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Chancing Changes

by  Rhodes

 

Part 4

October 23rd , Monday

Doctor Thomas Evers studied the young woman sitting in the comfy leather chair in front of his desk. If he hadn't been briefed on her case by Doctor Polland he would have never believed that she had been an almost thirty year old, male security guard a little more than two weeks ago.

She was wearing an unadorned white blouse and jeans. Simple and not overly feminine garments. The big leather jacket she had worn when she came in was obviously a possession from before the change. She had her very long blond hair in a single braid that hung over her shoulder. Her expression was stony, her unbandaged, right eye glaring at him almost accusingly.

“So, good morning  – are you comfortable with me calling you 'Miss' Jenkins?” He smiled at her, trying to break the ice. He might as well have tried to melt the polar caps with a lighter.

“Call me whatever you want. It's not like I have much choice on the matter. Better I get used to it now,” she snapped at him. “Just to make myself clear, consulting you was not my idea and I'm only doing it because Doctor Polland asked me to do it. I'm not insane and I have coped with worse stuff than you could possibly imagine. I would be grateful if you could just count my marbles so we can get over with this.”

Evers had to suppress a smile. How he loved a good challenge.

“Ah well, alright. How about I start counting then. Now that you made me curious, what other things did you have to cope with before this?”

The blond woman just rolled her single eye and made a disgusted sound.

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Frank Hillman checked his appearance again in the large mirror. The cobalt blue cloak sat straight, just as it had two minutes ago. The neat silver thread embroidery shone in the bright light cast by the neon lamps arrayed around the mirror. His eyes went to the pamphlet lying on the table in front of him, partly obscured by makeup bottles and a half full ashtray.

The Dazzler World Tour 2006

The image below that heading was a good one, albeit three years old now. He did not think that he had changed much in that time. The handsome, middle-aged man with graying black hair, wearing the trademark runecovered, cobalt blue cloak, beamed his most charming smile at his older self from the cheaply printed image. The smile did not reach his eyes though. But that was nothing new. Frank could not remember ever being happy since Erica had died.

He looked around the drab dressing room that had all the charm and allure of a broom closet and silently shook his head. It had all been a big mistake. He should never have allowed Chester to talk him into doing this tour to revive his already failing career. As if performing in second rate theaters all over Europe would make him popular again. He should have retired with decency, passing the cloak down to his apprentice.

He glanced at the clock on the wall above the door. <Still twenty minutes until the show starts.>

He pulled a single cigarette seemingly out of thin air and lit it with a lighter produced in the same way. It never hurt to stay in training.

He was just savoring the first drag, when someone knocked on the door.

“Frankie? You in there?” sounded a young man's voice from the other side.

<Where else would I be you moron, and don't call me Frankie; your father had a right to do it, but not you.> Frank thought, but all he said was “Come in Chester.”

The short, Hispanic man that entered the room was in his mid-twenties, his appearance immaculate as always. He had a soft face and even his tailored suit could not hide the fact that he was getting a little plump already. He was holding up his cellphone with his right hand.

“There is a call for you from some academy back in the States. Looks like they had trouble getting hold of you. They say it's about your son.”

Frank sighed. His son was a very independent young man, but their relationship was strained at best. Frank had no illusions about whose fault this was.

When Erica had died he had thrown himself into his career, more or less ignoring their only child. Oh, he had cared for him financially, but he had not seen the boy for months at times. Once he had realized his mistakes it had been too late, and his feeble attempts at reconciliation with his son had only been met with contempt from the kid.

When Whateley tried to contact him, it usually meant trouble. Full of foreboding he took the phone from his agent's hand.

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Doctor Polland looked up from some papers on his desk when a young, gangly lab assistant escorted Lex in. “Oh, hello Miss Jenkins. How did your appointment with Doctor Evers go?”

“About as I expected. I'm sorry Doc I just can't abide shrinks.” The scientist's eyebrows rose at that but he let it pass.

“Well I'm sure you will get along given enough time.” Lex just shrugged.

Doctor Polland got up from his desk and motioned her to follow. “Let's see what your eye looks like.”

“I still don't see why I need a psychiatrist. It's not like he can change anything that happened to me. I'm sure I'm as sane as I ever was.” Lex complained while following the scientist.

“Oh, I am sure you are sane. That doesn't mean you could not use some counseling. It helps to have someone neutral to talk to, don't you think?” Lex grunted at that.

They entered one of the medical labs and the Doc told her to sit down on something that looked very much like a dentist chair. The lab assistant reappeared, holding a small metal tray with a pair of scissors and fresh dressing material, among other things. Lex closed her good eye while the Doc began removing the old dressings.

As the pieces fell away Doctor Polland made a surprised sound.

“Interesting. No visible scar tissue. You appear to have some kind of healing factor. We might have to put you through a full Xavier test. Can you try to open your left eye?”

Not feeling any pain or discomfort besides some itching where the dressings had been, Lex obliged. After more than a week of being half blind, getting back her normal vision was great. She could tell no difference to before, except some light blurriness when she closed her right eye. Considering she had expected to be half blind for the rest of her life this was great news indeed.

A sharp intake of breath and the clatter of a pair of scissors hitting the floor reminded her of Doctor Polland. She was surprised to find him staring at her, his mouth hanging open. He abruptly turned away until he faced the wall. She looked up at the assistant questioningly. But as soon as their eyes locked, he too gasped and dropped the tray, sterile instruments and dressings littering the floor.

“What's the matter? I can see just fine. It can't possibly look that bad, can it?” Lex asked, puzzled by their reactions.

The Doctor seemed to have his composure back, but still refused to even look in her direction. Instead he walked over to one of the lab tables and picked up a mirror.

“Do you feel anything odd? You said your vision is normal?” He returned but kept the mirror while avoiding her eyes. His expression was puzzled.

“Well everything is a little blurry if I only use my left eye. But otherwise it seems alright. As for feeling normal, I feel about as normal as ever since my 'accident'.”

“Curious. Clarence, would you please get some recording equipment? I would like to document this. Clarence?” He had to tap the pale young man on the shoulder to get his attention. “Are you all right?”

“Wha... Yes Doctor, sorry. I'll get it right away.” As the young man hurried from the room, the Doc handed Lex the mirror, still not looking directly at her.

After steeling herself for some dreadful and disgusting sight, Lex was almost disappointed. At first she thought the mirror was broken since it appeared to have a hole or a blind spot. Then she realized that her left eye was just not there. Where the eyeball should have been there was only blackness. Not like a black glass eye, since there were no reflections. There just seemed to be a pitch black void. Not what you would call normal but definitely not disfiguring enough to justify the reactions of the two men. Carefully probing with her finger she found out quickly that the eye at least felt normal when prodded and decided not to repeat that particular test.

“I don't see what the fuss is all about. Sure it's not exactly pretty, but it's not looking that bad.”

“You don't feel anything when looking at it?” the Doc sounded surprised.

“I feel happy about still having two working eyes. That's about it.”

Doctor Polland thought for a while, then placed himself behind the chair. He seemed to gather his resolve for a moment before he looked at her face again through the mirror. When their eyes connected he relaxed visibly.

“It seems the effect is lost when observed through a mirror. I can assure you, looking directly at your left eye is very... unsettling. I have trouble describing the sensation.” He bowed down to the ground and picked something up from below the fallen metal tray.

“If you don't mind, could you please put this on? It would make the tests much easier on us.” With that he handed her a black cloth eyepatch. Lex just shrugged and slipped the thing over her eye.

“Thank you. I think we will start with a CT. I wonder if the shard is still somewhere in there.”

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Frank zipped the small traveling bag shut. Checking his watch again he picked up the bag.

“You can't do this to me Frankie! They will sue! We have to do at least four more performances.” Chester seemed close to a nervous breakdown as he dogged after the determined magician into the backstage area of the theater.

Frank ignored his agent's complaints, looking around between the show requisites. Finally he spotted his apprentice, Peter, working on a big, transparent water tank on the far side of the stage. He purposefully strode towards him.

“Pete!” he called.

As soon as the slightly stocky, blond man turned around, Frank tossed him the blue bundle he had taken from his bag. Though surprised, Peter still caught the thing.

“Frank. What is ....” he started when he noticed the fine silver embroidery on the cobalt blue fabric.

“It's yours. I'm stepping down. You can have him too,” he pointed at Chester at that, “but I would advise against it. Use any parts of the act you want to keep, or scrap it all. I don't care.” Frank slapped his dumbstruck ex-apprentice on the shoulder, smirking at him. “Sorry it took me so long to do this, I didn't plan on holding you back.”

“But, but... you didn't, I'm noway near ready for ....” Pete stuttered.

“You are ready. Have been for years. I just didn't have the decency to admit that I'm done for and that it's time for fresh blood.”

“Tha... thank you Frank. This is so sudden....”

“Hey! Anyone 'round here who has not gone bonkers, and realizes that we will be in deep shit if you just drop out like that, Frankie?” Chester interrupted angrily.

Frank just turned around and slapped the young man in the face.

“Shut up Chester. Let me set you straight on a few things. First, I don't like you. Never did. I think your mom spoiled you rotten, and your dad allowed it because he loved her so much. Second, the only reason I let you take over as my agent after your old man died was because he asked me to look out for you. Third, you have no right to call me Frankie. For you it's Mister Hillman or at best Frank, that's it.” With each point he had advanced on his flustered agent, finally backing him up against the tank. When the young man tried to speak up again Frank interrupted once more, reveling in this release of his pent up ire.

“Also, 'The Dazzler', as dumb as it sounds, is no mere stage name, it is a fully registered alias. Yes, I used to be pretentious like that. All contracts were made out to that alias instead of my name. I will transfer it to Pete here, and he can finish your precious tour for me if he agrees to do so.” Pete gasped at this and began to assure how honored he would be, but Frank silenced him with a gesture.

“Gotta catch my plane, I wish you the best. When you are back home, Pete, drop by and we can talk.” With that he turned and headed for the exit.

In the silence after his former master's disappearance Pete asked “What the hell happened?”

The still very shaken and pale Chester, holding his burning cheek, gulped before answering. “Some woman called from his son's school. Seems the boy got into some trouble with the school security and they went too rough on him and put him into coma. Don't think I'd like to trade with the person who did it once – Frank

arrives.”

“No kidding.” Pete muttered, absentmindedly stroking the bundle in his arms.

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Lex quickly closed the apartment door behind herself and shrugged off the oversized leather jacket. She had not met Mr. Green on the way in, which was a good thing.

The day before, the elderly caretaker had intercepted her at the door, wanting to know what she was doing in 'Mr. Jenkins'' apartment and what had happened to the young man. Caught off guard she had claimed to be Susan Luther, combining the name Dave had tagged on her during her father's funeral with her mothers maiden name. She had stalled the caretaker somewhat by claiming to be her own cousin, looking after the apartment while 'Mr. Jenkins' was 'abroad'.

When she had noticed the unintended pun she had laughed herself silly as soon as Mr. Green had left and  cried herself to sleep afterwards.

But Mister Green was a diligent man, and he would be back with more questions. Maybe she should really do as Dr. Polland had suggested.

She did not feel like cooking, and was just trying to decide between ordering Chinese or Italian when the phone rang. Picking up the receiver she answered it.

“Hi Kat.”

There was a short silence on the other end of the line, then Kathie spoke, “How did you know it's me?”

Lex smiled. “Not too hard to guess. You call me almost every evening around this time.”

“Duh, you're right. So, how did your head shrinking go?”

“Don't ask. I very much doubt I will become his most favorite client.”

“That bad? I hope he likes a challenge then.”

Lex just snorted. She slipped off her shoes, walked into the kitchen, taking the phone with her, and opened the fridge.

“So, what did you talk about with him. Have you, like, told him how you totally dig being a girl now, because of my wise teachings?” One could almost hear the mischievous sparkle in her eyes over the phone. Lex decided to grab a can of beer for now and went over to the living room, plopping down on the couch.

“Oh sensei, your wisdom outshines the sun on a moonless night.”

“Huh?”

“You're full of it, as always, Kat.” Lex explained with a grin.

“I see. I need to work with you more. I'm sure you are acting totally male again already. Quaffing beer and, like, scratching yourself in unmentionable places.” Lex snatched her hand away from where she had been scratching on her chest.

“Hey! At least I'm scratching where no man has scratched before. I'm just not used to wearing a bra, those things itch.”

Kathie laughed at that. “Got ya! We should get you some better fitting ones then. How about another shopping trip next Saturday?”

“Uh, can't really say if I'll be able to. There's a lot going on right now.” Another trip into Dunwich in tow of Attila the Shopper was rather low on Lex' list of priorities right now. The last time had cost her quite some money and filled her closet to near bursting. Kat had tried hard, and with some success, to get Lex' mind off the impending funeral.

“Sure, just keep it in mind. When are you coming over again? It's totally boring here without you.”

“Miss Cantrel asked me some awkward questions last time I came visiting you, besides I don't want to be seen on campus too often for the time being. It would only cause questions I don't want to answer once I'm back in security.”

“So you still want your old job back? Wouldn't it be, like, super awkward? I mean you being a girl now and everything?”

“Well, Doc Polland had this idea. He suggested that once I have my records fixed to accommodate my change I just get a name change on top of it and join up again as a different person. At least where my colleagues are concerned. Would spare me a lot of trouble.”

“Uh, that sounds, like, very final. You sure you wanna do that? What if they find a way to turn you back?” Kat sounded concerned.

Lex sighed. “I seriously doubt they will. Every single spellslinger they paraded me past during the last week seemed baffled and clueless, and they're supposed to be some of the best in the country. They even did a full Xavier on me today. I won't get the results until Wednesday, though.”

“Why would they test you for mutant powers. I thought you were just another wimpy norm?”

“Hey, watch it Miss Bug Zapper. No. They kind of freaked when they took the dressings off my eye today. I think they just wanted to try everything.”

“Freaked? What happened?”

“It's kind of hard to explain. I can see well enough, but I will probably be a shoo-in for the scariest costume this Halloween. I will show you next time I see you.”

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Lex had just put the leftover pizza into the fridge when the doorbell rang. Her appetite just wasn't what it used to be, not really surprising considering she had gone a whole week without food without even noticing. Although there had been no obvious ill effects, the Doc had suggested that she should eat normally until the final results were in. Lex didn't really mind, it made her feel more normal.

She opened the door and was surprised to find Dave leaning against the handrail outside.

“What are you doing here this late? It's almost eight?”

“Thank you, I'm happy to see you too.” He smiled at her.

“Well, come in. Want some leftover pizza?”

Dave launched himself off the rail and followed her inside. “No thanks I've already eaten.” He put his helmet down on the sideboard and unzipped his jacket. “So, how did your appointment go today.”

“Bad,” Lex replied dryly , “you know how much I like people trying to pick my brain.” She went into the kitchen  and finished putting away the food. “Do you want something to drink?”

“Just a soda, please.”

Lex grabbed two cans and joined her friend in the living room where he had taken possession of the couch. She handed him a can and took a sip from her own, sitting down on one of the armchairs.

“Your dressings came off already? That was quick. How bad does it look?”

Lex reached for the black eyepatch she still wore. Used to being half blind for more than a week, she had simply forgotten to take it off when she came home.

“Actually it's kind of weird. I can see fine with the eye, but just looking at it seems to freak everyone out.” With that she pulled the patch off and looked at Dave.

“Son of a ...” was all her friend got out. He did not even notice the soda can slipping from his limp hand.

A moment later Dave looked away and noticed the can at his feet that was happily spilling its contents on the carpet.

“Crap, sorry.” he exclaimed as he tried to contain the mess.

“Don't worry, the carpet needs to be cleaned anyway,” Lex muttered while she replaced the eyepatch.

Dave was obviously still shaken. “That was... different. You say you can see normally with... that?”

“A bit blurry at times, but more or less, yes. What is so horrible about it? It's just plain black to me.” Lex was getting a bit glum.  “I feel even more like a freak with everyone reacting like that.”

“I'm sorry, I.... I just can't describe it. Only thing I can say is that I really don't want to see it again... ever. Sorry, really.”

“It's OK. I guess I will just leave the patch on for now. Maybe I can get some mirrored shades.”

An awkward silence threatened to settle down on them when Dave changed the subject abruptly.

“Did you call your Mom yet?”

Lex stared at him flatly. “So you have come over to ruin my carpet and my mood.”

“So, that's a 'no' then?” he raised a single eyebrow.

“You promised to get off my case about this.”

“Yep, but you had more than two days to think about it now. It won't get easier the longer you put it off.”

Lex threw up her hands in defeat. “Alright, you win. I'll write her a few lines later. Now, was there any other reason for you to come over, besides driving me insane?”

“Mainly I wanted to ask if you have any details on that hearing tomorrow. The LT told me today that they managed to contact the father of that Hillman kid and it looks like he will attend.” He was looking worried.

“No. All I know is that there will be a hearing to 'review my actions during the incident'. The Doc assured me that there was no reason to be worried, it is standard procedure.” Lex was not so certain of that, though. “Still, you could just have called me. So, what made you brave the cold and wetness on that overpriced deathtrap of yours to see me in person?”

“Does a guy need an excuse to visit his girlfriend?” David delivered deadpan.

Lex couldn't help but laugh at that and was soon joined by her friend, which broke the serious mood.

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“Dear Mom, I have been turned into a woman by a freak accident.... no too direct.” Lex sat at her computer clutching her head in frustration.

“How do you explain something like that to your own Mom?” She cursed herself once again for promising Dave to write her mother.

<Maybe if I take smaller steps. I didn't promise to tell her everything with the first email....>

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October 24th , Tuesday

Kathie gave up on knocking on the door and just let herself in.

“Tsuo? Don't tell me you're still in bed.” It was still dark outside so she flicked on the ceiling light, prompting an angry sounding chirp from the 'Nest' in the corner of the room.

After he had wrecked the second bed in his sleep, Katsuo himself had come up with his current sleeping arrangement. A huge pile of (clean) rags sat in the corner of the room giving the large insectoid a soft spot to sleep that was basically indestructible. It was actually quite cozy as Kat had been able to confirm when her friend had let her try it out.

As if trying to flee from the bright light, the big youth burrowed deeper into the mountain of cloth until his dark green carapace only poked out in a few places.

“Let me guess. You spent, like, most of the night playing that stupid game again, didn't you?” It wouldn't have been the first time. “Well, it's your own fault then. Pull yourself together and get going.” She began to excavate her friend.

A chain of angry, muffled clicks and chitters made her stop. “Look who's talking. What is it with you lately? You're all moody and snappy. What would Lisa think if she saw you like this?” The last one had so far always worked to rouse the big bug when he was depressed, but it failed to do so this time. Getting seriously annoyed Kathie decided to bring in the heavy guns.

           

“You will not make us late again. If you don't get your armor plated ass into gear and out of this pile, like, right now, I swear to God I will totally fry every single circuit in that sorry excuse for a hobby you have standing over there.” She pointed at his computer desk.

For emphasis she ran an electric arc between her fingers but, as so often, overdid it, zapping the ceiling light instead. It got Katsuo's attention none the less. He erupted from his sleeping spot with a shocked shriek scattering pieces of cloth all over the room.

Thanks to the sudden darkness Kathie managed to cover her own surprise pretty well and nonchalantly brushed a few pieces of ceiling plaster off her blazer.

“Great! Since you're already up, lets go.” she commented smugly and headed for the door.

Katsuo just threw up his hands and lurched, still a bit groggy, after the young woman.

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Lex finished braiding her hair and looked at the clock on the kitchen wall.

<Half past eight. The cab will be here soon.>

She sighed. All this hair was a big bother, but the last time she had cut it it had grown back in less than two days. All this time her head had itched like hell. She gave the thick, pale golden braid an annoyed tug.

<Might just be able to have some breakfast before I have to leave.>

Lex started looking through the meager contents of the fridge, resolving to go grocery shopping this afternoon.  She pulled out a slice of pizza from yesterday's supper and shoved it into the oven while she got herself ready to leave.

After putting on the new boots she had bought last Friday, she checked the contents of her leather jacket. Kathie had insisted that Lex should get a purse, more than one actually. Lugging around an useless bag that she would probably loose anyway on first opportunity seemed just dumb, though. The pockets of her old jacket worked well enough and wearing it was kind of comforting. Kat had looked at her as if she thought her friend was retarded when Lex had reasoned that way.

Checking on her breakfast's progress she noticed that there was none. The oven hadn't even gotten warm.

<Great. Must be my lucky month. Repair bills, just what I needed. As if I wasn't broke already.>

After checking the clock she decided it was too late even for using the microwave and put the still cold pizza back into the fridge.

<It's not like I'm hungry anyway.>

The sounding of a horn announced that the cab had arrived. Steeling herself for whatever awaited her at Whateley today, Lex put on the eyepatch and left the apartment.

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“You are jealous!” Kathie hissed over Professor Quintain's monotonous voice. “That's why you got so grouchy recently.”

Katsuo looked towards his friend from his seat where he had valiantly tried to fight off sleep until now.

[What?] he signed.

“You are jealous because I spent so much time with Lex lately.” Kathie whispered confidently. That had to be it.

The big boy just stared at her for a moment with his expressionless face before signing [You correct. Leave me alone now.] With that he turned his attention back on the lecture.

“So that's not it either. Damn, I was so sure.” Kathie mumbled at that.

Katsuo's labored breathing rattled momentarily when he tried to sigh.

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The door to the hall opened and David stepped out. He had this I'm-glad-I'm-off-the-hook expression Lex knew very well, but tried to cover it with a reassuring smile as soon as he noticed his friend watching him.

“They want you now, don't worry it will be alright.” He gave her a thumbs up as she passed him.

<Optimist.> Lex thought when she entered the large room where the hearing was taking place.  Several people were waiting for her inside. Too many for her taste. Sitting at the long table facing the door were the school representatives; Miss Hartford, looking cool and all businesslike, the Chief, naturally, and Doc Polland. Much to her dislike Doctor Evers was there too, conversing silently with Polland when she entered the room.

Off to the side were two men she did not recognize. The younger one was easy; he looked so obviously like a lawyer that it was almost comical. His appearance was immaculate, his metal rimmed glasses reflecting the diffuse light falling in through the windows. He conveyed an impression of diligent professionalism that was very obviously artificially constructed. The man was seemingly studying the few sheafs of paper that were neatly arrayed in front of him, as if there was a vital piece of information that could be found in those pages.

The other one seemed like the absolute opposite to the lawyer. He appeared to be in his early fifties, his hair and mustache showing the 'salt and pepper' look a lot dark haired guys get when they turn gray. His suit was rumpled and he seemed tired out. He was handsome and he made the impression of a former athlete softened by age and inactivity.

Most noticeable about him was that he was the only one in the room showing open hostility in the way he looked at Lex.

<That would be the kid's father then.> Lex thought, carefully maintaining a neutral expression.

She approached the table and, despite never having been in the military, fell into an 'at ease' stance. It just seemed the thing to do under these circumstances.

Hartford looked at her and spoke up:

“Miss Jenkins,” was she smirking at her? “thank you for coming. I want to assure you that you are not being court-martialed, this is just an informal meeting to shed some light on the events that took place a week ago.”

<If it's so informal, then where's my chair and my cup of coffee.> Lex thought but was smart enough to keep the notion to herself.           

“I would like to ask you to sum up the events that lead to Richard Hillman's incapacitation in your own words.”

<Here we go again.>

“I was on B-shift on Friday the 6th....“

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“....I had reasoned out, based on the reading I had done in the library, that my only chance at disrupting the spell was the destruction of this idol the kid used in his ritual.” Lex mouth was getting dry and her feet hurt inside the new boots. Kat had insisted on the things, claiming that the low heels on them were a 'training measure'.

<Training in pain tolerance at most.> She had to admit though that they looked nice and went well with the jeans she usually wore now, not that she cared about such things... much. 

Bearing the pain, she continued. “I got a Cobra 400 from the security weapons locker, wrote a report for my superiors and went looking for the kid. I found him at the same spot I had woken up a week before, and he was obviously preparing to dispose of me for good with another spell. I put a round into this pottery bone-cow thing and it blew up, peppering me with splinters and knocking me out. I came round the next morning in the infirmary, a finger long shard of ceramic stuck halfway in my brain behind the ruin of what used to be my left eye.”

Her audience did not show much in the way of reaction to her report, most of them had heard it before, one way or another. Doc Polland seemed thoughtful, the Lawyer unbelieving, Hillman Senior was scowling down at his balled up fists, their knuckles white with strain. Doctor Evers was who worried Lex most. He had hung on her lips during her speech, obviously dissecting every word in search for the hidden key to her subconscious or something. Lex was just glad that she had mostly glossed over the angsty parts of the tale.

Before anyone could comment on her story, the lawyer spoke up.

“Excuse me, but this is supposed to be it? From everything I have been able to learn, what my client's son has been accused of doing, if he even did do anything, falls very well inside the boundaries of what passes for a prank in this 'institution'.” The way he emphasized the last word got the bespectacled man a scowl from Doctor Polland and a very cold glare from Miss Hartford. The Chief seemed just to be leaning back, observing the show.

“Your security officer's response to that was to use a potentially lethal weapon and put the poor child into a coma. Furthermore the ridiculous tale of this young woman,” the jerk had the nerve to smile at Lex at that, “being a formerly male security guard won't hold up in court, and I assure you, this is where we will meet next. This so called hearing is an obvious farce to cover for the ineptitude and incompetence of your staff.” The man seemed to be building up steam and Lex had a hard time restraining herself. Her fists had been balled up and itching to silence the man since he had called that hellspawn 'poor child'.

She was saved the trouble when Mr. Hillman put a hand on his attorney's forearm.

“That's enough.” He said in a quiet voice. All the anger had vanished from his features, leaving only weariness. “Thanks everyone for the help in clearing matters up. Miss Hartford, I will contact you regarding the details on Richard's accommodations.”

The Lawyer seemed flabbergasted. “But....”

“I believe them. I don't think I will have need for your services for now. Please send me the bill and thank you for your help.”

The advocate did a very convincing imitation of a goldfish as the older man got up from the table and strode towards the door.

An equally surprised Miss Hartford remembered the business at hand and tried to get back in control of the meeting to at least wrap it up properly.

“I'm glad it worked out so well. Miss Jenkins, we will withdraw for discussion of your future status with Whateley security. You will be informed regarding our decision in due time.”

When everyone started to leave, Lex intercepted Doctor Polland, less than happy to see Doctor Evers join them too. It could not be helped, though. She had to arrange this. The shrink would probably learn about it anyway as soon as he got the Doc alone.

“Ah Doctor Polland, I considered your offer and I think it would be best to go through with this name change thing.”

The Doc gave her a slight smile. “How come you changed your mind so quickly? I got the impression that you did not like the idea at all when I suggested it.”

Lex just shrugged. “It would make things easier, just as you said. Especially if I don't want everyone to know what happened. It's just a name anyway.” Both Doctors looked at her in a thoughtful way.

<Definitely gonna hear about that one in my next session with Evers.> Lex had a hard time not to make a sour face.

“Have you decided on a name already?” Doctor Polland glanced at his watch. “I might be able to get the documents ready for signing until tomorrow if you have.”

“Susan Luther. I kind of used it already and it's as good as any other.”

“If I may suggest something,” Evers interjected, “Why not put in Alexis as a middle name? This way you can easily explain any slips your friends might make.” He smiled at her benignly, which almost made Lex reject his idea, but it was sensible.

“Yes, good idea.” Lex studied the psychiatrist's face for any signs of smugness, but the slight man just upheld the friendly smile.

“Very well, I will make the necessary arrangements. Everything should be ready until our appointment tomorrow.” The scientist smiled at her and added. “Don't worry too much about this review, I'm certain that the results will be in your favor.”

With that he and Evers said their goodbyes and followed the others.

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Frank Hillman did not know how to feel. He really could have used a cigarette right now, but he had run out hours ago. Pacing the hallways aimlessly he tried to sort out his emotions.

The security officer's story had been shocking for him. Especially since he had believed her. Even his last encounter with his son had not prepared him for this, but the signs had been there. Richard had literally spat in his fathers face during their last meeting when Frank had tried to bridge the chasm that had developed between them.

He could not help but remember the small bundle of life in his arms as they had handed him his son for the first time. He had been so proud. Where had he gone wrong?

That brought up the haunting memories of Erica's death. She had been visiting her father in Europe together with Richie while Frank had been working on his new show program in Vegas. She had been shopping on her own when she tried to cross the street, unused to left-hand traffic. The driver of the delivery van could not stop in time.

As soon as he had heard of it Frank had taken the first available plane to England, but he had come too late. When he had rushed into the expensive private clinic, all that had awaited him in her room had been the disapproving stare of his father in law and the lost expression in his son's cried out face as the boy was holding his grandfathers hand. The old man's creepy manservant had just been looming behind them impassively. Erica had died mere moments before Frank had set foot into the hospital.

That was another thing that made the whole situation hard to deal with for him. He could not help but see her,lying battered and broken in her deathbed, when he looked at Richard now.

It had gone downhill from there. Instead of concentrating on the living, he had mourned deeply for his lost wife, more or less ignoring Richie. The boy had become more and more willful and when his gift manifested Frank had been all too glad to send him off to Whateley so he himself could be alone in his grief.

From what he had heard since his arrival last night, his father in law had taken an interest in the boy while Frank had been wallowing in misery. He had the sneaking suspicion that it had been the old man that had driven the wedge deeper and deeper between father and son. 'His Lordship' had never liked his daughter's choice of a husband. A lowly American charlatan mocking for a living the very craft that was so paramount to their family.

When Frank had heard of Richard's 'accident' he had foolishly hoped that maybe he could use this crisis to reconcile himself with his only son. All the time, while he had crawled towards the States, squeezed into an overpriced economy seat, he had painted images in his sleepless mind. In those fantasies he would sit at his son's sickbed as the boy woke up and realized how silly this pointless hostility had been.

The confrontation with the reality of Richard's condition had dampened this hope and the reports on his conduct at Whateley had almost shattered it. How could that sweet boy have become so callous and selfish.

Turning a corner he noticed someone standing at one of the windows ahead. It was the Jenkins woman. If he had had any doubts about her story, watching her now would have dispelled them. Her stance and movements were odd and seemed ungainly at times. Recognizing and understanding body language had been an important part of his job and if he ever had seen someone at odds with their body it was her. She fidgeted with her braid almost constantly, obviously trying to maneuver it into a position where its weight wasn't bothering her so much. Frank wondered why she kept it so long if it annoyed her like that.

Seeing her reminded him of her report again and the vagueness of it when she had described her interaction with Richard. He wondered if she would answer some questions. She might be able to confirm some of his suspicions.

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Lex watched the campus below from one of the windows on the deserted second floor corridor of Schuster Hall. She was bored, but Dave had promised to give her a ride back to town and his shift was not over yet. Sure, she owned a perfectly good car, but she had no driver's license that matched her face. Besides driving around in her old car would cause a whole new bunch of questions she did not really want to answer.

They had decided that Dave would use the Saturn while his best friend was 'in Tibet'; it would be too cold for the bike soon anyway.

Lex was just wondering whether Kat was still in class, when a polite cough behind her made her turn around. Standing there, observing her from several feet away was the kid's father. She still did not know what to make of him. When she first had seen him he had looked at her like she had assaulted his son and put a bullet into the boy's head. That fire was gone now and he just looked like a tired old man. There still was a glint of determination in his gray eyes, though. Lex unconsciously took a step back, bumping into the window-sill, instinctively getting ready to defend herself.

Seeing this, the man raised both hands in a soothing gesture. “Please, I just wondered if I could ask you a few questions.” He sounded sincere, so Lex relaxed... a little.

“What do you want?” She demanded.

“It's just that I would like to know what exactly Richard said to you, how he threatened you. You didn't give too much detail on that really.” His voice was even and flat, not timid or fearful of what she might say about his beloved child. He sounded almost like a physician asking questions about the medical history of a strange patient. Lex was becoming unnerved, rage or accusation she could have dealt with, but cold analysis?

<Is this whole family nuts?>

“You want to know what he said to me? Well, your darling son told me he would wipe my memory and 'fix' my personality so I could be everyones favorite fuckbunny. I'm damned sure he would have followed through too, the way the little creep kept leering at me.” She glared at the man challengingly.

Hillman's face got grim again and he seemed to nod to himself. “Thank you for your honesty. I still think the way you handled this was too crass, but I can understand why you did it.”

“Too crass?” Lex almost shouted. “It was the only way. Well, aside from putting the bullet through my head, and don't think I didn't consider that. I choose the way that held at least a small chance of me surviving with my wits intact, even if it meant to have these udders dangling from my chest for the rest of my life.” For emphasis she hefted them with both hands.

That at least seemed to crack the man's cool facade.

“I'm sorry for what Richard did to you, but you have to understand that I have trouble to approve actions that made my only child end up like this. Justified or not.” He threw up his hands, then buried them in his  unkempt hair. He seemed a lot younger all the sudden, like a boy unsure of what he should do. “Damn, I really am an idiot.”

Lex rather liked the direction this was going now and did not object.

“I know it's not your fault, well, not really. It looks like he fell under a bad influence, but this wouldn't have happened if I hadn't neglected him....”

Lex interrupted him. “You know, I'm sure your moral dilemma is extremely interesting... to someone who cares. Could we just agree on not liking each other and keep our misery to ourselves?” <Damn, I liked him better when he hated my guts.>

The man smiled at her weakly. “You are right, I'll stop bothering you. Should I find a way to help Richard, you will be the first to hear of it.”

Lex was puzzled. “And I would like to know about that exactly why?”

“Well your situations are kind of similar, aren't they?” Hillman sounded confused.

“Last time I checked I was not comatose, so what would be similar about us?”

“You don't even know what that backlash did to him?”

“They said he was in some kind of waking coma, I'm not really the gloating type and I did not feel like seeing his face again, ever.” Lex was unsure why she felt the need to defend herself.

“No danger of that happening. Follow me.” He said flatly and grabbed her arm, dragging her along. Lex was too surprised to struggle.

“Hey!”

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Lex could not help but stare at the shape in the hospital bed in front of her.

She was beautiful. Wavy, raven black hair cascaded over the cushion, reflecting the light in a way that suggested a silky texture.  The luscious mane framed a heart shaped face with an adorable button nose. Her big eyes were of a rich brown color and displayed a pure innocence, even as they flitted restlessly between the two visitors as if searching for something. Had she not been panting with the effort from struggling against her restraints, the girl before Lex would have been capable of a killer pout with those full lips of hers.

The rest of her body neatly fit the image. Her blanket had slipped in her struggles, revealing a hospital gown straining to contain two large breasts, the tips showing clearly through the thin fabric. Her legs were fastened to the rail around the bed, just like her hands, with padded leather manacles. What was visible of the limbs hinted at a very curvy build.

All in all Lex suspected that 'Richard' had a stellar career in either the porn industry or as a Hooters Girl to look forward to, should she ever manage to gather her wits again. Managing to push down a bout of outright laughter Lex smirked nastily at her former tormentor.

“Can't claim she came out bad. She surely is a looker. I doubt she would like it though, considering what she seemed to think of women.” Hillman just shot Lex a withering look at that and covered his child again with the blanket. Her writhing and trashing seemed to get even stronger when he was close to her.

“Why is she bound so tight anyway? Doesn't look like she likes it.”

“They had her unbound at first, but as soon as she woke she... she 'assaulted' the staff. And when no one was around she would start... masturbating... so hard... she had started bleeding in some spots so they had to tie her up for her own safety.” The man was unable to hide his embarrassment.

“Uh, with her 'assaulting' the staff, you mean....”

“...that if it wasn't for the manacles she would be on top of me right now, ripping off my pants with her teeth, trying her best to rape me. Or you for that matter, she doesn't seem to be picky.” he finished Lex sentence for her.

Lex had to force herself to look away from the girl on the bed. Her panting had just gained a whole different meaning and Lex could not bear being in the room any longer. Heading for the door she gave Hillman a flat look. “I hope you are aware that this is exactly what he intended to do to me.”

He mumbled something that sounded like grudging agreement, but Lex had already closed the door behind herself.

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“....that's one of the reasons I wanted to try something different. You know, see new things, get a change of pace, better chances at promotions and all that jazz.” Cutter smiled when she said that as if remembering a private joke.

David nodded at that. “I know what you mean. For me it was mostly changes in staff; new people coming, old friends leaving, that sort of thing.”

They had reached the parking lot and Dave could see Lex leaning against the Saturn, waiting for him. “Alright, see you tomorrow Cutter.” He said to his companion as he walked towards his friend.

The black woman frowned at the silver-metallic car for a moment then quickly caught herself. “Yes, take care O'Brian.” she said and left towards the other side of the lot.

When David arrived at the car and proceeded to open it, Lex shot him a withering glare. “I can't believe you are already cheating on me. What would your Mom say if she knew you were prancing around with some hussy and that in front of your girlfriend.” She did a pretty believable sniff.

Dave grinned broadly. Trying to sound as macho as he could he replied, “Chill babe, a guy needs his options. Besides, don't let Cutter hear you call her a hussy, she could pound you to goo.”

“Nah, not sweet, gentle Irene. She is the shyest ex-marine I've ever known. Am I mistaken, or is she really mooning over you?” Lex teased. She tried to make herself comfortable on the passenger seat, wincing as she sat on her braid again.

Dave laughed as he started the car. “I don't think so, we just get along well I guess. I didn't even know her first name until you mentioned it.”

Lex started into an impromptu performance of Nazareth's 'Love Hurts' that didn't come out half bad.

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“....I had no idea. They really have to chain him... err, her to the bed?” David sounded truly amazed.

“Yup, otherwise she would go nympho on everyone. At lest that's what her old man claimed. I actually feel kinda sorry for him. He seems to be a decent guy.”

“I doubt your compassion spreads over to his offspring, though?”

“Sheesh, I'm no saint, just a lowly human. I know its kinda low, but seeing the bastard like this made me really feel better. I hope the asshole is aware of every second of it.” Lex looked out the side window to hide her guilty expression while pretending to adjust her eyepatch. Dave still had the inconvenient ability to read her like a book when he wanted to.

Her friend seemed to be distracted by something ahead of them, though. “Um Lex? Why is there a fire truck standing in front of your apartment complex?”

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Lex could do nothing but stand there and stare at blackened maw that had been the entrance to her apartment this morning. What remained of the door after the explosion was sticking out of a shrubbery five yards away. From what she could see of the hallway the fire had been quite thorough. It was a miracle that it had not spread to the rest of the complex.

“Miss Luther?” an unknown male voice called behind her.

“Miss?” Someone tapped her shoulder from behind.

<Crap, that's me.> It dawned on her. She turned around to face the portly police officer who had addressed her. Behind him stood a not too pleased looking Mister Green.

“Yes, sorry I'm still somewhat shocked.”

“No problem Miss. According to the caretaker you are the current resident of this apartment, is this correct?”

“Ah yes, my cousin Alex is in Tibet and I'm house sitting for him.”

“Awesome job so far lady.” one of the firemen commented as he walked past.

Lex only managed to shoot a glare at the smart ass before the officer continued.

“Do you have any identification on you?”

“Ah, just a second.” She started patting down her jacket to gain some time while she racked her brain for an excuse.

Dave came to her rescue.

“Didn't you tell me that you forgot your purse at home today?” Lex could have kissed him for that. Instead she  turned back towards the ruined entrance slapping her forehead.

“Crap, you're right.”

“Is there anyone who can confirm your identity?” The cop sounded like he was getting suspicious. <Not good, not good at all.>

“David here can. You could call Whateley too. I'm applying for a job there at the moment. I'm sure Doctor Polland would be able to answer your questions.” The officer nodded and wrote down the name.

“Do you know where you will be staying now? Just in case we have more questions.”

“She can stay at my place.” David volunteered and proceeded to give his address to the cop.

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“Thanks again for letting me stay here pal. No idea what I would do without you.” Lex said, while pulling the shopping bag from the trunk. They had gone and bought some necessary items for her before they had come here.

“No sweat. You can thank me by not burning down my apartment.” Dave replied as he ascended the stairs to the old tenement that he lived in.

“Hey! You can't blame me for a broken gas oven. The thing was already there when I moved in.”

“I wonder how it broke, though. Couldn't have been your headlong assault on it a few days ago, could it?” He smiled as if reveling in some fond memory as they ascended the staircase to the second floor.

“And whose fault was that? But you may be right, I hit it pretty hard.”

David just shrugged and opened the door to his apartment when they arrived.

“Welcome, 'mi casa es su casa'!” He called out when he held the door open for her.

“What? Don't want to carry me over the threshold?” Lex quipped as she passed him.

“And pull my back? No thanks Ma'am I have to go to work tomorrow.”

“Hey! I lost more than 60 ponds in a few hours, that should count for something.” They both laughed at that.

The apartment was not big. Mainly a single room with a small kitchenette and an attached bathroom. The sleeping sofa was in bed-mode but clean linens were arranged neatly on it. Everything in the small room was clean and orderly. Lex did not think of herself as a slacker, but all this neatness almost made her uncomfortable.

Dave pulled a towel from the hallway cupboard. “If you don't mind, could you get the coffee machine going? I would like to take a shower real quick.”

“Sure.” replied Lex and headed over to the kitchenette.

“Try not to slam your head into any appliances while I'm in there, ok?”

“I will try, but it's really hard. That TV set over there looks like it's in dire need of a bashing.”

Dave pointed a finger at her in a warning gesture before he closed the bathroom door behind himself.

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“....You do have fire insurance, don't you?”

“Ah well....” Lex returned weakly.

“Don't tell me you don't have insurance.”

“I didn't have much to insure when I moved here. I kind of left home in a hurry as you will remember. I planned to get some once I was settled in but I somehow never got round to actually do it.”

Dave just gave her an incredulous look.

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“Susan who?”

“I told you I would change my name so I could work again without the hassle of everyone knowing.”

“Yeah sure, but you didn't tell me you would call yourself Luther.” He apparently had problems to keep from laughing.

“So what? I came up with it on the fly when Mister Green questioned me for the first time. It's my Mom's maiden-name and since I claimed to be my own cousin....”

David couldn't hold it anymore and bawled out laughing.

“What is so damn funny about that name?”

“Watch out Superman! Lex Luthor is here!” her friend got out between two bouts of laughter.

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“I can't believe I didn't notice.” Lex groaned for the fifth time. “And will you stop laughing!” She hit her incapacitated friend in the ribs.

David was still wheezing but he was calming down some at least.

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“No. I don't think that would work. I gave the name to the police already, changing it now would cause even more trouble.”

“So what now? Planning your first heist already? Maybe a convenience store?” David suggested, grinning broadly.

“What gave you that harebrained idea? Luthor is a world class villain. A pawn shop I think.” Lex nodded thoughtfully.

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“Bedtime, Sis. I need to get up early, as do you if you want to save another cab fare. I'll take the floor, you take the bed.” David had organized some blankets for himself.

Lex gave him a weird look. “What's that supposed to mean? You took me in, I get the floor. Anyway, the bed is easily big enough for two. I'm reasonably sure that you won't feel me up and you are absolutely safe from me, I can guarantee that.”

“Uh ok, if you are sure.”

“Sure I'm sure. Where did you put the bag? I need my toothbrush.”

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“Um... could you... leave it on maybe?”

“Look, it's uncomfortable and will slip off anyway during the night. I promise I will keep the eye closed.”

“Uh... ok.”

“Wimp.”

You never had to look at it!”

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October 25th , Wednesday

“Have you seen my jacket anywhere?” Lex asked while doing a few more strokes with the hairbrush.

“I hung it up. It's in the wardrobe on the right.” Dave's voice sounded from the bathroom.

Lex was just putting on the jacket when David emerged fully dressed and ready to go.

“Still not done? We have to leave now or I will be late.”

“You try to manage all that hair tomorrow and we will see who is late then.” Lex retorted irritatedly as she extracted the still unbraided mane from the back of the jacket.

“Let's just go. You can braid it in the car or something.”

“Oh I'm sure that will work out great.” Lex followed her friend outside none the less.

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The tunnels were still deserted when Lex arrived at Doctor Polland's office below Schuster Hall. The Doc wasn't in yet it seemed, which was not surprising since she was about two hours early for their appointment.

As she had expected, a moving car was no place to do hair care and she suspected she looked it. Remembering the mirror over the sink in the lab next to the office Lex decided to fix that while she was waiting.

Checking the heavy metal door to the lab she found it open and slipped inside. The lights in the laboratory were on, but most of the test equipment they had used on her two days ago had been stowed away as it seemed. She stepped up to the mirror and inspected the damage. The braid was askew and a few stray wisps of hair had escaped braiding altogether. She undid the braid and had just pulled out the hairbrush from the inside pocket of the jacket when she heard the Doc's office door being opened. The connecting door between lab and office was obviously not soundproof.

Lex was about to go over and announce her presence when she heard Doctor Polland's muffled voice through the door.

“I'm sorry but I don't have any news for you. I contacted several colleagues on the matter....”

He paused for a moment. It seemed he was on the phone. “...No, only raw data don't worry. They could not help either but several of them promised to look into it further.”

There was another short pause and Lex decided to leave silently using the lab door, not wanting to eavesdrop. Doctor Polland's serious tone when he spoke up again made her hesitate, though.

“Mathew, you know we can't be sure. Your situation is very unique. Additionally we can't get any reliable scans of you anymore. Any numbers I told you would be just...” There was a short pause and Lex could hear the Doc sigh. “If the changes progress at the same rate, and no additional factors come into play, your respiratory system will break down less than three months from now. I'm sorry, we are trying our best to help you, but....”

Lex had heard enough, too much really. Just wanting to get out without being noticed by the Doc she carefully began to open the lab door, trying hard to avoid making any noise.

She was just closing the heavy door from the outside when the office door swung open slowly and a hulking shape that she knew well stepped out into the hallway. Surprised, Lex yanked the handle rather hard, resulting in a loud metallic clang as the door slammed shut.

Katsuo turned around and looked at her, appearing to examine her with scrutiny. She could feel the heat rising on her face as she looked into the two deep set pools of glossy black that were the boy's eyes. After a few moments the tall insectoid just turned around and started down the hall, away from Lex. For the first time she really noticed how labored his breathing sounded as he slowly lumbered away.

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“Hey, O'Brian. Get any sleep last night.” Cutter smiled at him in a peculiar way when she said that.

“Morning Cutter. What do you mean?” David asked as he examined his schedule for the next month on the notice-board.

“Your girlfriend looked like a hot little number when she picked you up yesterday. So I thought she might have kept you busy.” Still the same smile.

Dave had to laugh. “Oh she, no she's not my girlfriend. She's just a friend of mine and wants to work here. She currently has to go through the examinations and the introductory stuff. She is hitching a ride with me occasionally to get about.”

“Ah, I see. Isn't that Jenkins' car you're driving?” Now she seemed curious.

“Yes, he said I could use it while he is in Tibet.” Dave had the distinct feeling he would have to get better at lying if this continued.

“So he will be back eventually?”

Much better.

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“Good Morning, Miss Luther,” Doctor Polland winked at Lex at that,” you are a tad early.” He got up from his desk and shook her hand.

“Yes, I'm sorry. A friend offered me a ride, but had to be here early. I hope it's alright with you?”

“Not a problem. How are you? I got a call yesterday from Dunwich asking me to confirm Susan Luther's identity because of a fire in your apartment?” He seemed worried.

“Just property damage. It seems the gas oven had a leak and blew up or something. They are still unsure on some of the details. I intended to warn you but everything became a little confused and I simply forgot, sorry.”

“I am sure I was able to answer the officer's questions to his satisfaction. Also, I do have the documents necessary to straighten out your ID problems.”

“That's great. I would really like to get this over fast. Do you have the test results too?”

“Yes, right here.” The Doc held up a manila folder at that. “Please sit down.” he pointed at the chair in front of his desk.

When Lex sat he returned to his own chair. “First of all I want to assure you that you are healthy and likely to remain so for some time,.” he proclaimed. “The magic that was responsible for your changes seems to have stabilized and gone dormant. To casual examination, even by a mage, you appear to be a very fit twenty year old woman, no more than that.”

“Uh... wait a second. What do you mean by 'dormant'? Didn't it just go away after it did it's job?”

“No, it looks like the part that changed your body is still active on some level. It manifests itself as a weak form of regeneration. If you make any gross changes to your appearance it seems to flare up and 'fix the damage', like it did when you cut your hair. I think that this healing ability was hypercharged for a while from the magical energy that you soaked up when the spellfocus exploded. This would explain the amazing recovery of your eye.”

He pulled two X-rays from the folder and handed them to her. Both depicted what she suspected was her skull. The only difference was that the first showed a bright, angular object embedded in her eye-socket poking into her brain, the pottery shard that had splintered off the exploding focus. On the second picture there was no trace of the shard. To her untrained eye everything looked perfectly normal.

“It's gone? Completely?” She asked as she handed the images back.

“As far as we can tell, yes. There are some theories on how it happened but nothing conclusive so far.  The shard itself was probably absorbed. We are mostly guessing since we have insufficient data.”

“What about the spell. Can I get rid of it in any way? Or will it run out eventually?”

The scientist gave her a weak smile. “Our specialists can't even identify how it does what it does. Any attempt at meddling with it could be very lethal for all parties involved. So, breaking it seems impossible for now, I'm sorry. As for it simply going away, your guess is as good as mine. Considering the entropic nature of the universe I would suspect that it will run out eventually. It might take longer than you live though, which might be quite some time.”

“Now what's that supposed to mean?” The way the man constantly skirted the matter began to annoy Lex.

“You have to understand that we don't have sufficient data to confirm anything, but I strongly suspect that you won't have to worry about aging as long as that spell is active. It goes so far as to clear toxins from your blood and add nutrients just to keep your body in the intended shape. I very much doubt it would let you age.”

Lex felt faint. “You have to be shitting me. Did you just tell me that I'm immortal?”

Polland held up both hands in a defensive gesture. “No, I did not. Quite long lived – probably – but not immortal. There are very few true immortals. While you have some regenerative abilities, they could never keep up with a severe physical trauma. The longer a person lives the higher the chances for suffering a fatal accident become. Besides, we were unable to test your ability to withstand hard radiation, disease and some of the more exotic toxins.”

“Gee, Doc you surely managed to put my mind at ease with that. Hard rads,” she shook her head, “good thing I like being a chick so much. Looks I will be able to enjoy it for some time.” No, it seemed sarcasm wasn't helping either. Lex just wanted to puke.

“Actually that brings us to the next point on the list. The results of your physical examination were rather normal it seems.” Lex had disliked that one very much and it showed on her face now that the Doc brought it up. “You are physically a fully functional young woman. I am afraid you will experience the first direct effects of this rather soon. Judging from the consistency of you cervical mucus....”

“Stop! Too much info, really. That's it? I can look forward to a long healthy life filled with the joys of bleeding every damn month? Hell, normal girls at least have menopause to look forward to.” Polland looked at her curiously when she said that. “I read up on some things....” Lex explained weakly. This was getting too much for her.

The scientist folded his hands on top of the report and looked at her steadily. “I know it's hard to accept all these things, but think of what you gained from this.” He picked up the folder and started leafing through it. “You are healthy and fit, you rate somewhere between exemplar levels one and two physically, you won't have to worry about minor injuries. Your left eye, although not exactly enjoyable to look at, is fully functional despite having suffered a severe trauma. Furthermore you seem to have gained a tolerance for high and low temperatures. If everything else fails, just think about the opportunities an extended lifespan might present you.”

“Hooray.” Lex muttered, less than enthusiastic.

“In the light of those news I would advise you to make another appointment with Doctor Evers as soon as possible. Especially since Admin decided to make your return to security dependent on his decision.”

“Double hooray.”

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“Whoa dude look at those curves. Wouldn't mind giving her a ride.”

“As if any chick would let you even see the goods, let alone touch them.”

“This one just might. I overheard some seniors talk about her. They call her 'Fizzle'; she is mentally retarded or something.”

“Man, you're sick. Besides, I think she's in Hawthorne. Would probably rip your dick off without even noticing. They only put the freaks in there that can't control their powers.”

Further down the hall Kathie cursed her excellent hearing as she did so often and fought to hold down the tidal wave of emotion that pressured to get out, also a quite common experience.

She had learned the hard way that showing any kind of reaction to stuff like that only made it worse. Besides usually if she let her emotions run free her powers accompanied them.  As much as she liked the mental image of those two jerks trashing on the ground, their neural pathways disrupted by an EMP blast, there were just too many people about that had done nothing to her – lately. Avoiding permanent confinement to her cottage was another strong incentive.

<Sticks and Stones.... I wonder if Tsuo is done with his checkup yet.> Most residents of Hawthorne had semi regular appointments with the academy's science staff. Either for additional control training or research on the nature of their individual problems. Her chitinous friend had had several of those recently but was very close mouthed about what was going on, as he was on most other things lately.

Kat was slightly worried, but Tsuo had been all but indestructible as long as she knew him and not just physically. He was one of the most intelligent and considerate people she had ever encountered, not that this meant much considering her truncated memory. Sure, he was depressed now and then, but who in Hawthorne wasn't?

Doing her best to ignore the jibes of the other students Kat trudged to her next class. She did not notice the tall boy that stared after her with a rapt expression.

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Lex gathered her resolve and knocked on the door to Katsuo's room. There was a pause before she could hear some chittering sounds on the other side. Interpreting it as an invitation she opened the door and entered.

The room seemed drab. Its walls were unadorned except for two posters of some Japanese cartoon. One corner was taken up by a huge pile of rags and pieces of cloth. There was no furniture besides a heavy looking steel desk and a very sturdy chair that seemed to be constructed from the same material. Several cardboard boxes were piled against the wall next to the desk. On the chair sat the large armored boy, facing her. The computer next to him on the desk was running some kind of word processor.

“Hi Katsuo. I just wanted to drop by and say hello....”

The young insectoid 'rattled', in lack of a better word to describe it, and made some weird gestures with his upper hands. It took Lex a moment to recognize them as sign language.

“Ah, sorry I don't understand.” Lex felt silly for not foreseeing this problem.

Katsuo just rattled again and waved her over as he turned towards the computer screen. He began typing on his keyboard which appeared to be a large metal plate deeply etched with an oversized 'qwerty' layout.

>what do you want?< appeared on the screen.

“Oh I have some time until my ride leaves and I thought I would visit you. You know, talk a bit. I mean we shared a bathroom for a while and I hardly know you.” She gave a nervous laugh. This kind of conversation wasn't one of Lex' stronger points.

>so you eavesdropped.< There was just no way to asses the boy's reaction. The kid simply gave no physical cues as to how he really felt.

“Yes, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to. I was in the lab to check on some stuff,” she would definitely not admit that she had been 'fixing her hair', “and I could not help but overhear your conversation.”

>so?<

“I thought that maybe you want to talk about it. I mean one does not find out about this kind of deadline every day. It must be tough to deal with it.”

>i will manage< he seemed to consider something, then added >do not tell kat she would be crushed<

Lex checked the contents of one of the boxes. It was stuffed tight with books and seemed sturdy, so she pulled it over and sat down on it.

“Are you sure? Is she supposed to find out when it is too late? That's not a good thing. My Dad died recently. He had prostrate cancer but didn't tell me. Then my Mom could not reach me in time due to the whole ... 'thing' that happened. I never had a chance to say goodbye in person.” The pain was still fresh enough to hurt, but at least Lex managed to keep the tears in this time. It was strange. She had never gotten along with her Dad, but now that he was gone all their arguments seemed so silly. She could not believe she actually missed the man.

>you do not understand. before you came i was her only friend at whateley. the seniors think she is too childish for her apparent age and spread nasty rumors. the others are intimidated or jealous because she looks grown up and are all to happy to believe the rumors. living in this cottage does not help either. i will tell her but not now.<

Suddenly Lex saw what the kid wanted. “I'm your replacement! You want me to take over as Kat's best friend when you are gone.”

There was a pause and Katsuo seemed to slump in his chair before he started typing again.

>would this be so bad for you?<

“Yes! I mean no. I am actually honored. You must have a pretty high opinion of me to suggest this, considering how much you obviously care for Kat. I'm just baffled that you can plan this so rationally while faced with death.”

>we are very much alike<

“What?” The sudden change of topic caught Lex flatfooted.

>you have given up on ever becoming male again.< She decided never to play poker against the youth. He was able to unnerve her by just looking at her.

“Well yeah, it's pretty much hopeless after seeing the test results. Even the Doc said so. What's your point?”

>you have given up way before that<

Lex surrendered. This 16 year old kid saw right through her. “Yes. When I decided to destroy the idol. Keeping up hope seemed a pointless waste of effort.”

>is that why you tried to kill yourself?<

“What the.... How do you know about that?” This conversation was getting scary.

>i found your clothes and the hairdryer in lisa's room. i planned on informing miss cantrel but could not find  her. i told kat that evening when she returned from testing and she asked me to keep it quiet.<

“That's why she keeps calling me every evening. She's checking on me.”

Katsuo simply nodded.

“So we both gave up hope because it would have been irrational, that's some similarity I guess, but unless.... You tried too, didn't you?”

The big youth rattled again. >perceptive. yes. two years ago.<

“What... err, hindered you?”

>about half an inch of natural armor plating and an extremely high healing factor. it looks like my screwed up body image is about to save me the trouble though.<

“What is happening to you anyway?”

>for some reason my bit changes me slowly into a giant insect. the problem is that the trachea based breathing system that insects use does not work on something that large. as soon as the mutation has finished with what remains of my lungs and my blood circuit i will simply suffocate.<

Lex was just letting that sink in when someone knocked on the door. Katsuo hurriedly closed the word processor and started some kind of game. Just in time, because now the door opened and Kat poked her head in.

“Tsuo, has Lex been...,” when she noticed her friend her face lit up. “Hi Lex, great to see you again. What are you doing here?” She took a single look at the computer screen and scowled. “Don't tell me you, like, bored her by showing off that game of yours Tsuo?” Katsuo rattled in that peculiar way again that Lex had come to identify with a sigh.

Feeling a need for mischief after all this serious talk Lex put up a thoughtful expression. “I don't know Kat. It looks kinda cool. I might get myself a copy.”

“Oh no, not you too.” The young woman shook her head. Suddenly she seemed to remember something. “By the way, I met Dave on my way here, he seems to be looking for you.”

Lex fished her old wristwatch from one of her pockets and looked at it. “Crap, gotta go! I promised to meet Dave more than half an hour ago.” Jumping up from her seat she hurried past Kathie to the door. “I'll call you later Kat. Sorry about the rush I completely forgot the time.”

“Oh my God! She's acting just like you. I can't believe you managed to... to 'infect' her with that stupid game.”

Katsuo could not help but laugh at that. It came out more like an asthmatic sounding wheeze, though.

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“You know, you are kind of....”

“Yes, I'm late, sorry.” Despite the fact that she had run all the way from Hawthorne Lex was hardly out of breath. Maybe there was something to this exemplar fitness thing after all.

“What kept you?” Dave asked as he started the car.

“Oh, I accidentally overheard Polland giving Katsuo - that's the beetle kid - some details on the medical problems the boy is suffering. I went over later to apologize and we got to talk about our problems. That kid could give a lot of shrinks a run for their money.”

“Probably because he could guilt you into talking to him.”

“Hey! I'm not that bad.” But her friend's comment made her thoughtful.

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Lex was lying in bed unable to find rest. Instead she watched her friend's sleeping shape next to her. She tried to imagine him as her lover, her male lover. Feeling fondness for him, maybe even some form of love, was no problem, but physical attraction?

He was good looking, she knew that, but he had none of the physical attributes that she had been conditioned to find attractive. How much of it was conditioned anyway? How much was hormones or pheromones?

She seemed to be unable to get really 'turned on' anymore by anyone. Still, girls seemed to work better at least. With them it was mostly the different set of sensations associated with arousal that stopped Lex cold. With guys she didn't even get that far. But how much of this were psychological hangups?

She was screwed up, no way to deny that, but had she given up too soon? One of her Dad's favorite sayings had been 'quitters can't be winners'. But the situation was hopeless, wasn't it? She somehow doubted that she would find answers by just running mental circles around the facts, though.

The comment Dave had made in the car came back to her. Maybe she had been unfair. Maybe she should allow Evers to try helping her. With that thought she finally drifted off.

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October 26th , Thursday

“Hello Miss Luther, how are you today?” Doctor Evers greeted her.

Lex held up her hand to stall him as she closed the office door.  Turning towards him she looked him over once more as he regarded her with a curious expression. He was short and not very imposing. Lex was reasonably sure she was physically stronger than him and he had always been friendly and courteous towards her. She realized she was stalling and gave herself a mental shove.

“I have decided that talking to someone might actually help me, so I will give you a chance. First though, before I tell you anything, I want to make it clear that if you only breathe a single word of what I am going to tell you to anyone you will come to rue it. I will hunt you down, your family, your pets and everyone who talked to you within the last five years. Understood?”

“Perfectly.”

Lex watched the psychiatrists face closely, but he appeared to take her seriously. Satisfied she gave a curt nod and sat down on the large leather recliner in front of the desk. Evers himself sat down and appeared to wait for her to begin.

“I guess I should start with the Delgado thing back in Boston. That was a bit more than two years ago, when I was still working for the Boston PD....” Lex started, fighting the upheaval of emotions that accompanied those memories.

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Thank you for reading this final part of 'Chancing Changes'.

But do not fret, Lex will return in 'Odds and Ends'.

 

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