use the same high degree of planning against him that I would use against any enemy, then it's just a matter of time until Daddy wins. I can't lose to him in this battle. It's my life not his life. You're right Uncle Carl. I do have to go to this party tonight. And I have to defuse the weapons that he can use against me. You say that because that I'm legally a man that the rules of homosexual conduct on board a space vessel apply to me so that if I flirt with men tonight, that I'm not endangering my legal status?" "Shit, I'm not recommending that you go to bed with someone tonight just to piss off your Old Man, but you're right. You can flirt with a man in public but if you flirt with a woman in public, you're risking your legal status. The only place that you can safely flirt with a woman is at an R&R site where everything is legal." The tear oozes out of the corner of Jay's eye and down his cheek but he makes no attempt to brush it away. He understands that the public display of tears is something that is acceptable for him now just as he is beginning to acknowledge that he must accept other changes. Holding his head high, he whispers "Then I need to start learning how to use my body as a weapon and begin flirting with men when necessary. I need to play his game until I can change the rules and start defining where the battles will be fought. I have to pretend that I'm falling for his tricks and am losing. Then when he comes in for the kill, I'll pull the rug out from under his feet. Daddy, one of us is going to lose tonight and it's not going to be me." ****** "Lieutenant Kaufmann, I'm Captain Browning. I'm supposed to escort you to the Beauty Parlor and then to the Officer's Formal Exchange where a dress has already been selected for you." "Captain Browning. So nice to meet you. Did anyone ever tell you that you have pretty eyes?" "Uhh., why yes, I suppose that some people have remarked about my eyes before but it's been so long that I wasn't expecting such a nice remark." "Well, they are pretty and I like to gaze into pretty eyes. You don't mind if I get a little personal with you, do you? My name's Jaye." "My friends call me Jerry. I'm very happy to know you on a personal basis." ---- Chapter 5 - The Party Standing in front of the private quarter's door, Colonel McGee searches through his pockets for his breath mints. He's dressed in the official military dress uniform, complete with obsolete sword and the obligatory chest full of medals that he's earned over his long career. After taking a breath mint to clear away the last vestiges of the cigar he was smoking in his private quarters while he dressed, he knocks on the door. "Who is it?" asks the muffled but recognizable new voice of Jay Kaufmann. "Colonel McGee. Your father asked me to escort you to the party. Are you dressed?" "Fucking-A. I've got so much perfume and silk on that I feel like a French Whore dressed in a parachute. Give me a minute to unlock these damn locks. When I was in the Men's barracks, there was only one lock on the door, but here in the Women's quarters, each door has thirty locks on it." The door opens, revealing a very different Lieutenant Kaufmann than the one that Colonel McGee had seen just a few hours earlier. The short trip to the hairstylist resulted in an upswept pulled-back formal-affair type of hairstyle that highlighted the natural beauty of Jay's new face while at the same time projecting a strong image of femininity. A touch of makeup on the cheeks brought out the rosy glow and natural shadows of the cheekbones. The glistening lips were coated with a pinkish-red lipstick that made them look fuller and extremely kissable. But the most noticeable facial improvement was around the eyes which were highlighted and darkened slightly to emphasize a husky exotic beauty to the large brown eyes. Dangling from each exposed ear was a small diamond which matched the diamond necklace resting around Jaye's exposed chest. The formal ball gown was decorously pushed out by the mass of ruffled petticoats hidden underneath the lower part. The ballgown's upper portion emphasized Jay's narrow feminine waist, exposed the delicate arms and prudently exposed only the barest hint of politically correct cleavage. Overall, the combination of facial features, dress, and hairstyle is very reminiscent of the classic beauty captured forever on film of a young actress playing Scarlett O'Hara in the old movie "Gone With The Wind". After giving the uncle-like senior officer a moment to look at the new totally female party appearance, Jay breaks the silence "Yeah, I know I look damn good. I had to admit it myself after some of the girls helped me get into this shit and dolled my face up with the makeup crap. If I was still a man and saw a babe that looked as good as this, I would be one horny mother-fucker and doing my best to find some way to fuck her. I think that I'm going to have a hard time at the party tonight with all my former buddies trying to be the first one to fuck me." Laughing while trying to somehow figure out a way to secretly adjust a very large erection into a more comfortable position within his suddenly tight trousers, the older man decides that telling the truth might be a good thing to do "You're one of the most beautiful women that I've seen. Sorry, I mean." "No, damn it. Tell the truth. I look like a beautiful woman. And I feel like a beautiful woman. All day long since you've left me, I've been saying over and over to myself 'it is not going to kill me'. And I believe it now. I accept it now. Now that I look at it as nothing more than playing a role in a game, I'm more at ease with the whole situation. I'm going to that party and I'm going to have a damn good time. But I'm not going as Lieutenant Jay Kaufmann, Marine and Scout Pilot. I'm going as Jaye Kaufmann, the extraordinarily beautiful daughter of the meanest fucking General in the whole Unionization of Planets. I'm going to stand beside the Old Man and I'm going to be the best Hostess that he's ever had; as well as be the prettiest. After I came back from the beauty shop, I knocked on a couple of the nearby doors and got some of the women to come help me learn my new role for tonight. I look it as being nothing more than I'm an actor on the world's biggest stage and need to learn my part. With their help, I've practiced my movements so that I look delicate and know what is expected of a woman in a proper social setting. I've also practiced dancing so I'm ready to be the Belle of the Ball. I know that people have been talking about me ever since the transformation but they are really going to talk about me after this party tonight. By the way, do you realize how difficult it is, to dance backwards in high heels and wearing all this damn silk?" ****** Normally formal parties aren't a big thing when the main guest is only an Ambassador. At those times, only the "must attend" officers show up because most Marines don't like standing around in formal costumes and politely making small talk while sipping on watered-down whisky. They prefer going to a bar where they can relax, drink some good whiskey and fight some sailors. With the Unionization of Planets at war with the hostile Hyloids, not many junior grade officers have their wives on the large vessel unless the wife is also providing some limited shipboard function, such as working in the food preparation areas, laundry areas, clothes exchange areas or other similar low responsibility area. So most of the attendees at tonight's party are going to be male. Although General Kaufmann's rank and quarters are impressively sufficient to support having his family on board, he's always liked keeping his family on Earth and going home frequently. Those long shore leaves are typically spent in the bedroom and put a lot of spark back into his long-term marriage to Jaye's pretty mother. So usually when he hosts a reception, he appoints the wife of one of his senior officers to be his official hostess. With the word spread that his newly transformed daughter is going to be the official hostess and wearing a dress, his morale officer has been overwhelmed with requests for tickets and a "good table". Almost instantly, the size of the reception grew from the expected three hundred "must attend" tickets issued to the maximum number of twelve hundred issued tickets. The Morale Officer found himself in the unusual position of having to pull back tickets already given to junior grade officers to allow more senior officers and officers with wives to attend. Only when the President himself appeared on board the vessel, did so many people desire to participate in an otherwise boring reception. Standing in his private alcove where he's waiting for the formal start of the reception, General Kaufmann glances at his watch. He's memorized the departure time of all shuttles leaving his vessel which could transport Jaye to Shuttle Central and eventually back to Earth. The last shuttle left within the last five minutes. The confident Old Man is patiently waiting for Carl McGee to knock on his door to inform him that Colonel Wexler's wife will have to fill in as Hostess because a spirit-broken Jaye is headed to Earth on that shuttle. So when the knock comes, he smugly adjusts his coat and happily walks to the door. His smug confident look disappears when the open doorway reveals the beaming young lady that Colonel McGee is escorting. "Hello Daddy. I read the rules for Hosts and Hostesses and all of our discussions are supposed to be informal and very friendly tonight. So I don't have to ask you for permission to speak because tonight I'm your daughter Jaye and not one of your pilots. How do I look?" Letting go of Colonel McGee's arm, a very happy looking Jaye spins in a circle as if he's practiced for this moment all of his life. The crinkling petticoats under the long full, formal skirt make a seductive soft noise that highlights the soft click of the high heels. As Jaye spins slowly so that General Kaufmann can supposedly get a total view of Jay's totally feminine appearance, a silent war is occurring between them. Although Jay's beaming face is smiling as if Jaye is deliriously happy to be there dressed as a woman, his Hazel brown eyes momentary reveal the inner anguish of being placed in this situation before Jaye's able to camouflage his anger by channeling the anger into a gleaming smile-like twinkle. Holding his hands behind his back in a semi-relaxed Parade Rest position, General Kaufmann is also abruptly experiencing inner turmoil that his plan isn't working so far. His lips are smiling but he's fighting the urge to bite his tongue by squeezing his hands tightly together so that his fingernails digging into his palms allow him to partially relieve his inner frustrations. After making a full circle so that Jaye is facing his father again, he points at the diamond necklace lying on his exposed chest. The necklace looks like an inverted arrowhead pointing down at the womanly cleavage. "It was nice of you to send some of mother's jewelry over for me to wear tonight. Can we have a photograph taken of us tonight and sent to her so she can see how happy we are? And also so that she can see how pretty I look." ****** "Mister Ambassador, may I present Lieutenant Jaye Kaufmann, my hostess for the evening." The Ambassador's heels loudly click as he bows and Jaye curtsies as if the transformed young woman has been in this situation thousands of times. As Jaye curtsies, there is just a momentary flash of dangling boobs toward the Ambassador as the front of the dress adapts to the change in gravity. Kissing the back of Jaye's hand, the Ambassador's rushed words are laughing "It's my pleasure. I'm so pleased to finally meet you. I've read about your amazing capture and subsequent transformation in our diplomatic briefings but I had no ideal that you turned into such a beautiful young woman. The few grainy photographs taken at first and circulated with the official transcripts of your escape, don't do you appropriate justice. If this blossoming into such a beautiful woman occurs with every transformation, I have a platoon of ugly men that I will send to Griais-4 tomorrow and hope that they get captured so that I can look forward to their escape." ****** The reception line is long because of the large number of attendees. Each Officer stops momentary in front of the officer next to the General, who gets the officer's name and introduces the officer to the General. The lower ranking officers are given a quick handshake and then quickly introduced to Jaye who holds out a hand to either be formally kissed on the back of the hand or shook as if confirming a business deal, depending upon the greeted person's initiative. Then Jaye introduces the officer to the Ambassador and so on down the rest of the reception line until the officer joins the ever increasing hoard in the large party room. Senior officers or important people are given a slightly longer brief moment to say a few words before being eased down the line. Some of the officer's being introduced are very familiar to Jaye because he had previously flown or attended a class with them. Those are the most awkwardly introductions at first but as the crowd kept coming through the door, it becomes easier to face old friends and have them stare at the boobs as if they've never seen boobs before. There is one young officer whose career has closely paralleled Jay's own career so that they are very close friends. Seeing that officer caused a moment of frustration which is increased by the young man's unthinking casual remark "Guess we won't be going bar-hopping any more!" Squeezing his hand tightly, Jay understands that the man is really referring to the many times that they spent on R&R, picking up whores and sharing them in a seedy hotel room. Looking the man in the eye to show that the male Jay Kaufmann still exists, Jaye softly responds "I look forward to doing a lot of bar-hopping with you some day in the future." The women and wives going through the line are a different situation because a lot of the women are sizing up the transformed young woman even more than the men are examining Jaye. Some of the women are very obvious in their stares at the partially exposed boobs and femininely clad body as if they don't believe it is possible to be so totally transformed into a realistic looking woman, even with the truth mere inches away from them. There are a couple of women escorted through the line who shared a bed with the male Lieutenant Kaufmann within the last couple of years. Where one woman is friendly and laughs as if nothing has changed between them, the other woman makes a slightly catty remark, which Jaye attributes to the woman's displeasure with Jay's abandonment of their quick romance. Seems that the woman wanted to establish a long time relationship and was ready to get married but Jay wasn't interested in anything more than spending a couple of nights in bed with the woman. She tried to get him to come back to see her a few times and then got the message. So the woman slyly looks at Jaye as if she's secretly pleased that the transformation happened. Jaye finds it difficult to keep from saying out loud "Bitch!" but instead politely passes the woman quickly and her current main squeeze to the Ambassador. About twenty minutes after the line started, General Kaufmann expands his usual curt introduction. "Jaye, I want you to meet Major Edwards. This is the man who rescued you." For everyone else, Jaye has stood side by side between the General and Ambassador. For some unknown reason, Jaye takes a half step forward so that the only option for the Major is to shake the slender hand presented to him. Shaking hands like two men sealing a deal, Jaye examines the taller man's face. Where everyone else so far has been greeted with a so-nice-to-see-you rubber-face smile, Jaye's face is devoid of any emotion as he stares up into his rescuer's equally blank face. "So you're the one that pulled me off that damn planet. I don't know whether I should thank you for saving my life or shoot you for saving my life." "I think that I did nothing more than what you or any other Marine would have done in similar circumstances. I'm hoping that you don't decide to shoot me." "I think that I'll give you a fate worse than death. As Hostess, I'm supposed to dance half of the first dance with my father, the second half of the dance with the Ambassador and other dances with senior staff. I'm going to embarrass you by having you dance the second dance with me." "It will be my pleasure and honor, Miss Kaufmann." "Call me Jaye but don't call me Miss Kaufmann unless you want your ass kicked. No, now that you've pissed me off, I've just re-considered my offer. I'm going to sit out the second dance and do something else instead. Meet me on the balcony in the video wing and I'll challenge you to a game of Rocket Death III. Loser has to polish the winner's boots for a week." "Uh.you should be aware that I'm very good at that game. I established a record of 172 million points in one game once." "That's nice. My personal best is 184.5 million." "In that case, you're on. My name's David." "Be prepared to lose. My name's Jay but you're expected to call me Jaye tonight." ****** Although by having to do the female follow to the male lead and dancing a waltz backwards in high heels is confusing at first, Jaye demonstrates to his father and assembled multitude watching that he can do it. Halfway through the dance, the Ambassador cuts in on the General as scripted and Jaye politely chitchats with him as the floor fills with other dancers. As soon as the dance is over, Jaye turns down the Ambassador's gentleman offer for escort back to the table and suggests that a trip to the Ladies Powder Room is necessary. Jaye walks through the milling crowd knowing that General Kaufmann is watching every move made. Knowing the layout of the large Party Room, Jaye remembers that there are stairs leading up to the balcony level gameroom near the restrooms. Reaching the stairs, Jaye quickly goes up to the upper level where the younger officers usually congregate. The balcony level has some other rooms such as a television room and a game room where bored officers usually can find some way to kill time while fulfilling the requirement to be present. Going into the gameroom, Jaye sees Major Edwards sitting patiently at one of the video game control seats, reserving the game for their challenge. Taking a seat opposite the man who saved his life, Jaye's proclaim is to set the tone of the game as being friendly and very competitive. "Get ready to get your ass kicked buster. I've had a lot of practice on this game." "So have I." Sitting down at the video game, Jaye looks perplexed at the table as if something is missing. Waving at a nearby waiter to get his attention, Jaye requests a cigar and a glass of whiskey. Jaye delays the start of the game until there is a full glass of whiskey on the counter and a lit cigar is in the mouth. ****** After ten minutes, Jaye was ahead by a mere 80,000 points. That's not much considering that each player reached the 10,000,000 mark in the first three minutes of play. Both of them are intently staring at the monitors and not only trying to outshoot each other but to out- maneuver each other in the highly competitive game. Points are given for hit targets but more points are given for the skill in flying the video rocket and getting to the various targets without crashing. Both of them are totally absorbed in the game and don't notice that the General is part of the small crowd watching them play the realistic rocket jockey shoot-them-up game. Standing unnoticed a few feet away, he watches the intent look on each of their faces as they struggle to win the simulation game. He had come looking for Jaye with the intent to bring Jaye back to the main table and to somehow maneuver Jaye into sitting with some of the officer's wives to see if that would help break the impasse. Seeing them playing the combat game, he gets another idea. Turning around, he walks away, letting them continue their game as he plans another game for the two officers to play. Going back to his table, he sits down beside Colonel McGee who is smoking a cigar as he sips his brandy. Lighting his own cigar, he makes a puzzling comment to his long time friend. "Throwing Jaye into a crowd hasn't convinced him to go home. Wonder what will happen when I send him back to work?" ****** "Major Edwards, reporting as ordered." General Kaufmann snaps to attention and returns the young officer's salute. "I understand that you barely lost at Rocket Death III last night to Lieutenant Kaufmann. Knowing my son, you were set up and probably lost a minor bet to him." "Yes sir. I'm quickly learning to not underestimate Lieutenant Kaufmann's abilities. Especially in playing games. As a result of the very close outcome of our bet, I'm supposed to shine her..excuse me, to shine his boots every day until one of us ships out." Pointing at the couch in the corner of his large office which has a coffee table holding a bottle of whiskey and some glasses filled with ice, the General walks to the informal couch, closely followed by the younger man. After pouring a couple of drinks for each of them and leaving the bottle within range of the Major so that he could refill his glass as he desired, the General gets straight to the point. "I've arranged for you to be promoted in the near future. It wasn't easy because you don't meet the time in grade requirements having just been recently promoted to Major. You will be promoted to Lieutenant Colonel in about nine weeks which is about two years ahead of the earliest that you would've been promoted under normal circumstances. Until then, you belong to me and will follow my instructions. Your ship took a lot of damage and is going to take several weeks in dry dock before it's ready for duty again. So until your normally assigned vessel is ready for action again, I'm temporary putting you in charge of a new vessel and giving you a new assignment that is slightly different from the type of assignments that you normally receive. I want you to do some routine scout missions then you're going on a Rest and Recreation visit. How long has it been since you've been on R&R?" Sipping on his whisky, Major Edwards stares over the rim of his glass while postponing answering the General's question "R&R? It's always too long between visits. Why scout missions? Scouts are usually led by Captains or Lieutenants near promotion." "Because my dear future Lieutenant Colonel, you still need me to sign your promotion orders. There are some things that I can order you to do and there are some things that I can't order anyone to do. Let me tell you what I can order you to do. The scout mission that I have in mind, will not have a full complement of six crew members. It'll just be you and Lieutenant Kaufmann for two weeks on the scout vessel by yourselves. Then you go straight to an R&R site where I expect the two of you to relax and party a lot, before returning to space one more time with just the two of you in the close quarters of a small scout vessel. I expect that during that time that you're working very closely, that the two of you will become closer than just shipmates. By the way, Lieutenant Kaufmann doesn't know about his new assignment yet and the two of you are leaving this afternoon. Need I say more?" ****** "Lieutenant Kaufmann reporting as ordered." "At ease. This won't take long. Thank you for being my official Hostess last night and for complying to my assigned dress code. The photographs taken of you in your Hostess ballgown have already been transmitted to your mother. She asked me to tell you that she thinks that you looked very pretty and again asked me to suggest that you consider coming back to Earth. I have to agree with your mother that she could probably provide a lot more moral support than I can provide you at this time. But that's not why I requested you to come here this morning. Per your request to return to duty as soon as possible, you've been certified as ready to return to duty by both the Sick Bay Team and the Flight Team. Because the rest of your squad was killed, I'll have to re-assign you to another ship and to a different team. Return to your quarters and begin check out procedures from your quarters. At 1900 hours tonight, report to Hangar Bay 271 to the Flight Officer who will show you your new assignment. Because this first mission that you're assigned to, isn't a long term mission and is composed entirely of officers awaiting reassignment, it will be a flight of only two to three weeks. Your Scout Shuttle won't be fully manned with a full crew for such a short flight so you'll be expected to perform double duty as Pilot and Navigator. You're going to return to the general vicinity of Griais-4 and establish warning beacons to ward off Unionization vessels that aren't aware of the horrible secret that you accidentally discovered. After that assignment is successfully finished, you're scheduled for an R&R visit before returning to duty with a regularly assigned crew on a normal staffed vessel. Good luck. Dismissed." ---- Chapter 6 - A long journey Colonel McGee leans back on the couch and sips the whisky as he watches a very agitated Jaye Kaufmann pace and forth across the small space in the assigned Women's Quarters. It's a very different looking Jaye from the Belle of last night's ball because he's now dressed in combat fatigues. His thick hair is pulled back into a ponytail and there's a pistol attached to the web belt. "It's a fucking setup. I honestly thought that he was going to give me a chance when I walked out of his office. I ran down to Hanger Bay 271 to check out my new vessel and to make sure that everything was shipshape before the scheduled departure time. Two mechanics were finishing up verifying the armaments were fully stocked. I picked up the mechanics checklist to see if I knew any of the other crewmen. There were only two names on the list. Just that fucking asshole Edwards and me. The Old Man is sending me into space for two weeks to be alone with just one man. Not with a normal crew. Shit, knowing Daddy, he's promised the handsome young Major a promotion if he'll fuck me a couple of hundred times and turn me into a submissive pregnant housewife ready to be shipped back to Earth, by the time that we return from this trip." "Your Daddy didn't get to be Supreme Commander by not planning for any possible contingency. Well, at least you've only got one person to worry about for the two weeks. One man might be easier to keep under control than having five men to worry about." "Shit. With one man, it's my word against his word as to anything that happens to me. He could rape me and get away with it. With five men, I could expect normal peer pressure to keep everything on an even keel and to give me a fair chance. With one man, it's like being in a locked mountain cabin that's normally used by honeymooning couples. I'm going to keep my pistol loaded at all times." ******* "Jaye, I want you to know that I didn't request this assignment and was only informed of my teaming with you this morning a few minutes before you received your assignment." "It's Lieutenant Kaufmann. The informalities of last night's Reception won't be observed by me on this flight. I'm your Pilot, Navigator and will perform my standard military duties. If you're expecting that we establish any personal relationships while we're on this Scout mission, you better request my reassignment right now." Major Edwards' face scrunches as if he wasn't expecting the rebuff. "Reassignment? I don't think either of us desires that. If you're reassigned without even going out into space, then a Board of Inquiry will have to evaluate your duty status. And while you're dodging their questions, as the Commander, I'm filling out a bunch of damn forms as to why a change in personnel was requested at the last minute. No, you're going with me. But we're going to do it as co-workers and I hope as friends. I'll admit that your father wants me to pressure you but I turned him down. I'm here because I've never turned down any mission assignment. I'm here to do my duty and I'll do my damnest to treat you as an equal. As far as I'm concerned, your time on this ship will be spent as my pilot and not as my bunkmate. My first name is David." "Very well. You may call me Jay. You've got a pilot. Let's get this ship on course." ****** "See Jay, I told you that once we got a couple of hours away from Base One Station, that you'd feel a lot more relaxed." "Yeah David, I suppose that you're right and that I was overly paranoid from all of my recent problems as well as feeling flushed from my relative newness with having to deal with all these damn female hormones coursing through my new body. Well, I've established the navigation route to Griais-4. We should be there in about seventy- three point four hours. Per normal procedures, defense shields are running at ten percent protection which is adequate for avoiding normal space debris." "Good. While you were doing that, I've calibrated the weapons system and confirmed that all m